Chapter 042: Lin Yan's life experience
Earth.
Day 23 after the game starts, 1:30 a.m.
Huaxia Country, WF County, YC City, HB Province.
The top floor of a fitness center somewhere in the county.
After listening to Li Gang's specific description, Lin Yan had basically determined that the fighter should belong to the South China Military Region of Huaxia State.
As for the soldiers who flew the fighter jets, most of them were only one of those people, could it be that any of them became one of the chosen ones and survived?
It can't be such a coincidence, right?
If it really is such a coincidence, who would it be?
"Sister Lin, what did you think of?" Li Gang asked on the side.
He always felt that Lin Yan's identity was not simple, as if he knew something, especially when he heard the fighter jet coming from the south just now, his expression changed significantly, and he captured it.
Li Gang secretly said in his heart: "Could it be that Lin Yan is a soldier?" No, how could she be a soldier. ”
He recalled that in the four years of college, Lin Yan basically lived by playing games all night in Internet cafes, how could the soldiers of Huaxia Kingdom be like this, and it is impossible for soldiers to have such free time.
Lin Yan came back to her senses from her contemplation.
In fact, it is not difficult for her to know the specific identity of the other party, if it weren't for the fact that she didn't want to have anything to do with the previous things anymore and wanted to be free, she would be able to know the identity of the other party after the game started, or the day when all mankind was erased by God.
Lin Yan looked at Li Gang and said, "Who is that person?" ”
"Oh, I just hope that the person who was weakened by God by half of the base stats is not the soldier, but it's useless to think about it so much, if it's that person, there can't be anything." Li Gang cast his gaze into the darkness in the distance, where with his eyesight, he could only see the basic outline of the mountain.
"What's wrong with you? Sweating profusely, it doesn't look like I can't sleep, come up to blow the night breeze and look at the stars. ”
Lin Yan looked at Li Gang, her observation was very subtle, and she soon saw that Li Gang was a little restless, and he was sweating, and his forehead was now sweating.
If it hadn't been for the beginning, most of her mind would have been on God's announcement and rule six just now, and she would have discovered it a long time ago.
"Actually, today is the first time I have killed someone, and I have a nightmare uncontrollably, dreaming of Jia Tianming and Chen Feng." Li Gang was stunned when he heard this, thinking that he had a pimple in his heart and a nightmare because of the first time he killed someone today, and thought that Lin Yan might have experience in this matter, so he said, "I don't think you seem to have any influence in this regard, do you have any good methods?" ”
As he spoke, he sat on the quilt next to him, staring into the distance in a daze.
In fact, his words, how could it be, with the intention of inquiring about Lin Yan's specific identity.
When Lin Yan heard this, she also sat next to Li Gang.
Li Gang felt the body temperature of Lin Yan sitting on the side, as well as the faint personal breath that only belonged to Lin Yan, and quietly entered his nose, even though it was already very familiar, but it still made him feel uneasy for a while.
Lin Yan said lightly: "The first time you kill someone, it's usually like this, it's not a big deal, just get used to it." As for what can be done, I really know a few, do I want to hear about it? ”
Li Gang was overjoyed when he heard this, not only did he have a way, but there were also a few, and he immediately nodded quickly, indicating that he wanted to listen.
Seeing this, Lin Yan smiled and said, "Then I'll tell you about it, the first one, I call it a method of mental paralysis, simply put, it is to drink, drink desperately, and when you are unconscious, you will forget everything."
The second one, I call it self-justification, and it's very simple, it's all kinds of reasons for yourself, all kinds of excuses for yourself to kill people, such as for the sake of a more peaceful and beautiful world, for the motherland, for the people, for your situation, there is a good reason to find, that is, if I don't kill him, he will kill me in turn.
The third one, compared to the first two, is more straightforward, what I call constant self-hypnosis, which can also be said to be a kind of autosuggestion.
You can continue to hypnotize in your heart to imply that this world is the law of the jungle, coupled with this ten-year life and death hunting game engaged in by God, this huge earth is a jungle, and each of our chosen people is a hunter in this jungle, hunting, killing is the purpose of our existence. In this, the law and morality in modern civilized society have long been gone. ”
Lin Yan said three points, Li Gang felt that he didn't seem to use it, and he seemed to be able to use it.
Lin Yan glanced at Li Gang, who was thoughtful, and said, "Actually, you can look at things from a different angle, or simply treat this as a survival game for real humans, and there will be very little guilt."
When you kill more people that day, you will naturally get used to it, and in the end, everything will disappear. ”
When Li Gang heard this, he said angrily: "Isn't that numbness?" ”
"Yes, it's numbness, numbness is a good thing. One of the most powerful things about people is that they can be numb. Lin Yan did not object to Li Gang's words and nodded.
