After finishing speaking, Sister Zhihua clenched my hand, and the unwillingness on her face was so obvious, "Qing'er, do you know how unwilling I was at that time?" I'm obviously past the age of entering the palace in the draft, and I can obviously marry on my own! But...... But it was because of the Queen Mother's decree...... That decree ruined my whole life! ”

"Sister......" I patted her hand weakly, my heart was sour and distressed, "The past is unbearable, in this world, how many things can be as desired?" Now that we have entered the palace, we have to forget all the past. We sisters are lucky, aren't we? At the very least, you and I have each other's company, and we're not alone. ”

Sister Zhihua heard this, and took a deep breath, "Qing'er, why don't I know these truths?" But...... Your eldest brother and I are obviously in love! I love him, and he loves me. ”

"Shhhh......h ”

When she saw that I was so cautious, she said no more, but looked at the water lilies in the pool in a daze.

"Sister, two people who love each other, it is not necessary to stay together for life to be happy. In fact...... I was silent for a long time, and finally said, "I still envy your ...... with your eldest brother"

"Envy?" Sister Zhihua turned her head and asked suspiciously.

I smiled and nodded, "yes, you know what?" Although you and your eldest brother have grown up together, they are not inseparable after all. So...... You don't know a lot of the big brother's little problems. Naturally, no one is perfect, and sister, there may be something on your body that he doesn't like. It's just that...... Because of the distance, neither of you sees each other's shortcomings.

Although you didn't stay together, you engraved the best memories in each other's bones. These memories are an extremely precious treasure, and they are enough to amaze time. ”

After that, I only felt that my smile became more and more bitter, "Although I have a fate with Qingcang, even if I escape from the capital, I can still meet him outside the palace." In the end, he went around and around to the palace, but he could still hold hands with him.

But so what? In the past, although he didn't get along day and night, he was as tender as water and knew my heart well. Now...... He is lonely and indifferent, and he is decisive in killing.

You don't know how close I am to waiting for a book tonight. What a chill it was when I heard that her neck was broken. Even if she really couldn't stand me. But I still don't want this to end, at least, I don't want Qing Cang's hands to be stained with his woman's blood. ”

Maybe it was my words that infected Sister Zhihua, she finally stopped frowning, and the tears in her eyes also stopped abruptly, "Qing'er, you must know that he is the emperor!" ”

"I know!" I stared at Sister Zhihua's eyes and said, "Maybe he's always been like this, whether he can't help himself, or he has no choice but to do it." It's not that he's changed, it's that I've never really gotten to know him. So sister...... You and your eldest brother are much luckier than me. ”

"...... you" Sister Zhihua hesitated for a moment and asked a question that even I couldn't answer, "Do you still love him?" Or ...... You hate him......"

Love...... Don't love ...... Hate...... I can't really say if I don't hate me.

After struggling for a moment, he said, "He was the god in my heart, who saved me from suffering and gave me lovesickness." He used to be engraved in my bone marrow for the rest of my life, and I can't forget it, I dare not forget it, and I don't want to forget it. Now, he has brought me into another tribulation, and I have repaid him. ”