Chapter 043: The Last Struggle
Lin Yan heard Li Gang's doubts and explained: "In fact, after that mission, my right leg was amputated from a high thigh, and after several months of reconstruction, I gradually became familiar with the use of prosthetic activities. ”
Li Gang shook his head and said no, but his eyes were on Lin Yan's right leg.
Lin Yan is now wearing a pale yellow combat uniform, but it is not difficult to see that her legs are intact and there is nothing wrong with her.
This is not surprising, though.
He has personally experienced the magic of comprehensive healing, and the rebirth of a broken arm should not be a problem.
At this time, Li just understood that Lin Yan said before that after the game started, due to his own reasons, he first used a comprehensive repair treatment, it seems that it was to try whether his right leg could be restored as before.
Lin Yan looked at the sky, especially at the half-moon in the sky, and suddenly said leisurely: "Li Gang, I understand the feeling that you can't sleep today because of the first killing, when I was on a mission for the first time and fired the first live ammunition at the enemy, I also experienced this feeling.
I remember that for five days, every time I closed my eyes, I would have the image of the person being shot in the head by me, even though I killed the bad guy.
But sometimes I also think, why do people hurt each other?
In this world, why is there a difference between good people and bad people, and why do people have the power to sanction the life and death of another person who has nothing to do with him? ”
Li Gang turned his head and looked at Lin Yan with some surprise, seeing that there was something incomparably deep in her eyes.
Li Gang glanced at it, then looked up at the sky as well, and said: "I don't know, maybe people are born unequal, not only people, but any life race will also kill each other, maybe this is the instinct of life, the so-called instinct of survival." ”
When Lin Yan heard this, she felt that what Li Gang said was quite pointed, but she didn't think about it deeply, and instead said: "Later, I went to perform many different tasks, and the people who died in my hands were one after another, in the eyes of our soldiers, those people were the scum of society, and they were all damned people.
It may be that you often want to kill people, it may be that there are too many people to kill, and you may really get used to it in the end, and you will become numb and have no feeling. ”
Li Gang answered: "Yes, as long as there is a first time in something, there will be countless times, and after countless times, you will get used to it, and that's it." ”
There was a brief silence between the two.
Li Gang secretly scolded himself in his heart for having no emotional intelligence, and he and the girl he liked kept discussing the issue of killing, and he was speechless, not only that, but he also made such a pessimistic injury is a few meanings.
Li Gang changed the topic and asked: "You said that you are a soldier of the South China Military Region, so why will you be in WH City for the next four years, and you will still go to the Internet café to play games every night?" ”
When Lin Yan heard this, her expression suddenly fell silent, as if she remembered something sad.
When she talked about her injury and retirement, and about the high-level amputation of her right leg, she was very calm, but when Li Gang asked about this, she was suddenly silent and suddenly showed a sad look, which made Li Gang very puzzled.
Lin Yan is an iron-blooded, fearless special soldier of life and death, her mind must be extremely resolute, and she will not have drastic emotional changes easily, what is the past that makes her so sad?
Li Gang knew that he must have asked Lin Yan something very sad, and he couldn't bear Lin Yan to be sad, so he said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you this, I suddenly found that today's night is so beautiful, have you noticed that even the moon is extraordinarily bright." ”
Hearing this, Lin Yan came back to her senses from a trace of sadness, smiled, and said, "WH City is my adoptive father's hometown, and it is also the only thought he left for me. At that time, my right leg was amputated at a high level, and the soldiers could not be a soldier, so in discouragement, I took the consolation money and returned to my adoptive father's house, and I lived for the rest of my life.
As for playing games every night, it's actually just because FPS games are one of my few hobbies, in this regard, it's like my sniper shooting ability, which is extremely talented, and why choose to play the night every day, this is the same as you, cheap. ”
Li Gang was a little speechless when he heard this, but he still got what she was really sad about from Lin Yan's words, that is, she remembered her adoptive father.
Lin Yan's adoptive father mentioned it just now, it was Lin Hua, the former captain of the Cobra Special Forces Brigade of the South China Military Region, it seems that something must have happened to this person.
"It's really cheap, and the hot water at that internet café is free."
Li Gang thought of a lot at once, and also laughed with Lin Yan, and did not continue to ask about anything.
