When he was in the hospital, Guan Tianxiang was full of plans to deceive Meng Yao, so that she would ignore the experience of the mansion game and protect her wholeheartedly...... Guan Tianxiang didn't think about why she persevered in asking about the memory of the game at that time......

It turned out that she was puzzled by Guan Tianxiang's serious injury, and even more delusional that she had caused Guan Tianxiang's broken arm, so she wanted to find Guan Tianxiang to find out the ins and outs of the matter and relieve the unbearable guilt...... Guan Tianxiang ...... Guan Tianxiang ......

Guan Tianxiang scolded her angrily, put down a simple "farewell", and turned to leave.

From the current evidence alone, it is really impossible to deduce that Guan Tianxiang was killed by a girl and lost his right hand, and there may be only one person in the world who knows the truth about the broken arm. All this is just an unreasonable fantasy born of the girl's self-blame.

Guan Tianxiang also thought that his harsh criticism would make the girl no longer contact with the dangerous truth, but how did she fall into the abyss of mistake and almost ......

"Self-harm...... I know it's useless, but every night I sleep and dream that you cut off your hand because of me...... I'm really hard...... It's hard...... But I found ...... It turns out that the previous method didn't work......"

After the girl self-harmed, she found that she was unable to numb herself to the flood of self-blame, and finally took the road of suicide by taking drugs......

"Why do you want to be so stupid......" Guan Tianxiang stared at his watery eyes and trembling body with tears.

is stupid, in fact, it is Guan Tianxiang, the girl has always been sober, and she thinks about Guan Tianxiang everywhere.

Why would she blame herself for Guan Tianxiang's injury, because she still remembered Guan Tianxiang. Originally, Guan Tianxiang didn't care, knowing that he witnessed the blood red of her thigh being cut by the blade.

The last time I hurt myself, it was probably when I was in the second year of junior high school, right?

Guan Tianxiang, because the girl's amnesia was so serious that she forgot about Guan Tianxiang in high school and junior high school.

It turned out that she had just lost the memory of the building, so she must not know that Guan Tianxiang had remembered her during the building, and not knowing Guan Tianxiang's actions in the hospital was just lying......

Girl, I lied for four years, but I carried it through.

The sky was completely dark, covering the world of the two, and no stranger passing by noticed the tearful man in the cry.

After escaping from the building, he only came to another building from which he could not escape.

The two of them silently deceived each other, but the sarcasm brought down tears.

Powerless, powerless to change.

It was as if they had fallen into ten thousand years of loneliness, and they no longer spoke. The two of them desperately buried each other's gray memories, and went farther and farther away from each other, but the final end was gloomy.

In order to protect Meng Yao, Guan Tianxiang must not recognize the girl, although she only has Tianxiang in her heart at the moment

Guan Tianxiang...... Why do you think that......

Guan Tianxiang stared at the tearful face...... In fact, it turned out that Guan Tianxiang was the one who scarred her, and he was stationed in her heart, but she had to stay away, leaving her alone to face the world.

tried to hide the truth, but in the end, the girl was covered in bruises.

Guan Tianxiang, you scumbag.

After only two months of keeping the game a secret, Guan Tianxiang has been full of extreme suffocation. It turns out that it is very painful and tiring to bear the burden of memories alone......

How can Guan Tianxiang imagine how many lonely and depressing dark nights the girl has waited for him, and how many years of burden?

Guan Tianxiang actually wanted to selfishly let her go alone......

Lang Lang cat murmured, and somehow Guan Tianxiang also witnessed its mourning.

Toby...... Didn't you ask Guan Tianxiang to protect Meng Yao well? What good things has Guan Tianxiang done now......

Time passed imperceptibly, but the girl still did not stop that emotion......

Guan Tianxiang suddenly picked up the blade that was thrown on the plastic material plate, and before Meng Yao could react, his right leg had already drawn a line of several centimeters.

It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, just because the sensory response is relative.

"Are you stupid...... Meng Yao snatched the blade, approached Guan Tianxiang's calf in shock, and cried even harder

Guan Tianxiang snatched her blade again, she was powerless to resist, and could only witness the blood-red color of Guan Tianxiang's left leg.

"What are you doing, don't ......"

