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Gradually, the two talked about everything, as if they were close friends. The most talked about is the company's Zhang Chang Li short, and the second is the men and women in the world. It was hot at noon, and the electric fan couldn't blow it. Ah Yu took off his shirt, lay on the bed with only a bra on, and said, "You can learn from me too." Liu Yiyi said: "There may be someone in the opposite office building at noon." Ah Yu said: "He wants to see that he is immoral." He can't look down on a piece of my flesh. Liu Yiyi didn't have that much courage and said, "I'm not that hot." At this time, Xiao Sun, a company employee who lived upstairs, pushed the door in and said, "Do you want to play cards?" Ah Yu sat up, covered his chest with a pu fan and said, "Is there a mistake?" Xiao Sun smiled and said, "What kind of baby bump, who hasn't seen it?" Yiyi waved his hand anxiously and said, "You go out, you go out!" When Xiao Sun left, Liu Yiyi jumped out of bed and closed the door, saying, "I told you about the danger." Ah Yu shook the fan vigorously and said, "Playing cards? What are you pretending to be stupid? Take advantage of Miss Ben, one day I called him dumb and I don't know what medicine I took wrong! ”
After scolding, Ah Yu said, "I can't sleep." And said: "Yiyi anyway, you are also a little experienced, I really have a deck of cards here, never take out to play, do you see?" Liu Yiyi said: "I don't like to play cards very much. Ah Yu said: "I bought it on Zhongying Street on a business trip to Shenzhen last year, with colors, there are various postures, you also learn, and your boyfriend will like you more in the future." As he spoke, he pulled open the drawer, pulled out a deck of cards, and threw it over. Liu Yiyi looked at the photos on the package, and said in her heart: "I'm sorry, I'll watch it next time I'm alone." Ah Yu said: "Lady, I've done everything, I don't dare to look at it." Liu Yiyi opened the drawer and put the deck of cards into it and said: "It's quite boring to think about, some men have made any ugliness in others, and their hearts are clear, and they run to you to perform innocence." If you don't want to, forget it, it's kind of boring to think about. Ah Yu said, "Then I don't want to do it." Woman, she can't think about it, and she can't think about it. If you don't want to, then she's really a pile of meat, and if you think about it, it's also a pile of meat. If you see too clearly and are not willing to deceive yourself, then you will not be able to mix in this world. To love oneself is to be willing to deceive oneself. ”
Liu Yiyi thought, this is simply unreasonable, and then think about it, there is a big truth in the unreasonable, and it is only those who have grieved that can say it. She looked at Ah Yu leaning on the bed with her eyes closed, a little pity for her, and a little pity for herself. Because he didn't want to lie to himself, he broke up with Xia Weikai and Guo Zhiming. broke up twice, both because of seriousness, because of ideals, and because of unwillingness to lie to yourself. In retrospect, this ideal is a bit out of place. Because of seriousness, I can't be as free and easy as Ah Yu, but in the eyes of the men who come in the future, will there be any difference between myself and Ah Yu? One step is walking, a hundred steps is also walking, one step is different from a hundred steps, but the difference is not clear. Liu Yiyi felt very aggrieved, and this grievance had nowhere to confide, so she was even more aggrieved.
Ah Yu was not there at night, and Liu Yiyi had nowhere to go, so she walked around the street and returned to the dormitory to watch TV. She searched all the stations, there were no good programs, and she watched it hard, and the more she looked at it, the emptiness and emptiness in her heart gradually condensed into a knot, an empty knot, and she had to absorb something to fill it up. She suddenly understood why she liked to go to the mall, even if she didn't have money, in order to chase that little bit of trivial excitement to fill the empty knot. She looked forward to Ah Yu coming back soon and telling the story of what happened to which man today. But she also knew that the more she wanted her to come back, the less she would come back, and that must be the case.
There was a knock on the door. Liu Yiyi's heart jumped as if she was saved, but she was immediately disappointed again. From the knock on the door, she could tell that it was Xiao Sun again. She had welcomed him to talk, but when she realized his true intentions, she ignored him. She had heard some of his scandals, and she wouldn't have ignored him without those stories. I even gave up on the doctor not long ago, and I will ignore him? The knock on the door came again and again, very elegant and persistent. Liu Yiyi had no choice but to open the door and show a tired look on her face. Xiao Sun said as if he didn't see it: "I'm home alone again!" As if he knew where her pain was, he poked it straight over. Liu Yiyi looked at the screen seriously, as if she was attracted by the TV series. Xiao Sun has nothing to say, from the things of the unit to the characters on TV. Liu Yiyi didn't say a word, he didn't get annoyed, and said tenaciously with a confident demeanor. After more than an hour, Liu Yiyi's patience had reached the limit, thinking that this was also a game, and this was his established strategy. Having made up her mind, Liu Yiyi said, "I want to sleep." Xiao Sun said: "You sleep with you, I'll finish watching this episode." Liu Yiyi thought, there are such thick-skinned people! This thick-skinned encounter with other girls may be a magic weapon, and there can only be greater disgust in himself. "I can't sleep with voices," she said. Xiao Sun said: "Then I can watch the dumb play." His tenacity exceeded her expectations, and she almost became angry, and lowered her voice and said, "I can sleep in peace when the door is closed." Xiao Sun said, "I will close the door for you when I leave." Liu Yiyi had no choice but to say: "You go back upstairs and look, it's not like you don't have a TV there." Xiao Sun had no choice but to stand up and say, "You must drive me away, I have no feelings." Liu Yiyi made a gesture of going to the door to close the door and said, "When did I tell you about my feelings?" Xiao Sun held the door with one hand and said: "It is my right to pursue a person, the right that no one can take away, if you don't agree, that's your right." In the future, we will each exercise our rights. Liu Yiyi gritted her teeth in anger, and after he went out, she slammed the door hard.
