Chapter 194: Dark Tide Surging (13)

Luo Huaizhou's voice was hoarse to the extreme, his clenched hands were pale and white, as if he was trying his best to suppress his emotions, but the ups and downs of his chest silently told his anger and disappointment at the moment.

In Luo Huaizhou's words, the Queen Mother's originally flushed face became blue and white, the corners of her lips trembled slightly, and she glared at Luo Huaizhou angrily, the eyes that had given him encouragement and warmth were now filled with anger and disappointment.

"You ......" The Queen Mother said a word in a trembling voice, then bit her lip tightly and secretly swallowed back the choked sound behind.

She looked at the son in front of her and couldn't help but think of her dedication to him for more than 20 years. She poured all her love and care into him, but now he told himself that it was all a shackle imposed on him!

An indescribable pain welled up in the Queen Mother's heart, as if her internal organs were being crumbled, and her whole body was like a knife, and this pain was still intensifying, and it became clearer, making her almost unbearable. But she is not willing to show weakness just like this, her self-esteem and her majesty will never allow anyone to trample on her, even her favorite son!

The Queen Mother stared at Emperor Dehui and Luo Huaizhou with cold eyes, her eyes were like swords and swords, with indescribable sharpness.

Seeing that these two sons were almost out of her control, a wave of anxiety and resentment suddenly rose from her heart, making her more and more uneasy, and she couldn't help but retort: "You are the flesh and blood that fell from the mourning family, how can the mourning family not care about your feelings? If you are willing to listen to the mourners all the time, why should the mourners do this? Everything the mourning family does is for the good of your brothers, but you don't think that you will be angry with your mother for some irrelevant outsiders, and even ignore the love of mother and child, and speak ill of the mourning family, so disobedient and unfilial, it really makes the mourning family feel extremely cold! ”

In the end, the Queen Mother bit almost every word very hard, and her voice was full of unconcealable hatred and a bit of unspeakable sadness.

"Good for us?" Emperor Dehui half-lowered his eyes, and at some point he picked up the blood jade wrench and played with it in his hand, listening to the Queen Mother's words, as if he heard a big joke, he couldn't help but laugh out loud, and a sneer flashed under his eyes.

"You keep saying that you are thinking about us and for our good, but in fact you are pressing us step by step, putting us in the whirlpool of pain, is this what you call 'mother-son love'?"

His gaze slowly fell on the Queen Mother's face, his eyebrows tightened, and his cold eyes were pressed with anger that might explode at any time, "What you said is actually just a pretext for you to satisfy your selfish desires!" If you are really good for us, you should know what kind of damage you have caused us, and you should feel sorry for it, and you should find a way to make up for it, instead of acting recklessly under the guise of doing good for us. Otherwise, your mother's love is just sugar-coated arsenic! ”

Emperor Dehui's words were like a sharp sword, stabbing straight at the Queen Mother, leaving no room for her to stab her to the skin.

The Queen Mother's face was pale for a moment, her chest rose and fell violently, and she immediately pointed at Emperor Dehui and shouted angrily: "You, you! Unfilial son...... Unfilial son! ”

The Queen Mother's eyes suddenly misted, unprecedented grief and anger attacked her heart, she only felt that her heart seemed to have been pierced through a hole, and in an instant, the sourness, sorrow, and despair slowly spread, penetrating the bone marrow, and the pain was heart-wrenching.

However, before she could ease her emotions, she heard Luo Huaizhou speak again: "Since Erchen can remember, you have been under the banner of 'It's all for your good, for your sake', let Erchen let you do everything, if you resist a little, you will suppress Erchen as an elder, or tell Erchen how difficult it is for you to protect Erchen and force Erchen to accept your arrangement." ”

Luo Huaizhou looked at the Queen Mother with a sad and indignant expression, and the intense fire of resentment in his heart gradually extinguished, and even his love for the Queen Mother turned into embers, and he was only disappointed in his heart.

He lowered his eyes, took a deep breath, and said with a choked voice: "Erchen cares about this mother-son relationship, so he has repeatedly backed down, even if he is reluctant in his heart, he must force himself to accept your arrangement, just to not let you down." ”

At this point, Luo Huaizhou let go of his clenched hands, slowly relaxed his shoulders, and did not raise his eyes again until the emotions at the bottom of his eyes settled, and continued: "But what about you, have you ever cared about this mother-son relationship, and have you really understood what your son wants?" You always think that what you give is the best, but you never ask your son if this is what he wants. Sometimes the sons and daughters even wonder, do you want a son, or a puppet like those ministers at your mercy? ”

As soon as Luo Huaizhou's words came out, the hall was silent for a moment, but then there was a trembling sound and the angry voice of the Queen Mother.

"You rebel! Unfilial son! The Queen Mother slapped the table hard, trembling with anger, anger and disappointment swept through her heart like a flood, completely drowning her heart.

Luo Huaizhou looked directly at the Queen Mother's eyes that were burning with red flames, neither evading nor being ashamed. He just looked at the Queen Mother quietly, as if waiting for a storm to come.

The Queen Mother stared at Luo Huaizhou with a pair of reddened eyes, trying to find a trace of guilt and retreat in his eyes. However, all she saw was Luo Huaizhou's extremely determined eyes. In a trance, she seemed to see the shadow of her youth in him, and it was not until this moment that she realized that her son had unconsciously become so resolute and decisive.

Sometimes the relationship between people is like this, like a piece of ice that has been trampled on for many years, no matter how thick this ice is, it cannot withstand the trampling day after day, and from the moment the first crack appears, it is destined to collapse.

Looking at these two sons who had completely escaped her control, the Queen Mother felt a chill in her heart, as if an unprecedented cold current suddenly poured out from the bottom of her heart, rampaging in her body, making her shiver involuntarily.

The corners of the Queen Mother's lips trembled for a moment, and then she clutched her chest tightly, this heart-rending grief mixed with boundless despair, making her disbelieve what was happening in front of her, and she fell heavily on the couch in a trance.

"I didn't expect you two brothers to look at your mother like this......" The Queen Mother closed her eyes in pain, and her tone revealed an indescribable sense of loss.

She worked hard to protect these two sons to grow up, thinking that they could understand their own difficulties, understand their own hardships, and be her dependence, but in the end, they resolutely stood on the opposite side of themselves and accused her of not doing it with their heart.

At this moment, the Queen Mother's heart was full of pain and despair, loneliness and helplessness, just like when she stood in the empty palace with Emperor Dehui, she could only lick her wounds silently, swallow all the sadness and bitterness alone, and after the wounds scabbed, she had to face all the storms again.