"Qing'er, this orchid hairpin is extremely beautiful......"

I thought about it, so I reached out and took the orchid hairpin off her bun and put it on my head, "In the past, I only liked plum blossoms, but I didn't know that this orchid was made of hairpins, and it was amazing." ”

After wearing the hairpin, I winked at Sister Qing'er in a rare mischievous way, "Is my sister good-looking?" ”

"Beautiful! It's so good-looking! Sister Qing'er coaxed.

I heard her say this, and my nose suddenly became sour. I couldn't hold back it for a while, so I burst into tears.

To avoid embarrassment, I hurriedly changed the subject and asked, "What did you bring to me?" I've been smelling it for a long time! ”

"It's some snacks that I make myself." Sister Qing'er saw that I took the initiative to ask, so she took my hand and walked towards the table, "This is mung bean cake, it's not easy to spoil, you can still eat it tomorrow."

This is crispy chicken feet, crispy chicken wings, crispy pork ribs. I knew you liked something crispy, so I made more. There is also this lotus seed and lily porridge, which is the most nourishing and moisturizing lungs, you can drink more. ”

After that, it was like a trick, and he took out two pots of wine from another food box, "This is plum blossom wine, you used to drink the most plum blossom brewed things, but now you must be thinking about it tightly."

This plum wine is made from red plums picked last year, and I don't know what it tastes like. It's just that there aren't many red plums, and only these two pots can be brewed. ”

I watched Qing'er's sister think about me in everything, and I cried even more, "Qing'er...... I ......"

"What are you? Don't cry! I'll ignore you if you cry again! Sister Qing'er pretended to be angry and said.

"Okay, my sister doesn't cry. Come, let's drink. ”

……

We sat facing each other and didn't talk much to each other.

It's just that the plum blossom wine brought by Qing'er's sister is very delicious. I took one cup after another, and after a while, I was a little drunk.

"Sister, don't drink it!" When Sister Qing'er saw me like this, she hurriedly persuaded.

Don't drink it anymore......

yes, I've never been good at drinking, isn't she scared?

"This crispy food with fine wine is simply a delicacy in the world......"

"It's a delicacy in the world!" She patted me on the back and coaxed, "But if my sister is all drunk now...... I don't have to think about it anymore! ”

Later? Where is the future...... I'm going to confess my whole life tonight!

"Later? No more later......"

When Sister Qing'er heard this, she shook her hands, "Sister, what are you talking nonsense?" ”

"Qing'er...... Is my sister good to you? When I saw my sister like this, I drank the last drop of wine and asked.

"Good...... My sister treats Qing'er very well......"

"Sister treats you well...... That...... Why did you lie to your sister? I tried my best to smile at her, but the curvature of the corners of my mouth was unconsciously sour and astringent.

Qing'er, my sister is good to you, why do you want to lie to my sister! Do you know that my sister never wanted to be a burden to others, never wanted to.

"Sister...... "Sister Qing'er's look was very ugly, "What are you talking about?" How could I lie to my sister? ”

"Do you still want to hide it from me? Qing'er ...... You disappointed my sister. ”

Actually, I always thought that I had never blamed Sister Qing'er. She lied to me and lied to me, all for my own good.

But right now, I'm drunk. For some reason, for the first time, I felt that she had deprived me of my right to know the life and death of my loved ones.

I am the daughter of the Luo family, and the life and death of the Luo family are the last thing I can't hide!

"Sister...... Qing'er doesn't know what you're talking about......"

I didn't want to be angry with my sister, but God knows why, when I made everything clear to her, her repeated denials made me so angry.

I lifted the flask from the table like a madwoman.

Seeing me like this, Sister Qing'er hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed my shoulders and cried, "Sister! What are you doing! ”

"Maybe everything you do is for my good......" The beautiful face in front of me gradually blurred, and the pearly tears kept falling, "But Qing'er...... I don't care if you lie to me!

It's not why you lied to me! What I care about is why you still don't dare to tell me the truth! ”

With that, I bit my lip and continued, "Luo family! The whole Luo family! After the accident, except for Russell and me, all of them were beheaded by the emperor's order. As the daughter of the Luo family, I don't know anything.

Qing'er, I believe you so much. But you made me like a madman, pretending to be crazy and stupid to make a living in this deep palace!

