If, I mean if.

If all the methods of revenge involve Qing'er, then I would rather let the bitterness in my heart not be explained for the rest of my life. will definitely not let Qing'er be hurt again because of this matter.

Thinking of this, I raised my head again and looked at the queen mother, "Falling in love with my own sister is indeed something that makes people all over the world laugh!" But queen mother, do you think your son is willing? ”

The queen mother looked at me and felt distressed, "Xuan'er ......"

"When I fell in love with her, I didn't know where she came from. If I had known from the beginning that the woman I was approaching was my sister, I would never have had such thoughts. But now, I'm in love with her and have a child with her. What do you want me to do? What to do! ”

When the queen mother heard my words, she was very distressed. The distress overflowed from my eyes, almost making me think that she would let me go and stop meddling in my affairs.

But who knows, she still made up her mind in the end, "I didn't know before, so it is inevitable to make mistakes." But now that we know her background, we can't make mistakes again and again! Xuan'er, you can't continue to love her, can't! ”

"I can't love her? Scold...... I can't love her! "I felt a pain in my heart, so I couldn't care about the face of the queen mother anymore, and directly debunked her" The queen mother has lived in the harem for nearly forty years, and her eyeliner is all over the Forbidden City. I don't believe it, you don't know anything about my mind! Now that I can't love her, why didn't I stop it before? ”

After that, I smiled bitterly and said, "When Qing'er was pregnant, didn't you also doubt it!" Jin'er also specially reminded you about this matter, saying that she suspected that it was my child! You keep saying that she is my own sister and I can't be with her! Then you dare to swear to God, when you knew that she was pregnant with my child, didn't you take advantage of me and her? ”

"Bastard!" The queen mother's chest rose one after another, and she trembled with anger, "You blame me!" Blame me for not stopping you sooner! Blame me for not telling you the truth! But you are my son, why have you never thought about my suffering?

I have doubted Qing'er's belly, and I also know that Yun'an is your flesh and blood. But what did I let her give birth to Yun'an for, don't you know? If you want to take revenge and seize the throne as the eldest prince, it is more difficult than ascending to the sky!

We've been planning for so many years, and we can do it to Wen Renqingcang a long time ago. The reason why it has dragged on until now is because the name is not justified, and no one will recognize a prince who has disappeared for more than 30 years. No matter how difficult it is, we have to do it too! We can't live in secret!

We've been standing still for so many years! Coincidentally, at this time, Jin'er came to tell me and tell me your intentions for Qing'er. You say, how can I risk the child in her womb? That's my grandson!

He has your blood in his veins, but he calls people to be his father. In the eyes of the people of the world, he is the son of Wenrenqing. With him, even if you don't be recognized by others, what's the matter? Xuan'er, I don't need to say much about the powerful relationship here, you should also understand! ”

After that, the queen mother eased her emotions a little, "I know that you are afraid that you will not be able to live with Qing'er, so you have not done it for a long time." Now, you and I each take a step back! I won't do anything to Nian Yi, and I won't do anything to Qing'er. But you, you must find the most appropriate time to do Yunhe! ”

When I heard this, I couldn't help but sneer in my heart.

Good one step back!

Nian Yi is a person who has never thought of moving from the beginning to the present. The queen mother is smart, and inconsequential people can use it as a bargaining chip.

And Qing'er ......

The queen mother had already said that as long as I listened to her well, she would let Qing'er go. From taking Qing'er to blackmail me, and then taking the initiative to say that Qing'er should be let go, it's just the mother's thoughts, how can I give in?

If it is a real concession, she will no longer use Qing'er's life to threaten me, and she will not force me to do it at this time!

Queen Mother, you are so ruthless.

Thinking of this, my heart suddenly became cold. So he said to his mother without raising his head: "Yunhe's life is big!" ”

Yunhe's life is big, I can't kill him.

I don't want to kill him.

At least for now, I'm reluctant to do it.

"No matter how big your life is, it's a person!" The queen mother was noncommittal to my statement: "If you can't kill it once, kill it a second time!" ”

After speaking, the queen mother grabbed my hand, and her attitude became more and more resolute, "Xuan'er, Yunhe must die!" Only when he dies, the world belongs to you and Yun'an. And the suffering of the queen mother over the years is worth it! ”

Scold......

