Before New Year's Day, Xia Weikai told Liu Yiyi that he would go home for a few days, so he would go back. On the night of New Year's Day, Liu Yiyi stayed alone in the dormitory, and even Wu Anan didn't know where to go. She first read the book, but she couldn't read it, and there was something in her brain that pushed the words on the book outward. Let's go dancing, I'm not interested. suddenly realized that in the past year, his entire life has revolved around Xia Weikai, like the earth revolving around the sun. Friends are estranged, and they don't come to her, and they don't go to her anyway. She held her chin with both hands, and looked blankly at the novel on the table, which was Zhang Ailing's "Legend", the words on it were black and pressed, and the light was also frozen, just like time. Suddenly, without him by her side, she was at a loss. was in a daze under the lamp until more than nine o'clock, and suddenly understood that he was waiting for Xia Weikai's call. The phone didn't come at ten o'clock, and I felt that I couldn't wait, so I wanted to call him. When the phone called, his mother said that she had gone out and did not come back, and asked her about the warmth of the cold. I called at half past ten o'clock, but I haven't come back yet, and Liu Yiyi is embarrassed to fight again. Staying up until eleven o'clock, she couldn't help it, hesitated for a while, dialed the phone again, but no one answered. She was very upset, his parents were asleep, and he was still disturbed, so undeservedly. After falling asleep, she still blamed herself in her heart for a long time, it was too undeserved.

The next morning, Liu Yiyi calculated that they should get up again, and dialed the phone again, but Xia Weikai went out, and he didn't know where he went, saying that it might be a classmate. Liu Yiyi suddenly thought that Xia Weikai should have been very late when he came home last night, otherwise he should have called back. Thinking about it further, didn't you fight last night and won't hit this morning? Won't his mom tell him she's been on the phone? Thinking of this, her heart trembled, and she trembled again. She didn't want to think about it, but she had to think about it. He's missing, where is he now, and with whom? Do? Thinking about his mother again, why is she a little slurred when she speaks? Thinking of this, Liu Yiyi was feverish, and immediately dialed the phone number of Xia Weikai's dormitory, and a classmate named A Jian answered: "He himself said that he went home." Liu Yiyi put down the phone, felt that Ah Jian's words were strange, and dialed over again and said, "Ah Jian, where did Xia Weikai go?" I'm looking for him urgently. Ah Jian paused for a while and said, "I don't know, he himself said that he went home." Liu Yiyi listened to his tone, and really had an urge to reveal the matter and ask, hesitated, felt that he was not so strong in bearing, and put the microphone down.

Liu Yiyi was holding back in her heart, and she had an urge to make a difference. She ran to Xiaoyiren and saw the boss sitting at the door to make wool, so she lost her courage and didn't dare to walk over. After looking at it from afar for a while, she ran downstairs to Xia Weikai's dormitory, staring at the gate from a distance, every time someone came out or someone entered, she had a little hope. I stayed until noon, and when I was disappointed, I left.

At night, Liu Yiyi stared at the phone and her eyes hurt, and she wanted to catch it several times, but she didn't have the courage. The call doesn't come, it still doesn't come. At eight o'clock, she lost hope and heard Xia Weikai shouting downstairs: "Liu Yiyi! Liu Yiyi! Liu Yiyi ran downstairs and asked, "Where have you been in the past two days?" Xia Weikai said: "Didn't I tell you? Liu Yiyi said: "I don't remember, you say it again!" Xia Weikai said, "What do you mean?" I came back very late yesterday, I went out in the morning, and I thought about you in the afternoon, so I rushed back, or take the express train. Liu Yiyi said: "Then why didn't you call me in the morning?" Xia Weikai said: "I'm afraid that you will sleep lazily and make noise for you." All Liu Yiyi's doubts disappeared, and her anger also disappeared and said: "You don't want to think that people miss you!" Xia Weikai said: "So I took the fast train." The two found a corner to sit and talked a lot, and Xia Weikai left.

