Chapter 158: Talented and capricious
The person concerned behaved calmly, however, the hearts of all those around him were turbulent.
They involuntarily brought themselves into the situation they were in at the sea.
An unwarranted disaster fell from the sky, and his father left him forever, but the culprit took his work to become famous.
What kind of fucking encounter is this?
When a person's heart is filled with anger, reluctance, and resentment, there are usually only two outcomes, destroying others or destroying oneself.
Obviously, Whale Fall chose the latter.
They didn't dare to ask Yu Hai about his mother or other relatives.
Because from his words, it can be known that he has no family.
At this time, no one in the live broadcast room can say a word of hypocrisy about whale fall.
The huge world is lonely and helpless, and it is impossible to be hypocritical.
Guo Siying opened his mouth, and then said in a low voice: "I'm sorry......"
Yu Hai shook his head indifferently: "You didn't do anything wrong. ”
Thinking of the state when he just crossed over, he suddenly remembered a movie line, so he smiled and said: "Sometimes I can't close the door of the refrigerator, my toe hits the table leg, and I can't find what I want when I go out, and I suddenly can't help crying, you think it's a big fuss, only I know why!" ”
This is a line from the movie "Manchester by the Sea", and no one in the parallel world has seen this movie.
His words have no beginning or end, however, everyone at the scene and in the live broadcast room felt a huge sadness that was difficult to suppress.
Chew carefully, what kind of suppressed emotion does this have to be to collapse because of these very minor things?
Many times, grief is like air compressed in a syringe, and the more repressed you are, the more tears burst out, but the scars that cause grief are always there, and even if you release it, the air in the syringe will gather again.
In this society, except for children, who doesn't have a little emotion in their hearts?
Therefore, the words that Yu Hai said were breezy and light, but they aroused a sense of resonance among a large number of people who were watching the live broadcast.
Especially some people who have been forcing a smile on their faces.
For example, Lin Qianqian.
This sentence echoed in her heart, and there was a trace of trance in her eyes, obviously caught in a memory.
Obviously, this memory is not very good, and the tightly knit brow is like the unbreakable knot in her heart.
Yu Hai is not a psychiatrist, and he can't treat depression.
However, he didn't want the other party to aggravate his condition because of his words.
So he looked at Lin Qianqian, thought about it, and just said lightly: "We all have the right not to reconcile with our past." ”
Lin Qianqian was stunned, then looked at him stunned, and the next second, her tears suddenly fell from her eyes
All of them were shining, but she ignored them.
She didn't know why she was crying all of a sudden.
Before this moment, although she was a little sad in her heart, she didn't feel that she wanted to cry, and she was already able to restrain her behavior after a long time before the camera.
However, at this moment, when she heard this, she suddenly couldn't control it.
Although the tears kept flowing, in fact, she didn't have such a big feeling in her heart.
She just thinks it's a good sentence.
Not reconciling with one's past.
The words kept echoing in her mind.
For such a long time, the family kept reassuring her, everything is not your fault, don't punish yourself, everything will pass, come out, start over, everything will be better......
Therefore, she reminds herself every day not to punish herself for the mistakes of others, reminds herself to forgive her youthful ignorance, and reminds herself to forget those unpleasant memories.
She tried to get everything back to the best state it once was, repeatedly tangled, repeatedly struggling, but still very powerless.
For the first time, she was told that she had the right not to reconcile with her past self.
Don't reconcile, don't run away, face the pain, and get on with life!
The audience in the live broadcast room didn't know how Yu Hai's words had an impact on Lin Qianqian, they saw such a scene, and they only felt that Yu Hai at the moment was like a scarred animal trying to lick the wounds of his companions.
Obviously I am sad and weak, but I am trying to save others.
It was clearly at the bottom of the cliff, but he struggled to stand on tiptoe to push the person above back.
This feeling makes people's hearts even more uncomfortable.
"Woo woo, Your Highness, I'm so sad!"
"I know you're still hurt in the bottom of your heart!"
"Your Highness, have you really come out?"
"Please believe that the little droplets are always there!"
"Don't ask, please don't ask!"
“……”
In the living room of the mushroom house, Guo Siying grabbed her niece's shoulders but didn't know what to say, so she could only wipe her quietly with a tissue.
Yin Du and He Changping, two middle-aged people, were quietly wiping away the tears from the corners of their eyes, as if they had nothing to say.