Seeing her collapse crying, Guan Tianxiang was extremely worried, but Guan Tianxiang still desperately continued to abuse himself. First, it is based on self-blame......

Guan Tianxiang ...... Guan Tianxiang! Meng Yao watched Guan Tianxiang go crazy and keep scraping his legs, covered with blood

"That's enough!" Meng Yao suddenly hugged Guan Tianxiang's legs, the pink tight vest was stained with blood from his legs, and Guan Tianxiang's crazy behavior came to an abrupt end.

Well, more than ten knives, it's a bit painful, and you deserve it.

"Are you stupid? This for yourself? You fool! The girl weakly snatched the blade from Guan Tianxiang's hand and threw it into the distance, staring at Guan Tianxiang with hazy eyes, revealing surging sadness.

"If you understand my feelings...... Guan Tianxiang smiled bitterly, panting from the tearing pain, "Compare your heart to yourself, why do you want to hurt yourself like this!" Xiao Yao. ”

"How can there be comparison—you call me ......" The girl was stunned for a moment, and her emotions gushed out like a spring, "You...... Do you remember? ”

"No," Guan Tianxiang smiled again with tears falling from the corners of his eyes.

"I've never forgotten."

When the girl heard this, she trembled very much, and her expression was extremely complicated.

Encounters, partings and reunions.

At that time, I didn't understand what a real parting was

The heart that is gradually crumbling is constantly looking for you

There are no lights in the park, and the shops on Laundry Street are gradually closing, and a rare bright spot appears in the sky.

For the next two hours, the two of them didn't speak, the surging blood flowed out a lot, but it always scorched, Guan Tianxiang just looked up at the faint star and talked to it for a long time.

I don't know if it's the right step to take this step, however...... However......

I'm not going to look back.

If it could reach your ears, I would like to tell you a lot

I'm willing to trade all I have for your constant smile

After contacting the girl, Guan Tianxiang will definitely not be able to reveal anything about the game, and in the future, he will be silently and dumb, maybe ...... Think of it as a thrilling dream. As long as the girl doesn't know......

It is also a kind of happiness to bear all the grievances alone and silently.

"The cat...... What is your name? Meng Yao finally spoke, staring at the gray-haired cat curled up next to her.

"You want to know?" Guan Tianxiang stroked its back, and the kitten barked in a low voice.

The girl wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, biting her lower lip, her crystal eyes were really beautiful......

"You promised me one thing."

The girl froze.

"You promised me to protect myself and not get hurt." Guan Tianxiang casually added, "You are not allowed to break your word." ”

I thought that the wish that I didn't want to give up was the most unattainable star

Even though the sky is like the endless tomorrow

"Ah Xiang ......"

The girl's originally clean face suddenly shed two traces again, but she hooked Guan Tianxiang's left tail finger, and the gentle tears were sweet.

There is no escape, because there is no exit to salvation.

In this bizarre society, the truth is always hopeless, but with the bright spot of the void, Guan Tianxiang is still willing to go on.

In the desperate situation of suffocation, Guan Tianxiang was almost sure that if the only bright spot was to be extinguished, Guan Tianxiang would immediately give up everything......

However, the stars always hang in the sky and never leave.

That's the stars, that's stubborn love, that's Shu Mengyao.

How many have you experienced, from the moment of meeting to the gloomy parting......

At this time, they finally met again.

And this time, Guan Tianxiang no longer had the courage to let go of that gentle figure......

People are always numb and struggling, for that inexplicable love. What love is, the world is constantly interpreting, in fact is unknown.

Perhaps, love is not as magnificent as imagined.

Perhaps, love is nothing more than irrational impulses......

Well, emotions are always a dangerous place to slip into.

That's a curse...... makes people dare not abandon the curse of life, even after all the vicissitudes of life.

Perhaps there is sweet happiness permeated in the shell of the curse.

"You bad guy, are you willing to tell me what the cat's name is?" The girl wiped away the remaining sadness from the corners of her eyes and smiled softly.

Guan Tianxiang still smiled and said nothing, letting her hit Guan Tianxiang's thigh mischievously.

Laughing and laughing, why did you cry again......

Guan Tianxiang didn't tell her, only if he didn't respond, he could hook her hand tightly and hold on until the dark desolation was finally liberated by the soft light.