As soon as I returned to the dormitory, a girl downstairs was shouting: "Liu Yiyi! Liu Yiyi! Liu Yiyi saw a girl standing in the shadow of the lamp and said, "Are you calling me?" The girl said, "I call Liu Yiyi." Liu Yiyi said: "I am her." The girl said, "Then I will call you, you come down, and I will tell you." Liu Yiyi wanted to tell her just like that, but she felt that things were weird, so that others couldn't listen to them, so she went down. When she arrived at the gate, the girl said to her, "You are Liu Yiyi?" Liu Yiyi said: "She is me." Are you looking for her? The girl said, "I'm looking for you." Liu Yiyi said, "What are you looking for me for?" The girl said, "Look at you." And he said, "See what kind of person he is." Liu Yiyi had a bad premonition and said, "I don't know you." The girl said, "I just met you, too." And he said, Go over there. Liu Yiyi wanted to resist, but involuntarily followed her. The two walked under the tree, and the girl said, "I have been with Xia Weikai in the past two days. He dropped me off at the train station, and I came back and took a bus with him. "He didn't know." I saw him and you sitting there talking for so long, quite affectionate, thinking that that person was you. You, why did you snatch him away from me? Liu Yiyi understood, completely understood, and said, "I don't know about you, no one has ever told me about you." The girl said, "I've been with him for five years, starting my sophomore year, classmates, you count, it's been five years." He's going to empathize now, think about my mood, it's been five years! The girl cried, and Liu Yiyi stayed there and looked at her in surprise. The girl said, "It's been five years. I have been in Guangzhou for more than a year, waiting for him, waiting for him to graduate, pinching his fingers and counting the past day by day, you think about it, pinching his fingers, counting the past day by day. I picked up more than a thousand small stones, put them in a bottle, a full bottle, and every day that passed, I threw one into another bottle, like putting a little hope in it, and I was alive, just this little hope. Now the stones in the two bottles are almost flat, but, but, you say, you say, what should I do? Liu Yiyi said to herself: "What should I do? You say, you say, what should I do? The girl said, "I don't blame you, you don't know." You know now, it's not too late for you, it's not too late for me, why do you have to be a third party? You promise me, I can kneel for you, I'm a few years older than you, it doesn't matter, you can kneel. So saying, he knelt down. Liu Yiyi dragged her up and said, "You get up, if you don't get up, I'll leave." The girl got up and said, "I waited for him for eight days on National Day, and I didn't leave until I had to go to work." He said that he was outside and couldn't be contacted, so I felt weird, it turned out to be you, you! Liu Yiyi remembered the before and after of Lushan, so it was. She hated in her heart, hated! She said, "You go to him, don't look for me." ”

Liu Yiyi turned around to leave, but the girl stopped her and said, "Please, please." Liu Yiyi said, "You go and beg him." The girl said, "He...... Please. Liu Yiyi stopped, her mind was in a mess, like a train coming and going, booming. The girl said, "I'm giving too much, really I'm giving too much." I gave him everything, the best years gave him, I gave him everything. Isn't it over when I'm done? I'm giving too much. Saying that, he wiped his tears with his hands, "I'm not afraid of ugliness, let me tell you, I've been to the hospital, I've paid too much." Can all of this be written off in such a lump sum? Liu Yiyi said: "Why didn't you tell me earlier, you have to wait until today?" The girl said, "How do I know?" I do not know. I know that a boy like him has to be guarded, guarded, guarded, and I shouldn't have gone to Guangzhou. Liu Yiyi said: "Why didn't you tell me earlier, you came a few days earlier for the National Day, then you still have time." The girl said, "It's too late, it's too late." Liu Yiyi said: "I have time for you to go to him." The girl said, "Then you promised me?" Liu Yiyi said, "You go to him." I'm going back, the door is closing. ”

The girl suddenly changed her demeanor, and said very calmly: "Little sister, I advise you not to find a man like him, you will suffer if you are not emotionally determined." Liu Yiyi said: "You mean to let you eat all the losses alone?" The girl said, "I've already lost the end anyway, and if I lose a little more, that's it, I can't let all the sisters in the world suffer, little sister." Liu Yiyi said: "Noble." The girl smiled self-deprecatingly: "I admit that I am also a little selfish, mainly because I am used to him." It's been five years, five years! He has a lot of stinky problems, I can bear it, can you bear it? Can you endure anything else? Liu Yiyi said: "Noble." The girl smiled again, and said with a sad smile: "I have no choice, I can only eat a piece of shit today, can I not eat it?" I have given too much, I am a woman, I only have so many precious things, I have given them all, I can't tear down the past and start over, I am a woman, I can only go once, there is no second time, because I am a woman. If I were a man, I wouldn't be coming to you today, I'm a woman. She sighed bitterly, "I'm a woman, so I can't go again in style, that's what men sing, and letting women sing it becomes,!" Liu Yiyi was a little sympathetic to her, and when she heard her say the word "", her heart hardened and said: "Are you the only one in the world who is a woman?" The girl said, "You are still young, little sister, and there is still time to toss, and you have not been hurt so much." Liu Yiyi said: "Don't always think that only you have been injured and can eat shit, others are also women!" The girl said, "You have paid, I admit, you have paid, but," she paused, "but you have never been to the hospital, you have not paid for five years." I'm not afraid of ugliness, I don't care about it, I say anything. Liu Yiyi listened to her tone, it was not ugly, but a glorious history. The girl said, "You are still young, you have time to toss." Liu Yiyi chuckled, her smile was a little yin, and even she felt rash, "You can't go in style, you want me to go, you want me not to eat shit, keep it for yourself, you can't do it again, I'm still young, I know." He turned and ran away and said, "It's closing." The girl shouted from behind: "Please, little sister, you have to be careful, be careful, be careful!" ”