The dormitory seemed to have been swept over by a rout.

went to Hedong to sign a contract with an advertising company, and Liu Yiyi returned to the dormitory in the afternoon and found that everyone was gone. When they left in the morning, Wu Anan and Wen Ya were still packing their luggage, and now they are gone. The floor of the room was littered with discarded objects, washbasins, cotton wool, straw mats, books, clothes. Liu Yiyi kicked open an aluminum bucket, and the bucket rolled around on the concrete floor a few times, making a hollow sound, which made people feel panicked. The setting sun shines on the glass window, and then reflects on the table, and the table top has a metallic texture. Liu Yiyi wondered why she lived for four years before she had such a feeling. She moved her head, and the light reflected off her face. She closed her eyes in dizziness to feel the light, and there was a faint warmth. The surroundings were quiet, quiet, and there was a hazy sound from far away, as if it had been difficult to reach it through thousands of mountains and rivers, and there was a sense of nothingness. The warmth reflected on the face also seems to be absent, and there is also a sense of nothingness. It's a moment, it's yourself, it's a moment for yourself. Liu Yiyi carefully experienced the hazy and warm, as if it was about to melt into nothingness. Suddenly, for some reason, she woke up and felt like crying. Nothing is right, my boyfriend doesn't have it, my classmates don't know where they are, and the contract is not ideal, so I have to sign it. Everyone leaves and someone comes to pick them up, either parents or boyfriends, only I am alone. What is inferior to others? Last night, Yi Fan's father came to carry the luggage, and inadvertently showed a little tone, and put it at the doctor's place. No matter how much Liu Yiyi has a psychological advantage, and the tolerance that comes from this advantage, she can't be without a sense of loss. Liu Yiyi sat there, motionless, for several hours. She coughed a few times and felt her presence. This feeling made her want to laugh, but before the laughter could unfold, tears flowed. She wasn't hungry, she wasn't thirsty, she thought a lot, she didn't think about anything, she cried a few times, she laughed a few times. She reached out with her right hand and scratched it in the air a few times, slowly, sleepwalking, as if she had caught something. Nothing. That's right, she thought, it's actually right. The heart can float to heaven and feet must step on the earth, and the heart must come back from heaven. This is actually right, she thought, this is actually right, and there is no way to do it. When the night fell, she fell asleep on the bed, which was only planked.

The next day, Liu Yiyi moved to the room arranged for her by the advertising agency. Said it was the room, she only had one bed, and there was another person in the room. It's not easy to find a bed in Lucheng. Liu Yiyi finally made up her mind to sign the contract, half of which was because of this bed. I stayed in the provincial capital for four years, I got used to it, and I had to stay even if I struggled.

The other person's surname is Liu, a few years older than Liu Yiyi, and Liu Yiyi calls her Sister Liu. When Liu Yiyi moved in, she was very unhappy, locked the door, asked her to wait outside the door, and went to the manager by herself. After a while, Liu Yiyi heard her coming up with the manager, and she was saying, "At my age, it's not too much for one person to have a room, right?" When I saw Liu Yiyi, I didn't say anything. Liu Yiyi was a little nervous, she made others unhappy, and she felt a little pity for her, her request was indeed not too much.

Liu Yiyi still moved in. The company is an affiliated unit of a newspaper, and the room is the single dormitory of the newspaper, a single room with a toilet. The company is in the opposite building, and every day I go to work and go downstairs and then upstairs, and I arrive. She was a little awkward and a little sorry when she first moved in, as if she had trespassed into someone else's territory. Liu Yiyi tried her best to be a low-key person, and found an opportunity to shout "Sister Liu" a few times every day. After a few awkward days, unable to withstand the temptation of curiosity, and driven by loneliness, the two began to talk. Maybe it's because the pent-up curiosity has accumulated enough energy, and once the two of them start talking, it's endless, endless, and they're going to talk about it late at night, as if they're in a hurry to finish the words of their life. Liu Yiyi knew that Sister Liu was her alumnus, who studied marketing, and it had been six years since she graduated. After getting acquainted, Sister Liu said: "Yiyi, don't call me Sister Liu in the future, it's not good, if someone calls me sister again at the age of thirty, I will admit it, and there will be two or three years." Liu Yiyi said: "Then it's better to call sister." Sister Liu said: "Isn't my name Liu Shiyu?" You just call me Ah Yu. Liu Yiyi thought about it, she called it like this, avoiding the sensitive issue of age, and it couldn't be better.

