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Xia Weikai lived in Liu Yiyi's house for ten days, which is really a bit of a son-in-law. Liu Yiyi's mother liked it more and more, and couldn't help but announce it in the unit. So several aunts came to her house as guests, and when they went back, they all said to their daughters: "Look at Liu Yiyi!" Mother told Liu Yiyi these words, Liu Yiyi felt very glorious and face-saving, and her boyfriend had become a benchmark figure. Liu Yiyi took Xia Weikai out for a walk every day, saying that she was going shopping, going for a walk, and hoped to meet her classmates in middle school. Sure enough, she has met a few times, and when others ask, she has a lot of things to say. There was a female classmate, who was studying in Guangzhou, who talked to her for a while, and didn't even ask Xia Weikai who was standing next to her. Walking further, Liu Yiyi was unhappy for a long time, Xia Weikai carefully asked her what was wrong, whether she had accidentally made any mistakes, and found a few things to review, but they were not. If you ask again, you won't say anything. Back home, Liu Yiyi figured it out. The classmate either didn't find a boyfriend, or the boyfriend was really not good, and she was jealous of herself. Liu Yiyi imagined her boyfriend's obscene appearance, and tried her best to think in the direction of obscenity, and her heart was comfortable. What a blessing it is to be envied by others! She thought about it, the next time I meet her, I must play a few haha first, and then say, when will you show us your boyfriend too! Then hit a few more lol. It's relieving to think about it!
There were still more than ten days to go to school, and at the urging of Xia Weikai, Liu Yiyi told her parents that she wanted to go back to school to prepare for homework, and her parents agreed. The day before leaving, my mother whispered to Liu Yiyi: "Yiyi, you and Xiaoxia are in love, then talk about it, do you hear?" He hesitated for a moment and said, "Other mothers can't take care of it, can't you cross the line, do you hear?" Liu Yiyi was so ashamed that she didn't dare to raise her head, and nodded desperately in a panic. Mom said, "This is what your father wants me to explain to you, and he is afraid that you young people will be hot-headed." When the time comes, he will not be calm, you have to be calm, we are women, women! Liu Yiyi stomped her feet and said, "Mom, who is a woman!" Mom smiled and twisted her wrist: "Girl, girl! ”
At dinner, my mother said, "Xiaoxia, and Yiyi, you are still young, right?" Her dad and I didn't want her to find a boyfriend so early, and now that you're like this, we won't say those things anymore, you talk, we don't object, let's talk about it. Talk, talk. Liu Yiyi was so nervous, for fear that her mother would say something, and said, "Mom! He pouted and lowered his head, squinting at his mother. Dad said, "I'm not wrong to tell you to have a good talk." Natsu-chan, right? Xia Weikai nodded again and again: "Yes, yes." Dad said, "Let's talk, talk is talk, talk." We understand young people very well, and we have been young. Young people have some hot-headed things, and at this time they have to be calm, they have to think about it, they have to think about it calmly. Liu Yiyi pouted and lowered her head, squinting at her father, meaning to beg him not to say anything. Dad said, "Be calm and don't quarrel." Everybody has a temper, young man, huh? Don't be noisy, be calm. Be calm when you're not calm. Xia Weikai nodded again and again and said, "Yes, yes." And he said, "We've never been calm, we've never quarreled, have we?" We were all very calm. Mom said, "That's good, we'll be relieved." ”
The next day in the car, Xia Weikai said: "Your parents spoke strangely yesterday, as if there was something interesting in it." To be calm, to be calm, so calm is still a young man? Liu Yiyi said: "When they were young, they often quarreled, and they almost broke up, and they were afraid that we would quarrel too." He said, "I don't think there's anything in it, like I'm afraid I'll eat you." Seriously, it's reasonable for you to eat it, it's better to be a day late than a day earlier. ”
They were sitting on one side with the sun shining on their faces. Liu Yiyi said: "It's so good." Xia Weikai took off his shirt, covered their heads and said, "Don't tan my lover." She said, "Who's your lover?" He said, "Aren't you the one I love?" Immediately after covering it, he found that there was a private space, Xia Weikai nodded his finger on his cheek and said, "My face is here." Liu Yiyi leaned in and kissed it. He turned his head to the other side and said, "This is my face too." She leaned in again and kissed her. He said, "And so." "Spit out the tip of your tongue and put it between your lips. She said, "How can there be such a stinky and beautiful person in the world?" They pulled down their shirts a little more, covered their faces, and kissed them hard. Xia Weikai said: "I still have to hold back at your house, so I might as well be in the car." Liu Yiyi said: "Dizzy." He fell asleep on Xia Weikai's lap. With her eyes closed, she could smell the breath of him, very definitely, the breath of a man. The bus was jolting, the engine was rumbling, and his hand was stroking her hair, very gently. She was suddenly moved and wanted to cry, and her body trembled.
