Liu Yiyi originally wanted to find an opportunity to persuade Miao Xiaohui, at least tell her what was going on with Manager Xue, and especially wanted to tell her about that disgusting association. But Miao Xiaohui was happy all day long, and she couldn't find a proper opportunity to say, Liu Yiyi just forgot it. Although they are friends, friends are not something that can be torn apart. Miao Xiaohui doesn't say it, naturally she has a reason not to say it, and she has her thoughts; She has a reason and an idea, and it is useless for others to say it. This is her privacy, to put it bluntly, if she doesn't do it well, she tears her face, and her friends can't do it.

What Liu Yiyi couldn't figure out the most was that when Miao Xiaohui talked to Fan Ji on the phone, she was still deeply infatuated, crying and laughing. Others couldn't understand it, but Liu Yiyi was amazed when she looked at it, there is such a person in the world who can perform, this person is still her friend, and she used to underestimate her. Liu Yiyi has a strong sense of strangeness to this world, what is true and what is false, she is not sure at all, like falling into a weightless space. And the line between truth and falsehood is also very blurred, looking at Miao Xiaohui's demeanor on the phone with Fan Ji, it is true no matter what. Liu Yiyi imagined Fan Ji's demeanor answering the phone on the other end, the man was so stupid.

Miao Xiaohui's life has changed significantly. When she goes to the cafeteria to eat, she usually uses a large pot of dishes with two pieces, but now she basically stir-fries. At first, she asked Liu Yiyi to eat together, and Liu Yiyi said, "You have a treat." Originally, it was for fun, but Miao Xiaohui really invited a guest, and each person had a six-yuan braised hairtail. After a few times like this, Liu Yiyi avoided her when she ate. She can't be chic herself, but she doesn't want to enjoy other people's chic again and again. This made Liu Yiyi feel that the poor and the rich could not go together. Fortunately, Miao Xiaohui is smart enough and doesn't show off at all, and often accompanies Liu Yiyi to eat big pot dishes. One day, the two went to the street, and Liu Yiyi wanted to buy a pair of leather shoes. Liu Yiyi always wants to go to a popular place, but Miao Xiaohui is only interested in things in specialty stores. Miao Xiaohui took a fancy to a new style of expensive step leather shoes, asked for more than 400 yuan, and bought it. Liu Yiyi originally wanted to buy a pair of shoes of about 50 yuan, but under the persuasion of Miao Xiaohui, she bought a pair of red dragonflies of more than 200 yuan. Miao Xiaohui said: "People must always be kind to themselves in order to be worthy of themselves." Liu Yiyi bought shoes, her heart was not steady at all, the shoes were worthy of herself, but she couldn't be worthy of other aspects, and she had to be a tutor. I also thought that my family was already poor and white in order to study for myself, the house was seeped into water, there were large water stains on the walls, and there was no money to renovate. She thought that this chic could have been her own, and everyone wanted to be chic. When I returned to the dormitory, I looked at the shoes and felt depressed in my heart.

A few days later, it was Miao Xiaohui's twenty-first birthday, and she invited a large group of girls and a few boys to dinner. Everyone said that it was lively and lively in the nearby shop, Miao Xiaohui said: "You are so good to me, I want to be nice to you." "I'll go to Taoran Restaurant, and I'll go at noon. It is said that birthdays are usually in the evening, and she must insist on noon. Only Liu Yiyi knows the story behind this arrangement, and there must be someone for her to spend the night again. At the birthday banquet, Miao Xiaohui was the absolute central figure, and those boys finally seized the opportunity to drink beer to their heart's content, and said a lot of praise to Miao Xiaohui. Miao Xiaohui was very excited, and everyone was very excited. There is a boy who usually doesn't like to talk, but today he was drunk and repeatedly confessed how he had a crush on Miao Xiaohui. Other classmates coaxed and said, "Make out one, make out one." The boy really walked up to Miao Xiaohui to kiss her, and Miao Xiaohui turned his face sideways and let him kiss her. He also wanted to kiss her on the lips, but Miao Xiaohui dodged it and stretched out her hand to him. He held Miao Xiaohui's hand and kissed the back of his hand several times, but still refused to let go. Miao Xiaohui said: "I know he is talking about wine today, but I am still very happy." Liu Yiyi suddenly felt a little jealous in her heart, and longed for this feeling of being held and pampered as the central character. It's a good thing to be rich. Is it true that money can make ghosts push ghosts, and can they also make grinders push ghosts? Before dinner that day, Miao Xiaohui really disappeared, Yi Fan looked for her for a while, and suddenly realized that she would not look for her. Before the lights went out, Miao Xiaohui came back with a bouquet of flowers, and everyone said, "Xiaohui, you are so happy!" She giggled. Wen Ya looked at it and said, "It's all very high-end tweed." Miao Xiaohui said, "Really? Didn't tell me. "Raise the flowers in a teacup, and the dormitory will soon be filled with fragrance. No one asked who sent the flowers, and she didn't say it herself.

