Four or five days of interruption was the longest I've ever written, and for no reason, I just sat in front of the computer, unable to type a word, or even apologize, or rather, I didn't have the face to say goodbye to the readers, because the book was so badly written, so rotten that I didn't even have the face to see anyone.

I couldn't immerse myself in the story I had made up, the fragmented plots, the pale and superficial texts, and I seemed to have lost the ability to tell the story, even though I had countless materials in my head, and I even talked to my friends about the politics and economies of Thailand, Malaysia, the Philippines, Singapore, and Hong Kong, as well as the godfathers, but as soon as I sat down in front of the computer and wrote this story, I found that the stuff in my head seemed to be useless, and I could clearly remember how much Thaksin paid to the big guys for the concession of Shinawatra TelecomI can clearly remember every one of the Asian satellite TV founded by Li Ka-shing's Hutchison Whampoa, how to get the Hong Kong access to satellite TV concessions, where to buy satellites, and even think of the heavy crisis of Sony Pictures in the late 80s, how to start to annex it, but I just can't think of an attractive story.

During this time, I tried to rewrite the outline many times, but every time the outline came out, it only made me frown, it sucks, it just sucks.

So, in the past few days, I began to look for the real reason, where the book failed, or rather, where I failed.

Until my wife found out that I had broken off and asked me why, I said that I was unhappy with what I wrote, it was very bad, and she said, then why don't you write happy.

And then I understood, indeed, why not write about happiness?

According to this sentence, I began to analyze, in the last book, I first prepared enough information, read all the information, and then began to write the outline, character cards, and finally the story itself, but this book, is in the process of writing the continuous reference to the information, completely unable to do the last book when the stomach is full of inventory can be called at any time, if the last book is a hearty diarrhea, then this book is constipation, strict zhòng constipation.

In fact, I want to continue to write like this, and I can do it with money, write a few thousand words a day, and then receive a monthly manuscript fee of 18,000 yuan, freely, easily, and pay nothing more than a few hours of irresponsible writing.

It's a pity,I can't even mix the number of words.,From the day I felt bad.,I stopped logging on QQ.,Go to the readership.,Because I don't have the face to see readers.,I seem to have imprisoned myself.,Trying to improve the situation.,But,It looks like I've failed.。

So, I thought of finding a job, saying goodbye to the days of mixed manuscript fees, and continuing to work part-time, and I also thought that it would take two or three months to complete an ending for this story.

From the very beginning, I thought of it as a baby, but later, it became a burden and became heavier and heavier.

The only good thing about the pause in the past few days is that I read a new story from those information books prepared for this book, yes, I read it, a shining point, and then it expands, and it becomes a synopsis of the story in my mind, a vivid character, and I find the state I was in before I wrote this book, reading every day, filling myself, waiting for it to fill my stomach, and then listing it.

It was a story that made my blood boil, and I didn't need to have any scruples or not.

It was a terrible experience and luckily we were able to go again.

I'm tired and want to go back to my old life instead of staring at the computer and writing every day, so be it, about three months, the book will have an ending, and then I go to work and perfect my new story until I feel like it can be seen by myself.

When I was writing this essay, I was asking myself, is the manuscript fee important? Maybe, at least until this book is written, I can still say to myself, the manuscript fee is not important, the happiness of writing is important, if you are not happy to write, don't continue to entangle, when you break it, go and write a story that you can make yourself happy first, and share the joys and sorrows with the characters.

I'm glad I was able to say these words, and after saying them, the whole person was relaxed and so happy.

As it turned out, I had to listen to my wife again to find out.

The sea is boiled into wine in the middle of the night

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