"Woo......" Ye Qingzhou whimpered suddenly, making everyone stunned for a moment.
His brother Ye Qingfan came directly to her nervously: "What's wrong?" ”
Ye Qingzhou was crying while desperately wiping his tears, muttering to himself: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Some people don't know why, and some people understand that she is apologizing to the whale fall.
She didn't do anything wrong, she just suddenly felt that it was really cruel for herself and others to expose the scars of the whale fall like this.
In particular, the whale fall's expression was calm throughout the whole process, without any emotional expression at all.
It's as if I'm discussing something with them about another person.
It's better to mourn than to die, but isn't it?
Yin Du and others are also aware of such a situation.
So there was silence in the living room, except for the sound of crying.
There are also a lot fewer barrages in the live broadcast room.
After a long time, Lin Qianqian barely calmed down, and Ye Qingzhou also stopped her tears, but her eyes and nose were red, and she didn't dare to look at her idol with her head down.
After venting, Lin Qianqian seemed to be a little more relaxed.
At least it doesn't feel as tight as it used to be.
I don't know if the whale fell or not.
Feeling the suffocating feeling of depression eased slightly, Yin Du hurriedly changed the topic, pretending to be relaxed: "Drunk driving is not shallow, no wonder Xiaoluo never drinks, and we will not allow everyone to drink in the mushroom house in the future!" ”
"Good!"
The others immediately responded loudly, as if nothing had happened before.
Relieved, Yin Du started the topic again, looked at Yu Haidao: "Actually, I'm a little curious, after the truth is revealed, Yu Hai, the author of "Give You All", is very popular on the Internet, why didn't you continue to use the name Yu Hai to publish works at that time?" ”
This is actually what many viewers in the live broadcast room can't understand.
Because of Su Yucheng's relationship, in fact, the name Yu Hai was already well-known to a large number of people at that time.
If you really want to say that such a starting point is the dream of many people who want to step into this circle, and if you publish your work through this, it will definitely add popularity to your subsequent works.
Yu Hai gave up such a perfect start, and instead opened a new vest to release a song, and everything started again, isn't this asking for trouble?
This is also the reason why after Whale Fall was revealed to be his real name, many people did not associate it with Yu Hai, the author of "Give You All".
Because everyone thinks that people who don't take shortcuts have holes in their brains.
Yu Hai has no pit in his brain.
He was just a little hypocritical, wanting to separate himself from the original owner.
He thought for a moment and explained, "I hope people can appreciate my work from a purer perspective. ”
Yin Du and the others can understand what he means as long as they ponder it a little.
In fact, after Su Yucheng was arrested at that time, many people on the Internet were more or less sympathetic or compensatory for the victim Yu Hai.
It can be said that as long as he releases another song in the name of Yu Hai at that time, no matter what the quality of the song is, a large number of people will definitely buy it.
It's easy to gain fame and fortune.
And the meaning of Whale Fall is very simple, I don't want everyone to pay for his songs because of sympathy.
He wants everyone to enjoy his songs, just because of the quality of the songs themselves.
In the eyes of many, this is indeed silly and idealistic.
In fact, it is indeed too ideal, not to mention anything else, since the whale fell and showed his face, the songs he released have more or less received the blessing effect of his appearance.
The fact that there is such a high number of downloads is definitely not only due to the quality of the work itself.
But what does it matter?
Everyone looked at this young man with a flat expression and a slow speech, and couldn't help but think:
Maybe this is the whale fall, and only such a pure love of music can write so many popular works.
In such a flashy society, the pursuit of fame and fortune has become the instinct of human beings, and it has become the norm to constantly compromise for the sake of life.
Now they suddenly found that there are people who can always maintain an honest and innocent original heart.
This made them irrepressibly feel a sense of sincere admiration.
Then, even if he knows that he is too stupid, he can't help but maintain his innocence.
At least, with his presence, they haven't felt hopeless about this society.
In fact, is Yu Hai really so simple and pure?
All this fan filter and everyone's brain supplement is just that.
He didn't hesitate to open a new vest at the beginning, just because he had enough confidence.
And in fact, he also had some spirit at that time.
Because at that time, a die-hard fan of Su Yucheng said that if it weren't for the song "Give You All" being named Su Yucheng, it would never have become popular.
