"Since the queen mother knows that Qing'er is my own sister, why did she bother to let me get close to her in the first place?" I looked at the queen mother, and my voice was extremely cold, "My son can have today, all thanks to the queen mother!" ”

"You...... Are you blaming me? When the queen mother heard my words, she couldn't help but be a little at a loss, "Everything I do is for your good!" I admit that I didn't tell you Qing'er's true identity at the beginning, and I didn't think about it when I let you fall in love.

But Xuan'er, how did you let me tell you at the beginning that you also have a sister! That sister is the child born to me and Murong Qiangfeng? I can't say it, Xuan'er! But please believe me, if I had known from the beginning that you would be in love with Qing'er, I would not have let you meet her! ”

At this point, the queen mother's face was full of tears. In order to persuade me to give up Qing'er, take advantage of the great opportunity to do it. She even mentioned the incident when I was killed by my father, to stimulate my already troubled heart.

She said that she was once unfavored, that she lived a life worse than death after I left, and that she and Murong Liefeng gave birth to Qing'er, all in order to pave the way for me to avenge and seize the throne.

Her words were ruthless and straightforward, and I was afraid that Qing'er would be cranky after hearing it. So, he finally opened his mouth, "Queen Mother...... It's all old things, what to do with it. ”

"If I don't tell me, how do you know how bitter my heart is?" The queen mother became more and more excited, and her whole body trembled, "How do you know, how long have I waited for this day!"

Ignoring my persuasion, she must have told all the resentments buried in her heart.

I wanted to stop her, but I was afraid that she would run into Qing'er with her sleeves up. I had to endure the entanglement in my heart and the unhappiness, and listened to her repeat the bitterness in her heart again and again.

I have always known that it is not easy for the queen mother, a queen who has lost the power of her mother's family, without her biological son by her side, let alone the favor of her husband. In the past few decades, if it weren't for the fact that there was the Murong family standing behind her, and she raised Wen Ren Qingcang under her knees, and she didn't like to fight with others on weekdays, I'm afraid she wouldn't have lived today.

I feel sorry for what happened to my mother and what she has done to me, and I also know the pain in her heart. But I never imagined that she would complain about so many people.

She complained about her father's partiality and wanted to take my life. The complaining man Qingcang has usurped my throne and lived a life above ten thousand people. Resentful Murong Fierce Wind refused to help and refused to give me the secret. She didn't connect with her mother and daughter, and became a pawn who obeyed her words. Blame me...... I was moved by Qing'er. She also blames herself, unable to do anything about many things.

And among these people, her father is her love, Wen Ren Qingcang is raised by her, and Qing'er and I are her children. No matter how resentful you are, your heart is still different after all. Only Murong Qiangfeng, his approach was the most puzzling to the queen mother. The queen mother also hated him the most.

In the heart of the queen mother, Murong Fierce Wind can not only teach me what he has learned all his life, but also use his own power to help me take revenge and seize the throne! No matter how bad it is, you can also give me the secrets of martial arts. However, Murong Liefeng not only did not take into account his old relationship with his mother, but also dissuaded his mother many times. The queen mother always felt that if it weren't for Murong Qiangfeng's indifference, the person sitting on the dragon chair now should be me.

I don't want the queen mother to count her father in front of Qing'er, even if the queen mother doesn't know that Qing'er is here. So, I raised my voice again and said softly, "Queen Mother, my father-in-law is no longer alive, so I don't have to say some things again." ”

After that, I lowered my head, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, "My father-in-law has done his best for me over the years, and in the final analysis, our mother and son can't live with the Murong family." ”

"I think you were fascinated by Qing'er, so you said this!" The queen mother glared at me and didn't agree with my words, "Murong Liefeng is good to you because he owes me!" If Murong Fierce Wind really feels sorry for you, why hasn't he shown you half a glance at that martial arts secret book? ”

I listened to my mother's words, and finally chose to be silent.

For one, it's that I don't want to continue the conversation. I don't want Qing'er to know how much I want that secret book.

Second, it is because in the heart of the queen mother, the resentment towards Murong Gale has long been deep in the bone marrow. No matter how much Murong Liefeng had paid for her and me, she felt that was what Murong Liefeng should do. Because, Murong Qiangfeng loved her and made a promise to her to protect her.

