Who told Secretary Jiang about this? Liu Yiyi thought about it for a long time and couldn't remember. asked Miao Xiaohui, but she didn't know. The two analyzed for a long time, and finally thought that some classmates might speculate, and Secretary Jiang also guessed. But Secretary Jiang must know now, and his expression at that time had already revealed everything. Liu Yi was worried for several days, for fear that her classmates would have some rumors, but there was no result. She was relieved, and felt that Secretary Jiang was really good to herself, gave her advice, and kept it secret for her. Later, Liu Yiyi met Secretary Jiang, and when he called him, he specially called out a feeling, which others couldn't hear, but he definitely understood.

Don't go where you can't afford it. Liu Yiyi said this to Xia Weikai, and Xia Weikai said: "It's all gone, do you want to stop again?" What's the point of stopping? It's all gone. Liu Yiyi said: "I don't care, I don't want to, I'm afraid." The cold knife and scissors are stretched out into your body and the sea is turned over the river, and you are afraid. Xia Weikai said: "Are you serious? You're in a hurry. Liu Yiyi said: "I can't bear it, I won't go there." Xia Weikai said: "If you think about it, there is no point in guarding yourself like jade. Liu Yiyi said angrily: "You mean that I am not jade anymore, I have fallen in price and depreciated." Xia Weikai said, "Are you jade or gold." If you don't let me pay attention to you, who will you admire? Liu Yiyi said: "You mean that I must be like that, to be gold, to shine?" That's how you men see people? Xia Weikai shook his hands and said: "Alas, I said it wrong again, and the more I talked, the more confused I became." Liu Yiyi said: "You are not confused at all. You men, it's inhuman and inhumane to say that you don't start when you don't start, and it makes no sense to stop when you start. There is only one sentence to say, and this thing must be done. Your logic revolves around this conclusion. Xia Weikai said: "Don't think like this, don't think like this." Liu Yiyi said: "Miao Xiaohui has been reading a book these days, written by the Japanese, "This Thing for Men", saying that what you have to do with this thing is one thing, right?" You have to do it, right? He has a reason for what he does, because he is a man, and he is born so that he can take all the truth, just as we have all the calamities. Xia Weikai smiled bitterly and said: "Alas, alas, a man, no way, who called him a man?" Liu Yiyi said: "Then we should be unlucky, going to the hospital a hundred times is also fate, who called me a woman?" And he said, "I really blame my mother for not giving birth to me." Xia Weikai laughed and said: "Scientifically speaking, you can only blame your father." Liu Yiyi was amused by him and said: "Don't talk about science, my whole body trembles when I hear these two words." ”

When the two of them meet in the future, no matter where the topic starts, it is natural that they will come back to that question, should they stop, or continue? That night, the two of them walked around the campus, and they talked about it again. Liu Yiyi said: "Can't you talk about something else?" So the two talked about something else, and after a while, they came back again. Liu Yiyi said: "I only know now that men are really persistent, no wonder so many girls have succumbed." Xia Weikai said: "Alas, I am just in good health. ”

Xia Weikai was indomitable, pinched his fingers to count the days with her, and explained scientific truths. Liu Yiyi said: "Don't tell me about science, I have learned how scientific your science is." Xia Weikai said: "In the future, we will not play side balls, and we will act with 100% certainty." Liu Yiyi said: "I believed in you before, and I can't believe it anymore." Xia Weikai said: "Then let's sacrifice a little feeling and take measures." As he spoke, he drew a circle with both hands and pulled it down. Liu Yiyi said: "I'm afraid it's unreliable." And he said, "How do you act like an expert?" Xia Weikai said: "What looks like in the book, in the book, in the book." Make a flip book motion, "Haven't you read it?" on the book. ”

No matter what he said, Liu Yiyi gritted her teeth and just refused, she was shaken several times, but when she thought of that coldness and Secretary Jiang's words, she was firm again. Xia Weikai hurriedly said, "You have to give me a way out." Liu Yiyi said: "Then what if you don't know me?" Xia Weikai said: "You can talk about humanitarianism." Liu Yiyi said, "I should say this to you." Xia Weikai said: "If it goes on like this, I think there is a danger, two people together, they can't rely on speech to maintain it." Liu Yiyi said: "What do you mean! Xia Weikai said: "What do you say? Feelings have to be talked about, and they do have to be talked about, but science can't be left untold, right? Liu Yiyi gritted her teeth angrily and said: "Tell me science again, talk to me about science, your science is to do it, you have to do it, you have to do it, you have to do it, you have to do it, you have to do it, and if you don't do it, you will not be scientific!" Xia Weikai also got angry and said: "If you really want to say that, that's right!" Liu Yiyi suddenly smiled and said: "Man, it's too realistic, see it clearly, see it clearly!" Xia Weikai said: "If you really want to say that, that's right!" There is such a reality there, if you want him to be unrealistic, then you are too unrealistic, right? Besides, reality is not that I have reality alone, and you don't have reality? Liu Yiyi pushed him away and said, "I didn't, I didn't!" You look for someone else's reality, don't look for me! Xia Weikai was annoyed and said, "Don't push me, you want to push me to someone else!" Liu Yiyi pushed him harder: "You go, you go, someone is waiting for you!" Go, take the opportunity to step down, go, go! Xia Weikai stomped his feet and said, "She insists on being angry with me!" He turned around and left.