Back in the dormitory, Miao Xiaohui had already returned, Fan Ji was also there, as if he had been there for many days, and a pair of men's slippers were lying on the ground casually. Miao Xiaohui said: "You're coming back?" Liu Yiyi said: "I went back early." Miao Xiaohui patted her and said, "It's okay." After dinner together, Liu Yiyi went to find Xia Weikai. Miao Xiaohui said: "Give me a call later, I'll make arrangements." Liu Yi responded, thinking, did she think that I would sleep on Xia Weikai's side? I wanted to say that I was going to come back in the evening, but I hesitated for a while, so I said it on the phone. I thought again, Miao Xiaohui, why is she so bold, not afraid that other classmates will see it, and she is not afraid that Manager Xue will know? Does Fan Ji know Manager Xue? What about Manager Xue? Men are so stupid?
In the evening they went to the river to play, and then they went to the woods to make love. The affection is long, the atmosphere is enough, and the emotions are also there. Xia Weikai wants to take her to his dormitory, no one else's. Liu Yiyi felt that it was time to calm down and not go. But as soon as he thought of calling Miao Xiaohui, he said, "Then I'll go and make a call." ”
Back in the dormitory, the two of them talked, and Liu Yiyi said several times, "It's time to call." But he didn't move. Xia Weikai said: "You have to give me a chance tonight, right?" Liu Yiyi said: "What more chance do you want?" He said, "I want your chance." She said, "You will be given everything that you can give, and you will not be able to give the little that is left." He jumped up and said, "That's a little?" Oh, my God! Spread out his hands and looked up, "Oh my God! She said, "I won't tell you." "Pick up the microphone and prepare to dial. He picked her up and put her in his lap, kissed her ear, and did not speak. Her heart softened, hoping that Miao Xiaohui would be there, so that she would have a reason not to go back; I hope she's not there, so I have a reason to go back. After talking on the phone, Miao Xiaohui was still there, Liu Yiyi was a little unhappy in her heart, isn't this a problem for herself? Miao Xiaohui said: "If you really want to come back, come back, it's okay, let's go outside and give it a try, it's not too late, we won't find a place." Liu Yiyi put down the phone and said, "I really hate it." Xia Weikai drew a cross on his chest and said, "Thank God, thank God." She said, "Well, you can do what you can do, and you can't do what you can't." He said, "Of course, you can do what you can." She said, "Don't listen to half of the story." He said, "Of course, you can't do anything like that, you can't do anything about love." The two sat on the bed and talked, and Liu Yiyi said, "You go to that bed, I'm going to sleep." Xia Weikai said, "Hug it again." "Turn off the lights and talk black.
The night is a kind of promise, and the breath of a man is clearer and more conquering in the dark. Liu Yiyi was tossed up and down, her body was soft and out of breath, and she could hear the rhythm of her breathing clearly in the night, heavy and short. Xia Weikai put his arms around her neck and fell on the pillow and said, "It's easier to talk like this." But he didn't say a few words, just tossed, and after a while he said, "Don't you think there's something superfluous?" As soon as her hand touched her back, she could not react before the bra was removed. Liu Yiyi hugged her chest and shrunk into a ball and said, "You have to count when you speak." He said, "I can do what I say." She said, "No." No matter how much he kissed and caressed, she wouldn't back down. He said a lot of things, and she was unmoved. He said, "I won't tell you, let someone else convince you." "Got up and touched a radio.
