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Qin Yixing sent a message asking Liu Yiyi to take a look at his passbook. Liu Yiyi knew that the money had already come in, but she didn't feel a little excited, but was a little uncomfortable and didn't dare to face this fact. After hesitating for a day, I couldn't help but check it on the ATM with my card, and sure enough, there were more than 30,000 yuan. Seeing this number, Liu Yiyi felt a shock in her heart, which she had never had in her life. After the shock, there was a kind of nervousness, and the sweat on my back came out when I walked on campus, and my whole body was hot. She regretted it, completely regretted it. should not force Qin Yixing like that, based on his experience over the past few years, he should believe that even if he has a Yan Yan over there, he will take care of himself until graduation. Miao Xiaohui doesn't believe him, that's understandable, but she should believe him. Liu Yiyi regretted it completely.

She took out her mobile phone and called Qin Yixing and said, "What are you doing with so much money in my passbook?" Qin Yixing said, "Didn't you want me to put it in?" Liu Yiyi said: "Who told you to let it go?" Take it back! Qin Yixing said: "If you put it away, you won't take it back, it's yours sooner or later anyway." Liu Yiyi said with a cry: "Please take it back!" Qin Yixing said: "I know, Yiyi, I know." ”

In the afternoon, Song Xusheng called, asked Liu Yiyi to meet, and had dinner together in the evening. Liu Yiyi said: "Then I'll bring a few classmates." Song Xusheng said: "What do I ask them to do, and I don't know each other, so I'll invite you." Liu Yiyi said: "Then it's better if I don't go." Song Xusheng said, "I'll invite you." Liu Yiyi said: "Then you can call later." She called Qin Yixing again, told her about the matter, and said, "Do you think I'm going or not?" Qin Yixing said, "Go." Liu Yiyi said: "How can there be such a stingy person in the world? It's going to suffocate me in the future. Qin Yixing said: "A man's stinginess is an advantage, the first is not to find other women, and he is reluctant to pay." The second is to take care of the family, and the money is always at home when the money is not used. Liu Yiyi said: "Do you want to push me out so much?" Stinginess has become an advantage. Qin Yixing told her which skirt to wear to show her figure the most, and to put on some light makeup, the first impression is very important. Liu Yiyi said: "I have known him for six or seven years. Qin Yixing said: "That's still very important." You listen to me, I know what men think. Liu Yiyi said: "What do you think, even I know, young and beautiful, with a good figure, a lyrical waist, and a butt that can speak." Qin Yixing smiled and said, "It's good to know." And he said, "Who called him a man?" ”

Liu Yiyi made an appointment with Song Xusheng to pick up at the school gate at half past five and go to the Golden Horn Restaurant. At half past five, Liu Yiyi arrived at the school gate, and Song Xusheng was already waiting there, pushing a bicycle with both hands. Liu Yiyi said: "How to go? Song Xusheng patted the back seat of the bicycle. Liu Yiyi said: "In the past, there was a bicycle that was still very majestic, not weaker than driving a BMW today. That was thirty years ago, before I was born. Song Xusheng said: "Many people in foreign countries park their cars at home and ride their bicycles to work, which is good for their bodies and minds. Liu Yiyi said: "Today, some classmates saw me riding behind a bicycle, and tomorrow the whole school will spread it, and Liu Yiyi will return to before liberation." And he said, "Let us go." Song Xusheng said: "Let's take the bus, it's still early anyway." ”

It was time to get off work, the car was very crowded, and Liu Yiyi was a little uncomfortable. She couldn't remember the last time she took the bus, and for a long time, she either took Qin Yixing's car or took a taxi. It was very hot and humid when I first got up, but it got better when the car started. Song Xusheng grabbed the handrail of the car with one hand and held her arm with the other. Liu Yiyi thought that the difference between taking a car and taking a bus is the difference between Qin Yixing and Song Xusheng, or the difference between Huang Jian and Song Xusheng, otherwise how can it be said that choosing a man is choosing a life. After getting off the bus, Liu Yiyi felt that taking the bus was crowded, hot, and slow, but it was not so scary.

