Seeing that my sister was still looking at me, I thought about it for a while, and said, "As for love or not to hate or not to hate...... Sister...... I really don't know. Fang hated him a lot when he was lifted, but later his caution and guilt slowly made me let go of some hatred. It's just that if you want to go back to the beginning, you can't. ”

Sister Zhihua smiled and said, "The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, Qing'er, you still have him in your heart." ”

"Really? Perhaps......" I sneered, "to be honest, I can understand him, his coldness and arrogance, and his indifference and alienation. I can also understand his treacherous and ruthless, decisive killing, and even suspicious by nature. But...... Sister...... I'm afraid of ...... I'm terrified of his indifference, and the cruelty will eventually be used on me. ”

This is me...... I don't want to see it in my life.

Sister Zhihua can finally understand me, she patted me on the back after talking, and said no more.

But I know that my words must have been heard in her heart. Whether it's my feelings for Qingcang, or enlightening her and her brother's heart.

It was late at night, and there was a cool breeze on the edge of the pool.

Sister Zhihua's ink-colored hair fluttered in the wind, and her thin body was unusually pitiful.

How could I not know the pain in her heart?

Forced to leave the man he loved and become the concubine of the emperor. You have to continue to fight for your head and blood in this non-field, whether it is a bleak life, or a step by step, and in the end, you still have to die lonely in the deep palace.

For the rest of her life, she must accompany a man she doesn't like.

For the rest of his life, he can't go back to his home to see his parents at will, and he will be on his knees.

Just when she was about to accept her fate, the man she had been thinking about day and night appeared again.

With his fiancée!

She has to suppress her feelings and smile generously at her rival...... This kind of unbearable pain is like having thousands of ants in my heart, scratching, scratching desperately!

I think my fate is probably the same as hers.

The women in the deep palace all want you to fight for me.

The only difference is that the person she loves is outside the palace, and he is going to marry a wife, and the wife is not her. Her love needs to be locked up in a dark room and hidden in the bottom of her heart.

The person I love is in the palace, he is a stable emperor, and the stories I only see with him can accept the sun. But...... I'm not the only one. I even want to share my husband with her and more people!

"Fateful ......" Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered a word, so I blurted out without thinking.

"It's fate, should we leave it to fate?" Sister Zhihua heard the words and suddenly asked rhetorically.

This question of hers surprised me!

Even though she loves and hates clearly, but the matter has come to this point, is there any other way "Sister! Don't do anything stupid again! I answered her hurriedly, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Silly Qing'er......" She hugged me suddenly, tightly.

Her heart hurts, I know it.

This girl, who has been clinging to her brother since she was sensible, has always taken care of me and feels sorry for my sister. I fantasize all day long that she will be my sister-in-law! However, the reality is often cruel......

……

Night, sleepless.

The way the book looked when it died has been hovering in my mind.

Don't blame me, it's all your own fault!

You are being used by grace and glory and riches, and you are dizzy! In order to satisfy your own selfishness/desire/ambition, you do not hesitate to take risks and deceive the king, and do not hesitate to become selfish and terrible.

Your selfishness has hurt me, hurt Nian and De'an, but you have also hurt yourself after all.

Rest in peace, below, I hope you can get rid of the distractions of fame, fortune and power, and become the same you used to be.