The arrow is on the string and has to be sent. Liu Yiyi thought about these words all day long. She is very calm, very calm, but the more calm she is, the more she feels compelled to post. Xia Weikai was sullen all day long, a little absent-minded, and he couldn't answer the question a few times. Liu Yiyi didn't blame him, on the contrary, she was complaining about herself, resenting herself with sincere guilt. I should make him happy, that's a responsibility. He was so unhappy because he didn't fulfill his responsibilities. If things drag on any longer, it won't be long in coming, and there is no special point in delaying it for a long time.

Liu Yiyi adjusted her mood all day long, waiting for the night to come. After dinner, she went back to the dormitory to get a change of clothes, and when she took a bath, she stroked herself carefully, slowly, lovingly, a little sentimental, and a little pity. The cold water flowed down, and there was a penetrating power that seemed to seep into the skin. She used shower gel, which she had just bought on purpose. Although the old one hadn't been used up yet, she still bought a bottle. She loves perfection and craves perfection even more at this time. It's a pity that there is no ceremony, so I can only make up for it later. The moment she turned off the faucet, she felt a kind of silence, the silence after the sound of splashing water stopped. In two years, she had never heard such silence in her dorm. She closed her eyes and realized that there was nothing in the silence, but it contained everything. This stillness is near, distant, passionate, melancholy, sensual, intellectual, realistic, and afterlife. Something floated up in the still, and something sank. Liu Yiyi was a little unbearable, and tears welled up in her eyes. In the shower gel she felt the beauty of herself, the beauty of youth. She washed very carefully, rubbing every part of her body repeatedly, and there was a sense of goodbye. Tomorrow's Liu Yiyi will not be today's Liu Yiyi, she thought. Suddenly, she didn't expect it, she laughed softly, laughed a few more times, and her mood suddenly improved, and she suddenly brightened.

At the door of the dormitory, Liu Yiyi heard the phone ringing, ran over to answer, and thought about what she should say if Manager Xue was looking for Miao Xiaohui? After a moment's hesitation, the bell stopped. At this time, Miao Xiaohui and Fan Ji came back from eating outside, and Miao Xiaohui said, "Yiyi, where have you been?" From yesterday to today, your family has been looking for you, calling once or twice an hour, and last night it came to one o'clock and didn't come. I don't know where to look for you. Fan Ji and I just listened to the phone ring all night. Liu Yiyi said, "I'm sorry." I did it yesterday...... That's where it went. Miao Xiaohui grinned and said, "Do it according to your ...... I did what it was. Isn't it, Fanji? Liu Yiyi said: "Who did it?" Who did it? I don't know if others have done it," she glanced at Fan Ji, "I didn't do it, promise the party." Miao Xiaohui said: "What are you anxious about, who said what you did?" She didn't do anything, did she, Fanji? Fan Ji just laughed and didn't make a sound.

Liu Yiyi dialed the phone at home, and her mother answered it. She was about to ask if her father was sick, but her mother asked, "Yiyi, where did you go last night?" Liu Yiyi's heart jumped, thinking that she was not doing well, so she said confidently: "I went to my classmates." Mom said, "Which classmate?" Liu Yiyi wanted to say the name of a fellow countryman, and remembered that she had been to her own house, what if her mother asked regardless of her face? So he said the name of a girl in the class: "Zhang Xiuju." The mother said, "Is it a man or a woman?" Liu Yiyi said: "Mom, you can see for yourself." Mom said, "Why do you have a bed to sleep in someone else's bed?" Don't sleep in your bed, you girl, you don't have your good fruit to eat if you sleep in the wrong place. You don't want to be cheap and soft, there is no good fruit to eat, I have seen a lot for decades. Liu Yiyi said: "Mom, people are going to talk to others." Mom immediately said, "Talk? Can't talk to Miao Xiaohui? Liu Yiyi was asked, not realizing this loophole. It can't be said that Miao Xiaohui is with her boyfriend. At this time, Miao Xiaohui leaned next to her and said, "Zhang Xiuju has fallen out of love." Liu Yiyi immediately said: "Zhang Xiuju is out of love and wants to find someone to talk to." Mom stopped for a while, and said with a sigh of relief: "Yiyi, your father lives in this world for you, think about it." You know your father's heart disease, don't be angry with him and let him work for a few more years. Liu Yiyi said impatiently: "Got it." Mom said unrelentingly, "Xiao Xia is okay?" There are some things that you explain to him more, do more ideological work, and understand each other. Liu Yiyi said: "Mom! Mom said, "I don't know when your dad will call you at night." ”