Ah Yu jumped around and changed jobs five times in six years, which surprised Liu Yiyi. Ah Yu said, "What's so strange about this? Do one thing for two years, and it's not annoying and annoying. My parents always want me to be stable, stable, how can I be stable? It's not okay to leave them alone, old brains. I listened to their nagging, and ear A went in and ear B went out. Liu Yiyi said: "In the final analysis, it is always necessary to be stable. Ah Yu said: "If you jump once or twice, you won't jump, and you will not be able to jump anymore." Unlike men, you can jump and jump down. ”

Ah Yu's family is in Lucheng, and his parents are engineers in the design institute. She is a talented woman in the company, and she often publishes some small articles in the newspaper, all of which talk about emotions. Liu Yiyi read a few articles and wrote them very smartly, so she looked at her differently. Every day, there are calls to find Ah Yu, and Liu Yiyi answers them a few times, all of them are men. Later, when a call came in, Ah Yu was there, so naturally she answered it first; is not there, Liu Yiyi always thought that Miao Xiaohui called, and the family called, so she couldn't help but pick it up. picked up the one who was always looking for Ah Yu, so I had to say that she went out. I also want to ask who to go out with, Liu Yiyi can't say what kind of man she is with, so she just said that she doesn't know. Ah Yu always doesn't come back for two or three nights a week, Liu Yiyi probably understands what is going on, and doesn't ask. When Ah Yu came back the next day, he must have asked first: "Has anyone called?" Then he asked, "What do you say?" Liu Yiyi said: "I didn't see anything I said, I didn't know." Ah Yu smiled with satisfaction and said, "You are still quite experienced." "The first thing Ah Yu does when he gets up every morning is to apply various skin care products and cosmetics to the mirror, which takes nearly an hour to finish. Liu Yiyi said: "It's too troublesome. She said: "A set of procedures, it takes so long." I'm cutting corners, isn't that murdering myself? "I often don't have time to eat, so I carry a small satchel to work. At night, he knocked an egg into a small porcelain dish, wiped the egg white on his face, patted his face and said, "The skin also needs protein." "It takes nearly an hour to complete a set of procedures. Liu Yiyi looked a little annoyed, and couldn't help but say, "Have you spent so much time saving so much youth?" Ah Yu said: "That should be more than that." He also said: "The greatest mission of a woman's life is to fight against time, in fact, it is to fight against men." Liu Yiyi said: "You write articles and read them so thoroughly, women have to rely on themselves, they can't take men seriously, why do you still take them so seriously?" You don't tell me that you're dressing up for yourself. Ah Yu said: "If they want to look at you with such eyes, you can't do anything." In fact, who stipulated that white and slender is beautiful? What right do they have to demand that girls across China conform to this standard? Sometimes I was so angry that I wanted to write an article to protest a few times, knowing in my heart that it was for nothing, there was no room for discussion, and no girl really dared to discuss this issue with them, they would think it was an ugly girl. You can't change a man, you have to change yourself, otherwise how can you live? It's a man's world! Liu Yiyi said: "Why? No, no! Ah Yu smiled and said: "As long as possible, every girl is shaping herself according to a man's standard, not to mention you Liu Yiyi." Partial not? Don't you dare? Liu Yiyi said: "Why? Ah Yu said, "Because you are a woman." It's a woman who wants others to love her, can she not want to? Who wouldn't? This is the biggest problem in their lives. But why should others love you? ”

