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Afterwards, Liu Yiyi regretted it very much. I had already set the principle for myself, never succumbed to this temporary passion that had no origin, no commitment, and no sense of security, and never developed a relationship in this ambiguous state, and accidentally crossed the red line drawn for myself. The next day, she went to dance and learned from the schedule at the door that the coach's surname was Jiang. Coach Jiang didn't say anything special when he saw her, as if the scene last night didn't happen at all. His demeanor made Liu Yiyi regret it even more, he was simply a temporary substitute, a pure object of desire. She hated herself, hated Coach Jiang, hated and hated, and found that the one she hated the most was Qin Yixing. If it weren't for him, how could he be so cheap? Alas, when the mentality is broken, people can't avoid making mistakes.

Guilty of cheapness. Thinking of last night's experience, Liu Yiyi secretly said this to herself in her heart. When I entered the room, I couldn't help her. It turned out that I thought that there was at least one more process, to cultivate a little emotion, no, to get straight to the point. Out of self-esteem, she hesitated for a moment, but he was so powerful that he could only be at his mercy. Afterwards he carried her to the shower, and stood there halfway to the shower and came again. At twelve o'clock he departed, saying that he was being urged to go back. Only then did she realize that she had obeyed a careful arrangement tonight.

I'm not stupid, why was I so stupid? Love makes you dizzy! Liu Yiyi didn't want to admit this, and thought that her mistake was committed by Qin Yixing. I want to take revenge on him and let him taste betrayal. But to take revenge on him, it's really because you care about him too much! Moreover, let's take revenge on him, let him know, that's not okay, and if you don't let him know, that's pointless. Let him know? Don't let him know? Liu Yiyi couldn't get out of this strange circle for a long time, and finally became suspicious of herself, and revenge on Qin Yixing was just an excuse? She didn't want to think about it, and she didn't dare to think about it, thinking that escaping herself was also a way to escape from life, so she simply didn't think about it.

Liu Yiyi waited for a few days with trepidation, afraid that there would be some bad reaction on her body. The experience with A Pei a few years ago, I had enough of suffering. She experienced the changes in her body with feminine delicacy and sensitivity, and it seemed that there was something wrong, a faint discomfort, obvious, almost certain, almost going to the doctor, ready to go, but feeling that there was nothing in fact, it was a false alarm. After a week, she was sure that there was no problem, and she was relieved, and began to worry about it a second time, hoping that the friend who would come every month would arrive on time. Liu Yiyi pinched her fingers to count the days, after a day, she was a little nervous, and after another two days, she hadn't come yet, she was even more anxious, and she regretted it to death. The impulse of the heart, the burning of the soul, what! I didn't think I would take this seriously. That moment of passion, with neither true feelings nor a sense of security, and not even a person with a back, brought so many problems, what are you doing! Go to Coach Jiang? That's impossible. He didn't admit it, and wanted to find another person to bear it, but he didn't say a word, and he humiliated himself in vain. After two more days, she felt that she couldn't wait any longer and wanted to tell Qin Yixing that there was a situation. She herself is really not sure who is to blame, she feels wronged, as a woman, she has to bear so much, why? It's too aggrieved, it's too aggrieved.

When Qin Yixing heard the news, he was taken aback, pinched his fingers and counted and counted, and then looked at the date on the calendar, and said, "Be careful!" Liu Yiyi said, "What do you mean?" Qin Yixing said: "I don't mean anything else, I think it must be that you are not normal this month." Immediately drove to buy test strips and came back, and asked Liu Yiyi to go to the toilet to urinate. The two of them tried again and again as if they were experimenting, and finally had to admit this unfortunate fact. Liu Yiyi said: "Then what should I do? Qin Yixing said: "Only if you go to the hospital to take it out, what else can you do?" Liu Yiyi saw that he admitted the account, and said with half of the confidence: "I don't want to go to the hospital, I'm afraid, people are afraid!" Qin Yixing said, "Then what should I do?" Liu Yiyi said: "There is really no way to let him go." Qin Yixing suddenly stood up from his chair and said, "What? No way! "The more nervous he is, the more relieved she becomes. She said: "Then you want to do something else, anyway, I don't go to the hospital, I'm afraid of pain, pain." Qin Yixing's face wrinkled, his lips, nose, eyes and eyebrows were squeezed in the middle, and he sighed again and again: "Alas, alas, alas! And he said, "Will you spare me?" Liu Yiyi's heart softened, and she immediately felt that it was very dangerous, so she hardened her heart and said, "Please spare me!" Qin Yixing said: "Going to the hospital is the only option, there is no second way." His selfishness hardened her heart and said, "How not?" You can get a divorce and I can be a single mom too. She herself was taken aback by saying these words, "Who said there is only one way?" ”

