Since that day, Qing'er and I have completely turned faces.

This time, I not only lost the trust of Qing'er and the child, but also became the enemy of the entire Kunning Palace.

I don't have a clue what to do next or how to do it. He only trapped himself in a secret passage and drank all day long, living in resentment and self-blame.

I resented my father's partiality back then, which made me end up like this. I blame myself...... blamed himself for doing so many things to hurt Qing'er for the so-called revenge and seizure of the throne.

I'm a human being, a man of flesh and blood. What Qing'er said to me, how could I not take it to heart? It's just that...... I've already started, how can I stop?

It's just that bad luck isn't necessarily all on my side.

Not long after I turned my face with Qing'er, Wen Renqing's eyes were injured. The Zhuang family, who was friendly with Jin'er at the beginning and later took refuge with Qing'er, did me a great favor.

When the queen mother heard the news from Aunt Nianci, she could no longer sit still, and rushed back from the secret passage overnight. Fortunately, I didn't know about the grievances with Qing'er, so in order to avoid the queen mother, I sneaked into the Kunning Palace and lived with Nian Yi before the queen mother returned to the Forbidden City.

And Qing'er was very busy because of the news of people, and she didn't take care of me for a while. I hid in the side hall of Kunning Palace day and night, sometimes teaching me to write, and sometimes I drunk myself.

As for Wen Renqing, I don't care.

With her mother here, she has her own way to deal with it. What about me? I always feel haggard, I don't want to care about anything, I don't want to do anything. It seems that there is no hope for the future. For the dragon chair, there is no such strong possessiveness as before.

After the queen mother returned to the Forbidden City, she could only temporarily live in the secret room. In order to let me rest better at night, and to be able to come to see me without suspicion, she still ordered someone to prescribe the chronic medicine that made people drowsy.

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That night, as usual, I drunk myself in the room of remembrance. The queen mother, worried about me, quietly walked out of the secret passage.

"Xuan'er!" She snatched my flask from me, and looked like she hated that iron could not be made of steel, "How long are you going to torture yourself!" ”

"Torture?" I frowned, "How can drinking and enjoying yourself be tortured?" ”

With that, I pointed to the flask in the queen mother's hand and said, "Come, queen mother, sit down and drink with me." ”

"Wen Renqingcang's eye injury has not healed so far, and it is a good time for us to do it! Xuan'er, at this time, you need to cheer up and lead the black evil to take revenge! Instead of being here with wine all day long! ”

"Shhhh She was already making trouble, and she had just fallen asleep, and she hadn't fallen asleep yet. ”

Seeing me like this, the queen mother shook her head helplessly, "Don't worry, the medicine I gave her is not so bad!" She has already formed a dependence these days, and she will definitely not wake up until tomorrow morning. ”

After that, she glanced at Nian Yi again and asked, "Nian Yi, that girl is sleeping indecently, are you still safe to rest here at night?"

I sneered and snatched the flask from my mother's hand. In order to prevent her from nagging anymore, she pretended to pick up the wine glass and drank wine.

Seeing this, the queen mother couldn't help but say, "There are still many rooms over there in Cining Palace, as long as you want, you can just pack up one and ......"

"No need" I came to remember that I lived here, just to avoid her nagging. If you really go to Cining Palace to find a room to live in, wouldn't you be caught in the net?

So, I made an excuse at random: "Our plan has reached a critical juncture, but don't spoil the big thing because of the greed for pleasure for a while." ”

"You still know that this is a critical time, and you know that you can't spoil a big deal because of your greed for pleasure!" The queen mother glared at me and said sharply, "If I hadn't heard you talk about it with my own ears, I would have thought you were going to get yourself drunk in fine wine!" ”

"Or else?" I asked lightly, "What else can I do but drink at a time like this?" Does the Queen Mother want me to carry my sword and go to find the man and cut off his head? Queen Mother, don't forget, Yunhe is still alive. Even if Wenren Qingcang died, it should be the crown prince who ascended the throne, and it has nothing to do with your good grandson Yun'an! ”

When the queen mother heard this, she sighed, "Hey, in the end, it's all my own fault for not being able to bear it, otherwise, you don't have to work so hard." ”

"Hard?" When I heard this, I sneered again, "Compared to the torment and torture I have suffered since I was a child, what kind of suffering is this?" ”

I don't want to talk about the past over and over again, and I don't want to tell people about how hard I've been. But no, the queen mother likes to listen to it. If I don't say these words, she will keep repeating them in front of me. Until...... I vowed never to drink again, and then cheered myself up until she was looking for it.