became more acquainted, and the two talked about their private affairs. One night, after the lights went out, Ah Yu seemed to have no sleep, and said, "Guess where I went last night?" Liu Yiyi deliberately said: "Go to your classmates, don't you have a sister on the TV station?" Ah Yu said, "Do you really not know or do you not know?" Liu Yiyi said: "You didn't tell me, how do I know?" After speaking, he squeezed his eyes in the dark and snickered. Ah Yu slapped his body and said, "The mosquitoes are coming." I got up and touched the mosquito coil and said, "It's not interesting to hide it from you, I'll go to my boyfriend." Liu Yiyi saw her so chic and said, "No, right? You went out with Manager Xu yesterday, and you went out with Mr. Yuan a few days ago. Ah Yu said: "A person may also have two boyfriends. Liu Yiyi didn't expect her to be so generous, and said, "No, there will be a fight." Ah Yu told her that she had been with Mr. Yuan for two or three years, and he had a family, but he refused to divorce, so he agreed to her to find a boyfriend. She wanted to have a break, and she broke it several times, but she still couldn't break it. She said: "Mr. Yuan has accompanied me to find three boyfriends, and I have seen them every time and helped me with my staff." Liu Yiyi said: "Mr. Yuan is so generous? Ah Yu said: "If he doesn't divorce and doesn't let go, what if he is not generous?" Liu Yiyi said: "I have never heard of such a thing. Ah Yu said: "I won't listen to his staff next time, as soon as he is a staff officer, a staff officer comes and goes, there are a bunch of problems, only he is good, and things must be yellow." He was not in a hurry as the year passed, but I crossed my fingers to count the days by month, and after a few more years, I was really dragged into the ranks of older young women. Do you know what men call them? Mature woman, got it, mature woman! It's vicious! That's what the men think. And he said, "It is too lax to say that the days are counted by the months, but in fact they are by the number of days." Really, I'm thirty years old. When I first graduated from college, I thought about how far away twenty-eight is, and I can't finish it in a few years, and I blinked a few times before I ran in front of me. Now, every day that passes, my heart tightens. If I had just graduated from college like you, I would have felt like I had gone to heaven. If a woman wants to face this world, she has to rely on something, it is impossible to do it out of thin air, and her greatest capital is this bit of youth. ”

Liu Yiyi doesn't talk to Ah Yu about age, she can say that it is also to test other people's attitude towards her, but others also say that it is not okay. Liu Yiyi said: "How could Manager Xu agree that you should be with Mr. Yuan?" Ah Yu giggled, and the laughter swelled in the darkness like a balloon inflating, and said, "How can I report to him?" Liu Yiyi said: "Manager Xu is still a manager, I don't think he's stupid!" Ah Yu said: "Nowadays, managers are all over the mountains, and almost everyone is the manager." Besides, I'm not stupid! Liu Yiyi said: "That's not okay? Ah Yu said: "Okay, anyway, I have to stay with Mr. Yuan again, and we have to be separated by such a layer, so how is it possible?" Liu Yiyi sighed and said: "This world, I am a little afraid of it when I think about it, the mobility is too great." Ah Yu said: "The mobility of people is so great, it is common to change jobs once every two years, and it is not strange to change jobs twice a year. If the feelings flow and the body doesn't flow with it, how can it be? Liu Yiyi said: "It's a little scary to think about it. Ah Yu said: "Afraid, who is not afraid?" If you are a woman, you can't be afraid. But where can you hide if you're afraid? Hiding in the dark cracks of the ground can't escape time. Do you think I want to flow around so much? I also want a man who loves me with all his heart and heart," he laughed self-deprecatingly, "that can't be, they only love himself." The world is turning like this, they are turning like this, what else can you do except follow it? You'll have to follow suit, you'll find out later. After a pause, he remembered something and said, "Yiyi I have said so much, you can tell me about yourself." You don't tell me you're still a ...... It's a girl, right? Liu Yiyi didn't expect her to ask like this, thinking that she had said everything about herself so happily, and if she didn't say it, she was a little sorry for her, so she mumbled vaguely and wanted to deal with the past. Who knew that Ah Yu said: "That's right." Liu Yiyi thought, she didn't say yes, she didn't say no, what does this mean by "right"? She said, "What's right?" Ah Yu said, "I guessed right. Liu Yiyi still didn't know how she guessed, and it was not easy to ask, but she had to explain it if she asked. A Yu said: "After a few years in college, it is inevitable to have a boyfriend, and if you have a boyfriend, you will inevitably have to be affectionate, affectionate, and it is inevitable to do something together." It can't be helped, it's all done this way, don't say who's wrong. ”