The next morning, it was past dinner time, and Liu Yiyi was still lying in bed. She was waiting for Xia Weikai's call, and felt that it was more comfortable to lie down and answer the phone like this. She calculated the time in her heart, estimating that he was about to wake up, and he was about to wake up, and he would call as soon as he woke up. And herself, although she doesn't need to continue to gamble, but she still has to have a few words of coquettish complaints, she has already typed her belly, she has no conscience, a selfish man, only cares about her own feelings, is it tiring you to make a phone call, etc.

It was almost nine o'clock when she began to feel uneasy, was he still sleeping? By ten o'clock, this uneasiness had turned into anger, and was it intended to be angry with me? She hated, hated, hated, hated for a long time, and suddenly understood, the more she hated, the more she couldn't let go. After I understand it, I hate it even more, and the more I can't let it go, the more I hate it.

At eleven o'clock, the sun hit the bed, and Liu Yiyi watched the light and shadow move little by little along the bed, quiet and persistent. When the light moved to where she had set it to be, she got up. She sang a song in her heart, which had just become popular, "You said, you loved someone you shouldn't love, and your heart was full of scars", sang a few words, stopped singing, and felt that this song was a bit unlucky, such a good sun, why do you want to sing this song?

The afternoon was counted minute by minute, and she hated herself for being so sober. Soberness brought her pain. She suddenly understood why some people liked to drink so much, and they wanted to get drunk, only alcohol could temporarily hide the pain. The pain slowly coalesced like a straggler, and by the evening it had condensed into a clear knot in its chest, and it had become a group army. Liu Yiyi didn't eat dinner, she was so hungry, punishing herself as if Xia Weikai was distressed. She went downstairs three times after dark, but there was nowhere to go, and she turned back again. She thought that it would be good if she had a lot of money, and if she went to the mall to buy it blindly, she would vent in her heart. Once she heard someone dancing in the student center, walked to the third floor, and came down again, no emotion, really no emotion. When she returned to the dormitory for the third time, she suddenly realized why she didn't want to stay outside for a long time, and she still hoped that the call would come, for fear of missing it.

After nine o'clock, Liu Yiyi felt that her patience had reached the limit, and she secretly glanced at the phone again and again, wondering if she would take the initiative to call. Every time I think about it, I immediately deny it again, it's too identityless, too cheap, I'm afraid this cheapness will be cheap in the future. In any case, this call cannot be made, and if it does, it is a complete failure. Longing is because of love, but love is also a game, and it is so cruel. Liu Yiyi endured and endured, endured and endured, and finally suppressed this idea.

It was almost ten o'clock when the phone rang. Liu Yiyi's chest twitched, but she grabbed the phone but she was looking for Miao Xiaohui, it was Manager Xue's voice. He didn't say who he was, but Liu Yiyi could hear it. Maybe he also knew that it was Liu Yiyi here, and he didn't say it. After a while, Miao Xiaohui barged in, clutched her chest and gasped, and asked, "Did you call me just now?" Liu Yiyi said: "Yes." Miao Xiaohui didn't ask who called, just dialed the phone. Dial once and no one answers, and dial again and still no one answers. Miao Xiaohui gasped for a while and said, "Why does Yiyi stay at home alone?" Liu Yiyi said: "Unlike you, there are so many people who love it." Then he asked, "What about Fan Ji?" Miao Xiaohui said: "Put him in the hotel, let him go." As he spoke, he went to call again. Liu Yiyi suddenly understood that Miao Xiaohui had left Fan Ji aside to deal with Manager Xue, and had already made an appointment for the call, which was ten o'clock, but she was late. She thought, Miao Xiaohui is so bold, she dares to play tricks in front of two men, she is really smart, she is so flat. Men are so stupid, they are blinded by lust, and they can't see anything clearly.

After putting down the phone, Miao Xiaohui said to herself: "Forget it." He asked again: "Do you really ignore Xia Weikai?" This is exactly what Liu Yiyi especially wants to say, I think Miao Xiaohui is really empathetic, otherwise how would she have to go around to get around this topic. She said: "There was a quarrel. He shook his hair lightly and smiled again. Miao Xiaohui looked at her and smiled. Liu Yiyi said: "What are you laughing at? Miao Xiaohui said: "Laugh at you." Liu Yiyi said: "I'm a little funny." Miao Xiaohui didn't answer, and said, "How dare Xia Weikai quarrel with you?" Liu Yiyi felt her cleverness even more, and saved enough face for herself, so she told what happened, and even Xia Weikai had a girlfriend before. Miao Xiaohui said: "Let's ignore him and see what he does." Liu Yiyi said: "I ignored him, I ignored him for a day." Miao Xiaohui said: "Poor Yiyi, you still play chic with me, and you don't let me laugh." As he spoke, he pinched the tip of Liu Yiyi's nose, "Don't worry, he will naturally come to you." Liu Yiyi was not at ease, and asked, "How do you know?" Miao Xiaohui said: "I'm Zhuge Liang, Zhuge Liang's abacus can't be asked by others, otherwise it won't work, who did he tell by the east wind?" Hearing this, Liu Yiyi's heart immediately relaxed, she was very willing to believe Miao Xiaohui's words, so she believed it.