Liu Yiyi didn't expect him to really walk away, so she stood there and froze, watching Xia Weikai's broad shoulders flash in the crowd of self-study and disappear. She simply couldn't believe it was true, and stood there numbly, not in a hurry, not impatient, thinking nothing, looking around in a daze, unable to understand everything around her at all. The wind blew over, blew over, and suddenly, with a cold shiver, she woke up. She shifted her feet and almost fell, her leg not acting as if it weren't her own. This is the campus, this is the crowd, this is the world, all strange. She walked slowly into the crowd, surrounded by laughter and laughter, which she thought were very strange, like dreams from another world. She walked over and over again, her body gently floating as if in a dream. I didn't know how many times I went back and forth on Mulan Road, and suddenly thought that the dormitory was going to close, so I went back.

Walking into the dormitory, Wen Ya said, "Yiyi, where have you been?" He called several times. Liu Yiyi responded dreamily: "Oh." Wen Ya said: "He looks very anxious. Liu Yiyi said, "Oh. Yi Fan said, "What's wrong with you, ...... Again...... Got a cold? Liu Yiyi said, "No." "I climbed to the top bunk and covered my head with a quilt. Miao Xiaohui hasn't come back yet, and she doesn't know where she went. The phone rang, Yi Fan handed the microphone up, pushed her and said, "Yiyi, he is looking for you." Liu Yiyi shook her head and said, "I'm sick, say I'm sick." He put his head over again. Do this two or three times, and the bell will never ring again.

After the lights out, the dormitory was very quiet. Liu Yiyi shrunk into a ball in the quilt, as if she had sunk into the ancient flood years. Consciousness struggled in the depths of the brain, and there was a small shiny dot, like a cursor probing in the depths of the dark sea, slowly and tenaciously floating, floating, becoming clearer and clearer. This clarity frightened Liu Yiyi, she wanted to hide, she wanted to pretend to be deaf and dumb to herself, it was too realistic and too cruel. However, it must be faced and can only be faced. The relationship between them, in her mind, was established, self-evident, and unbreakable. But now she suddenly realized that her ideas were too poetic, and things were not as simple as she thought. Today, she sees how fragile that relationship can be. There is no need for any major incidents, as long as there is a disagreement, a gamble, and it is possible to collapse completely. My first love, and that first time, is not a safe barrier, let alone a guarantee of happiness, and it can be pushed down at any time, and the reasons are everywhere. As long as he thinks it doesn't make sense, then it makes no sense. What you think has the power to explain everything, others can think that nothing can be explained, and the facts can't explain anything. Thinking about it, Liu Yiyi didn't understand, was the world wrong, or did she think about the world wrong?

I didn't sleep all night, and the next morning Liu Yiyi struggled to get up and go to class. She was afraid that others would ask her if she had a cold again, and she could no longer bear that kind of concern. At breakfast, she told Miao Xiaohui about the matter and asked her: "Is the world wrong, or am I thinking about the world wrong?" Miao Xiaohui said: "The world is always right, even if it is wrong, you can only say that it is wrong." Liu Yiyi felt that she was right, but the cruelty behind her made her dare not face it. She sighed and said, "That's so boring." Miao Xiaohui said: "It's interesting, it's not interesting, you can only accept it, we can't learn He Fengyi." ”

Unlike usual, Liu Yiyi sat at the back of the day and wanted to escape the teacher's attention. She was in a trance, and she didn't know what the teacher was talking about on stage. She supported her forehead with her left hand, covering most of her face, holding the pen in her right hand, and making a gesture of taking notes, which was actually drowsy. Halfway through the first class, someone next to her pushed her, she woke up in shock, and looked at the eyes of the classmate, it was Xia Weikai who was gesturing to her outside the window. She ignored him, cheered up and looked at the blackboard, and caught a glimpse of Xia Weikai disappearing for a while, and then reappearing again. Seeing his anxious demeanor, Liu Yiyi's nervousness was greatly relaxed, and her heart softened again. After class, she stiffened herself and didn't go out, and dozed off on her desk. A boy beside her said, "Yiyi, your boyfriend is here." She thought, if she doesn't go out again, the whole world will know that she had quarreled with Xia Weikai, so she will go out. Xia Weikai said: "Let's go." At this time, the class bell rang, and Liu Yiyi said, "My schoolbag is still there." It was too late to take out the bag, and she said, "I went to class." Xia Weikai said: "Let's go, let's go." Liu Yiyi looked at the classroom from the back door, Miao Xiaohui was turning around, and Liu Yiyi pointed to the schoolbag.

