The pain of innocence II
After speaking, Chai Xin got up and walked to the door, and the old woman was still standing motionless at the door, still maintaining that uncomfortable smile on her face, she did not stop it, but waited until Chai Xin walked by her side, she had walked a few steps away, she slowly said: "Girl, you ..... Going to save him? ”
Chai Xin was stunned for a moment, but he still waved his hand slowly and said, "I'm just a black witch, I can't save people, and I don't have the ability to save people, so naturally I won't save him." ”
The old woman smiled and said, "Young man, still a young man, not frank enough, even if he thinks so in his heart, he will still do that, but he just refuses to say it." ”
Chai Xin still stood there motionless, for a long time, a line of tears slipped from Chai Xin's eyes, she choked and said: "That's right, you're right, I want to save him, but I can't help it, I feel his life passing bit by bit, the originally vigorous life is like a broken hourglass, little by little, until the flow is dry, now, I'm also dying, I'm afraid, I don't know what to do, I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid that he will die, he will die one day, but he shouldn't die here, He doesn't deserve to die now, I ......"
The old woman sighed, looked at her son and said slowly, "An Le, are you willing to help her?" ”
Xiao Anle was stunned for a moment, thinking with a small calculation in his heart, he was just frightened by the identity of this little girl, and lost face in front of my little brothers, could it be that my mother wanted me to get my face back? Then I have to humiliate her, just about to open his mouth arrogantly refuse, he saw his mother's fierce gaze, hesitated and nodded, and said, "I have no opinion, everything is up to you, mother." ”
The old woman sighed slightly, and thought in her heart: After all, this child will only look at the eyes of others and act, but she can't make her own timely judgment, she knows that the status of the Xiao family in Qiongzhou will not be as good as before in a short time, so she is even more determined to help Chai Xin, and there will be a witch who owes the Xiao family a favor in the future, and it will still help to a certain extent.
So the old woman nodded with determination and said, "Girl, it just so happens that I have a friend who can help you, do you believe me?" ”
There was a flash of light in Chai Xin's eyes, and then it immediately dimmed, and she said blankly and weakly: "Your friend?" Now even if you use a helicopter, it will take an hour, how can you have time? ”
The old woman smiled slightly, and said meaningfully: "Girl, if I say I can help you, I will definitely be able to help you, even if I don't help, someone will naturally help him." ”
Jiangnan, Xuzhou, Jiuli Mountain;
Endless darkness, but also infinite torture, a man walking in this chaotic place, this place has no direction, no time, no sky, no scenery, some are just the quagmire under his feet, the only point of light is directly in front of him, he has no way, he can only move forward, keep moving forward, he wants to turn back, but he can never move his head, he wants to rest, but he can't stop his steps, he has been walking for a long time, no hunger, not even thirsty, he has been walking slowly, He didn't know what he was doing, he didn't know what his purpose was, and he didn't know why he was here, he seemed to have to move forward, but he knew that he seemed to be dying.
"That's it, just go to sleep!" He thought so, but his steps quickened, he felt the frequency of his body movement faster, but the point of light in front of him was getting bigger and bigger, his consciousness became more and more blurred, he was tired, his heart was tired, he could finally relax, he didn't care about the strangeness, he was finally going to sleep......
In a trance, he saw a gray-robed elder, just on the edge of his forward perspective, he could only see the old man's mouth closed, as if he was talking to him, looking at the frequency of a close, as if he was shouting, he tried to focus on the gray-robed old man, but could not succeed, so he gave up, his face appeared again with a smile that was about to fall asleep, he couldn't turn his perspective, the gray-robed old man appeared on the edge of his perspective again and again, and was passed by him again and again, a closed mouth, a vague voice, Still unmoved, he walked briskly forward, towards the bright place......
"It doesn't matter who that girl she is, no matter what she's choking up over there, that's it, I'm tired, just go to sleep like this, no worries, no thoughts." The man thought so, he didn't care at all when the person had changed from the gray-robed old man to a black-haired girl, he didn't know how long he had been asleep, he just felt a burning pain in his back, so helpless, he still chose to open his eyes, he saw the bright oval in front of him, it was big enough for a person to pass through, he vaguely felt that there was something unusual, but he couldn't detect this sense of disobedience, but he finally saw the black-haired girl clearly, although it was still vague, and he couldn't hear what she was saying there, but he could feel that the woman was very urgent, so he let out a long sigh and said slowly: "Why don't you let me die?" ”
The black-haired girl paused visibly, and the blurred figure gradually became clear, and she said, "Because you didn't want to die in the first place." ”
"But I'm really tired, I want to die, continuous regeneration and eternal life are two different concepts." The man said;
"If you really want to die, you won't see me." The brunette girl said;
"But I'm really tired, physically and mentally exhausted, far away, but I can't do anything." The man's steps came closer, and slowly he was only a few steps away from the so-called point of light.
"Do you know how you are?" The girl behind her shouted hoarsely.
The man did not pause, but his steps slowed markedly, but he did not answer what the girl said, he just walked forward on his own;
"Stop hurting yourself, stop hurting!" The girl cried out, "Why do you think you're doing something wrong?!" What the hell are you hiding?! No one can save you, if you don't save yourself, you'll really be gone! Nothing! You don't want liberation! Ah Lan, what you want is salvation! Salvation! ”
The man finally stopped his steps, turned back with difficulty, and said slowly: "I am extremely poor in spirit and morality, and I have betrayed all my interests to become a slave to sin, and I should end here in order to achieve the salvation that is not mine." ”
"So, you really want to die?" The girl asked word by word.