Chapter 121: You Don't Believe Me

Her voice was clear and ethereal, but in winter, it seemed so cold and alienated, Su Jingqian's expression was slightly condensed, and her eyes fell on her faintly, "You and I both know that there is no destiny in this world at all, the so-called destiny is just a game of chess, and it is just a matter of watching the superior ones fall." ”

Lin Wanwan couldn't help but raise her lips and smile, with a hint of coldness wrapped in her faint smile, "Yes, Dongchen Guojun has always been superb in chess, so he is naturally a step above his skills and has no last resort." ”

Su Jingqian took in the mockery that flashed on her lips, her eyes couldn't help but dim a little, and then she sighed helplessly: "You really think that I took advantage of you." ”

Lin Wanwan frowned and did not speak.

He stared at her deeply, his eyes gradually becoming complicated, "Do you really think that I specially brought you here because I knew that the City Lord Shen was kind to Jiang Huailang, so that I could use you to persuade Jiang Huailang?" ”

Lin Wanwan still didn't speak, but just glanced at him coldly, and a hint of sarcasm appeared on her lips, the implication of which was self-evident.

Su Jingqian's eyes suddenly darkened, and there seemed to be a trickle of undercurrent surging at the bottom of his unfathomable eyes, hiding a feeling that was difficult to capture.

He stared at her silently for a long time before he slowly spoke: "Why don't you want to think about it, the news of your Beiluo Shimen City Lord's Mansion has always been extremely secret, and it is difficult for others to investigate, not to mention that this is more than twenty years ago, even you don't know, how can I know?" ”

His words were like a beam of light piercing through the black clouds, making her see a glimmer of hope in the haze, but in the blink of an eye, she was pressed back again.

In fact, after talking to Nie Yache just now, it did make her heart suddenly brighten up a lot, she could stand in Su Jin's position, understand him, and tolerate him, but she couldn't easily forgive him for using him.

She is resentful of him, but in this resentful emotion, anger far exceeds hatred, she has never been able to achieve real disgust for him, she still has a trace of hope for him, maybe human nature is such a contradiction, people are always looking for hustle and bustle in loneliness, but they are longing for silence in the bustle...... Only then did she realize that disappointment and hope, hatred and deep love could coexist in the same heart.

This kind of contradiction and entanglement makes it difficult for her to face it calmly.

She was silent for a long time before she turned her eyes to look at him, her shining eyes were a little cold, like a red plum blooming proudly in the snow, and there was an inexplicable charm in the coldness.

"Yes, you may not have been able to find it before, but when the monarch of Dongchen asked me to hand over the Flying Flower Order, didn't I already know it, the news of the Beiluo Shimen City Lord's Mansion has always been in the hands of the Flying Flower Pavilion, and now that the Flying Flower Order is in your hands, if you want to check it, how can you not find it?"

Su Jingqian looked back at her silently, their eyes meeting in mid-air, and they both read a trace of indescribable disappointment from each other's complicated eyes.

"You don't believe me."

Su Jingqian's heart was filled with bitterness, and he immediately looked away without a trace, and was the first to break the silence.

His voice was very soft and faint, like a cloud floating in mid-air, which would disperse when the wind blew lightly; But his tone was very heavy and heavy, as if something had smashed into his heart.

This was supposed to be a question, but it was turned into a statement by him.

Lin Wanwan's heart seemed to be lightly pricked by a needle, a little sour and a little painful, Su Jingqian's short four words actually made her hear helplessness, sadness, loneliness and sadness.

In the face of such Su Jingqian, she was a little unbearable, but she couldn't compromise because of this, and she couldn't try to persuade herself to forgive him, the feeling of being betrayed by someone she trusted, just like when he threw her on the snowy mountain, for so many years, that incident has always been a thorn in her heart, pulling it out or not, it will be a faint pain.

"I have always trusted the monarch of Dongchen......" she hooked the corners of her lips shallowly, her smile was like a bottle of fine wine, but the glass was full of sadness, "...... means. ”

Her answer made Su Jingqian's heart sink gradually, and there was a touch of melancholy that was difficult to resolve between his slightly frowning eyebrows.

"Then ...... you" His eyelashes fluttered slightly, and when he looked at her again, his eyes were complicated and incomprehensible, but there was a hint of persistence in the faint way, "Can you trust Su Jin?" ”

It was not Emperor Jingren, the monarch of Dongchen Kingdom, but Su Jin, this was the first time that he had clearly distinguished the two in front of her.

Lin Wanwan's heart tightened, there seemed to be a string tightened, plucking the entanglement and hesitation in her heart, so that she didn't know how to answer for a while.

After being separated from him for many years, she thought that he had become a stranger, she was resentful, defensive, difficult to trust, and even had a sense of revenge against him, but after nearly a year of getting along, she found that although the white clothes on his body have now transformed into black robes, his heart does not seem to have changed, and she can still see his shadow from him.

Even though she was still haunted by the events of the past, his silent care and unrequited dedication still made her gradually let down her guard and open her heart little by little, and she even had a little suspicion of what happened back then, she thought, maybe the crack between them could be repaired.

She wanted to tell him that she was willing to believe him, but his use today was like a merciless slap in the face, instantly knocking her back to her original shape, and restoring the rift between them that was about to be repaired to its original state.

Thousands of thoughts surged in her heart, those anger and unwillingness, disappointment and resentment grew wildly in her heart like weeds, and she wanted to question him, why did he pay so much for her, why did he have to be so good to her, he had already given her hope, but why did he break it with his own hands?

But when the words came to her mouth, she could never say them honestly, she was afraid that his answer would be too warm and would make her shake and lose her defense, and she was even more afraid that he would deliberately say something in a cold tone that would tear her heart and push her away completely.

She stared at him, her red lips moving, and finally she only asked, "Can I still trust you?" ”

When Su Jingqian heard this, he smiled lightly, the sky and snow were so bright, but the light could not shine into his deep eyes, so quiet and deep, as if shrouded in a dark and dreary night, revealing a bit of lingering desolation.

"That's right, Beiluo Shimen is indeed an important chess piece for Dongchen Kingdom."

He closed his eyes gloomily, and then raised his eyes to look at her, but that glance contained too many emotions, heavy and heavy, and his eyes seemed calm and firm, burning and persistent.

"But you Lin Wanwan is by no means a pawn to Su Jin, Su Jin has never thought of using you, not before, not now, and not in the future."

Lin Wanwan was stunned for a moment, only to feel that her heart seemed to be hit hard by something, and suddenly there was a sound of breaking strings in her ears, and the string that was tightly tense in her heart broke in response.

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