Miao Xiaohui has to talk about the brand when dressing, otherwise it will be "tasteless". I didn't see anyone for a few days on the weekend, but when I came back to take photos, I knew that she went to Lushan, Zhangjiajie, and Guangzhou. Liu Yiyi said: "Fan Ji's photography skills are okay. She smiled silently. She often invited her classmates to dinner, singing, and aerobics, saying, "Happiness is happier when someone shares it." Everyone knew that she was hooked up with a big money, but they didn't break it, but said: "Fan Ji's family is in business, right?" Liu Yiyi saw these in her eyes and understood that the biggest capital of girls is herself, which is a shortcut to their lives, and if they don't use it, they will have to go a long, long way. It's no wonder that so many girls are carefully built for the body, it is just to increase the capital, and the return on investment is a huge profit. Manager Xue said that if girls want to realize their own value, it is just the value of the body, and it can only be realized in their successful people. Liu Yiyi felt confused. Could it be that I was wrong and lost an opportunity? What Miao Xiaohui has is also what she wants. The other world was open to her, but closed to herself. After dinner that day, Liu Yiyi said to Miao Xiaohui, "Are you going to take a walk?" Miao Xiaohui said to go to the riverside, and the two went. There are a lot of students by the riverside, most of them are couples, and the couple is very affectionate, and there is no one around. The two held hands and talked, and when it came to a certain point, Liu Yiyi took the opportunity to say: "You are too little of a friend, just care about your own happiness." She was a little surprised to say it, she didn't have such an idea. I found out that I called Miao Xiaohui out today, and I vaguely seemed to be premeditated in my heart. She was worried that Miao Xiaohui was sensitive enough to see all this clearly. Miao Xiaohui looked at her in surprise and said, "You know? Do you want it too? You won't, right? Liu Yiyi smiled, noncommittal. Miao Xiaohui said: "I just want to live a white-collar life in advance, and I haven't lost anything anyway." A girl's youth is a resource, a one-time resource in the course of one-time life, and this is not oil, if you don't exploit it, it's still there. Liu Yiyi said: "Then do you love him or not?" Miao Xiaohui snorted a few times: "Anyway, you have what he needs, he has what you need, and it is impossible to do things without mutual needs." Some people say that this is the best combination, complementing each other's strengths, and I think it makes sense. Youth is valuable, such a good thing, only young people can do it. Liu Yiyi said: "What about love, love?" Isn't that a sale? Miao Xiaohui said: "It's a little embarrassing to think about, but in fact, it's not so embarrassing at that time." You don't necessarily have to say what you know in your heart, and if you don't say it, you won't be so embarrassed. Besides, I don't worship love as much as you, in fact, the most love is good feelings now, and it's good to have good feelings. You can think of everything, how can there be such a good thing in the world? Liu Yiyi couldn't swallow these words. Liu Yiyi thought, since it is a man and a woman, it is too easy to have a good feeling, just look at it and it is pleasing to the eye, so that love is too worthless and too easy. Liu Yiyi said: "Xiaohui, why do you have such a terrible idea, if you meet a pleasing person, you can have a good impression and have a story, so how many stories do you plan to have?" Besides, aren't you afraid that those people have ideas? Miao Xiaohui said: "Don't think of them so well, they don't even dislike the escort lady, they still hate me?" Whether you are young or beautiful is important to them, whether you are pure or not, it doesn't matter. Do you want him to treat you like a goddess? You don't know what men think nowadays, what kind of society is now? If I'm as pure as you, others still think it's troublesome, so I won't lie to you. Liu Yiyi said: "Xiaohui, you are too bold. Miao Xiaohui said: "Yiyi, you are too pure, otherwise I want him to introduce you to one, do you want to?" He had a lot of friends in their circle. He also asked me if I had any girls like me that I would like to introduce to his friends. Miao Xiaohui took a bite of "him", as if prompting Liu Yiyi to ask. But can she discuss Manager Xue with Miao Xiaohui? Just thinking about how she could block the conversation if Miao Xiaohui told Manager Xue, Miao Xiaohui said: "Ah, Yiyi, you better don't be so careful, those people are not so good, businessmen, everything is business, you may not be able to stand it." Liu Yiyi said: "I am half as bold as you, so I am not afraid that they will be bad." Miao Xiaohui said: "You are not cowardly, you are bold after experiencing it so many times." You believe in love too much. Liu Yiyi said: "Really? Are you sure? Liu Yiyi felt that Miao Xiaohui did understand herself, and she wanted to admit that this was the case, but somehow she was a little ashamed and couldn't say it.

Someone stopped them and asked, "Do you want to take a boat?" "I want them to take a small wooden boat to cruise the Lujiang River at night. Liu Yiyi asked, "How much?" The man said, "Thirty." Liu Yiyi shook her head and said, "Ten." Miao Xiaohui said, "Let's go up, I'll arrange it." When the boat was on the boat, the boat shook a little, and Liu Yiyi said, "Will the boat capsize?" Miao Xiaohui said: "Don't worry, I've sat there many times." When the boat started, Liu Yiyi said, "You are secretly having fun alone." He said to the boatman Nunu, "He is going to ask you when he arrives in the heart of the river, see what you do." Miao Xiaohui grinned.

