"You're always, you're always thinking about yourself!"

So far, in the silent world as deep as the deep sea, countless words suddenly emerged, filling Jiang Yuanshen's mind,

"Do you think I'm easy? I've been doing club activities in Tokyo, and I feel sick at the thought that I'm trying to pretend to be a normal person, and now I'm back on this island, and you're saying it's because of me. ”

Saying too many words in one breath made Jiang Yuanshen feel dizzy, even though he was in his hometown, he felt like a foreigner.

The rain had stopped, the night air was bitterly cold, and the Naku Mountains, which had no lights, looked like an ancient creature that had been extinct for a long time.

"Shake the apricot, you didn't think about me at all."

Jiang Yuanshen heard a fierce choking, it was his own voice.

As if the ice hidden in his body had melted, he kept crying, even though he knew that a crying boy would be looked down upon, but he still couldn't control his tears.

Then, the sirens of the railway suddenly sounded in the distance, and the island's only electric train was driving from the foot of the mountain in the distance, with warm orange lights.

Suddenly, the white sandals stepped on the puddle and made a nice crisp sound, but it was immediately drowned out by the sound of the railway sirens in the distance.

The slender body in a thin shirt, accompanied by scattered water droplets, rushed up and hugged Jiang Yuanshen.

“.”

Jiang Yuanshen's hands trembled in the air for a moment, and finally hugged the soft and warm body of the apricot shaking in the air.

Indescribable emotions spread in his heart, and he shook his apricot in the air and sobbed:

"Caution, I. I'm sorry."

Jiang Yuanshen tried his best to frown, he didn't want to continue crying in front of girls, especially in front of the apricot in front of the sky.

The whole body of the apricot shaking in the air was trembling violently, and the little face was buried in his shoulder socket, like a child, crying like a downpour.

"Actually, I want you to be happy more than anyone else, but, but."

In the cry of pear blossom with rain, her throat was barely mixed with words, and her little nose was pink crying,

"As soon as I think of your happiness without me, I just. It's uncomfortable."

The sound of shaking apricots into the air made Jiang Yuan suffocate carefully.

The hands holding her body wanted to be tighter, but they were afraid that it would make her uncomfortable.

"Every day after you left, I wanted you to be happier than me." Shaking the apricot in the air seemed to spit out the air in his chest, and his eyes were stained on his clothes, "I don't want to be hated by you——! ”

Jiang Yuanshen's throat was like a transparent film of water, and he tried to speak in a calm voice, but found that the words he spat out were like weeds blown by the wind, trembling.

"There will be, there will be happiness, whether it's my happiness, or Takimitsu, Shimizu, and Spring Buds, they will definitely have you"

There was a slight tremor in his fingers as he shook the apricot into the air, and the damp breath tilted on his chest.

"Xiao Shen, do you still have a place for me in your heart?"

Jiang Yuanshen gently pressed her little head, closed her eyes and said, "Don't say stupid things anymore." ”

"You're scolding me again"

"It's all because you're always saying stupid things."

After the rainstorm, Chitori Island is surprisingly quiet after the railway sirens have ended.

The apricot in his arms shook the apricot out of his chest, and raised his red and swollen eyes.

"I'll cheer up from now on, but I'm not confident that I can do it, but I have to do it, both I and Xiao Shen are, right?"

Because of the hug, the clothes of the two were stained with brown and yellow soil.

Listening to her words, Jiang Yuanshen's heart was extremely apprehensive, because he felt that he had gone too far.

"Didn't I come to comfort you," Jiang Yuan said as he stared at her clear and bright eyes.

However, the eyes of the apricot shook in the sky were full of shame and unbearable love, like waves with white flowers, crashing against the Strait of Gibraltar.

"I know Jiang Yuan, you will definitely become an excellent and gentle boy, no matter where you go in the future, I will definitely continue to like you."

She stared at Jiang Yuanshen affectionately, and there were still tears on her eyelashes.

After that, it was as if by magic, shaking the apricot in the air and standing on tiptoe, and the cherry lips approached.

A gentle touch, like a snowflake blooming on a kissed lips.

The lights of the town and the harbor were shining proudly.

The two people who hug and kiss are the wind, the rain, and the heartbeat, which are irreplaceable.

A few seconds later, the apricots on tiptoe shook in the air as if they couldn't support it, and took the initiative to leave Jiang Yuanshen's lips.

Her little face was ruddy, but she kept her head down, staring at the dirt on their clothes.

Jiang Yuanshen only reacted now, the two were kissing, and their hearts were messed up by her sweet fragrance.

“.”

“.”

The cold wind rushed in as the two of them were swimming in a daze, and Jiang Yuanshen and her curled up almost at the same time.

"Shake the apricots"

"I took the initiative to give it to you, so I don't need you to respond to me." Chaokong Shaoxing suddenly interrupted him and said in a sweet choked voice, "Today was supposed to be the worst day, but now it has become the day of my first kiss."

Jiang Yuanshen inhaled the air from the ruins deeply into his lungs and looked at her cherry red face.

"By the way, Shake Apricot, where is the thing?"

"What's that?" She looked up, and those eyes looked like knitted dolls.

Jiang Yuanshen's face suddenly became serious, and there was still the shy look when he kissed before.

"You're here to kill yourself, aren't you?"

“.” Shaking his eyebrows in the air, his eyes jumped, and his gaze wandered, "No."

"Something, take it out." Jiang Yuanshen ignored her words and stretched out his hand directly.

Shaking Xing's heart in the air beat faster than when kissing, why would he know about it.

"Not really."

Her words were unusually low.

"Give it to me." Jiang Yuanshen's tone intensified.

“.”

Shaking his lips in the air, he lowered his head like a child who had done something wrong, and took out a small bottle from his trouser pocket.

Without waiting for her to hand it over, Jiang Yuanshen immediately snatched it over.

"Succinylcholine?" His face changed, "Why do you have such a thing?" ”

Shaking the apricot in the air, clenching his teeth, the words he said were mixed with a pale sigh.

"I found it in my mother's drawer when I was cleaning up her belongings."

Jiang Yuanshen seemed to be frozen, and only after a long time did he speak:

"Shake Xing, death is not a dramatic thing, it will disappear, there is no way to talk face-to-face, even if you cry, you can't do it, it will disappear in this world forever, that's it, you know?"

Shaking the apricot in the air, he pursed his lips and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Looking at the girl in front of her bowing her head and admitting her mistake, Jiang Yuanshen couldn't help but soften his heart, and stretched out his hand to stroke her head.

"Dressed like a brat."

"It's the cheapest second-hand clothes......"

The recognition between soul and soul lies in the insignificant, unspeakable details.

"Found it! Got it! Over here! ”

Suddenly, a shout came, and a dazzling light shone on the two of them.

Jiang Yuan looked to the side, and at some point, several policemen were hurrying to the ruins.

The ruins are filled with the desolation of the dark past, but above the desolation is the light of the people left in the world.

Before leaving, he took a deep breath of the air from the ruins as a souvenir.

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