"Son, the queen mother knows that you are suffering."

When the queen mother heard my words, she was immediately very moved. In a very loving and gentle voice, she brought up the events of that year again. said that she was bitter in her heart, and said that she never imagined that her father would be charmed like this, and killed me in order to hear people.

said that she was stupid back then, didn't know how to protect me, and raised Wen Ren Qingcang. Said that she would not plan, and that she was already in the boat when she knew everything.

I'm tired of hearing these words, but I still have to listen to them patiently. I know the queen mother's temperament too well, but whenever I have half a perfunctory sentence, she will multiply the bitterness in her heart.

Fortunately, I'm drinking wine now, slightly drunk. I'll go in through my left ear and out my right ear when she says it.

I don't know how long it has been, and I can't remember what the queen mother said. I only heard her say and talk, so I put my hand on my hand, and I vaguely heard her say, "The queen mother has been breathing for all these years, and she has worked hard for this day." ”

Even though I didn't listen to the queen mother's words, it can be seen that the queen mother is looking at me expectantly, I still comfort her according to the previous words, "Don't worry, the queen mother, I will ask for it back twice as much when I hear that the royal family owes us mother and son!" ”

After all, my mind flashed back to what my father had done to me when I was young. So, he added, "Didn't my father poison me just to hear people?" I will always let people taste that taste! ”

When the queen mother heard this, her face was full of relief, "If you can think like this, the queen mother will be relieved." Now that his eyes have not healed, it is a good opportunity to do it! You...... When exactly are you going to do it? ”

After that, she said again, "I have thought about the problem you are worried about, even if Wen Ren Qingcang dies, it will not be a big problem if Yun An cannot ascend the throne smoothly!" Let's let Wenren Yunhe sit on the dragon chair, and after a year or two, let's do another child against him, it's much easier to deal with than Wenren Qingcang! ”

"The queen mother ...... "What I am most afraid of is that the queen mother asks me when to do it." So, he hurriedly ordered the eviction of customers, "You go back to rest early, just leave these things to your son." ”

It's a pity that the queen mother has already seen through my thoughts. She not only heard the perfunctory words in my words, but also planned to force me to move forward step by step, "Son, the matter of Yunhe last time has already shocked the snake!" If you don't take advantage of the fact that you are too busy to take care of yourself, you will be defeated! ”

"Queen Mother's ......"

"If you don't want to kill the Wenren Qingcang, and first hold Yunhe to succeed to the throne, then attack Yunhe!"

"Queen Mother, listen to me......"

"Looking around, there are only a few children under the name of Wen Renqingcang! Yunhe is the eldest son and the crown prince, and he is our biggest trouble. Before I could finish speaking, the queen mother began to analyze again, "Xuan'er...... Now that he has been injured, he has no time to take care of himself. And Qing'er was also busy in the dark in order to hear people's talents.

Let's take this opportunity to do it again! As long as he takes his life, he is not afraid that he will not become the crown prince if he hears that people will not become the prince. After all, that Yunyan has never been profitable since he was a child, so he is not afraid. ”

After finishing speaking, the queen mother said, "The queen mother has thought about it, if you don't kill the Wenren Qingcang, you will kill Yunhe instead, maybe it will be better for us!" Kill Yunhe, and then let our people fan the flames in the court, and force him to abdicate on the grounds of his disability, it's easy! At that time, through Yun'an! Turning your hands into clouds and covering your hands into rain is a matter of your words. ”

I listened to the words of the queen mother, and my heart became more and more irritable, "The queen mother said that these sons know it, but now is not the time!" ”

"Isn't it time?" The queen mother shook her head helplessly, and her tone became impatient with my impatience, "Today, the time and place are favorable, and the people are on our side!" If you don't do it now, when?