She watched him in the dim light as he stood by the bed with the radio on, and for the first time she had clearly seen a whole man, with a surge of heat. She immediately closed her eyes and gritted her teeth. He lay down and said, "Have you heard the 'Lucheng Night Talk'?" You should call a hotline and tell Zhang Jian about our current situation, and ask him what should you do? Zhang Jian is the host of the hotline, and Miao Xiaohui often listens to his programs after the lights go out, and when she listens to it well, she pulls out the headphones for everyone to listen to. Liu Yiyi said: "Zhang Jian, what good words can he say?" Xia Weikai said, "You don't worship him? A lot of girls adore him. Zhang Jian was answering questions from the audience, some asked what to do if they fell in love with their mentor, some asked what to do if they were pregnant and their boyfriend didn't want to get married, and some asked how it was good to live together for six years but be abandoned after six years of youth. Another woman cried from the beginning, and finally was so out of breath that she hung up the hotline. Xia Weikai said: "Why is this all today? Liu Yiyi said: "I said it, I said it." Xia Weikai said: "I'm not that bad. Besides, you are Yiyi, such a beautiful Yiyi, who can bear it? And he said, "You can also call him and go in, and you will tell him that we are in this state and ask him what to do." Liu Yiyi said: "I want to beat you." He leaned over and dialed the phone and said, "No." At this time, another girl called in, saying that she had known her boyfriend for half a year, and her boyfriend repeatedly asked for it, what should I do? Xia Weikai said: "Talk about you, listen to it, talk about you." Zhang Jian said: "It is the law of nature to have requirements, and there is no fault in nature." When young people respect nature, they respect their right to happiness. Emphasizing morality here is inhumane, as long as the two have a good relationship, they can do anything, and they don't hinder others. He also said a lot about sexual rights. Xia Weikai pushed Liu Yiyi and said: "The law of nature, the law of nature." At this time, the girl said: "What I am most worried about is that I am also like the girl just now, I have given my youth and body, and I have nothing in the end, which will be miserable." Zhang Jian said: "You are a smart girl, you have vision, don't you know how to look at people?" Don't you have a judgment about the authenticity of your feelings? The girl said nothing. Liu Yiyi thought to herself, isn't the girl in front of her smart, discerning, and unable to judge? How did you end up like that? Xia Weikai said: "Listen, you rebel against the laws of nature, you have doubts about my feelings, right?" Liu Yiyi said: "No, no." He said, "No, then why?" She was cornered, and she couldn't say anything, and said, "Please, good man." He said, "Please, good man." And he said, "Why?" Liu Yiyi was a little unhappy: If you love me, don't push me so hard, men are so selfish. She said, "How can men be like this? He said, "That's how men are, that's what men are, God has arranged them, what can he do?" Alas, it's only my health that is too good. Have mercy on me. ”
Liu Yiyi felt that there was no way to escape, and suddenly an inspiration came to her and said, "My father." Xia Weikai said: "Then you are going to report to him?" Even if he reports, he will understand. No matter what he said, she just held back. At last he got angry and said, "Shall I conquer with all my strength?" Anyway, I'm not going to be a rapist. If you do, you won't have a place to report it. I don't do it, I'm not that cheap. As he spoke, he leaned on the bed with one hand. Liu Yiyi immediately felt a kind of emptiness, and gently used some force to pull him back. He crooked there and said, "What about you?" Liu Yiyi snorted a little in his throat: "Don't, don't ......" He said: "Don't do anything!" She was silent. He got out of bed, felt to the other bed and lay down, and said, "It's not so bad." Then he said, "I'll suffocate myself, or I'll find a way out for myself, or what else will I do?" She stood up, could not see him clearly in the darkness, and said, "Don't, don't ......" and he said, "Don't, don't!" And he said, "There is only one explanation, and that is that you still have reservations about my feelings, otherwise why?" Liu Yiyi said in a crying voice: "No, no, no." He said, "No, it is out of the mouth." "She wanted to say, if you love a girl, don't push her so hard. Thinking of the word "forced", she had the courage to resist in her heart, stopped talking, gently put on her bra underwear, and lay down. The two were silent in the dark, neither of them spoke, and the dormitory was so quiet that the other's breathing could be heard. Liu Yiyi felt the pressure of suffocation, and wanted to call him over for a while, but still couldn't call him for a while. She found many reasons for calling herself, and many reasons for not being able to call, wandering around knowing that she had reached a certain point in her life. The woman's pass slipped through a slight slip for many people, like rolling a glass ball on ice, but it was so difficult for her. She thought about it, thought about it again, and it still didn't work. She timidly called him, "Kay." He didn't answer. She thought that he was asleep, and her heart was relieved, and the matter could be postponed until tomorrow.
