Over the years, my mother has been meticulously caring for me, and she has almost ruthlessly rejected the little help I gave her, and I have completely understood my mother's true wish again: I can only be truly happy and satisfied when I am admitted to university, become an adult, and have a successful career, and she will feel that she has hope and achievements in life, and she will have face in front of the villagers, and her family will be glorious, and she will have to rely on her in the future, and she will feel worthy of her dead husband and mother-in-law. Fulfilled their heart's desire and their own commitment to them. I kept my mother's expectations in my heart and turned them into an inexhaustible driving force for my homework and study, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter, I studied diligently, I got prickly heat in summer, and my hands and feet were frozen in winter. When I was exhausted and couldn't study, when my exam results were not good enough, I always thought of my mother's hardships and hopes for the first time, and remembered that my mother often told me that my father and grandmother died for me, and I shed tears of bitter self-blame again and again. In that difficult situation, my parents gave me life, and my parents and grandmother worked hard to support me, educate me, set a glorious example, gave me a healthy body, a strong and unyielding will and faith, and gave me the opportunity and sufficient time to learn and become a talent, they are my relatives and benefactors, saviors and role models! For me, they are always a spur, an encouragement, and a source of strength. In this world, I can bear the heavens and the earth, but I can't carry them and live up to their expectations. Then I wiped away my tears, held my head high, and continued to study with enthusiasm and confidence.

After graduating from high school, I finally got my wish and was admitted to the province's key university, Oriental University of Technology. I breathed a long sigh of relief and smiled knowingly, and a beautiful smile like a lotus bloomed on my face that had been somewhat anemic from years of hard study, a rainbow rising after the wind and rain, and a smile of victory after overcoming difficulties. I cried again, and cried heartily, letting the tears flow freely, washing away all the grievances and bitterness. This is a memory and summary of my own tenacious and unyielding study for many years, and a heartfelt outpouring and satisfactory report of all my mother's love and expectations. I hugged my mother tightly and snuggled up in her arms like a child. At this moment, I feel that I can finally face my mother boldly, and finally say to my mother, father, and grandmother without shame and regrets: My relatives, benefactors, I did not disappoint you and lived up to your expectations!

At this moment, the mother was even more excited, she held her daughter's college admission letter, her hands trembled, and tears flowed down her face; She hugged me tightly, cried and laughed with me. My mother seemed to have gone mad with all the excitement and joy, and she dragged me to the graves of my father and grandmother, kneeling and crawling, and wept for an hour, telling me all these years of longing and the bitterness of life. I also cried and told my mother about it. The next day, my mother was still passionate, and she happily ran to the township government to invite a film projection team, and put on a movie in front of my house at her own expense, so that the whole village could come and share her and my joy and happiness, and then let the adults and children of the village talk about it day and night for several days.

However, when the opening day of the Eastern University of Technology was approaching, my mother became sad again, restless during the day and unable to sleep at night, because she had not yet raised enough money for my schooling. Although her mother has worked hard to save money over the years, she has been saving money, but a rural woman, planting contracted land for two people, supports a high school student, except for expenses, her savings are limited. She had no choice but to hide from me and borrowed more than 1,000 yuan from relatives and neighbors. The neighbors sympathized with my mother, knew that my mother had always been an honest and trustworthy person, and when they saw that I was successful in college, they were willing to lend her money.

On the first day of school, my mother got up early to cook and boiled a dozen more eggs for me to take on the road and at school. After the meal, she carefully checked the things she had packed for me again, and explained them again if she had explained, and then helped me carry my luggage all the way to the bus station, and watched me get into the car with her own eyes. The mother and daughter were separated, very unbearable, and repeatedly told each other to comfort them. I told my mother: take care of your health, eat well and dress well, treat your illness early, and don't be too tired. My mother told me: don't save too much at school, you must spend the money you should spend, you must eat enough, and don't lose your body, because the body is the capital for studying, completing schoolwork and future work. Living expenses, don't worry, I will send it to you on time. Don't worry about me, I'm in good health, I can eat and work; Now, when you are admitted to university, I am happy, more motivated, and more confident. I understood my mother's distress, and with tears in my eyes, I promised my mother, and then waved goodbye, and watched for a long time.

But how can I rest assured of my mother? Now, I am in college and gone, and my mother is the only one left in the family, and I have to work and raise money to pay off my debts. Who takes care of her when she is sick? Although I am not at home or with my mother, I must always keep all this in my heart and do everything possible to solve her problems, because I am her only relative and hope. During the four years of college, I studied and worked part-time to minimize my mother's burden, and kept writing letters to report my academic performance, living situation, the excellent situation and bright future of the country's reform and opening up, and comforted her in every way. My mother also asked people to write to me again and again, persuading me not to work, saying that college students should be decent and work hard to learn knowledge and skills, so that they can do things for the country in the future, do great things, and have a bright future. I had to hide it from my mother, while studying hard, I continued to work to make money, and tried to ask my mother to send less money, saying that the state has grants and scholarships, and she has good academic performance, and she has received many grants and scholarships, and she doesn't spend much money on life; I will pay attention to decency, work hard to learn good knowledge and skills, and will not disgrace my mother. My mother is still industrious, not only farming, but also raising pigs and chickens, half of the money she gets is sent to me, half is paid off, and life is still extremely difficult and frugal.

Four years passed, I finally graduated from university, and according to the needs of the country, I was assigned to work as an engineer in a state-owned factory in my county, with a monthly salary of more than 300 yuan. I was so relieved that I was so excited that I shed tears, and the first thing I did was to bring my mother to care for the elderly, so that my mother, who had been rough and hard for half a life, could live a happy and happy life in her old age. The mother's wish finally came true, she was also relieved, and happily said to relatives and friends: My life is worth it, worthy of the dead of my ancestors, and worthy of the daughter raised by one hand. Now that my daughter has a job, I have no worries about food and clothing, and I have something to rely on when I am old!