Chapter 36: It is easy to heal the body, but it is difficult to heal the heart
Eighty years old man stood in front of the door, and the three-year-old naughty boy dyed the yellow spring.
Some people are seriously ill but still do not give up hope of life, and some people have no worries about food and clothing but easily give up their young lives.
What should I do as a healer?
It is easy to heal the body, but it is difficult to heal the heart.
At this time, Yongxi Village was not in danger as we imagined, and there were no other members of the altar organization.
There was only one son who came to the grave for his parents, and two police officers from the Crime Unit.
We stood not far away, waiting for this filial son to burn another piece of paper for his deceased parents.
"You're coming so fast." Luo Qingyun knelt on the ground and said in a deep voice.
He no longer has the heartiness of sitting in the ICU office, nor the calmness when explaining the situation to the patient's family, nor the joy of walking out of the operating room after saving people.
Now he is very lonely, and there is no longer a shadow of a doctor on his body.
Now he is like an old man who "returns to his roots".
"If we could, I would like us to come a little slower." Not far behind him, I whispered.
Luo Qingyun sat on his knees, holding a branch in his hand, stirring up the paper ashes that were about to burn out in front of him, and from time to time adding a few dark coins to the flames that were about to be extinguished.
"No, there's enough time, thank you." Luo Qingyun took a deep breath and said with relief.
In this way, he knelt in front of his parents' graves, and opened his mouth as he poured paper money into the flames.
This story he told to his parents, to us, and to himself:
"Dad, mother, I'm back to see you.
This is the last time I'll be back to see you, but don't worry, we'll be meeting soon.
I've been working in hospitals for so many years, saving lives, I've seen too many patients, and every time I try my best to save people. Once, I had five surgeries in a row, and I realized that I had been working for 16 hours straight. But I was not hungry or tired, because all five sick people were alive.
More than once, I wondered if I could have succeeded in studying medicine earlier, if I could have helped you to recuperate.
If I had succeeded in my medical studies earlier, perhaps you would not have suffered from illness.
Over the years, I have seen too many people who have suffered from illness, and what I am most afraid of is that they give up on themselves, and in that situation, as a doctor, there is really nothing you can do.
In the best-case scenario, the doctor and the patient work together to defeat the disease......
But as I experienced more and more, I met many patients, some of whom were in car accidents while driving drunk, some were drunk and had cerebral hemorrhages, and some wanted to commit suicide...... I really don't understand, they obviously have a healthier body than others, why don't they cherish their lives?
How many people have disabilities, how many people are struggling with the disease, they have not given up. But why don't those people take care of their bodies? What is more important than one's body and life?!
I can't figure it out, for a period of time, I really didn't know whether I should save people or not, because I saved many people who had committed suicide, and the first thing they said when they woke up was to ask why we wanted to save him? Why don't you let him die?!
During that time, I was very confused, until I came to know an organization that was keen to help the world clean up the garbage, and their ideas coincided with mine, and it was very easy to join them, as long as you got a tattoo, you would get their help.
Well, now, I'll help those who don't value their lives to die!
Since they don't care for their bodies and lives, let them die!
Since then, every time I meet this kind of person who does not cherish life, who wants to commit suicide, I will help them die!
I revived them first, and then I gave them a potion that the organization had helped me refine, which could put people in a state of suspended animation for a long time, and even the hospital equipment could not detect it.
They don't have vital signs, but their consciousness is clear, so what's the use?
I want them to hear the wails of their families after they die, and I want them to die with guilt, even if they regret it and don't want to die, it's useless. Because if it weren't for my rescue, they would have died long ago.
I contacted the director of the funeral home and bribed him with the money provided by the organization to help me burn the body, and I wanted those who did not spare their lives to be engulfed in hellfire.
Hahahaha!
They don't deserve to live!
There are so many people who want to live who can't live!
Compared to those people, they don't deserve it! Unworthy!
Hahahaha!
Luo Qingyun laughed as he spoke, already falling into madness.
He's crazy, he's completely crazy.
He confessed his motive for killing, but there are still many mysteries that have not been solved.
"Why did you kill Tang Xiujie? Is he also unworthy to live? I stared at him and asked seriously.
Luo Qingyun smiled: "Greedy people are also garbage, of course he doesn't deserve to live, the reason why he has lived for so long is just because he is still useful to us." I also used drugs to put him in suspended animation, and then set the whole room on fire with alcohol. ”
"You guys?" I frowned
Luo Qingyun nodded: "Of course it's us, we are a big family, a collective, and a person who is keen to change the whole world!" Our people are scattered all over the world, helping humanity clean up the garbage! ”
"What kind of people are trash?" I asked him again.
Luo Qingyun lowered his head, and said in a very strong voice: "Arrogance, jealousy, anger, laziness, greed, gluttony, lust ......"
Seven Deadly Sins?!
"Where is your organization? How many people are inside? Where are they?! I asked.
Luo Qingyun sneered: "Comrade policeman, you have asked too much, I can only tell you that my organization is outside the country, you can't find out, as for the question of where the members of the organization are, hahaha......"
He stood up and turned slowly to me.
With an evil smile, he slowly spoke: "There is ...... by your side"
"By my side?!" My eyes widened.
"Actually, you don't have to look for it, because you can't find it, you can only find it when we figure it out. Just like me now, if I don't want to be caught by you, you won't be able to catch me in this life. ”
After Luo Qingyun finished speaking, he took out the *** knife from his pocket: "Actually, isn't it good to have us?" You can help the world get rid of garbage, and if the world has no garbage, there will be no crime, isn't that the result you always wanted? ”
This time, he didn't give me a chance to ask a rhetorical question.
He stabbed the sharp scalpel into his throat and, at the same time, slashed to one side.
He slit his throat.
Blood splattered several meters away and was also sprayed in front of the graves of his parents, and just like that, the family of three was reunited......
Almost at the same moment, Lin Zifan and others also climbed the mountain and came to the scene.
Under the gaze of everyone, Luo Qingyun fell heavily to the ground, and the corners of his mouth showed a relieved smile......