The pain of innocence three

"So, you really want to die?" The girl asked word by word.

After hearing this, the man tried to raise his head and try to see the appearance of the person in front of him, but he still found nothing, so he simply gave up and said directly: "Yes, now that I think about it, it is not a blessing to die, I should have died a long time ago, otherwise I would not have killed them, let alone her!" ”

"You still haven't completely put me down, have you?" The girl on the opposite side spoke slowly, her face gradually became clear, the angular facial features, the look that made the man in front of him familiar to him, the man finally saw the person in front of him clearly, his dull eyes were rejuvenated again, the white and cold girl like snow appeared in front of him again, shoulder-length white hair, delicate face, tall figure, the only drawback is the slightly collapsed nose bridge, but it does not affect the girl's beauty at all, The man remembered that when he was with her before, he always liked to pick on her only flaw to make her angry, he felt that if the ice beauty was slightly angry, it would bring the smell of fireworks in the world, it would be even more beautiful, the man thought of this, and let out a long sigh, he knew that the woman in front of him was not real, but he didn't care, he was not excited about this scene, because the girl had appeared too many times in his dreams;

The man nodded, narrowed his eyes and stared at the girl in front of him: "For the last time, after seeing you, I will leave with peace of mind!" ”

"Ah Lan, when will you be more mature?" The girl said lightly;

Ah Lan closed her eyes and said slowly: "Let me die, that feeling of powerlessness is too fortunate, you can say something nice about a person who is about to die, you don't learn much like a bad person." ”

The woman was slightly stunned, and then continued: "But you obviously know that I am not dead. ”

Ah Lan said: "Of course I know, but I'm talking about my snowbird, the snowbird that only belongs to me, she died three years ago, she died in front of me, died with love and trust in me, although you are not dead now, but we both know that you don't love me anymore, we all know." ”

The woman shook her head and nodded again, her figure became more and more blurred, she sighed, and finally said lightly: "Yes, you are still like this, you think you have done everything, but I have not noticed anything at all, you are like this, you are in your self-touched utopia, you are really a natural bastard!" ”

Then the woman's appearance gradually faded, and slowly changed into another bewitching black-haired girl, and the girl's voice asked strangely, "So, what does she mean in your heart?" ”

Ah Lan tried to widen his eyes in confusion, because he could see clearly the ornaments on the girl's clothes and even the appearance of the black cat on the girl's black skirt, but he couldn't see the girl's facial features clearly, Ah Lan tried to open his eyes wide to see her clearly, but his body did not stagnate, half of his foot had been raised and ready to step into the bright oval, at this moment, Ah Lan clearly saw that the girl's left leg had become blurred, Ah Lan finally paused and replied: "Maybe it is an elf, she is like an elf, Do you know that kind of elf? Beautiful and kind, arrogant and pedantic, elegant but pitiful. ”

The girl snorted softly and said, "That's why you like her and miss her?" ”

Ah Lan said: "Actually, this shouldn't be considered a liking. ”

The girl snorted coldly again, and asked in a strange voice, "Why, you don't want to say that you are pure love, do you?"

Ah Lan froze, then slowly shook his head, and said: "In this world, there has never been inexplicable love, nor inexplicable hatred. That's also because everyone has given time and affection to each other, and they need to rely on each other, and each other has become each other's precious people. ”

The girl was stunned for a moment and then said: "But ah, after a long time, you finally separated, love still turned into hate, you didn't seriously experience her feelings for you, you didn't understand her well, and you didn't see the tenderness hidden behind her." You really should look at what she does and not just listen to what she says. ”

Ah Lan finally froze his mind, his eyes that had been dimmed for a long time finally stopped being sluggish, emitting a faint light, he calmed down, and let out a long sigh. He slowly lifted out one of the feet that had slowly stepped into the elliptical aperture and said, "But, people have forgotten this truth, but I shouldn't forget it." You are always responsible for what you have changed, and you must be responsible for your actions. ”

The girl nodded silently, seemingly agreeing with Ah Lan's statement.

"You are always responsible for what you have changed, and you must be responsible for your actions," the girl said. ”

Ah Lan said with a confused look in her eyes: "Of course, I know now, I should be responsible for her, not because of how good she is, but she is really good enough, but because I have treated her so carefully, but yes, I didn't know how to cherish these before, I don't know how to love her, I don't know how to love anyone." The truth in this world is like this, many people always try to be good to each other before they are together, but after they are together, they will no longer be so attentive. However, every relationship needs to be managed, no matter how much two people loved each other before, so they are together, if they don't know how to be responsible for each other and this relationship after being together, then these loves will disappear little by little under the effect of time. ”

The girl didn't say anything, but still looked at Ah Lan with a firm gaze, Ah Lan noticed that he had been able to see every detail of the girl's facial features clearly, even the left foot that had become blurry and transparent had become clear again.

Ah Lan looked into the girl's eyes and was speechless for a long time.

The girl leaned out one of her feet and landed in front of her, then leaned out of the other one and continued to fall forward, so repeatedly alternated, the girl actually walked in front of Ah Lan step by step, she raised her arms, the pendant on her body jingled, and it reached Ah Lan's ears, but it was exceptionally crisp and clear, she slowly surrounded Ah Lan with her arms, stood on tiptoe, leaned sideways in Ah Lan's ear, and said leisurely: "Ah Lan, you must know that as long as you treat people and things with your heart, you will definitely get something from it, tears, heartbeats." , warmth, or jiqing, it doesn't have to be together all the time, as long as you have loved, it is good to have loved. ”