In the darkness of the night, the noise on both sides of the river could not be heard, only the motor on the ship beeped. The river did not look wide on the shore, nor was it in a hurry, and when it reached the center of the river, it felt its mightiness. The two of them brushed the water with their hands, and the wind blew in their faces, puffing up their clothes, and the moon was shattered by the waves of the ship. They looked up at the night view of the city, some of the high-rise buildings were brightly lit in the night, and some showed tall black figures. In the distance, a car drove slowly across the bridge, and the sound of horns could be faintly heard. Liu Yiyi said: "It's so cool." Miao Xiaohui said: "It would be even cooler if you came with your boyfriend." Liu Yiyi was very excited, kept talking, and suddenly found that Miao Xiaohui was silent, so she climbed on Miao Xiaohui's shoulder and said, "What's wrong with you?" Miao Xiaohui said: "Suddenly I felt sad. As he spoke, his nose twitched and he cried. Liu Yiyi said: "What's wrong with you? Miao Xiaohui said: "It's nothing. And said, "I really don't want to live until I am forty years old, and at that time there is a yellow-faced woman, who will have the mood to come to the boat with you." At that time, the scenery was still so beautiful, but I was not beautiful anymore, and this beauty did not mean anything to me. Liu Yiyi said: "At that time, there will be the beauty of that time." Miao Xiaohui said: "That's lying to yourself, slapping a swollen face and pretending to be fat, who would see a man like this?" They look at us, whether he himself is young or middle-aged or old, and he has only one vision in his life, and that is to be young and beautiful. Who of us can stay young forever? Isn't this a tragedy of life that will happen sooner or later? Liu Yiyi said: "You don't live for men, besides, there are still decades." Miao Xiaohui shook her shoulder and said, "It's only been a few years or ten years, think about it, a few years!" Men still have a big drama to sing on that day, and there are many wonderful stories to be played, but what about women? Who has ever seen a forty-year-old woman talking to a man in a teahouse café? Her husband won't, and no one else will. I really can't stand that kind of snub. Liu Yiyi said: "On that day, I will go to the teahouse with you to talk." Miao Xiaohui hid her mouth and grinned. She added ten dollars to the boatman and told him to stop the boat. The boat extinguished its fire, circled around the center of the river, and slowly went down the river. The boatman asked them if they wanted to drink water from the cabin, scooped water from the river in a teapot, drank it himself, scooped another cup, and brought it to the bow of the boat. The moon hangs above the tall building, like the face of Guanyin, peaceful and clear, giving the world a gentle gaze; A few meters away from the bow of the ship, it was unformed and unformed, like a treasure in the depths of the underlying water. The boat floated down, as if it were about to catch up with the moon, but after a while, it was still not a little distance that was not too far away. Miao Xiaohui looked up at the moon, looked down at the moon, and was silent. Liu Yiyi also looked up at the moon, looked down at the moon, and didn't make a sound. After looking at it for a long time, Miao Xiaohui pointed to the moon floating in the river and said: "Life is very empty, but also very fast, just like the moon and the water." Liu Yiyi said: "Don't think so much. Miao Xiaohui said: "I didn't want to think about it, but I still remembered it." My neighbor, let me tell you. He tilted his chair a little sideways. Liu Yiyi also turned the chair sideways. The two of them came face to face. Miao Xiaohui said: "I really don't have any confidence in the future, I have already had this idea." I had just entered junior high school that year, and I was sensible. There is a young couple moving across from my house, who were classmates from medical school, both of whom became doctors, twenty-eight or ninety-nine, the woman is good-looking, the man is also good-looking, and the look of love for each other has attracted many envious eyes! Later, I gave birth to a daughter, and she also looked good. But within a few years, the woman couldn't look at it, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes also appeared, and the spots on her face also appeared. The man was still youthful and ran outside to dance. Maybe something went wrong, and the woman quarreled and ran to my house to cry to my mother, saying how the man chased her back then. But what was the use of the woman saying back then? The man said to her, "Don't make any noise, if the quarrel is dispersed, I will look for it at the age of twenty, and you will look for it at the age of fifty." As a result, the quarrel really broke up, the man really found someone in his early twenties, and the woman really found someone who was nearly fifty years old. I looked at it all the way, and it was really chilling. The most chilling thing is that daughter, just after giving birth her father hugged her a princess, saying that when she was eighteen years old he would buy her a crown car, but poor princess was less than eight years old, and her father ran away. The little girl turned out to be smart and clever, and I went back this winter vacation to see how she was a little stunned. A man's desires need someone to pay the bills! This has been less than ten years from beginning to end, and I have seen it all the way, and I am really chilled, and the rabbit and fox are sad. While there are still more than ten years, one day is counted as a day, just toss around, and are too lazy to be serious, what's the point? Liu Yiyi listened, was silent for a long time, and said, "Then what else in the world is worth taking seriously, we women?" Miao Xiaohui lowered her head and touched the river water, but did not make a sound.

When they came ashore, it was already dark. There are still many figures on the embankment, dangling in the night. Liu Yiyi said: "There is really a feeling of returning to the world. ”