asked for a lover's booth in the restaurant, Song Xusheng handed over the menu and asked Liu Yiyi to order. Liu Yiyi thought, she was reluctant to fight, what kind of dishes did she order? He said, "I like to eat claypot rice." Song Xusheng immediately said: "Why is it the same as me?" "I asked for two bacon claypot rice. Song Xusheng said: "No matter what, the golden horns can still afford to come, and we will come twice a month in the future." Liu Yiyi said: "Where are there so many later? Song Xusheng said: "Why can't you have it?" I think I'm okay, and I'll make the money later. Liu Yiyi said: "Is there a future?" You see it's been five years since you graduated, do you have to wait until today? Song Xusheng said: "Allow me to have a process, Confucius said that thirty years later, I still have two years." No one can guarantee that I am not a potential stock. Liu Yiyi thought, when your potential stock explodes, I'm afraid I won't even be able to catch the tail of youth. At this time, she can especially understand Miao Xiaohui and those girls who are looking for older successful people. They don't want to wait, and they can't afford to wait. So many people are living a good life, and they want it and they want it. Just thinking about it, Song Xusheng said, "How do you feel about me?" Liu Yiyi had no sense of direction, so she said, "Of course, is it?" Of course. I've known you for a year or two. Song Xusheng was very happy when he heard "of course" and said: "I also think I'm okay, mainly because girls are blind now, and they can't see people." Liu Yiyi thought it was funny, such a big person, she didn't even know what the girl was thinking. She said, "Really, how come they didn't even find this piece of gold buried in the sand?" Song Xusheng smiled and said: "If Liu Yiyi finds out alone, it's enough, it's enough for a lifetime." Liu Yiyi was suddenly a little moved, she didn't expect that she would be moved in the face of a man. Such words, when they came out of other men's mouths, the smile in their hearts passed, but Song Xusheng said it, and she believed it. There is no particular reason for this particular belief, that is, by feeling. She said: "It's amazing to have tonight, I wouldn't dare to think about it for the rest of my life." Song Xusheng stood up, blushing, and a finger of his right hand stretched out: "Why don't you believe me?" Look at me," he scratched at his chest with his left hand, then at his head, and then back at his chest, as if to pull his heart out, "look, look," the finger poked up and down, "swear by God, look at me," and looked anxiously left and right, as if to find something to prove it, "yes, yes! Liu Yiyi said: "Say slowly, sit down and talk slowly." Let's not talk about that much today. Song Xusheng said as if he had discovered his gaffe: "Then I'll talk about it in a few days." Liu Yiyi said: "Say it or not, then let's talk about it." She thought that if he knew he already had something in his stomach that he couldn't hold, would he still swear by it?

When the checkout was forty yuan, Song Xusheng said: "Why is it exactly forty yuan?" He stretched out his hand to look at the bill, and immediately took it back, raised his hand behind the back of his hand to the waiter, and said very boldly: "Forget it, go, go." Liu Yiyi said, "I'll pay for it." Song Xusheng hurriedly said: "I can afford it, I can afford it." He pushed the waiter out with both hands, paid outside and came in and said, "I can afford it, don't think of me like that." And he said, "When have I made such a bad impression on you?" Liu Yiyi said: "Then next time you invite me to bring a few classmates, you can afford it anyway." Song Xusheng said: "Sometimes you want to be generous, but you have to stop and think about it, money is money!" Liu Yiyi said: "Really? Oh, money is money. And he said, "Then there will be no next time." Song Xusheng hurriedly said: "That, that, that, then it's up to you." Liu Yiyi said: "By me, that, then there will be no next time." Song Xusheng blushed anxiously and said, "That's not what you mean," his hand pointed to the left, and then to the right, "That's what it means, I mean, it's up to you to bring whoever you bring." And he said, "Why, then, do you think?" Money is money! ”