What do you let others look at me? If the ancestors of the Luo family have spirits in heaven, how can they rest in peace! ”

"Sister...... It's not what you think, I'm a sister who has a hard time. The reason why I lied to you that the Luo family was exiled ......"

"Yes! You are in trouble! ”

She has a hard time, how could I not know? After so many years of sisterhood, I know best what she thinks! However, this feeling of being deceived is really sad.

This...... The feeling of having a loved one pass away and still living in secret, is really terrifying.

Thinking of this, I pushed Sister Qing'er away. Then, she quickly removed the orchid hairpin that had been inserted in her bun and went straight to her throat.

"Sister! What are you doing! Seeing this, Sister Qing'er shouted forward, "Don't do stupid things!" ”

"Don't come here!" I grabbed the orchid hairpin tightly and stepped back step by step, "If you take another step, I will die in front of you now!" ”

Sister Qing'er was obviously frightened, and hurriedly stopped, and even her voice was much softer, "Okay...... Good...... I don't come forward...... You put the hairpin down...... It's not right for me to lie to you...... If you want to beat me and scold me, I will admit it...... Don't joke with your life, sister! ”

Qing'er, you're right, you're right!

Until now, it's all my fault. Is it wrong for me to be good friends with the Murong family, and it is wrong to enter the palace...... Even, it's wrong to live!

"Qing'er, sister doesn't blame you. It's just that...... These days, the reason why my sister is still alive in the cold palace is for the Luo family. Now that the Luo family is gone, I don't need ......"

"Nonsense! Although you are the daughter of the Luo family, you can't represent anyone in the Luo family! Luo Zhihua, wake up, if your father has a spirit in the sky, he will definitely hope that you will live well! ”

"Impossible......" Facing the comfort of Qing'er's sister, I couldn't help but shake my head, "I am a sinner of the Luo family...... The reason why the Luo family is where they are today is ...... It's all because of me! The Luo family is gone, why should I survive? Qing'er ...... You're going to be my sister......"

"It's not your fault that the Luo family's affairs are ...... You're also framed......"

"What about framing?" I stepped back into the corner, tears streaming down my face, "Even if I was framed, I was still the culprit."

If Yu Sheng and I didn't have that past, others wouldn't have used this to deal with the Luo family and the Murong family. It's all me...... After all, it's all my ......."

In the silent and cold palace, Sister Qing'er and I cried into tears.

I was bent on dying, but she kept persuading me to dispel my thoughts.

However, my relatives are a pile of bones. I have nothing left in this world.

"You still have Russell...... " At the end, Qing'er's sister coaxed in a trembling voice.

"Russell?" I smiled bitterly, "He is not the blood of the Luo family, but he is charged by the Luo family, which is not fair." I'm alive...... It is his burden. ”

After that, I paused, and then continued to laugh and say, "Dead, maybe we're all free." ”

"You can't! How can you! Although Sister Qing'er has always had a childish temperament, she rarely has such a violent anger as today, "You are free, can you bear to see my life shackled?"

The orchid hairpin in your hand is mine! Sister...... Give me back the orchid hairpin......"

In the past, I was most reluctant to see Yusheng's brother and Qing'er's sister sad, and I was reluctant to see them angry. But today, I feel the heaviness of the word burden.

Am I not the burden of Qing'er's sister?

She never befriended Concubine Jing, but suddenly became friendly with Concubine Jing. She is rarely angry, and she is angry for me. The woman who has been smiling like a flower is crying with pear blossoms and rain at the moment.

All these changes are because of me, all because of me!

"You don't have to feel guilty...... I leaned weakly against the corner of the wall, and said softly, "Even if you don't wear an orchid hairpin today, I will die on this red pillar." It's all death, but the way of death is different. ”

After that, I slowly raised the hairpin in my hand and said to Qing'er's sister, "Qing'er, take good care of yourself!" ”

"No!"

Sister Qing'er shouted loudly, and rushed in front of me with an arrow step.

She didn't care about my emotions any longer, grabbed my hand tightly, and twisted it with me.

Sister Qing'er has some kung fu foundation, if she wants to snatch my orchid hairpin, she will definitely not miss.

I was so afraid of missing my chance that I struggled as I threw all the weight back on my body.

Behind is the incomparably hard palace wall.

