"Oh, it's really boring to be alone in front of a cold palace. It's not like you, there is also Qiaohui, and there are children. I...... My son is going to be the emperor in the future, and when he is busy with government affairs, he naturally can't accompany me.

My daughter has to get married. The water spilled by the married daughter is afraid that she will ignore me. Yunyan, Yunyan has a fief in Yunnan.

I can trap him for a while, but I can't trap him for a while. And you...... When your children grow up, no matter what, you still have Qiaohui as a companion. ”

When I heard this, I finally took out the pen and paper I had prepared, and wrote word by word:

- Qing'er, let me and Qiaohui go.

Yuqing just drank a glass of wine, looked at the words of strength, and was slightly stunned, "Go?" Where to? ”

——The emperor promised me that he would let me and Qiaohui leave the capital and come and go freely. Although he did not say it explicitly in the decree, it means that he has left the decision to you.

Qing'er, I had a chance to leave before, but in order to protect you, I chose to leave with my tongue broken. Now, you have become the queen mother, and Yunhe is about to ascend the throne. In the whole world, no one can embarrass your mother and son. I think it's time for me to live for myself and for Qiaohui.

"Now...... Are you leaving me? Yuqing grinned, bitter, "Back then, Sister Zhihua left me, and later, my father and brother also left me. Now, Qingcang is gone, and you and Qiaohui are also ......

Oh, from waiting for books to chess, from relatives to sisters, from lovers to best friends, one after another, they have all left me......"

Speaking of this, Yuqing gritted her teeth, "That's it, I know what you mean." Let's go! Let's go! I've dragged you down for too long over the years. Now that everything has calmed down, it's time for you to live your life. ”

After that, he said, "But, can you wait a little longer?" After a while, it will be the enthronement ceremony of the crane. You've given so much for his future, you should have stayed for the ceremony. ”

I was very distressed when I saw Yuqing like this. So he nodded and replied silently: Okay.

……

Snow.

In the cold winter, I finally waited for the new year.

On this day of the new year, it is the enthronement ceremony of Yunhe. I got up early and put on my court clothes, and dressed myself up in great spirits. It is as if the one who is enthroned today is his own son.

Well, maybe that's a big reversal. But Yunhe ascended the throne, and from the bottom of my heart, I was happier than anyone else.

Yuqing finally doesn't have to live intrigue anymore, in this world, no one can threaten her life. Yunhe finally became a little man and became a king who stood up to the sky.

And I, tomorrow, tomorrow, will be able to leave this place of right and wrong with my wife and children.

However, to my unexpectedness, while I was happy, what awaited me was a different scene.

……

I left Luofu with a soft look in my eyes and rode in a carriage in the direction of the Forbidden City. As soon as he stepped into the palace gate, he saw Xiao Yunzi waiting on the side early, "Imperial Doctor Luo!" You're here! ”

My heart shook and I was uneasy.

On such a happy day, as the chief eunuch of Cining Palace, Xiao Yunzi would not be able to appear here anyway.

"Imperial Doctor Luo, something happened to the Queen Mother! I also bother Imperial Doctor Luo to accompany the slave to Cining Palace! ”

When I heard this, I was horrified. So he didn't dare to hesitate and nodded hurriedly.

When I came to Cining Palace, it was far from being as festive as I imagined.

Yuqing was dressed in a gorgeous dress and half lying on the chaise longue. The original delicate makeup on the face was half washed away by two lines of tears at this time. Her eyes were blank and her face was pale and ugly. His breathing was very light, his whole body was weak, and he didn't pay attention to anyone who came.

"Master, Imperial Doctor Luo is here, let him take your pulse." Xiao Yunzi stepped forward and coaxed cautiously.

However, Yuqing didn't nod or shake her head, and she didn't even tremble her eyelashes. Completely indifferent to Xiao Yunzi's words.

I don't know what happened to Yuqing, but I subconsciously looked along her weak arm, only to find that under her fingertips, there was a letterhead.

From a distance, it looks like the handwriting of a crane.

So, I stepped forward and picked it up. However, just by reading the first sentence, my whole soul felt like I had fallen into hell.