Qin Yixing sat there panting for breath for a while and said, "What do you want me to promise you?" Liu Yiyi's heart skipped a beat, and she immediately said, "Promise me not to go to the hospital." She didn't expect to react so quickly. Qin Yixing said: "This is not what you really think. Liu Yiyi said: "Then you tell me what I really think." Qin Yixing held his head in both hands, lowered his arms on his knees, sighed again and again, and suddenly raised himself and said, "Liu Yiyi." "It's like a pleading, it's like a grudge. Liu Yiyi was shocked and said, "Qin Yixing." "It's like resentment, it's like pleading.

Qin Yixing left, and Liu Yiyi called Miao Xiaohui: "Seeing that he is so pitiful, I will listen to him." Miao Xiaohui said: "Poor people say that poor people are pitiful, why are you so good?" Liu Yiyi said: "Anyway, I'm going to the hospital, can I really be a single mother?" Miao Xiaohui said: "This is your last chance, if you listen to him, you won't have anything to say." Others have been with a boss for a few years, they want a house, a car, and youth compensation, you can't be empty-handed, you really go out of the house! Liu Yiyi said: "I didn't think about it that way, I thought so much that I denied my feelings in the past few years." Miao Xiaohui said: "What is the golden house Zangjiao? A golden word, a delicate word, is the essence of the matter. If you don't have gold, you can't hide Jiao, and if you don't have Jiao, gold won't come to hide. He's a pauper, how many years will you follow him? You don't have youth and beauty, will he want you? This is actually a market behavior. Since there is a golden word here, you might as well do things thoroughly, is there any difference between fifty steps and a hundred steps? Liu Yiyi said: "You don't know, I still love ...... Alas, love, alas...... Alas, don't say this word, it's so great, I really like him. He is also a loving ...... Alas, love, alas...... Alas, again, he is wrong, he also likes me. I don't lie to you, I don't lie to you. Miao Xiaohui said: "Why don't you give you a home if you like it so much?" What the hell is going on, I'll just look at the results. Liu Yiyi suddenly felt that what Miao Xiaohui said was right, and she had doubts about her feelings, could it be that she had been thinking wrong in the past few years? She said, "So what should I do?" Miao Xiaohui said: "You have a move that can be a general's move today, and you don't have this move tomorrow, see if he will ignore you?" Liu Yiyi felt that Miao Xiaohui was right, but this pair made her dare not face it. She said: "This matter has to be solved anyway, even if he ignores me now, I have to go to the doctor myself, right?" Besides, he hasn't touched me much recently, and the living expenses are still given, I feel that I am in vain, and I am a little sorry for him. Miao Xiaohui said: "Alas, Yiyi, you are so good, but you can't be so good as a woman!" It's a fight to see who is ruthless and resilient. He doesn't promise you, you go to his house, go to his unit, and see if he can bear it? You have nothing, you are afraid of him? It's really out of the way, I've always been afraid of wearing straw shoes when I wear leather shoes. Since it's a struggle, there's no way not to be cruel, otherwise how can you say that you're a woman? Do, woman, she, she has to do it! Take the initiative to attack! He also told her that an acquaintance of hers took advantage of such an opportunity to squeeze out 200,000 yuan from the man. Putting down the phone, Liu Yiyi's heart was pounding for a long time. Could it be that he can only face Qin Yixing like this? She really didn't want to do this, but when she thought about it, she should be like this, and she could only do this. In the final analysis, he is sorry for himself, and he deserves to bite him and cut him. Liu Yiyi bit her teeth again and again, grinding them with a loud sound, as if she was sharpening a knife quickly.