If the orchid hairpin is snatched, let me crash to death.

However, Sister Qing'er was afraid that I would be in my hands because of this, so she was shocked and wanted to come forward to save me.

No......

Sister Qing'er, don't save me.

Ever since I was a child, I have loved you immensely. Now that I'm going to die, let me be selfish.

Just when I was so afraid that my sister would save me, God finally helped me.

yes, helped me......

In the confusion, Qing'er's sister stepped on the wine jug on the ground. As soon as my feet slipped, it pressed on my body!

With a "hiss", the hairpin sank into the flesh and hit the heart.

At first, it didn't hurt.

I just think the sound of the hairpin piercing the skin is good.

I don't know what my face is like at this moment. But the warmth and stickiness in my chest, and the blood in the air, told me that I must be ugly.

"Sister...... "Sister Qing'er murmured, "Sister...... I...... I'm not...... Not intentionally ......"

I slid limply down the wall behind me and slowly fell to the ground. Then, with a relieved smile, "Qing...... Qing'er ...... Thank you...... Thank you for your ...... Fulfill...... I ......"

"No...... That's not true! That's not true! Sister, Fang Cai Qiaohui has already gone to the Tai Hospital to find Russell, you insist on it! ”

When Qing'er saw me like this, she was completely panicked, "No! I'm going to Russell! I went to Russell personally! "Qing'er......" I grabbed me who was leaving, and shook my head, "Don't ...... Don't be plain...... Bear...... Trouble! I...... I have a ...... at the head of my bed There is a handkerchief...... Take...... Give it to him......"

"Sister, you have to hold on! You can't leave Qing'er alone, sister! ”

I saw that Sister Qing'er was so anxious and sad, and a little guilt suddenly arose in my heart.

Qing'er, you treated your sister so well, but your sister took advantage of you in the end.

I want to die, I can die at any time, how I want to die.

However, I chose to leave in front of you and die in your hands, and I think you can understand the deep meaning.

Although Russell is not the blood of the Luo family, he is the child of the Luo family for life. The Luo family is gone, and I am gone, so he is really lonely.

You and Russell grew up, but their temperaments are two extremes. You don't look down on him, he looks down on you, and I don't know how many times you quarrel for no reason.

But Qing'er, my sister really hopes that after my sister goes, you can rely on Russell for your life.

For you, it is extremely important to have a well-informed imperial physician as a confidant in this palace. For him, having the queen as a supporter is worry-free in this life.

I hope...... The way I die today can make you feel guilty. And then...... Take care of Russell for me all my life.

Do not leave, do not neglect.

Thinking of this, I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, "Silly...... Silly girl...... You...... How could you...... Will it be...... One...... A ...... alone This?

You...... You have...... There is Russell...... With children...... Child...... Yes...... Have a family...... You...... You've got ......."

"Sister, don't say it! Qing'er as long as you, as long as you! ”

"Silly...... ......"I raised my hand, wanting to help Sister Qing'er wipe away the tears on her face," Sister ...... Yes...... Will be ...... in the day Heavenly...... Bless ......"

My consciousness became more and more blurred, and my hands became weaker and weaker.

I'm leaving, this time, I'm really going to find my father.

Qing'er ......

Forgive my sister for not being able to wipe your tears for you at the end, and not being able to accompany you to the end. However, Russell is a man of affection, and he will take good care of you.

You must, you have to carry on with your two children. For the Luo family and the Murong family, find innocence.

In my sister's life, I am very content to have Russell and Brother Yusheng with you.

It's just a pity...... The clothes and hats that my sister used to sew for those two children day and night can't give them to you.

Brother Yusheng......

There is also Brother Yusheng.

Even if I die, I will remember your kindness and your love.

Even if you are someone else's husband now, I was named a husband when I was born. But my heart for you has never changed.

Under Huangquan Road, next to the Meng Po Pavilion, I will never drink that bowl of Meng Po soup.

Even if you go up to the sword mountain and go down to the sea of fire, you will fall into the eighteenth layer of hell and become a lonely ghost. I must also remember your voice and smile vividly, and I dare not forget it.

Brother Yusheng......

In this life, I have no chance to stay with you. If there is an afterlife, I hope to meet you again.

Well...... Meet......

Don't want to know each other and love each other, but ask to meet again, it's good.