Li Gang knew that Lin Yan had said a lot, but this matter had to be walked out by herself, and if she couldn't get out, she had to get used to it slowly, and finally become numb.
Li Gang looked at Lin Yan and asked, "What about you?" How did you manage to kill someone, and nothing happened. ”
Lin Yan looked at Li Gang and said, "Why do you think I don't have anything, maybe I'm pretending." ”
Li Gang said: "There are some things that can't be pretended. ”
Lin Yan said: "Maybe I really regard this as a game, just like playing an FPS game, when you play the game, will you feel guilty for killing the characters in the game?" ”
Li Gang said: "Isn't it because you yourself are used to it and have become numb?" ”
He didn't think that Lin Yan was completely treating the current world as a game, otherwise why would Lin Yan's own foundation be so strong, could it be that he was strong in the game before, and he is strong now, if so, then why is he so weak?
Well, his games are very good, and he is still self-aware of that.
But these are completely different things, and they have nothing to do with their own base values.
When Lin Yan heard this, she didn't say anything immediately, but lay on the quilt, pillowed her head with her hands, and looked at the starry sky.
Lin Yan sighed with emotion: "It's been a long time since I've seen such a bright and beautiful starry sky." I remember the last time I saw such a starry sky was when I was on a mission in Africa five years ago. ”
When Li Gang heard this, he was shocked and said secretly: "5 years ago? On a mission in Africa? Sure enough, Sister Lin's identity is not simple. But 5 years ago, at that time, he was still in his third year of high school, and Lin Yan was only 20 years old. ”
Lin Yan glanced at Li Gang with her eyes and said, "You also lie down, you don't want to know what I used to do, I can talk to you, it's not a big deal anyway, lest you always think about it in your heart." I don't know what I'm like in your heart now. ”
When Li Gang heard this, he hesitated for a long time before lying on Lin Yan's side, but there was still a distance of more than 5 centimeters in the middle, and his side was about to come out of the edge of the quilt.
Although he has read countless films, after all, he is a little boy who has never even talked about love.
The ancients Zeng Yun: On paper, you will eventually feel shallow, and you will never know that you have to bow to it.
Although he is also looking forward to falling in love and really getting close to the opposite sex, he really has the opportunity, but he is a little afraid that he will be too close to the opposite sex.
Lin Yan saw Li Gang's small movements in her eyes, her eyes moved, and her body suddenly leaned towards Li Gang's side, and Li Gang was suddenly startled, and she laughed.
Li Gang felt a little embarrassed, but he didn't dare to really fight back, so he could only let the other party make fun of him.
This may be Li Gang, if it were any experienced or veteran of the love scene, it is estimated that he would have taken down the woman next to him a long time ago.
Maybe so.
Li Gang secretly thought about these messy things in his heart.
Lin Yan didn't look for Li Gang to be happy, but said quite solemnly: "I am actually a retired soldier. After a pause, his expression was a little gloomy, and then he continued: "Four years ago, I retired due to injury. ”
Li Gang said: "Soldiers? Retired due to injury? I guess you're not an ordinary soldier, right? ”
Lin Yan said: "That's right, you should have heard of special forces, I was originally a member of the 218 Special Forces of the South China Military Region of Huaxia, a member of the Rattlesnake Special Commando, a scout, and a sniper."
Lin Hua, the former captain of the Cobra Special Forces Brigade of the South China Military Region, is my father, but not my biological father.
I was actually an orphan who was rescued by the Cobra special forces during a border anti-drug mission, and was brought back to the army for adoption by Lin Hua, who was still an ordinary special soldier at the time.
At that time, I was only three years old, so to speak, I grew up in the army, and the members of the Cobra special forces at that time could be said to be my relatives, my uncles and uncles.
Growing up in the army, I was exposed to it, so it was natural for me to officially join the army as an adult and become a real soldier.
Maybe it's because I was in contact with the military since I was a child, or maybe I do have a talent that surpasses ordinary people in some way, I soon became a genius sniper, and at the same time participated in the 218 special forces assessment of the South China Military Region, and successfully passed, just turned 19 years old and became the first female member since the establishment of the Sidewinder special commando.
Over the next year, I carried out many missions, all of which went well, until I was just 20 years old and was ambushed on a secret mission abroad.
We were a group of 4 people, desperately breaking through, and in the end only 2 of us managed to escape, and I also broke my right leg because of a mine during that mission. ”
"Blown up your right leg?" Li Gang never expected that Lin Yan would have such a different life.
But when he heard Lin Yan say that her right leg was blown off, he suddenly thought that in the four years he had been with her in the Internet café, he didn't see anything wrong with her leg.