Back in the dormitory, Liu Yiyi called Qin Yixing and wanted to discuss Song Xusheng's matter. Qin Yixing said: "I'm in a meeting." Liu Yiyi said: "Where to have a meeting with whom?" After speaking, he found that the line had been closed over there. She sat on the bed with a heavy heart, thinking that there were times when she was performing passions with him, and a phone call came in, and he coped like this. After a while, Qin Yixing called again and asked her to meet in Heyun at night. went to Heyun and sat down in the box, Qin Yixing looked at Liu Yiyi, studying his demeanor. Liu Yiyi said: "Why are you looking at me like that? Qin Yixing said, "Look at what changes you have made in the past few days." Liu Yiyi said: "What changes can I make in just a few days?" Am I aging so fast? Qin Yixing said: "I can't see the real change, I ...... yesterday Isn't it? Liu Yiyi said: "Blind thinking, nothing happened. And he said, "No one who knows you will know what you mean." Qin Yixing said: "I hope I'm really blind." And he said, "May I ask you a question?" Liu Yiyi said: "What questions did you ask and ask my opinion?" Qin Yixing said: "We've known each other for more than three years, haven't we?" Liu Yiyi said: "It's been almost four years. Qin Yixing said: "In addition to me, have you had any dealings with others in the past few years?" Liu Yiyi pursed her lips and smiled and said, "Of course, I also went to see Miao Xiaohui the day before yesterday." Qin Yixing said: "I said men." Liu Yiyi said: "Man? I met Song Xusheng last night, and I reported to you, and during the Spring Festival, my father ......" Qin Yixing slashed his palm in the air, and said as if cutting off her words: "Don't talk about it." Liu Yiyi said: "People who don't know you can't understand your words." She dialed Qin Yixing's number with her mobile phone and connected, but his mobile phone didn't ring. She said: "You used to remember to set the mute at home, but now you have to remember to set the mute here with me, you are so tired, poor!" And he said, "Is this good, let's sit here, exchange mobile phones, and see whose mobile phone will have some dirty information, so that we will know who has dealings with a stealthy third party." As he spoke, he put his phone on the table and pushed it over. Qin Yixing said as if he hadn't seen it: "Then you are still very pure!" Liu Yiyi said: "Do you dare to say these two words to yourself?" Qin Yixing said, "Why don't you dare? And he said, "Although there is nothing to dare to, it is better not to use the word 'pure' to demand men." Liu Yiyi said: "If you don't ask for men, how can you ask women, are men themselves impure with themselves?" Qin Yixing was stunned for a moment, then laughed and said, "That's right!" And he said, "It is not surprising that they are not pure with themselves, for who calls them men?" Liu Yiyi said: "Since when did men become a reason for indecency? ”

Liu Yiyi talked about Song Xusheng again, and Qin Yixing said: "This person is okay." And he said, "He can do it again, but if he has never seen a woman, I am afraid it will not be possible." Liu Yiyi said: "He has been collecting money from a restaurant for a while, God knows what happened?" And he said, "Is it a good thing not to have seen it?" I discussed it with Miao Xiaohui, and she said that if you find a man, the more he knows, the better, anyway, there is no sense of mystery, so if it's going on, she will live with herself. Qin Yixing said: "Silly, the more you see, the more you want to see more, there is inertia, your heart is itchy, and you think about what subtle differences will be in the next one." Otherwise, why would he need to see so much? Miao Xiaohui thought that he would stop for himself, but in fact, every girl in front of him thought like that. Liu Yiyi said: "I used to believe Miao Xiaohui's words, but when I saw some people, I was inclined to believe your words." Qin Yixing pointed to the dining table and said, "It's exposed, it's exposed!" Who did you see? Who? Liu Yiyi held her chin with her left hand, and her tongue slid repeatedly over her lips without making a sound. Qin Yixing said: "Just now I said that I was pure, but I accidentally exposed it, right?" Who? Who? Liu Yiyi stared at Qin Yixing and said, "Don't be so excited. Do you want me to say? Qin Yixing looked at her, and his voice lowered: "You said me?" Say what you want. Liu Yiyi said: "Then I will say it." She hesitated, snorted a few times in her throat, and didn't give herself another chance to hesitate, and said, "Say you." And he said, "I know all about you." Aren't you stupid, I've been studying with you for a few years, and I'm that stupid? Qin Yixing said: "Impossible." Liu Yiyi said: "What is impossible? Is it the things I know can't happen, or can't you be itching? Qin Yixing leaned back, inhaled and looked at Liu Yiyi: "Hey, I've grown in!" Liu Yiyi said: "Look at me like this, don't you know?" Qin Yixing said: "I didn't expect it! He also said: "Yan Yan has a boyfriend, and she is a manager in a company in Shanghai, so let's go back and forth occasionally, don't take it too seriously." I'm so sorry to think about it. She's now on to the TV station, and maybe there's a new direction, and we're out of touch. She's different from you, she treats herself as a commodity, looking at where she can sell for a better price. I was dazed and made a mistake by chance. Liu Yiyi didn't expect him to take the initiative to say it, and he said it so easily. Is it the way it should be? A picture appeared in her heart, her left hand was holding Qin Yixing, below was Yan Yan, and then her boyfriend, was there anyone under her boyfriend, who it was, I don't know. The right hand is Coach Jiang, Xiao Wu, Xiao Wu's boyfriend, is there anyone under the boyfriend, who it is, and I don't know. This is a ** chain, I don't know how long it is, whether there is an end, how many branches are in the middle, and whether there is an end to the branches. Such a group of people, hand in hand, lined up in a line, and woven into a net, can not see the head, can not see the edge, very spectacular, I don't know how many corners to love. Dr. Guo told himself like this back then, and he didn't expect to join this lineup today. Is this the contemporary picture of love? It's so boring, it's too scary. Qin Yixing kept himself in check, repeatedly reminding him not to treat him as a fool, both emotional jealousy and to protect himself, he didn't want to play a dangerous role in this network, he had already imagined this kind of scenario.