- The queen mother is above, and I hope to forgive my son and say goodbye without saying goodbye.

Say goodbye without saying goodbye......

On such a day of great celebration, say goodbye!

I carefully read every word on the letterhead, and then I understood why Yuqing was so lost at this time.

For the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty and the people of the world, the enthronement ceremony and the disappearance of the new emperor were unlucky. For the twenty-eight-year-old Empress Dowager Yuqing in Cining Palace, after losing her husband, she once again lost the most important man in her life.

What she cared about, what she insisted on, was just a phantom in the end.

……

I carefully folded the letterhead and began to take Yuqing's pulse. Although Yuqing's pulse was a little weaker, it was normal. And her symptoms at this time are just heart disease.

- Qing'er, I know you're sad. But when children grow up, they always have their own ideas. Today is the enthronement ceremony, and the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty are still waiting outside. You have to think of a way to get through this difficult time first.

- Qing'er, He'er just has a knot in her heart. In the long run, he will be able to think clearly. He has been sensible since he was a child, and he will not be willing to leave you alone. If you endure it, he will come back.

- Qing'er, you still have Yi'er, and Yan'er, don't you? These two kids are no worse than the Crane guys.

- Qing'er, this world was exchanged for the life of the emperor. If you are so depressed, how will you see him in the future?

In order to persuade her, I wrote numb with both hands and strokes. And Xiao Yunzi was on the side, conveying my meaning to Yuqing word by word, and she also conveyed it with a dry mouth.

It wasn't until I moved out of the former emperor that Yuqing's listless eyes moved.

It's like waking up from a long sleep, and suddenly it's like the world.

"He saved the country with his life," Yuqing muttered, "but he put all the mess on me." ”

After that, she used all her strength to prop herself up, "He'er, he is really similar to his father!" His father always thought that I could turn the tide on my own, which is why I have been so reckless and insistent on going my own way for so many years.

The same is true for cranes today. I was ready to leave early in the morning, but I didn't give me a fatal blow until the day of the enthronement ceremony! ”

- Don't be afraid! You've got rocks. Although He'er is gone, Yan'er is not bad. He is the only heir of the former emperor who can inherit the unification, and no one will dare to question the civil and military affairs of the Manchu Dynasty.

"Yan'er? He doesn't want to......" Yuqing raised his eyes and looked at me, "Do you think I'm willing to languish?" Am I willing to live up to Wen Renqingcang's life?

After seeing He'er's book, I immediately summoned Yan'er. As a political king, as the only heir that the former emperor can find now, he does have a responsibility that cannot be shirked.

However, he actually said no to me! He said that he was not in good health and could not take on this great responsibility. Scold...... Do you know? I treated him as if he were my own, and I raised him so big, and this was the first time he said no to me. ”

I listened to Yuqing's words, and subconsciously looked at the wild goose standing on the side. Seeing Yan Li nodding at me, I believed that what Yuqing said was the truth, not with us.

So, I hurriedly wrote:

- Yan'er has asthma, so he really can't overwork. If he had been willing, he would have solved the problem. Now that he is unwilling, we can't force it.

"That's it," Yuqing smiled bitterly, "What enthronement ceremony?" To hell with it! Xiao Yunzi, passing on the will of the mourning family: Long live Ye Yunhe has a knot in his heart, spontaneously goes out to travel, and guards filial piety for the emperor, and the return date is undecided. The prince is in poor health and should not be overworked. Today's enthronement ceremony was canceled, and the Tanglin Kingdom was temporarily handled by the mourning family. ”

"Yes, master."

Although Yuqing's words were said simply, a pair of eyes were extremely firm. But the crystal clear drops in the eyes are really distressing.

She is far from being as strong as she imagined.

"Suddenly I really want to drink, how about accompanying me?" Just thinking about it, Yuqing suddenly looked at me and asked with a smile, "Today's situation is perfect for drinking." ”

After speaking, without waiting for me to nod, she instructed the person beside her, "Go, bring the peach blossom wine brewed by the Mourning family a few years ago." How many move as many as you want! The mourning family wants to be with their brother today, and they will rest when they get drunk! ”

……

In the main hall of the huge Cining Palace, in addition to me and Yuqing, only two cronies Hua Jing and Hua Rou were left. The rest of the people either went to deal with the aftermath of the enthronement ceremony, or they were sent out by Yuqing.

