When the past came to her heart, the Queen Mother only felt as if she was bound by a rope hanging from a sinking stone, and she was submerged in a cold pool, and those painful memories were like a pool of water rushing towards her from all directions, wetting her eyes and cooling her heart, and she could even hear the whimper of her soul.

The Queen Mother gritted her teeth, tried her best to suppress the tremor in her throat, and then slowly opened her eyes, and a bone-chilling sadness quietly faded from her eyes.

"You accuse the mourning family with convincing words, but you are not a mourning family, how can you understand the bitterness of the mourning family? You have never been a mother, how can you understand the feelings of a mother? What mother wouldn't worry about her son? What mother wouldn't plan for her son's future? ”

The Queen Mother said, her emotions were a little out of control for a while, and the crystals in her eyes almost burst out. It seemed that there were thousands of grievances lying in her chest, and her heart was depressed and hurt, so that she could hardly bear the pain, and a very low sorrow overflowed from her throat.

When Luo Huaizhou heard the sound, a complex color crossed his eyes, and then he closed his eyes gently, and his slightly frowning eyebrows couldn't stop trembling, just like the hesitation and helplessness, grief and resentment in his heart at the moment, as if thousands of emotions were mixed together, which made him have mixed feelings.

And Emperor Dehui just stared at the Queen Mother silently, his expression did not change, and his face was still indifferent, but the blood jade wrench in his hand was clenched tighter and tighter by him.

The Queen Mother's eyes drooped slightly, and she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her slightly cool fingertips, then took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled, trying to calm the surging tide in her heart.

She slowed down for a moment, and then lowered the agitated emotions a little, and then raised her eyes to look at Emperor Dehui, "Yes, the mourning family is trying their best to suppress the Hua family, but why does the mourning family want to suppress the Hua family, isn't it still for the emperor, your throne, and for the hundreds of generations of this Nanling country?" ”

Her eyes were solemn and sad, but the majesty of the superior around her did not diminish in the slightest, "The emperor has always been indifferent to the government and politics, and he obeyed Hua Hongfei's words, so that the Hua family can be in power to the government and the opposition, how can the mourning family not be guarded?" The power of the ministers in the troubled times, the ministers of the chaos, the Fahrenheit party is not only flattering, holding the favor of the people, but also pampered and arrogant, has already messed up the hearts of the people of the world, if it is not for the mourning family to guard the throne for you, how can you sit steadily? The emperor not only did not listen to the persuasion of the mourning family, but even wanted to hand over the new army to the Hua family, the emperor was so favored by the Hua family, how could the mourning family not be afraid? ”

The Queen Mother was already sobbing, she couldn't help but close her eyes, and in an instant, she covered up the fragility at the bottom of her eyes.

The Queen Mother swallowed the sourness in her heart, and turned to look at Luo Huaizhou, her eyes contained too many complex emotions, which made people feel extremely heavy.

"Zhou'er, you have a pure heart since you were a child, and you have always been protected by the mourning family and the emperor, you don't know anything about the dangers of the outside world, let alone the sinister hearts of people, and you are very easy to be deceived and used by people with hearts, how can the mourning family, as a mother, not worry?"

Although the Queen Mother's voice trembled a little, and she was no longer as indignant as before, her tone still revealed a tough attitude, "The mourning family did this, but they didn't want you to be wronged and hurt in any way, is it wrong for the mourning family?" The world is unpredictable, people's hearts are unpredictable, even if you can't understand the good intentions of the mourning family and complain about the unkindness of the mourning family, the mourning family has to take precautions and prevent trouble. ”

After Luo Huaizhou listened to the Queen Mother's words, his eyes flashed with crystal water, revealing a touch of sadness that could not be concealed, and a trace of indescribable emotion.

"Maybe Erchen can't really feel a mother's worries and feelings as his mother said, but Erchen just wants to have a life of his own, is it wrong?"

Luo Huaizhou sighed and closed his eyes, as if he was carefully feeling the emotions that had accumulated in his heart over the years, "Even if you do this for our sake, these are not what we want, and we don't want to see our mother become what she is now." As a mother, you can do a lot more than push your son to the brink. How much I sometimes hope that you can be like an ordinary mother, talk to your son, talk about the interesting things that happen around you, and give your son some fireworks, instead of talking about success or failure in everything, calculating gains and losses everywhere, always with a lofty attitude, which makes Erchen daunted. ”

At this point, Luo Huaizhou shook his head slightly, and his chaotic mood had gradually subsided, leaving only a lingering melancholy, "You said that Erchen knows nothing about the dangers of the outside world, but if Erchen has been hiding under your wings, he is afraid of the outside world, and he can only accept your protection for the rest of his life, how should Erchen grow up, and how should he calmly face the ups and downs of life in the future?" What is the meaning of such a life? ”

He stared at the Queen Mother, between his eyebrows and eyes, which had always been radiant, there seemed to be a lack of innocent colors, and he could not find the slightest confusion and hesitation, his eyes were shining like stars, and he was as tough as an ancient tree, he seemed bright and firm, full of persistence and belief in ideals.

"True growth is not to live by relying on others, but to constantly enrich one's life experience. Regardless of sorrow and joy, success or failure, only by experiencing it can we realize the true meaning, these experiences will be piled up into stones under our feet, and only by accumulating can we make the road under our feet long enough to achieve every journey in the future. ”

The Queen Mother sat silently, and there was a moment of emptiness and confusion in her eyes, and then she looked at Luo Huaizhou again, and her eyes couldn't help but be a little more scrutinizing and exploring.

Luo Huaizhou's words surprised the Queen Mother, she was both surprised and a little hesitant in her heart, as if a certain string in her heart had been deeply touched, making her heart tremble.

After listening to Luo Huaizhou's remarks, a trace of surprise flashed in Emperor Dehui's eyes, but he was quickly replaced by a touch of relief.

It seems that his younger brother has really grown a lot.

Emperor Dehui secretly exhaled a breath, and then took away the look at the bottom of his eyes, and a pair of narrow Danfeng eyes returned to their previous indifference. He turned his eyes to look at the Queen Mother, and his voice was slightly low: "Your thoughts, even if we can't empathize, but no matter what, you shouldn't interfere in Huaizhou's life anymore, let alone involve him in a power struggle!" You keep saying that you want to protect him and don't want him to be wronged and hurt in any way, but what are you doing? ”

Emperor Dehui shook his head in disappointment, and the gaze that fell on the Queen Mother gradually sharpened, "When will you understand what we really want?" You always like to force what you think is good on us, let us fight and grab it, and say that it is for our sake, but you ask yourself, is it for us or for our own desires? ”