The world belongs to my Yun'an, and it is also the queen mother.

What about Qing'er?

I helplessly pulled the corners of my mouth, "Queen Mother, the future you envision has you, me, and Yun'an." So...... Where's Qing'er......"

Tell me, what should Qing'er do?

Queen Mother, if I do what you say, will Qing'er really have a way to live? Even if she had, she would hate me, wouldn't she? She will never forgive me for the rest of her life......

"Silly boy!" The queen mother still refused to let go, and said to me, "If you are willing to let go of your obsession with her, and she is willing to be at our mercy, then the queen mother can spare her life!" If she refuses to ......"

"If she refuses, will the Queen Mother kill her?" I looked up at my mother, my face full of sincerity, just waiting for her answer.

Even though I knew that was exactly what she thought in her heart, I wondered if she dared to speak her mind! Tell me about it, tell it to Qing'er.

"Xuan'er" The queen mother stared at me deadly, and the firmness in her eyes was very similar to when Qing'er refused to join forces with me, "You know my thoughts, why bother forcing me to say those heartless words in person." ”

"Really?" I pulled the corners of my mouth and said with a bitter smile, "The queen mother can be dishonest with her son, but the son can't hide it from the queen mother." Since our mother and son have talked about this today, I am not afraid to tell you...... Since falling in love with Qing'er, I suddenly felt that these thousands of miles of mountains and rivers are simply not worth mentioning compared to her. ”

So, I don't want to live your way anymore!

"Bastard thing!" The queen mother suddenly roared, eager to tear me to pieces, "We have endured for many years, and it is not easy to get to where we are today!" Right now...... Now you actually have the idea of giving up for the sake of a woman? ”

She stared at me, biting every word very hard: "You forgot the tears that your mother shed for you all night!" Have you forgotten how you managed to survive! ”

The queen mother's words left me speechless.

Of course, I can't forget the tears of my mother, and I can't forget everything that happened to me back then. But what if you can't forget it? Could it be that just because I can't forget a sentence, I want Qing'er to resent me for the rest of my life?

I really couldn't find a proper excuse to deal with her, I just felt that whatever I said was actually wrong. So, I had to be silent and let the queen mother vent.

The queen mother said a lot of things back then, but she couldn't wait for my answer after all. So, he simply put down the words and said, "Xuan'er, you are drunk." The queen mother won't take what you say to heart tonight, I just hope that when you wake up tomorrow morning, you can reflect on what you have done! ”

"Queen Mother, why are you pushing me so much?" I was slumped in the chair, and my voice was very weak, "As long as you are willing to fulfill me and Qing'er, no one in the world knows that we are brothers and sisters." ”

What's more, we already have children, don't we? Yun An was born cute and sound...... In this world, what is better than a happy family living together?

"You're dreaming!" The queen mother listened to my words, got up suddenly, and looked at me condescendingly, "Do you think that if you give up the great cause, Qing'er will be with you?" Queen Mother, please be sober! ”

After that, the queen mother said, "Don't be blinded by everything in front of you, don't be short-sighted!" As long as you have the world, what kind of woman do you want? ”

"But...... I just want her......"

"Don't you think about it!" At this moment, the queen mother's face is as black as ink, and if the anger on her body turns into fire, it will definitely burn me to ashes, "You can forget your use of her, you can forget that you designed to push her son into the water!" But Xuan'er, how can you forget that you ruined the Murong family? ”

"Queen Mother!" I suddenly sobered up and immediately opened my mouth to call her.

Queen Mother, don't say it again!

Qing'er is right behind us, I beg you, don't say it again!

But who knows, where will the queen mother leave me a chance? She couldn't wait to tell me everything I had done, and then completely wake up the cold-blooded and ruthless me at the beginning.

"It was you who joined forces with me to frame the Murong family and exile the frontier, it was you who killed her father and brother with your own hands in order to seize the secret of martial arts, and it was you who robbed your sister-in-law from the secret prison and tortured her to death. This sea of blood hatred one by one, if Qing'er knows, she will hate and poison you! ”

If Qing'er knew about this matter, she would hate me.