After putting down the phone, Liu Yiyi said: "I quarreled with you in the middle of the night last night, and I will quarrel today, she wants me to tell you that my father is sick and wants to contact you at any time." Miao Xiaohui said: "You have a good mother." Fan Ji said: "Your mother treats you as a child?" Liu Yiyi felt very shameless, and was angry with her mother, and said, "They usually don't care about me." Both men laughed. Liu Yiyi said: "Really." Miao Xiaohui said: "You stay well tonight, let's find a place to go." ”

They left, and Liu Yiyi was in a daze under the lamp, as if she was missing. After a while, I felt that this was fine, so I told Xia Weikai that I would answer the phone in the middle of the night and not blame myself. She called and told Xia Weikai about the matter, and Xia Weikai said: "It's not a problem, I'll go to you, and there is no one else anyway." Liu Yiyi said: "There is a door downstairs, this is the girls' dormitory." He said, "Who can get in Miao Xiaohui, but I can't get in?" Are they still so strict when they are on holiday? It didn't take long for Xia Weikai to come up. Liu Yiyi said, "How did you get in?" He said, "Look at the old woman who turned around and looked for something, and in a flash came in." She said, "Fortunately, it's not a thief, but what if it's a thief?" He said, "Only you have made me a thief." She said, "Then you mean that you are not a thief?" He laughed and said, "All the men are thieves." He's a man, and if you want him not to do bad things, that's impossible, because he's a man! Liu Yiyi said: "It's a reason to be a man, I don't understand." Kai, you see that my family is like this, you should be later. He said, "It's too late, it's too late, you go and ask, how many people have been so spotless for half a year?" It's not normal! It's all human! He bent down and patted his body, from head to toe and foot to head, "Listen, what is made of meat, listen, is this the sound of iron?" I was wrong because the bones of this body are made of flesh, and the flesh is made. ”

Liu Yiyi looked at his demeanor and couldn't help but smile and said, "Don't be fleshy, it seems that that bit of meat is so sacred." You'd better be patient, wait, wait. Xia Weikai frowned and sighed: "Don't think that your family is right, it's inhumane." A person should be given to him when he needs it, and why not? She said, "That's what you men think." He said, "Why not?" Nature. If I get married at the age of thirty, and you want me to wait until I am thirty years old and you are twenty-seven, is that humane? It's too cruel to yourself. Don't say wait seven years, waiting seven days is also a test for me. Liu Yiyi felt that she was forced into a corner again, and there was nowhere to escape, and said, "Look at my house...... Please. ”

Xia Weikai sighed and shook his head and said, "I have never seen someone as difficult to convince as you. When she heard a tail in the words, she grabbed it and said, "Then who else have you persuaded before?" How many people have you convinced? He shook his head desperately: "No, no." She said, "Why does it sound like you have something?" He said, "No, no." Lie to you? She said, "Seeing that your enthusiasm is so high and your endurance is so low, it is inevitable that you have made mistakes." He said hurriedly, "No, no." Hands waved desperately, "Lying to you?" What are you lying to you? Who has the courage to cheat on a girl, especially a pretty girl like you? Liu Yiyi looked at his anxious appearance and couldn't help but smile: "What are you lying to me for?" Based on your words, I think you are a suspicious person. You confess honestly, I won't pursue it. Xia Weikai swallowed and vomited, the more Liu Yiyi wanted to know. Xia Weikai pondered for a long time and said: "When I was an undergraduate, I would have a little experience, and that was all in the past. "Just a little bit of experience. Liu Yiyi said: "It's so boring, it's too boring." He said, "Then it's not me, it's you, whoever told you not to show up sooner, it's all you, it's all you." It's you who caused me to waste a little bit of my feelings. She said, "What's that?" What else is wasted? I don't dare to think about it. You got along with classmates in front of you, and then you broke up after graduation and went to another place, it's that simple? What did the middle do, the middle? He said, "No." She said, "Yes." He said, "If you don't do it, you don't do it." She said, "What you do is what you do." He asked, "Then what do you say I did?" She said, "You do...... What did you not know you asked me? He tapped a finger on the table and said, "Absolutely not." I can't make up a story to tell you. She said, "You are always made of meat and meat, and you tell me this, and you don't tell anyone else?" ”