Seeing Qin Yixing the next day, Liu Yiyi was shaken again. is this person, who has taken care of himself for several years, every detail, meticulously, and even does not know how many times he has washed his underwear and underwear, and now he not only wants him to admit it, but also bites him and cuts him, which is really unbearable, unbearable. After all, I still have a lot of feelings for him. Let him be embarrassed, unbearable, unbearable, even if he is so sorry for himself, but he still can't jump out of this love word. Perhaps, this is not right, but it is not a question of whether it is right or wrong. It's an instinct, and there's no reason to talk about it. She thought, since she could tolerate him, why couldn't she tolerate Xia Weikai back then? She couldn't answer herself. Qin Yixing wanted to take her to the hospital for examination, and it seemed that he didn't want to accept this fact. Liu Yiyi went to the hospital with him, took a urine sample in the toilet with a paper cup, put the urine sample on the windowsill to tie the belt, and saw two people in white downstairs pushing a stretcher cart, with a person lying on it, followed by a woman whining and crying. She thought that this dead man was really blessed, and that there were still people crying like this when he died.

Liu Yiyi took the test results and saw that the list was stamped with a red seal, which was the word "positive", and she felt relieved. Walking to the gate, Qin Yixing flashed out of nowhere, signaled her to wait, and drove the car over. After getting into the car, Liu Yiyi showed him the test sheet, he glanced at it, his face darkened, and he smiled reluctantly and said, "When did the doctor say to do that minor operation?" Liu Yiyi said: "I don't think it's so small. He almost struggled and said, "Don't ask me to eat that knife!" Qin Yixing slammed on the brakes, and Liu Yiyi rushed forward. Qin Yixing said with a calm face, "What do you mean?" Liu Yiyi whispered: "I'm just afraid of pain." Qin Yixing started the car again, softened his tone and said, "There is no operation smaller than this kind of minor surgery, it is not called surgery at all." His selfishness angered her, saying, "My flesh is not flesh, and it is not afraid of pain?" Now what woman doesn't love herself to the bone, let her eat such a knife, then the sky is falling. If you say it's not called surgery, then I won't move, and it's not called surgery if you don't have anesthetics? Qin Yixing said: "How do you know that you want to take anesthetic?" Liu Yiyi knew that she had missed her mouth, and immediately said: "Miao Xiaohui, Miao Xiaohui she told me." She was surprised at how well she made up the story, "It was the year before last, and I accompanied her to the Provincial Maternal and Child Health Hospital. Qin Yixing sent her downstairs in Kangding and said, "I won't go up, someone is waiting for me, a meeting, a meeting." Liu Yiyi said: "I know that it is a meeting, and it does not have to be a lot of people to be present to be considered a meeting. Qin Yixing said as if he hadn't heard it: "The doctor said how many days to wait?" Liu Yiyi said: "The doctor said ten days, I ......" Qin Yixing said: "You have to listen to the doctor." Then he said, "I have a passbook where it is due, and tomorrow I will go and save your tuition fees, and the living expenses of the last year will also be saved together, 10,000 plus 20,000, okay?" Liu Yiyi plucked up the courage and said, "Is a year ten months?" Qin Yixing said: "You graduated in June, do you have to wait until September?" Okay, ten thousand plus twenty-four. And he said, "Do I have so much money?" Raising his eyelids and thinking, "Okay, okay." Liu Yiyi thought of the computer again, he had promised, wanted to say it, but didn't say it. She felt that Qin Yixing was a little pitiful, and she couldn't be too ruthless. Liu Yiyi got out of the car, Qin Yixing poked his head out of the car window and said, "You must listen to the doctor." ”