The night ripples in the room, gradually deepening, and cooling, giving people a materialistic feeling. The moonlight illuminated the window lattices clearly, leaving a vivid shadow on the concrete floor. Liu Yiyi opened her eyes and stared into the depths of the night, reached out to touch it, and pinched it with two fingers. She remembered many years ago, and many years later, the past and the future were not real, far away, vague, and insignificant, only the time in front of her, this person, is real. People live for today, and they can only think like this, what else do they think? So you can also take a gamble. If you lose the bet, at least you have caught today, and tomorrow is tomorrow, isn't it today? She stood up and looked at Xia Weikai, but there was no movement. She wanted to call him, but the shyness stopped her, feeling that it hurt her self-esteem a little and was a little cheap.
Liu Yiyi heard a soft sound over there, it was Xia Weikai who got up. She immediately lay down, kept her eyes open, and waited for him to come. If he must, then he must be, and he doesn't have to insist on it anymore. Xia Weikai got out of bed, didn't come over, groped at the door for a while, opened the door and went out. After a while, he came back and wiped something on his body, and it turned out that he had just touched a towel and took a bath. She thought he would come, but he put the towel on the desk and lay back down. Liu Yiyi was surprised and wanted to make a little noise to remind him and tell him that he was still awake. She moved her throat, and when she heard the sound of her throat squirming in the dark, she was about to cough a few times, but when there was no movement there, she gave up. I don't know how long later, Liu Yiyi, who was confused, heard Xia Weikai go out again, came back after a while, wiped his body, and put the towel on the table. Liu Yiyi's heart flashed, could it be that he was sleepwalking? But in the dark, his movements were very accurate and in place, and there was no sound at all.
Liu Yiyi woke up the next day and saw Xia Weikai sitting on the edge of the bed looking at herself. She said, "What do you think of me like this?" He said, "Look at you, you look really good when you sleep." She said, "What's so nice to sleep in?" He said, "Can't you do anything else, can't you see?" And he said, "I dreamed of you last night." She said, "Am I that lucky?" What kind of dream is it? He said, "If I don't tell you, it's not good, it's not very honorable, it's too dishonorable." Now I know what a dream is, and that is the ideal in a dream. She pointed her finger on his forehead and said, "That's all you can do." He said, "Is that still a little bit?" It's great, but it can't be realized. Then he sang a song: "I have an ideal, a beautiful ideal, when I grow up, I will be a ......" and stopped and asked, "What do you want to do?" Do what? She said, "What are you going to do, how do I know?" He said, "You don't know what I'm going to do?" I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it...... You, you don't know who knows? She said, "Don't go in circles around that." He said, "Then where am I going to go in circles?" He also said, "When you get married in the future, you don't want to do anything at home, one is not cooking, two is not cooking, and three is not doing housework, just do one thing." She nudged him and said, "Still in this circle, this person is really hopeless." He remembered the incident of last night and said, "You got up twice in the middle of the night, did you sleepwalk?" He smiled and said, "Three times, I went to take a bath." She said, "Three baths a night?" He said, "It's all your fault." And he said, "It's all your fault that I can't sleep on the hot body." I had to use cold water to cool down. Liu Yiyi's heart was hot, touched his hand and said, "Then you call me." He said, "It's useless to wake you up, is it?" She said, "It's me who is not good." And he said, "Then it wasn't so hot, was it?" He said, "Later, I cooled myself down, otherwise I would have been able to sleep." She said, "It's the temperature dropped by the bath, right?" Is that okay? He said, "Men have men's methods, don't ask, otherwise they will all suffocate to death." Liu Yiyi understood, and a little bit didn't understand, but finally understood, and said, "It's me who is not good." ”