Chapter 122: What kind of person

Lin Wanwan stared at Su Jingqian's deep eyes, his eyes were sharp and a little suspicious, as if he wanted to cut open his chest with his gaze and get a glimpse of the truth in his heart.

But she didn't know that the suspicion in her eyes was like a sharp blade, stabbing him in the heart.

Su Jingqian gently hooked his lips, and in that faint smile, there was a hint of self-deprecation, as well as a hint of sadness.

"I often wonder when you will be able to trust me without any scruples like you trust Rong Sui, but now I finally understand."

He stared at her quietly, but in the depths of his eyes it was like a slanting wind and drizzle, and the slightest wisp of disappointment was full.

"It turns out that I am so untrustworthy in your heart."

This is the first time after they reunited, he revealed his thoughts so bluntly in front of her, and it was also the first time that he showed such a look in front of her, and that disappointed and lonely look deeply rooted in Lin Wanwan's heart. Her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and a sour astringency surged upward, blocking all the thousands of words surging in her heart in her throat.

She had to admit that Su Jin's words deeply touched the depths of her heart, making her heart wall, which she thought was impregnable but actually vulnerable, fall apart in an instant.

She wanted to believe it again, but she couldn't convince herself to believe him so easily, the resistance in her heart was still at work, the memory of the snow-capped mountains was becoming clearer and clearer in this situation, and the unwillingness and resentment that had been buried in her heart for many years were like a poisonous snake that had been dormant for a long time, gradually entangled her, tightened more and more, and made her fall into an obsession.

Lin Wanwan stubbornly raised his head, looked at him with a complicated expression, and asked coldly: "Su Jin, you keep saying that I don't trust you, but how have you ever been honest with me?" You hide everything from me, you won't tell me, I don't even have the qualifications to judge the truth or falsehood, how can you let me trust you? Do you still trust you unconditionally like you did back then, and finally be betrayed and abandoned by you again? ”

The wind suddenly rose, and in an instant, her clear voice and cold air poured into Su Jingqian's heart.

His heart seemed to be blocked by something, and his originally hot heart seemed to be cold at any moment at any time.

The surging ink waves in his eyes gradually fell silent, and there was no longer any wave, as if all emotions had been converged into the depths of his pupils, and a haze that could not be dissolved was condensed at the bottom of his dark eyes.

"Lin Wanwan, in your heart, what kind of person am I?"

His tone was very calm, at first glance, there seemed to be no emotional fluctuations, but under closer listening, it seemed that there were thousands of emotions hidden in it.

Lin Wanwan was stunned for a moment, Su Jingqian's calmness suddenly gave birth to a trace of panic in her heart, but she was still stubborn and unwilling to compromise, and there was always a knot in her heart, which could not be vented, just like in the past year, she couldn't help but want to say something harsh to take revenge on him, as if only in this way could she calm the unwillingness and resentment in her heart.

Lin Wanwan's hands hidden in his sleeves were tightly clenched, as if he was fighting with him, and replied without thinking: "The monarch of Dongchen is naturally the best among people, not only will attack people's hearts and slash their feelings, but also be very good at making the best use of their talents and materials." ”

She bit the last few words very hard, and there was a piercing chill in her cold tone.

But when she finished speaking, she regretted it.

She had never seen Su Jin show such a look to her, his eyes were calm and indifferent, but they seemed so strange, they were clearly close at hand, but in his eyes, it seemed to be separated by an immeasurable distance, she could no longer read any emotions from his deep eyes, or he no longer had emotions.

Many times, people will ignore the feelings of others for the sake of temporary pleasure, but they do not realize that those cold words that are unintentionally confided are also a cold arrow, and they will also hurt people deeply.

Lin Wanwan gradually calmed down, and when she finally realized this, she only felt a burst of panic, and a strong sense of uneasiness quietly rose from her heart, she tried to say something to make up for it, but when the words came to her mouth, she didn't know how to speak, she could only watch Su Jingqian turn her back and look at the hem of the dark clothes, drawing a sharp arc in mid-air.

However, she didn't know that the moment Su Jingqian turned his back, the calmness and indifference in his eyes had all been shattered, leaving only a trace of sadness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

He closed his eyes, the corners of his lips pursed, as if he was trying to suppress the pain and struggle in his heart, and when he opened his eyes again, the bottom of those deep eyes seemed to have been swallowed up by the endless night, engraved with a dead silence like a dry well, and a hopeless loneliness was hidden.

"It won't be long before Rong Sui will come to pick you up, and when the time comes, you can take the people from Shuijing Villa to Beiming with him."

His voice was still calm, but it was hoarse than before.

Lin Wanwan was stunned when she heard this, her face couldn't help but turn a little pale, she bit her lip, looked at his lonely back in disbelief, and asked in a trembling voice: "Dongchen Guojun is trying to drive me away?" ”

"Now that the general trend of Nanling has gone, you might as well go to Beiming in advance to clear the obstacles for me, I have taught you so much during this time, and it is time to apply what you have learned and go far, and with Rong Sui by your side, you can show your strength, and he will protect you."

Su Jingqian's voice was a little cold, like the cold wind whistling by in winter, with a chilling coldness, like a knife, cutting people's lives.

Lin Wanwan's heart full of remorse suddenly disappeared, she only felt that a heart was sinking continuously, until she fell into the ice cellar, and the bone-eroding chill pierced her heart like a silver needle.

She looked at him in a daze, her eyes full of disappointment, and the originally bright starry eyes had become dim at this moment.

"It turns out that Dongchen Guojun went to great lengths to teach me, because from the beginning you made up your mind to let me go to Beiming, and the reason why you will keep me to this day is to be able to convince Jiang Huailang smoothly, once the dust settles on Jiang Huailang, you will cross the river and tear down the bridge and drive me to Beiming."

As she spoke, she suddenly laughed, her eyebrows and eyes were full of coldness, "Dongchen Guojun really has a good plan, since this is the case, then why do you just say these things to me in a coy manner, and why do you swear to tell me that you will not use me?" Did you make me believe you to make me prove once again how stupid I am? ”

Lin Wanwan's hands clenched tighter and tighter, the blood and qi all over her body rushed to her head, her heart was full of love and hatred, and resentment was unsettled, and in the end, she was almost hysterical, and her voice was full of uncontrollable hatred.