Liu Yiyi followed Xia Weikai, and neither of them was silent. Walking to a small road, Xia Weikai stopped and stopped. Liu Yiyi also stopped. The two looked at each other silently. After a while, Xia Weikai said: "Why are you so ruthless? Liu Yiyi didn't expect him to say such a sentence, and was stunned for a moment and said: "I know what it means to be called Zhu Bajie and beat a rake." "Turn around and go. Xia Weikai grabbed her, she struggled a few times and didn't break away, so she didn't struggle. Xia Weikai grabbed her cuffs and said, "I didn't sleep all night." I can't be angry! I hadn't even returned to the dormitory, and I remembered that you were still there alone, and I turned back immediately, and you were gone, and I thought you would wait for me. Liu Yiyi said: "You are a prince, you are the last man in the world." Xia Weikai said, "Don't stab me." Honestly, I don't feel worse than anyone else. Liu Yiyi said: "You are no worse than anyone else, you are the only one in the world who is qualified to be angry, what about men!" How long have I been back from the hospital, and I still have to stand in the wind and wait for you, you are so great? Xia Weikai said, "Oh, oh, I forgot. I really haven't slept all night, you don't answer the phone! I'm afraid you'll be angry with me, and I'm afraid you've been standing outside for too long, and I want to call and ask for clarification. You are so ruthless that I didn't sleep all night. When Liu Yiyi heard this, a strange change occurred in her heart, she was so angry just now, but now the emotion quickly subsided. She hates herself for not being angry, and she softens after two good words, always with too soft a heart and too soft a heart. She said, "I haven't slept all night, and I've thought about a lot of things." Xia Weikai said: "What do you think?" I know, it's because of me that you are a bastard. Liu Yiyi said, "I thought you went like this." Xia Weikai said: "How so, how can it be?" How can I let you go? There are a lot of girls who have sent me messages, you know, I didn't answer, you know. It's enough for me to have you alone, enough. These words came into his ears, and Liu Yiyi's emotions immediately turned around, as if she felt sorry for him, and felt that she had thought about it all night last night, and she was thinking about things too seriously. She said, "Then you shouldn't leave people there alone." Xia Weikai said: "No, no, it's really too bad." ”

Xia Weikai put his arm around Liu Yiyi's shoulder, and Liu Yiyi followed him. Liu Yiyi said: "You caused people to miss class for another morning." "Unconsciously, I walked to the Little Yiren Hotel. Liu Yiyi said: "It's a mistake." Xia Weikai said, "You see we didn't sleep well yesterday, why don't you find a place to sleep," he said, propping up his right index finger, "just sleep." Liu Yiyi said: "I deceived people." Then he said, "Well, then, get some sleep." When she arrived in the room, Xia Weikai came to take off her clothes, and she said, "What I just said, sleep for a while, it's still hot in my mouth." Xia Weikai stretched out a finger and said, "I mean sleep, just a while, a while." And he said, "Have mercy on me." Liu Yiyi remembered Secretary Jiang's words to pity the poor parents and teachers, and said: "I don't know who to pity, why is everyone so pitiful except me." Xia Weikai said: "The first is to pity yourself, you ask your own heart." Liu Yiyi was silent. Xia Weikai said: "You don't want me? Liu Yiyi admitted: "Yes, but, afraid, afraid." Xia Weikai used his hands and mouth together, and Liu Yiyi said weakly: "Then you should also take some measures." Xia Weikai said: "Who likes to wear a hat and wash their hair." Liu Yiyi said: "Your head is really big, up and down are heads." Xia Weikai said: "Man." He pinched his fingers and counted the date for her, "It's absolutely safe, it's foolproof." Liu Yiyi thought, it can only be like this, it can be delayed today but not tomorrow, and said: "How can I talk about you about this thing, man?" ”

At that moment, Xia Weikai always looked up at a mirror at the head of the bed. Liu Yiyi said: "What do you do when you keep looking in the mirror? Perverted! Look at me. Xia Weikai said: "You in the mirror, you, aren't you also you?" ”