The two slept on the bed and talked, and Liu Yiyi said, "You're not leaving today?" Miao Xiaohui said: "I came back to accompany you." Liu Yiyi didn't expose her and said, "Then I'll turn off the lights." He turned off the light and said, "What's the point of being with me?" Miao Xiaohui didn't seem to hear it, so she found something else to say, and suddenly said, "Yiyi, it's not so interesting for you to be with me, right?" Liu Yiyi said: "Interesting, very interesting." Miao Xiaohui said: "Coax me, give you a slap to eat." What if it's not fun to be with someone else right now? Liu Yiyi felt her face heat up in the dark, and said, "Don't guess, there is nothing that is not as interesting as you and Fan Ji and them." Miao Xiaohui said: "Yiyi is really a good child, almost a saint." Liu Yiyi smiled: "Ahhhh ”

Miao Xiaohui said: "Yiyi, you are hopeless." Liu Yiyi said: "Why am I not saved?" I'm okay, who do I want to help? Miao Xiaohui said, "You are poisoned." Liu Yiyi said: "I don't smoke, I don't have nicotine poisoning, I don't drink alcohol, I don't drink alcohol, I don't drink pesticides, what kind of poison do I have?" Miao Xiaohui said: "You are poisoned by Xia Weikai, he is the kind of boy who poisons girls." If you are careful, such a boy will kill several people. Liu Yiyi said: "I want to be careful." Then he said, "Fan Ji has hurt you, right?" Miao Xiaohui said: "I'm different from you, I'm anti-toxic." Liu Yiyi said: "What is anti-toxicity, it is obviously anti-love." Miao Xiaohui said: "You can resist anything, anyway, I can afford to mention it, and I can put it down." Liu Yiyi said: "Then I am not as chic as you." Miao Xiaohui said: "Seeing you perform chic for me, I just want to laugh in my heart." People like Xia Weikai want something and something, it's easy to get into the girl's heart. Liu Yiyi said: "His teeth are not violent, I am most afraid of the boy's bruised teeth, the voice did not come out, the bruised teeth came out first." Miao Xiaohui said: "You are not afraid of a collapsed nose, you are not afraid of squinting eyes, you are not afraid of being short?" Don't say you're afraid of teeth, you're afraid of everything, so you're poisoned. Liu Yiyi sighed and said: "Maybe I'm too sensitive physiologically, and I'm afraid of a lot of things when you say it." How can this fear of feelings come out? Miao Xiaohui said: "You see that Xia Weikai's teeth are not violent, his nose is not collapsed, his eyes are not squinted, and he is not short, you can't help it." It's always bad to be too attached to a man though. Early the next morning, Miao Xiaohui left in a hurry. Liu Yiyi thought about it, today is Saturday, is she going to meet Fan Ji, or will she meet Manager Xue? I'm really anxious for her, how can I arrange the time? How can feelings be turned around?

Xia Weikai didn't call until noon, and he still didn't call in the evening. When she was about to go to bed, Miao Xiaohui called and asked her if Xia Weikai had called? And he said, "It's coming soon." These words made Liu Yiyi feel very relieved and asked, "Really?" Miao Xiaohui said: "When did I say it was fake? Liu Yiyi wanted to ask if Xia Weikai would give up on himself like this, but this hurt her self-esteem too much, so she didn't ask. Alas, the more you want to ask something, the more you dare not ask.

At eight o'clock in the evening, there was still no call. Liu Yiyi hated, hated, this time was counted minute by minute, didn't he feel it? It's still lovers, it's too tacit. She wavered in Miao Xiaohui's judgment, and felt a sense of despair, and the knot in her heart became heavier and heavier. When it was almost nine o'clock, the phone rang, and she trembled in her heart, grabbed the microphone, but it was from home. As soon as she heard her mother's voice, her heart lit up as if she was on fire, and she shouted, "What are you doing! What are you doing! Her mother was so frightened that she couldn't speak, said a few words of "take care of your body", and hung up. Liu Yiyi pinched the microphone for a long time, and several times wanted to dial it back and ask "what are you doing" a few more times or a dozen times, but the microphone was sweaty in her hand and put it down hatefully.

Liu Yiyi turned off the lights, sat in front of the window, and looked up at the sky getting darker and darker. At first, there was a little bit of blue in the black, but after looking at it for a long time, the blue was gone, blindly black, heavy black. She wanted to find the moon and poked her head out of the window, but no. Then I went to look for the stars, seriously, tenaciously looking, and there was none. There was only one black, impenetrable, heavy black in the sky. Liu Yiyi moved her lips at the dark sky, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it, there was nothing to say. She groped her way to the bed and lay down, with a kind of sadness, one hand swimming slowly on her body, and the other hand swimming slowly, tenderly and lovingly, as if she wanted to awaken a memory, to savor a piece of history. There is no world in Liu Yiyi's field of vision, thousands of generations, this bit of history is the most meaningful history, and this pain is the deepest pain. Every time my fingers slid to one place, the fingertips rubbed carefully on the skin, and suddenly I kneaded them roughly, and suddenly realized that this was actually an unconscious imitation, a little ashamed, and a little clumsy. Realizing this, her hand stopped at her lower abdomen for a moment, and for no reason, it slowly slid around. So young, so beautiful, so lonely, so sad. She thought oh oh ** a few times, and snorted, the voice was weird, sucked away by the darkness. She was taken aback, she didn't expect to make such an unfamiliar sound.

She took her hands back, a little reluctantly, but she resolutely took them back and climbed on her shoulders. She thought that love was so fragile, it was over after speaking, and there was no need for a reason, an explanation, or even an excuse, and there was no clear period. Things in the world are so difficult to grasp, always unexpected, incomprehensible, incomprehensible. Such a familiar person, face to face every day, suddenly became a stranger who couldn't understand.