"Yes, yes, I just fancy that Internet café is cheap, hot water is free, and the equipment and Internet speed are not bad, so I go to that place every day." As soon as Lin Yan heard Li Gang talk about this, the whole person suddenly became interested, "I haven't been a soldier for many years, although I was injured and retired from the mission, and the army also gave me second-class merit, but the consolation money plus the discharge fee is actually not much, especially in the big city. ”
Li Gang asked, "Didn't the army arrange any work for you?" As far as I know, the treatment of military personnel in our country is very good. ”
Lin Yan said: "There are arrangements, but I didn't go, I saved some money in my hand, enough for me to spend the last four years."
Actually, if you had the courage to confess to me earlier, maybe I would have been your girlfriend, after all, I also want to fall in love in the last period of my life.
Although you were a bit of a waster and a little timid, I still felt good about you, I didn't hate you very much, and I liked to sit with you and play games. ”
"Is this a confession to me?" Li Gang's mind was buzzing.
He wanted to say it very much, and it was not too late now, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything, he was really timid and cowardly about such a thing.
Then, Li Gang noticed the first half of Lin Yan's words, the words of the last four years made him suddenly realize something, and quickly asked, "What is the last four years?" ”
When Lin Yan heard this, she looked at Li Gang with some surprise and said, "It means that there are still four years before God erases human beings, don't you know?" I thought you came to play games every night, you knew this, and you wanted to play more games at the end of your life. ”
"I'm here to see you!" Li Gang shouted in his heart.
However, what matters now is not this, but why does Lin Yan firmly believe that God's will is true, and is sure that God will wipe out humanity in four years?
He felt like he had suddenly discovered something very big.
Li Gang sat up and said, "10 years ago, I knew about God's will, and I also knew that this year was the 10th year, but everyone didn't take it seriously, why are you?" ”
Li Gang said this, stopped, didn't continue, he had already guessed a lot of things, he just needed someone to say to him, that's it, that's it.
He is actually a very smart person, but the biggest pursuit of life is that there is no pursuit, no dreams, no goals, just want to eat and wait for death, salted fish for a lifetime, how tired life is, I don't want to think about anything.
Lin Yan glanced at him, continued what Li Gang hadn't finished, and said coldly, "You want to ask why I take it seriously?" Why should I take it seriously? Because the state is serious about God's will 10 years ago, and it knows that there are only 10 years left for mankind to struggle. ”
Li Gang immediately asked, "Struggling?" How to struggle? ”
Lin Yan replied flatly: "What do you say? ”
Yes, how should human beings struggle in the face of a real divine attack?
No matter how much human beings struggle, it is useless to face God.
However, in this case, why should all the countries in the world work together to designate it as a terrorist incident planned by an anti-human organization, and gradually downplay it in the lives of ordinary people, and completely subside it.
Is there any benefit to doing this?
Is it simply for the existing human beings on Earth to spend the last 10 years in peace and worry?
Or does it mean something else?
Li Gang thought a lot in his heart for a while, for the big event that happened in 10 years, he had a thorough understanding of the 10 days when human beings were erased by God and the game had not officially started, but how to understand, it was only a few crosses that lasted for an hour.
Li Gang could only shake his head at Lin Yan.
Seeing this, Lin Yan's eyes moved slightly, and she said, "Do you remember God's will 10 years ago, the specific content of the will?" ”
Li Gang nodded when he heard this, he happened to inquire not long ago, and said, "Well, I remember that the original text is:
'I am the god of this world, and in ten years, I will randomly select 10,000 human beings over the age of 14 and under the age of 44 on the earth as the chosen ones, and the remaining human beings on the earth will be wiped out by this god! ’
Could it be that the so-called final struggle, the mystery is in this content? ”
Lin Yan specifically mentioned this, and Li Gang naturally thought that if human beings want to save themselves, it is very likely that the opportunity is in this content.
Lin Yan nodded, with some sarcasm, and said: "That's right, the mystery is in it, it's actually very simple, it's just some little tricks on the text."
In fact, the passage of God's will appeared in every country at that time, and it also appeared in the local popular language, which specifically stated that it was human beings on the earth, and if it were not for human beings on the earth, would it be possible to escape God's erasure? ”
A sentence that wakes up the dreamer.
Li Gang suddenly said: "So that's the case, now that I think about it carefully, it's really like this." Could it be that all the countries of the world have united to suppress the impact of this matter? ”
When he said this, he looked up at the half-moon in the sky, and the meaning couldn't be more obvious.