I look at the resentment in my mother's eyes whenever she mentions Murong Gale Wind, and I always think, has the Queen Mother ever had Murong Gale in her heart? If not, how could she take everything for granted. If so, how could she be so ruthless.

Of course, when it comes to ruthlessness, I'm on par with my mother. Whether it is to Murong Qiangfeng or Qing'er, I have never been merciful. But I always thought that I was different from my mother. She is a woman after all, and her heart should not be so hard.

Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, the queen mother sighed again and gently coaxed me, "Child, it's not that the queen mother is ruthless, but that you have to recognize the current situation." ”

After that, she looked at me deeply, "Qing'er is Yun'an's mother and my daughter. I can understand your distress and love for her, but I will never understand the rest of your relationship with her. ”

After speaking, she looked at the wine glass in my hand, but her mind flew far away, "Back then, I drank fertility pills and took advantage of Murong Qiangfeng's feelings for me to get pregnant. I thought, if you give birth to a boy, I will let him be your personal bodyguard and accompany you in the world......"

Speaking of this, the queen mother slowed down her tone slightly, "If it's a girl, let her enter the palace and become a pawn for your revenge!" So, this child has always been there for you. You can take advantage of her, but you can't love her! ”

"Queen Mother, Qing'er is your daughter after all. You...... I have to feel sorry for her. "I listened to my mother's words, and suddenly remembered the first time I met Qing'er, when she was very persistent about her life experience. I guess she must be curious to know who her mother is, right?

Now she is under the bed of Nian Yi, listening to the words of the queen mother, and finally knows her life experience. Can...... With her heart, how could she accept this unprepared fact.

Especially...... When I finally learned about my life experience, I found that I was simply an unloved and superfluous person.

"Distressed! How could I not feel sorry for her? She was conceived and born in October! When the queen mother heard my questioning, she immediately retorted, "You don't know, when she was born, she was as clean as glass and extremely beautiful." I like her so much that I can't wait to keep her around several times. But Xuan'er, those likes and loves for Qing'er are going to be worn out. Because Qing'er is not worth mentioning compared to you.

She needs a strong mother, a noble identity. Only in this way can she be taught well and enter the palace draft. Handing her over to Murong Qiangfeng can not only make her suffer less, but also check and balance the General's Mansion, forcing him to help our mother and son in the future, and save you from fighting alone. And most importantly...... I know Murong Qiangfeng, he will treat Qing'er well, he will! ”

After speaking, the queen mother sighed, and her tone became very sour, "It turns out that my guess is correct. Murong Liefeng loves Qing'er in every way, and he will give Qing'er whatever she wants. And Qing'er is also growing up day by day and has become a rare beauty.

She met Wenren Qingcang under my design, and then entered the palace. I asked Jin'er to instigate her to follow Wenren Qingcang, which made her resentment towards Wenren Qingcang deeper and deeper. Everything is going according to what I envisioned......"

Speaking of this, the queen mother suddenly smiled bitterly, "Heh...... Hehe...... If you want to ask me, why are we still in such a passive position so many times when everything is going according to what I envisioned! I will tell you, I did a lot of calculations, but I didn't expect Qing'er to love people so much. I didn't expect that you would be tempted by your own sister! ”

I don't know how to respond to the queen mother, and I always feel that this kind of topic is a little embarrassing. After all...... I can't control my mind anymore. If I had to promise my mother that I would never have any more dealings with Qing'er in the future, I would not be able to do it.

In addition, the queen mother also poured a lot of wine into her mouth when I was drinking. Now she is a little open-mouthed, what to say and what not to say...... She didn't think about it at all. I only know how to use grievances to achieve my goals. I don't want to listen to her more, and I don't want Qing'er to hear more secrets

So, I gently said, "Queen Mother...... It's getting dark......"

It's getting late.

Qing'er, you should also go.

