Su Jingqian's heart twitched suddenly, as if a sharp blade was inserted into his heart and stirred back and forth, making him feel a heart-rending pain.

He suddenly realized that even if he could calculate everything in this world, he still couldn't calculate the distance between her and his heart. The feeling of powerlessness at the end of the world that he hadn't experienced for many years.

Su Jingqian looked sad, put his hands behind his back, looked up at the vast sky, and said in a deep voice: "Lin Wanwan, whether you believe it or not, I didn't use you, and Dongchen will never do anything about crossing the river and demolishing the bridge at Beiluo Shimen. Dongchen and Beiluo Shimen are both prosperous and lossy, and this will never change. ”

At this time, Lin Wanwan's heart was occupied by depression and resentment, and the anger that could not be quelled turned into a hot current, building a wall of fire in his heart, completely intercepting Su Jingqian's words and burning them all.

"The ambition of the monarch of Dongchen is really big, and now that Nanling has not yet been included in the bag, he has started the idea of Beiming again, doesn't the monarch of Dongchen really want to dominate the world?" She hooked her lips and sneered, the sarcasm and disdain in her tone so obvious.

Su Jingqian looked at the sky quietly, Lin Wanwan's cold voice was particularly sharp in this silence, but it did not make a trace of waves appear on his face, in the depths of those deep and lonely eyes, there was no sorrow and no worries, as if all the sorrows and worries had gone with the wind and scattered into smoke and dust in the sky.

"The general trend of the world, together for a long time, must be divided, and for a long time must be united, it has always been like this since ancient times. Even if it's not me, there's always someone else. Besides, as long as Emperor Xuanwu reigns for one day, then the Mo clan will never have a clear snow, even if I don't interfere, Rong Sui will pull Emperor Xuanwu down at all costs, wash away the grievances for the Mo clan, and let thousands of unjust souls be at peace. Since Beiming is going to change sooner or later, why not work together and take what they need? ”

Su Jingqian's tone was extremely flat, and she couldn't hear a trace of emotion, and the more Lin Wanwan listened, the more disappointed she became, and the resentment and disgust in her heart kept surging up like a tide, making her trapped in a whirlpool and unable to extricate herself.

She stared at his back with her red eyes, her eyes were as sharp as knives, as if she wanted to tear out a hole in his back, "Dongchen Guojun's words are really good, everything you have done is nothing more than for the supreme power, why use these high-sounding reasons as an excuse?" Whether it's revenge for Rong Sui or seeking justice for the Mo clan, these are just stepping stones for you to step on the supreme position. ”

"Lin Wanwan, don't you know very well what kind of person I am?"

He turned his face slightly and glanced at her faintly with a cold afterglow, the side lines of his face were delicate and neat, but there was a sense of alienation that rejected people thousands of miles away.

"Don't forget, you once promised me that even if I wanted to dominate the world, you Beiluo Shimen would help me."

Su Jingqian's every sentence was so cold, like a muffled thunder smashed into a deep well, so dull that it made people a little breathless.

Lin Wanwan never imagined that what she had said would one day be like an invisible big hand, tightly choking her throat. She couldn't even help but wonder if Su Jin's kindness to her and her indulgence in every way was for her, or because of the Beiluo Shimen behind her, or whether what Su Jin wanted from beginning to end was just the sword of the Beiluo Shimen.

Was she too blindly confident and mistook her hypocrisy for sincerity, or did he deliberately let her misunderstand, so that Beiluo Shimen would die for him?

She felt as if her heart had been torn in half, half carrying the past and half recording the present. How beautiful the past is, how sad it is now.

In the past, his kindness to her had long become a habit and a kind of sustenance, and she couldn't let it go; And now his calculations and his use are like scars on her heart, which she can't erase.

She has been persistent for many years, and what she wants to find is nothing more than the arrogant and unruly young man back then, but as early as the night of the extermination of the Blood Clothes Pavilion, when she saw Su Jin in black for the first time, she understood that the young man in white who was like a blazing sun back then might never come back. It's just that she's been running away and doesn't want to accept it.

Lin Wanwan gently stroked her chest, trying to smooth the crack in her heart, but she found that everything was in vain, her heart seemed to be tightly grabbed by something, and the sourness rushed straight to her eyes.

Only then did she realize that a rift is a rift after all, even if it can be repaired, but when it reappears, it will only become bigger and deeper, and it will never return to its original appearance, just like the gap between her and Su Jin, which has always been there, he can't cross it, and she can't cross it.

"Good ......" Lin Wanwan endured the heat that was about to overflow her eyes, tried her best to restrain the emotions in her words, and said in a low voice: "Since Dongchen Guojun wants me to go to Beiming, then I will go, but I have one condition, I want to take Shuangjie and Yiyi away." ”

Su Jingqian turned his gaze to the sky again, didn't look at her again, and only said lightly: "Yiyi can go with you, but Nie Ya can't, you know, she can't go." ”

"Dongchen Guojun really wants to keep her to contain Nie Shu and the Jiang family." Lin Wanwan smiled self-deprecatingly, and the last glimmer of light in her eyes also dissipated, and the bottom of her lost eyes contained a bleak wind and bitter rain.

She should have understood how Su Jin could let Nie Ya go for her, didn't she already know that nothing was more important in his heart than power, but she still wanted to try, and this attempt also made her understand that all of them, including herself, were just chess pieces in his hands.

When the tide of resentment receded, and the pain in her heart spread in an instant, she felt as if her soul had been emptied, and she could no longer lift half of her strength, and her heart was swallowed up by this sudden pain, and became cold and numb, and exhausted.

Lin Wanwan raised her head, holding back the tears surging in her eyes, still stubbornly refusing to admit defeat, "Since this is the case, then I wish Dongchen Guojun to achieve his long-cherished wish as soon as possible." ”

Although her voice was very soft, he still heard a trace of choking from it, Su Jingqian's heart shrank suddenly, as if a sharp claw was scratching his heart, his heart was also bleeding and aching, but he couldn't do anything, that deep sense of powerlessness made him feel resolute.

The scattered shadows gradually turned into a haze, and the warm sun had quietly hidden in the clouds at some point, and the whole sky was gray and oppressive, and the thick clouds pressed the sky lower and lower, as if it would collapse at any time.

Su Jingqian's eyes staring at the sky, it seemed that a piece of snow had fallen, and with a touch of loneliness, it quietly fell and fell to the ground silently.

"It's about to snow, I'm afraid it's not good to go later, I'll have someone send you back first." He paused, and then added, "I still have important things to discuss with them today, so I won't go back." ”

Lin Wanwan didn't know that the reason why he didn't go back was actually deliberately avoiding himself, just like a few months ago, she said that she didn't have to look for her anymore if she didn't have anything to do, and he disappeared into her world like this.

But he didn't know that after she found out that he had done so much for himself, her state of mind was no longer what it was then.

Lin Wanwan closed her eyes with a sad expression, and there was only a bitterness left in her heart at this time, "Okay, then I'll leave first." ”

But the moment she turned around, tears still fell uncontrollably.

The wind at the end of the year blows through the green plum treetops, the wheel of fate runs over the bamboo horse under the window, and it is difficult to look back on the years.

In this world, how many childhood sweethearts have been scattered in the vast sea of people, it is difficult to look back, not unwillingly, but not daring, they are afraid that when they suddenly look back, the person has already disappeared in the light.

"It's back. Take care of yourself and drink plenty of hot water.

My mind is a mess now, and I'll probably wait until my body gets better."