Jiang Yuan wanted to stride over, but it was very difficult to walk through the ruins.

The vines that stretched in all directions, the weeds that twined and connected to the ground, and even the rock fragments that remained here were extremely sharp.

Faced with the sense of uncertainty of "I don't know when I can let her know that I am here", Jiang Yuanshen's heart is like a sharp knife hanging in his heart, which will be inserted into his heart at any time.

"Shake the apricots! Don't move! I'm coming for you——! ”

There were several cuts to his wrists and cheeks, and the rain splashing on the wounds caused a burning pain.

Shaking the apricot in the air sat on the broken wall with a frightened look, holding the phone tightly with both hands, and the small light was stubbornly resisting the darkness around him.

Jiang Yuanshen's breathing became rapid, fearing that the bright light would disappear, and his whole body seemed to lose consciousness, and he walked forward despite the pain.

My legs were tired, and my muscles couldn't help but start twitching.

But the emotions in his heart could not be calmed, and Jiang Yuan walked in a strange posture with the pain, as if he was walking in the sea that spread to his waist.

He opened his mouth and the rain that ran down his cheeks entered his mouth, just moistening his dry throat.

The body was so hot that I could feel the blood surging even my fingertips.

The towns stretching out in the distance are lit up, and the Chitori Shrine in Nakuyama is lit up.

"Shake the apricots."

Jiang Yuanshen shouted less than ten meters away from her.

Walking through the fields where the dark red comfrey grows, wandering through the ruins, do you see yourself waving your sleeves?

The back of the apricot shook in the air, and his vision came through the rain.

When he noticed that the person who was muddy in the rain was Jiang Yuanshen, his slender arms were trembling, and his short wet hair was flowing like water.

The wind blew, swaying the rain and weeds, and also swaying the hearts of the two.

Her big black eyes glistened with tears, like the sea at night.

"You've got feet."

Listening to the sweet and non-interfering words of shaking apricots in the air, Jiang Yuanshen, who was tired, suddenly felt angry and funny.

Just like when she returned to Chitori Island, her first words were always inexplicable.

"If you don't come here with shoes, I'm afraid you'll really have no feet."

He coughed violently, choking on tears from the rain.

Shaking the apricot in the air, she raised her head uneasily, and muttered cautiously.

"It's Jiang. Jiangyuan"

"It's a little cautious."

Jiang Yuanshen said clearly, but he made Chao Kong's chest tighten, and things that felt stagnant poured out of his thin clothes.

She bit her lower lip tightly and tried to hold back her crying, but she ended up half-crying her nose and her shoulders shaking violently.

"Why did you find here?"

"Is there no place for me here?"

Jiang Yuanshen slowly approached the sky and shook the apricot, facing each other with eyes that could feel each other's body temperature, and their cheeks were wet with rain.

"Don't come closer, I haven't forgiven you."

The sound of shaking the apricot in the air and bowing his head in resistance echoed in the depths of his ears, and Jiang Yuanshen recalled the scene when he left without leaving any goodbye after the earthquake.

For a moment, he was silent.

"Aren't you lonely? Wouldn't I be lonely without it? I'm so lonely without you, and after my mother is gone, I only have to be cautious of you, and I even really think it's okay to leave home behind."

Shaking the apricot in the air, he grabbed the leg of his pants tightly, and the words in his mouth seemed to be speaking to himself,

"I heard that you went to Tokyo, so I want to study hard and go to Tokyo to see you, and go to see what the Daughter's Day parade is, I don't want to see any queen parade at all, I just fantasize about whether there will be you when the ship comes down from the port, and I'm afraid that you won't be able to remember it, Why should I go to see her parade from the queen who took away my father, Even Jinghai wants to take away you, I don't want to be a miserable person like my mother, Uncle Azusa also looks like he's working hard for her, why are you all like this? No one has ever thought about me."

Shaking the apricots in the air was already in tears, and the uneasiness like peeping into the bottomless darkness surrounded Jiang Yuanshen.

He suddenly realized how powerless the words he uttered were.

"I haven't crossed the line with Jinghai, and I don't have any lies on me anymore."

The body is like a hedgehog, clumsily slamming around, mercilessly.

- What else would I do? I don't have a choice at all, is there anything wrong with me except for not saying goodbye?

Shaking the apricot in the air, the heart throbbed as if it was being tightened, and the little face became bitter.

"Obviously, I was born with you on Chitori Island, and I've been with you since I was a child, but now I realize that you're not looking at me at all."

"No" Jiang Yuan salivaed cautiously, and his hands opened as if relaxed, "Shake Xing, I don't think your words make any sense at all." ”

"I knew it."

The voice squeezed out of the vocal cords sounded very aggrieved, a mixture of inferiority, jealousy, possessiveness, and the complex pain of self-esteem.

At that moment, an uncontrollable mood slowly floated up from the silent abyss, and Jiang Yuanshen stared at her with angry and sad eyes.

"It's really humiliating to be lonely and lonely, this cheap weakness."

The sharp blame fell into his ears, and his body stiffened suddenly, and the hand holding the phone was extremely hard.

Jiang Yuan carefully wiped the water stains on his face and said with a firm will:

"You can do a lot of things, music, literature, art, clothing, computers, medicine, finance, nursing, beauty, tourism, media, civil service, nutrition, law, dance, musical instruments."

"In the future, I will go to the island, Kyushu, Shikoku, Hokkaido, Honshu, Fukuoka, Miyazaki, Saga, Nagasaki, Kumamoto, Kagoshima, Okinawa, Takamatsu, Naruto, Matsuyama, Sapporo, Hakodate, Osaka, Kobe, Nagoya, Yokohama, Kyoto, Tokyo."

"There are many things to do, and there are many places to go, if you abandon it, you will definitely regret it, not only by relying on people to live, but also by living for yourself."

"So, shake the apricot, listen up, don't always say it for me, you. You idiot! ”

It was as if the locked door hidden in the deepest part of the memory was opened, and the memories inside poured out violently over the embankment of the soul and the harbor of body and mind.

When Jiang Yuanshen said the last sentence, he was already crying.

Shaking the apricot in the air unconsciously straightened his waist, and the young man in front of him stood in the shallow cyan shadow, even if the rain was getting lighter, the soil on his body was still dazzling.

"What do you mean by that?"

Her nose was sore, the heat blocked her throat, and her chest was bitter and uncomfortable.

"What kind of mood did I have in mind when I stayed on the island, you must have had a great time in Tokyo! You can play with beautiful girls every day, you can't imagine what life I'm living here by myself! ”

"You guy. What the hell are you talking about?"

Jiang Yuanshen's emotions gradually turned into anger, he couldn't control his mouth anymore, and tears couldn't help but flow down.

"Won't I feel bad! I really hate you! Why tie me up to the fragile first half of your life! Now you have to throw your dissatisfaction on me! That's right! Do I love big earthquakes? Should my sister leave! Should I stay on the island? Just because I've been with you since I was a child, I'm going to always look at you! Isn't this despicable of yours! ”

(End of chapter)