Liu Yiyi was thinking about it, and Qin Yixing said, "Why are you staying?" Liu Yiyi said as if she woke up: "I seem to have seen a picture, very spectacular." Qin Yixing looked at her inquiringly, and she said, "You better help me think about Song Xusheng." Qin Yixing said: "Do you have the feeling of finding the direction?" Liu Yiyi said: "Impossible." My passion is burned with you, who else will I love? He also said, "It's too modern to talk to the person you like about marrying someone you don't like." Qin Yixing said: "What strange things are no longer strange now, this is really too strange." The two looked at each other silently. After a while, Qin Yixing said, "I came to you today to say a few words to you." You have a boyfriend, you should follow him wholeheartedly. Liu Yiyi nodded and said, "I understand." Qin Yixing said: "Don't get me wrong, I'm for your good." Liu Yiyi said: "I didn't say that you weren't for my good." Qin Yixing said sadly: "It's your right to think about it, I'm really for your good." He added, "It may be more and more difficult to meet in the future." Liu Yiyi said: "I understand." Qin Yixing didn't explain anymore and said, "It's getting harder and harder." I'll tell you something today. It is not easy for a woman, especially a petty bourgeois woman like you, to live in this world! A man looks at a woman, from eighteen to eighty years old, for more than half a century, this vision remains the same for life, and he first has to see whether the woman is young and beautiful. But how long can a woman be young and beautiful? Therefore, their living environment is very harsh and full of dangers. Petty bourgeois women want to find excellent men, but the better the man, the more persistent his vision is, he has the opportunity, and in his forties, he still has the creativity of love, which can stimulate the enthusiasm of girls. Liu Yiyi interrupted him and said, "Just like you." Qin Yixing nodded and said, "Don't talk about specific people." Therefore, it is difficult for a woman to escape a tragic fate, almost destined. I've seen too much, too much, so I'm worried about you. Liu Yiyi said: "I have long been ready to bear the tragic fate. Qin Yixing said, "I hope you can escape." How to escape? It is necessary to pay true affection to establish family affection. Man, if you treat him wholeheartedly, he may look at this kind of affection, and look at the affection of his children, and he will restrain a little. Otherwise, why should he suppress himself? A family, husband, wife, and children, this was originally an iron triangle of survival arranged by God, but there is one corner of this iron triangle that is the most vulnerable, that is, the husband, such as Qin Yixing and me. God wants a man's heart to itch, and he has to itch. It's tickling, the cat is scratching! If a man has no feelings, no illusions, no curiosity about a beautiful girl, it is impossible and inhumane. Nowadays girls understand this, so try to show half of their breasts and belly button as much as possible, and try to be as sexy as possible to stimulate this fantasy and curiosity. It's not the man's fault, it's God's fault, God's big joke, and the consequences are for women, and maybe children, to bear with fate. Liu Yiyi said: "Is it a natural tragedy to be a woman?" I'm not reconciled, no one is reconciled, there is always a way for them to go. Qin Yixing said: "There is a way, the only way to escape, I said, it is family affection." But now, as you know, pure love is getting more and more difficult, and pure family affection is getting more and more difficult. The market makes love utilitarian, and freedom makes love shallow. Utilitarian and shallow love, how can it withstand the rain and wind? In this free city, a man and a woman, after going through a lot, who will love whom unforgettable? Women, what do they rely on today on youth, tomorrow? This question is cruel, too cruel, but no matter how cruel it is, it cannot be avoided. Seriously, I'm really sorry for Zhou Shan, she already has signs of depression. Don't talk about her, talk about you, I hope you won't have such a fate in the future, and my biggest hope for you and now is that you won't encounter misfortune. A woman, even if fortunately, there is no unexpected wind and rain, time is the wind, it is rain, you can't hide from time wherever you hide, for a woman, youth is unreliable, there is nothing more unreliable than youth. ”