Therefore, the name Yu Hai can become popular in fact, it all depends on Su Yucheng, and Yu Hai should thank him.
Even if he wasn't the original owner, Yu Hai couldn't help but blow his beard angrily when he saw these brainless fans' remarks.
So he chose to start over.
Now two years have passed, and Su Yucheng's fans don't know if there are any remnants of sin.
If so, look through the remarks made at the beginning, and then look at Yu Hai's achievements now, I don't know if I feel like I was slapped in the face?
Of course, no one should care about that now.
"So, there are still talented and capricious!" Yin Du gave him a summary of how to do this.
Everyone agreed.
As a result, the scene fell into the hype of whale fall for a while.
Barrage:
"At this moment, I just want to thank the police uncle who solved the case in the first place!"
"Don't say anything, give me a pennant!"
"Am I the only one who cares about whale fall, is it all better?"
"I still care about the song that I didn't finish!"
“……”
Chatted some more nonsense, and the live broadcast was turned off.
Although the live broadcast is over, the topic on the Internet caused by tonight's live broadcast is far from over.
First, the account that issued the police report two years ago was turned over.
Below are rows of thanks from the small droplets.
Even the small local water droplets in Sioux City actually ran to send pennants, more than one.
Then the media dug out the family situation of Yu Hai.
No one had gone out of their way to check these things before because everyone knew that people were interested in Whale Fall himself, and they would not be much interested in his family, and it was easy to offend people by checking this painstaking effort.
Now it's different, now these are the focus of everyone's attention.
So the whole network knows:
Whale Fall, formerly known as Yuhai, a native of Sioux City, lost his mother at an early age, had no other relatives to interact with, and grew up with his father until a car accident.
After that, he lived alone in this huge world.
Many people see such information, and when they think of the video of the whale falling on Chinese New Year's Eve, they can't help but start to make up a tragic picture in their minds.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, when everyone else is reuniting with their families and having a reunion dinner.
Their Highness hid alone in the house.
Lonely and lonely cold~
Woo woo, it's really bitter.
I feel sad when I think about it.
No wonder, on Chinese New Year's Eve, he would hide on the balcony alone and sing, singing such sad works.
This song should be a true portrayal of his state of mind at that time, right?
Some fans couldn't help but click on this song.
Then tears flowed.
That night, I don't know how many small droplets cried until they became dehydrated, causing the droplets to be unworthy of their name.
In the early hours of the morning, an article by Xiao Chengyue, a faithful little droplet of whale falling, stayed up late to make it was reprinted by many people.
"People who have been drenched in the rain will be used to holding an umbrella for others"
I like it, and the most attractive thing about the character design of the protagonist is the beautiful and miserable setting.
What I didn't expect was that now I found a character in reality who completely fits the definition of the three words "beauty, strength and misery".
That's right, he's a whale fall.
His appearance is incomparable, his talent is earth-shattering, and tonight, we also know that he has no relatives alive, it is really miserable.
It's not too much to say that Whale Fall is the spokesperson of the United States, is it?
However, for me, I like the personality charm he exudes behind it more than the beauty and misery of the whale fall.
Those who are familiar with whale fall know that he is a good man.
He has a self-sacrificing spirit!
Whether it was the original rescue of the children or yesterday's rescue in Shekou, we can completely see that this is the conscious behavior of the whale.
This is the kindness he has carved into his bones.
I've heard a saying: People who have been drenched in the rain will get used to holding an umbrella for others!
This sentence is simply a perfect portrayal of the whale falling behavior.
He has endured, he has suffered, he has been hurt, he has despaired, and he has rekindled hope.
Therefore, he will also convey hope to others.
The song "Rice Fragrance" is the beginning of his hope.
Because he had felt the same pain, he would relieve Lin Qianqian, and because he knew how unworthy it was to give up his life easily, he kept begging those who were really walking on the edge of the cliff to hold on a little longer.
He said he still had a lot of songs to sing to us.
I believed!
So I decided to support him until he couldn't sing and I couldn't hear it.
……
To say that this is really an exaggeration in the words used by people who engage in literature.
For passers-by, this article can only increase the favorability of the star Whale Fall at most, but for Xiao Shuidi, this is a declaration of membership.
From now on, the fall of the pink whale is a matter of a lifetime.
(End of chapter)