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Liu Yiyi originally thought that if she got married, she would admit it, no matter how good the scenery outside was, she could only admit it. seems to have made a big determination, admitted, and lived with Song Xusheng wholeheartedly. But there is always a blind force in my heart, willful, arbitrary, and unreasonable, pushing her to Qin Yixing's side, pushing, pushing. The mind has its own logic, outside of the intellect. Liu Yiyi wanted to resist, tried many times, but failed, and women always couldn't force their hearts. There is a Qin Yixing here, and there is no ceremony of cutting in two, so naturally, I want to call and contact him. After talking for a long time, Qin Yixing said, "Let me see you again." Liu Yiyi said: "That's not good. "I didn't agree, and Qin Yixing didn't force it. The two talked on the phone twice and three times a week, and they actually had the meaning of resurrection. Liu Yiyi realized the danger, but said to herself, what is a phone call? Through the words, Qin Yixing said, "Let me see you again." Liu Yiyi thought, what is it to meet? And he said, "One last time." After meeting, they naturally became affectionate, Liu Yiyi thought, it can only end here. But with affection and emotion, Qin Yixing said, "Then let's come." I thought that if you were with someone else, I wouldn't accept you, but I didn't expect to accept it. Liu Yiyi said: "Is this my luck or my sorrow?" Qin Yixing said: "Don't discuss such philosophical issues. Let's go. Liu Yiyi said: "Isn't this okay? And he said, "Really for the last time." "I went to the hotel. Liu Yiyi felt that all this was natural, and she couldn't feel where the line between what should and shouldn't be. In the process, Liu Yiyi suddenly sobbed. Qin Yixing said, "What, what's wrong?" Liu Yiyi said: "The last time." Remembered the past. Qin Yixing said: "Don't, don't cry, as soon as you cry, I, I can't do it." Liu Yiyi said: "I have succumbed to your authority, you are my god, I am your slave." You hit me, hit me, I don't have any dignity anymore. "This last time I was very engaged, even a little crazy, I haven't experienced it in a long time. After going crazy, he still said "the last time" on his lips, but he knew in his heart that the matter was not over, and it could not be finished. Liu Yiyi said: "I'm used to you, I know that you have something bad, but I still think that you are just right in every aspect." Since then, each time the two of them have said that it is the last time, and this one is endless, and then they will not say it again, and it seems that a new tacit understanding has been formed. After doing this, she would still be a little sorry afterwards, looking at Song Xusheng and thinking to herself: "Poor man! I'm already an empty shell beauty, who told you to look for me blindly? Liu Yiyi found that it is not unreasonable for men to find real girls, the experience is so complicated, can the soul be pure? Marriage needs a minimum of purity, whether there is this purity, outsiders can't see it, but for the parties involved, it's completely different! If he will give birth to a son in the future, he will tell him this truth, and if he also becomes a fool, it will be too wronged. She set a deadline for herself, and after the marriage ceremony with Song Xusheng, she would no longer be like this, and she was not sorry for him.

Song Xusheng called Liu Yiyi several times a day, and the first sentence always asked: "Where is it?" Liu Yiyi said: "In the company." Or, "I'm having a party with friends." One day Song Xusheng went to Guangzhou on a business trip, and Liu Yiyi went to the hotel in the evening, and was about to make love with Qin Yixing, when Song Xusheng's call came, and asked, "Where is it?" Liu Yiyi said: "In bed." Song Xusheng asked again: "What are you doing?" Liu Yiyi said: "Sleep." Song Xusheng said: "Where is it?" Do? She said: "Told you in bed, sleeping, lied to you?" Angrily closed the line. Qin Yixing said: "Sleeping in bed, you are seeking truth from facts." Liu Yiyi said: "I don't want to lie so much. Another time after work to open a room in the hotel, Song Xusheng's call came and asked, "Where is it?" Liu Yiyi hesitated for a moment and said, "Company." Song Xusheng said: "Why do you have to work overtime?" He also said, "Why is the company so quiet today?" Who else works overtime? Liu Yiyi said, "What do you mean?" Song Xusheng said: "Usually the company is a little lively. After receiving the line, Liu Yiyi said: "You send me to the company quickly, in case he recognizes the truth and rides that broken car to the company, it will be difficult to say." Qin Yixing said, "Then let's hurry up." Liu Yiyi said: "I'm afraid it's too late, he often makes surprise attacks, saying that he misses me." Qin Yixing said, "Hurry up, hurry up." I didn't take off my shirt, I hurriedly made out and went downstairs. After getting into the car, Qin Yixing said, "Why is he so worried about you?" Liu Yiyi said: "I don't worry about myself, how can he rest assured?" He also told Qin Yixing that the last time he went to take pictures by the Lujiang River, he had taken more than ten pictures of the film, and Song Xusheng asked who he was taking pictures with, and she said with a colleague. After taking off the film, Song Xusheng must take it for washing. "I know where there are deals," she said. Song Xusheng said: "I know it too." "I clutched the film in my hand and refused to take it out. She suddenly understood, and said, "I took a photo with another man in front of me, so I won't show it to you!" Liu Yiyi said: "He doesn't trust me. Qin Yixing said: "Then I still underestimate him, he is still a little smart!" ”