Both were silent. After a while, Xia Weikai said: "If you don't agree to me, forget it, I won't force you, why are you changing the topic like this?" You keep so many reservations, and I'm not the one who deserves you to give them all anyway. All other reasons are false, only this one is true. Liu Yiyi said: "Look who is changing the topic?" They also dug me upside down. The two argued for a long time about who to change the topic, but the topic itself was forgotten. In the end, Xia Weikai said: "There is no emotion today, no emotion at all." I'm leaving. At this time, Liu Yiyi realized that it was almost twelve o'clock, and said, "Can you go out?" The housekeepers are asleep. He said, "If you can't get out, you have to get out, and it's even more uncomfortable for me to stay here." Isn't it cruel to put a plate of white flour steamed buns in front of a starving ghost and not let him eat them? And he said, "I will turn it out." Liu Yiyi wanted to keep him, but before she could think about how to express it, he patted her on the shoulder and left.

Liu Yiyi sat on the bed and was angry, angry with Xia Weikai. It's not because he had experienced it before, she didn't want to bother herself with his previous experience, he didn't know himself at that time, but because of his indifference, he just said to go, patted a few times on the shoulder and left, and usually always had to coax her to be separated for a long time. After being angry for half the day, I felt that this anger was wrong, and I shouldn't be angry with him, but with my parents. He is a man, he has ideas, that is understandable, and he blocked him because of the attitude of his parents. They are too conservative and do not understand young people, why can't they put themselves in the shoes of young people! I was angry for a while and felt that it was still wrong, I shouldn't be angry with them, they were concerned about themselves and worried about their future and happiness. It's weird, I have to blame myself, my mood is ready, everything is ready, but I didn't expect it to be such a result, she shook her head regretfully, and she wanted to cry a little.

She dialed the phone at home, and as soon as the bell rang, her mother answered. She said, "Is Dad well?" After speaking, I remembered that my father was not sick, and I was actually impatient to call the phone, and I wanted to find a place to vent. Mom said, "Dad's illness is a heart disease, as long as you are well, he is not sick." She said, "Mom, they're all so old." Mom said, "It's because you're so old that your dad hangs it." She said, "Mom, what do you mean?" Dad said on the other end of the phone, "Yiyi, how are you?" And he said, "Good, good." It's good, it's good as before, it's good. She said, "Dad, you can save some snacks, can you save some snacks?" ”

After putting down the phone for a while, Liu Yiyi wanted to climb to the top bunk to sleep, but the phone rang again, it was her father calling, and her father said, "Yiyi, how are you?" She said, "Dad, what's the matter?" Dad said, "It's good, it's good." It's a little chilly at night, cover something. The call came inexplicably, she thought for a while, and realized that her father wanted to confirm whether the call she had just made was really in the dormitory. She felt that her father was pitiful, well-intentioned, and pitiful. Mom is also pitiful, Dad is even more pitiful, and every girl's parents are pitiful. Thinking like this, she felt glad that she did not surrender, did not give in. The thought of the word "yield" made her heart skip a beat. She remembers that the teacher repeatedly mentioned the word "game" when talking about business competition, which is the essence of modern business and the essence of life. She felt how appropriate the word was to use it in her relationship with Xia Weikai, at least in that matter. Attack, defend, attack, defend, back and forth, how many times. Today he left, very unhappy, with a sense of anger and even an ultimatum. He should have gone back to his dorm room a long time ago, but he hadn't called to comfort him. He wouldn't have imagined that if this call didn't come, he wouldn't be able to be at peace tonight. The call hadn't come yet, hadn't come yet, she thought, the game was still going on. She smiled slightly, as if realizing, and smiled.