Taking advantage of Qing'er's resentment against Wenren Qingcang, he should do it! Is it possible, do you have to wait for Nian Yi to shake you out, wait for Qing'er to discover all your thoughts, and stand with Wenren Qingcang, before you are satisfied! ”

Wait? Where to wait!

She already knew what I was thinking!

She is now working so hard to go back and forth between the Heart Cultivation Hall and the Kunning Palace, isn't it still standing with Wenren Qingcang?

Thinking of this, I was slightly angry in my heart, "What can Qing'er do if she knows?" In terms of martial arts, her martial arts are taught by me. In terms of scheming, she was led by the nose by the queen mother. ”

After that, I said in a daze, "Even if she knows everything, she can only be obediently at my mercy." ”

When the queen mother saw me like this, she felt that I was too confident, "You haven't found the secret book of the Murong family's martial arts so far, don't take it lightly!" ”

After that, the queen mother guessed wildly. It may not be for nothing that I have gone to the frontier again and again without success! The martial arts secret that I have never found may have been handed over to Qing'er by Murong Fierce Wind a long time ago.

When I heard this, my heart trembled slightly.

Although the secret is still just a guess in Qing'er's hands, this matter is inseparable. I was afraid that the queen mother would believe her guess and do something to Qing'er. So he hurriedly said, "The queen mother is too worried, I will do it as soon as possible." ”

When the queen mother heard this, she also knew that it was useless to say more. So, he sighed, "The queen mother knows that you live in Kunning Palace, and she wants to be closer to Qing'er." But such proximity always comes at a price. ”

After that, the queen mother glanced at me before continuing, "This secret passage not only leads to Cining Palace, but also to Mount Emei. No matter what you do in the future, it's still very useful.

You don't want to expose it because of your own personal feelings! ”

After speaking, the queen mother warned me again, "Xuan'er, you don't have to do things that outweigh the losses." ”

Since the queen mother came out of the secret passage, she has been thinking in my ears for nearly an hour. As I drank, I listened to these words, which made my ears calloused, and I felt more and more bored. So, only the queen mother was a non-existent person, and let her speak by herself, while I continued to drink my wine.

But just when the queen mother kept persuading me to do it earlier. I suddenly felt a very sad gaze shooting at me under the bed of Remembrance! As a result, the whole person sobered up a lot.

It's Qing'er! It had to be her!

That feeling of desolation and despair, I had seen countless times in her eyes. You can't go wrong...... You can't go wrong......

How did she come? And appeared under Qing'er's bed? How did she know about the existence of the secret passage? Could it be that she was told by Wen Ren Qingcang?

I had all kinds of doubts in my heart, but in order not to let the queen mother find out about her existence, I had to resist the urge to see her and continue to sit.

And the queen mother, after saying her own words, found that I had not responded to her for a long time. So in a moment's hurry, he snatched my wine glass, "Enough!" ”

I came back to my senses slightly, looked at the queen mother, and found that she was also staring at me, with helplessness in her eyes, "Zhizi Mo Ruomu, you are the child born to the queen mother in October, how can I not understand you?" You're drinking to kill your sorrows now, but it's just because of Qing'er! ”

After that, the queen mother said, "I understand your heart for Qing'er, but now I am here to say something ugly, you and Qing'er are absolutely impossible!" ”

If it were Fang Cai, I would have wanted to get myself drunk at once, and then escape the mother's curse once and for all. But now, if the eyes under the bed of Nian Yi are not scattered, how dare I let the queen mother leave easily?

The queen mother already has an opinion about Qing'er, and Qing'er is just a chess piece to her! If the queen mother knew that Qing'er was staring at us not far away, she would have listened to her thoughts. She will definitely force me on the spot and cut off Qing'er's head!

So, I had to force myself to be sober, and sober up a little more" The queen mother is really old, and the same words have been said back and forth countless times. ”

"Xuan'er!"

"Qing'er is the mother of my child! One day! She will approve of everything I do...... Will be my woman completely! Ignoring the shock of the queen mother, I said the words from the bottom of my heart word by word.

First, it is to make Qing'er more aware of my determination. Second, I knew that these words would anger the queen mother, so that the queen mother would continue to entangle with me about it.

Sure enough, after listening to my words, the queen mother immediately scolded me, "Bastard thing! She is the mother of your children and your sister! Your own sister! ”