But who knows, the mother and Qing'er, no one received my love. One of them continued to hide, wanting to hear more. One continued to tell about his bitterness over the years, "Xuan'er, you have to understand! Whether it is Jin'er or Qing'er, their existence is not to be your shackle, but a stepping stone for you to seize the country! ”

After that, the queen mother's eyes became more and more serious, "Today, I have said everything that should be said and what should not be said." I know you're actually impatient. But Xuan'er, I still have to tell you, you can't have any extravagant hopes for Qing'er in the future! She's your sister! Your own sister! ”

After speaking, the queen mother changed her tone to another one.

Some are harsh, some are helpless.

"In this world, there is no woman who is willing to abandon her courtesy, righteousness and shame, and be a sinner through the ages to live with others! But the queen mother not only did everything she shouldn't have done for you, but also gave birth to a son! Right now...... You should be sympathetic to me, and you should have made a break earlier. ”

"Queen Mother, I know what you have to say, the hour is not early, go back and rest early." I spoke again and told the queen mother to go back.

Even though I really wanted to drag Qing'er for a while, the three words of my sister in the mouth of the queen mother were like lightning, and they slashed at my heart without hesitation.

Dear sister! What about my sister?

As long as I fall in love, I don't feel like I'm wrong!

However, my mother, who has always been very accommodating, is like a demon today. No matter how much I tried to chase her, she wouldn't look at leaving. On the contrary, there are words in my mouth, and it seems that what I am doing now is extremely unfilial.

"Don't think I don't know, the reason why you haven't wanted to do it again until now is just because you're afraid that Qing'er will hate you!"

"Yes......" I saw that my mother had to debunk my thoughts, so I simply admitted, "I am afraid that she will hate me!" If I confess that it makes you feel good, what do you want to know and I will tell you? ”

"Bastard! You are a person with big ambitions, do you want to give up your future for the sake of a woman? ”

The Queen Mother knew my mind early on, but she didn't expect me to admit it so simply. So, my heart was ruthless, "Xuan'er, I originally felt sorry for Qing'er." I also remember that she gave birth to an heir for you, and I plan to let her enjoy the glory and wealth when the great cause is accomplished. ”

Speaking of this, the queen mother suddenly changed her words, "But...... If her presence gets in the way of my son, then I have nothing but ......."

"Enough!"

Coerce! The queen mother's favorite is this trick!

All she wanted to say was ...... If I refuse to do anything for Qing'er's sake, she will take Qing'er's life!

One is my mother, the other is the person I love, why do you have to force me to do such a difficult thing!

I stared at the queen mother and said word by word, "Queen mother, you have always lived only for your own purposes, how can you ever think about our descendants?" I know that you are clever and have been planning for thirty years for the sake of the great cause!

I also know that you are wronged in your heart, and your life is very hard! So...... Whether it's for Jin'er or Yunhe, I can bear everything you do! But the queen mother, you shouldn't have the idea of poisoning Qing'er! ”

"The Queen Mother is doing this for you!" When the queen mother heard this, she immediately retorted, "To seize the country and get back everything that originally belonged to you, this is the wish of our mother and son for nearly 30 years, isn't it?"

Why now, when things involve Qing'er, everything has become wishful thinking on my part? You tell me, don't you want to achieve a thousand years of hegemony! Or is it ...... You don't want revenge, you don't want to live a life above 10,000 people! ”

"Yes! I didn't want to!" I followed the words of the queen mother and replied, "It's not just you who feel bitter in my heart all these years, but also me!" ”

"In that case, why are you still ......?"

"But the price we paid was too great!" I didn't let the queen mother continue to finish speaking, but interrupted her and said, "This hegemony has ruined my father-in-law, Jin'er, Qing'er, me, and you!" ”

Take revenge and seize the throne, kill the people who heard it, and let the dead father and emperor see the sins he created! I think about it, I dream of it! Even before today, although I was still hesitating, I had not stopped my determination to kill the Wenren Qingcang.

But at this moment, in front of the queen mother and Qing'er, I suddenly felt that I had done something wrong for so many years. The one who kills me is my father, and the one who takes everything from me is the one who hears the sky...... Therefore, my hatred should not involve Qing'er and a few children.

I can do it another way, a way to protect Qing'er and the child, and to be able to hear the sky with my hands. I can appease my mother, but I can not hurt the woman I love......