Liu Yiyi had a feeling of suffocation. She knew that Qin Yixing was right, all of them were right. But she didn't want to accept it. She said, "Don't you think it's too cruel to say that to a girl? Don't rub another handful of salt on her wounds! Qin Yixing said: "If you don't say cruelty, it doesn't exist?" I haven't said it so seriously to anyone else. You know that my daughter is a woman, I am worried about her tomorrow, I think about it every day, I think about it a lot, and I will tell you all my thoughts today. One day my daughter grows up, I will tell her. For my future son-in-law, I don't dare to have such great hopes if he will not be romantic before marriage and not romantic after marriage. How can I ask him to do what I can't do on my own? He can never give up, even if he is still a good man. Sometimes my heart aches when I think about it, and there is nothing I can do about it. Liu Yiyi said: "Isn't your wife someone else's daughter?" If you treat her like this, others won't be heartbroken? If you feel sorry for your own daughter, you should feel sorry for someone else's daughter, so why do you want to do this? Qin Yixing smiled, patted his forehead with his hand and said, "The truth is like this, but, you know, people are inherently unreasonable and unlogical. Liu Yiyi was silent for a long time and said: "Then I'll still look for Song Xusheng, the proud man, I don't dare to look for it, and it's not mine to find it." You really divorced and married me, are you mine? Since the human heart is unreliable, let reality restrain him. I'd better find the poor Song Xusheng. Qin Yixing said: "It's okay, it's okay." Liu Yiyi said: "Good is good, what is good?" Qin Yixing said: "Okay, good, isn't it okay to say yes?" And he said, "Perhaps the constraints of reality are the most reliable, much more reliable than moral." I'm also a good man, but I also have to be conditioned by reality. If you want me to divorce, do I dare to leave? Who are you looking for? Those over thirty don't feel it, and it doesn't make sense, and those under thirty don't dare to look for it. Liu Yiyi said: "Am I going to be so bad?" Qin Yixing said: "You think I'm so good today, but you won't necessarily feel like this tomorrow." Then he said, "When I call you later, will you come again?" Liu Yiyi said: "Do you want to go to Kangding?" Will go. Qin Yixing said: "You won't twist and pinch when you come, right?" Liu Yiyi said: "I've gone all the way, what are you still doing with twisting and pinching?" Qin Yixing stood up, bolted the door, hugged her and said, "I won't twist and pinch in the future, let alone today." At this time, Song Xusheng called, and Liu Yiyi said, "Do you answer?" Qin Yixing said, "Pick up." Liu Yiyi put a hand on her lips and gestured, and then lay in Qin Yixing's arms to answer the phone, Qin Yixing held his breath and walked over her with his hands. Liu Yiyi made a phone call, laughed coquettishly, and snorted a few times, and she didn't know if it was because of Qin Yixing or because of Song Xusheng.