Liu Yiyi was so angry that she couldn't sleep, and called Miao Xiaohui, but she was not there, and she didn't know if she was at Manager Xue or Fan Ji. Fight again, still not there. called Wen Ya again, answered and said a few words, but before she talked about tonight's events, she heard that her tone was not so calm, so I asked her if she had something to do now. Hearing her say yes, Liu Yiyi hung up. No matter how lonely she is, calling is always a way out of her helplessness, and today I especially want to find someone to talk to, but there is no way out. Disappointment, this disappointment gradually spreads, and it becomes a kind of despair. Liu Yiyi was angry with herself, turned off the lights, covered her face with a pillow towel and went to sleep, the more she wanted to fall asleep, the more she couldn't sleep. Suddenly, the door rang, the lights came on, and Ah Yu returned. Liu Yiyi stood up and said, "You're finally back!" Ah Yu was a little nervous and said, "Manager Xu called?" Liu Yiyi knew that she was with Mr. Yuan tonight, and thought that people always instinctively care about their own affairs, so what if they didn't tell her about Xiao Sun? Liu Yiyi endured it and didn't say it, but when Ah Yu had washed up and gone to bed, she couldn't help but say it. Ah Yu said: "Do you think that if you slam the door like that, he will be ashamed to see you tomorrow?" Don't dare to come in the future? Then you're thinking wrong. He'll look at you tomorrow and still smile, can you believe it? Liu Yiyi said: "I've never seen someone with such thick skin, he must have a little face." Ah Yu said: "Now there is a group of such people, as long as they can achieve their goals, it doesn't matter what they do." Liu Yiyi said: "He really wants to achieve something here with me!" Ah Yu said, "Why not? To put it bluntly, it doesn't make sense for them to put you in bed one day, and just playing emotional games with you. Liu Yiyi said angrily: "I want to eat swan meat." Ah Yu said: "Pry open a crack and get in, and then persevere, little by little to hit the depths, they have the bloodthirsty persistence of mosquitoes." Liu Yiyi said: "I don't dare to talk to him in the future, and he will treat it as a slit when he says a word." ”
After finishing talking about Xiao Sun, Liu Yiyi saw that Ah Yu was not sleepy, so she said, "The night is too boring." This time, Ah Yu immediately understood and said, "It's not a matter for you to wrap yourself in a cocoon like this." Liu Yiyi was embarrassed to mention her boyfriend directly, and said: "Miao Xiaohui and they are very busy, and it is rare to come to see me twice a month." Ah Yu said, "What are people busy with?" Whatever she's busy with, you're just busy. People are not young enough at your age, and it takes a knife to split into two days a day, and it would be a pity for you to be idle. Ah Yu didn't go around, Ah Yu went directly to the core of the matter, which made Liu Yiyi feel relaxed. Liu Yiyi said: "I didn't meet the right person. Ah Yu giggled over there. In the dark, Liu Yiyi couldn't see her expression clearly, so she asked, "What are you laughing at?" There is no such thing as the right person. Ah Yu smiled and said, "Now you are so serious!" The right person will appear after three years, and you will wait three years? Never? Can't you just hang one up and wait to find it? How many men and women are together in Lucheng tonight, all of them are the right people? Liu Yiyi said: "Then the game is too much." Now it's not like before, it's too open, although it's a game, but things are real, that's not good! Ah Yu said: "Don't be serious, it's over, and you will be serious on the day when you should be serious." You know it's a game, don't take it seriously in your heart, if you're serious, you'll be miserable. Liu Yiyi listened to this, knowing that she was also sad, and she didn't want to ask carefully, and said: "Let's go, women, this matter is not serious, so what else is worth serious in this world?" Ah Yu said: "Life is a period of time, first arrange this period and then talk about it, and then one day you think you should get married, and then go seriously." Liu Yiyi listened to this overseas strange talk, and it seemed to make some sense, and said: "It's also a way." "I thought, how many people have been soaked in the love game, like pickled cucumbers, soaked in salt water, there is no freshness, when the day comes, who will be serious?