I believe.

But there is no such thing as a if...... As long as Qing'er was not deaf, she had already listened to all of Fang Cai's words.

All the years of my efforts with her have been in vain.

With Qing'er's temperament, she won't want to forgive me until she dies.

And the future I envisioned, the dreams I had had, were completely shattered.

No matter how good I do in the future, Qing'er won't believe it! Even if...... If I put my life in the hands of Qing'er, she will think that my rotten life is too dirty!

That's it.

The Queen Mother was right, I did these things. I can hide it from her for a year, two years, but I can't hide it for ten years, twenty years. I already knew! After she knows the truth, how she will look at me and how she will treat me will be a matter for the future. And now, at least I don't have to be tormented by demons anymore......

I didn't listen to what the queen mother said next. I just feel that my head is confused, and all I think about is Qing'er.

When she came back to her senses again, the queen mother had stopped nagging. And the complaining eyes behind him have disappeared at some point.

……

When I met Qing'er again, I heard from Nian Yi that Qing'er had been accompanied by wine for several nights in a row. She locked herself in the cabinet, not letting anyone else serve her, and she wouldn't take a step out of the room. Even when Nian Yi and these children went to greet her, she didn't open the door to let them in.

When I heard this, although I had doubts, I still couldn't rest assured of her and decided to go to see her.

……

When I sneaked into Qing'er's house, she was dressed in a light gauze white dress, and three thousand green silks were scattered all over the ground. A sad face without powder, tears hanging on the cheeks, very lovable.

"I heard Yi'er say that you locked yourself in the house and kept your door closed, with wine all day long." I looked at her like this, and my heart ached. But thinking of the awkwardness I made a few days ago, I still used an extremely ridiculous tone, "I didn't believe it at first, but now I look at it, it's really eye-opening." ”

Qing'er raised her eyes to look at me in a daze, slightly drunk, "You...... What are you doing here? With that, she shuddered and poured down a glass of wine, "Murong Yichen, you're here to see my jokes, right?" ”

When I saw her like this, I stepped forward and snatched her wine glass: "You still have a long life, why are you so spoiling yourself?" ”

"The days are still long?" Qing'er suddenly approached me, and a teardrop fell from her blurred eyes, "Day! Child! Still! Long! And what's the use? ”

With that, she smiled bitterly at me, "I love him so much...... He has been a draft girl again and again! Scold...... Hahaha...... Isn't there enough women in this house? ”

After speaking, Qing'er snatched back the wine glass in my hand again, "Come, drink!" Since you're here, drink it with me! ”

I was slightly stunned, and smiled bitterly, "I don't know if you're really drunk or ......."

Again, you're pretending to me.

Qing'er, what trick do you want to play?

You know your origins, and you know that the person who killed your father was me, not Wenren. You've already released your suspicions with Wen Ren Qingcang in secret, right? Now you're drinking yourself like this, crying and crying in front of me, but you've just figured out a way to deal with me, right?

Thinking of this, I sighed, "That's it! It's also rare to let you take the initiative to drink with me. After speaking, I poured myself a glass of wine and drank it all, "So, how about accompanying you to be presumptuous?" ”

Qing'er saw that I was so happy, and immediately clapped her palms like a child, "Okay, yes, drink!" ”

Then, I was filled with another glass.

I knew she had something else to do, but I didn't shirk it. Just drank with her like this, jar after jar.

Qing'er is very confident in her acting skills, and I don't know that I have already seen through her mind. only took care of himself, and the slightly drunk demeanor was extremely in place. And I, I have to admit, at this moment, she is fascinating.

If I hadn't known that she had listened to my conversation with my mother that day, I would have fallen into her trap. It's a pity that she knows what she should know, and I'm not kept in the dark.

I watched her act very hard, so after drinking a few jars of wine, I finally changed to a pair of misty eyes, "Qing'er, if you are bitter in your heart, you can tell me." Wine is a big drink, and it hurts the body. Your body is not good, so why bother to use your own body to get angry. ”

"Shhhh......hh ”