Yuqing and I sat side by side, glass after glass of peach blossom wine sent to our mouths.

After three rounds of drinking, Yuqing, who had been reckless for a long time, finally cried like a little girl.

"You all think, you all think that I am sad because the new emperor who is about to ascend the throne will not say goodbye...... But you don't know, in my heart, he is a son first, and an emperor second. ”

Yuqing's tears, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a waterfall, "After reading his book, although my heart hurts, I want to handle everything properly."

But it was only later that I realized that I was just a woman. Even if I have done many things for Qingcang by turning the tide, and have done many ruthless methods, I will eventually have times when I am weak. ”

"Brother Russell, what am I doing wrong? Why do I have to have such a rough life in this life? Why, every time I think I'm about to finish my life, I'm constantly losing.

Loss of mother, loss of childhood sisters, loss of lovers, loss of children. Others look at me gracefully and luxuriously, and thousands of people admire me. But at the end of the day, I'm just a wretched wretch.

Brother Russell...... I have nothing left...... Nothing left......"

The more Yu Qing spoke, the more excited she became, and her drinking movements became much bigger. The neckline was so wet that I couldn't tell if it was the wine that I had accidentally spilled or the tears that had fallen.

I have an empty mouth, but no tongue. So, there is simply no way to give her verbal comfort at such a time.

Not to mention that I didn't have the heart to write those words slowly, and even if I did, she might not be able to see it.

So, I didn't care about the presence of Huajing and Huarou sisters. He just hugged Yuqing into his arms and patted her back gently. The mouth opened and closed, and he said silently:

- Don't cry, don't cry.

Don't cry.

Perhaps, Yuqing has not received a hug for a long time. When I hugged her, all her strength and defensiveness were removed.

She clutched at my clothes and kept asking me "why...... Why...... Why did the crane leave me? He's such a sensible child, can't he see how difficult my situation is?

Don't...... I don't know if my heart hurts and I panic when I am separated from him? He's the meat of my heart! How could he ...... How can you leave me so happily? ”

I have no way to answer Yuqing's question, because even I don't have an answer to why Yunhe left like this.

So, only keep patting her on the back and coaxing her in this way to calm her down.

Yuqing was crying while telling me about the pain in her heart.

She took me through the memories we had over and over again, and for the first time let me know the loneliness in her heart where I didn't know.

It is precisely because of these memories that I realized that those young and wanton publicity were so far away from us.

The babbling lady who loves to be coquettish and messy when she has nothing to do. The snarky boy who wanted to compete with her in words when he saw her. It turns out that there can be such a quiet moment, hugging each other, supporting each other, and accompanying each other.

Scold......

If this kind of dependence was the same as before, I wouldn't dare to think about it, would I?

Gradually, gradually, she was tired of crying. The originally excited voice slowly deepened.

I still patted her gently, not with my nasal cavity to hum mmmm

Until, her breathing became more and more even. I looked down and realized that she had fallen asleep. It's just that she doesn't sleep well.

His brow furrowed, and his long eyelashes were covered with tears.

I beckoned to Hua Jing and Hua Rou, and motioned for them to come over and help Yuqing to rest.

Of course, just as she was about to leave my arms. She suddenly stretched out her hands and grabbed my clothes tightly...... Brother Russell...... Don't you go...... I...... I have nothing, don't go, don't leave me...... I don't want ...... Don't stay here alone......"

I listened to Yuqing's intermittent muttering, and my heart suddenly became sour.

So, I had to continue to pat her back and coax her.

Good!

Qing'er, I'm not leaving!

Qiaohui and I won't leave!

In this life, as long as I am alive, my wife and children and I will be in the capital and accompany you.

Your father, your brother, and the first emperor, Yunhe, and sister Zhihua...... They promised you but couldn't give you company, and I'll give it back to you for them, okay?