When he arrived at the company, Song Xusheng didn't come, Liu Yiyi called and knew that he was buying vegetables in the vegetable market, and he was a little annoyed. When she went back, she thought about how to explain why the company was so quiet, but Song Xusheng seemed to have forgotten about it. After eating, Song Xusheng said, "What is your company's phone number?" I still don't know. Sometimes you can also use the company's landline to call me, always use a mobile phone, no money? This is a careful arrangement by Liu Yiyi, she doesn't want him to know the office phone, and if she knows, she will be even less free. She didn't expect him to be aware of the problem, it seems that he is not such a careless person. Liu Yiyi said: "You want to know what that number is for?" Then he said in a hurry: "There are two old girls in the office, mature women, who are crazy about their husbands, and I don't want you to talk to them." Besides, I rarely go to the office at work, and I usually go to the big room. After saying this, he still told him the number and said, "If you don't believe me, just say it, why don't you believe me so much?" Song Xusheng said: "Why should I? Now the girl has to keep it, unless she is pure enough to believe in her. There is a woman in our department who is out of the wall, and her husband doesn't know about it. Aren't you saying her husband is as stupid as a pig? Liu Yiyi said: "How do you make analogies? Song Xusheng pointed out the window and said, "I said her, she, her." Liu Yiyi wanted to be angry, thought about it, and endured it. Watching TV at night, Song Xusheng wanted to watch which station, but Liu Yiyi said that he didn't want to watch that station. After changing a few stations like this, Song Xusheng said: "What do you mean? Liu Yiyi said: "What do you mean, you ask me?" What's the point, you say? ”

By the end of the year, the house was renovated, and Liu Yiyi called her mother to tell her. Mom said, "Then let's get things done." Liu Yiyi said to Song Xusheng: "My mother said that then things will be done." Song Xusheng said: "Can it be simpler, just move over." As soon as I think about such a complicated program, my head grows. Liu Yiyi also wants to be simpler, how much trouble can be saved by being the focus of a day less. She discussed with her mother, and her mother said, "Is it too much for me to raise my daughter so big to have a glass of wine?" Liu Yiyi said, "It's too troublesome, Mom." My mother said, "It's a trouble to live, but who doesn't live if he's afraid of trouble?" Liu Yiyi called Qin Yixing again, Qin Yixing said: "Your mother is right, you don't let him trouble, he thinks it's easy to get married, how can he cherish it?" Besides, so many guests came that day, all of them were witnesses to your marriage, and the ceremony was used to recognize your value and protect your future. Liu Yiyi said: "Who do I want to protect?" He is sticking to me to find me, and I will still be afraid of him? Qin Yixing said: "Yiyi, you are a woman, and the fact that a woman can be proud today does not mean that she can be proud tomorrow." Liu Yiyi thought about it, sighed and said, "Okay." And he said, "Don't come on that day, or I won't be able to keep staring at you, and my heart will be scattered." ”

Liu Yiyi said to Song Xusheng: "If you want to do a wedding, if you want to do it, you can do it." Song Xusheng sighed and said, "Where can I find so many floats?" At least six to look like a convoy, right? Liu Yiyi said: "Liutai? Who married only six cars? Can't afford to lose that face. He also said: "Manager Guo has a trolley, the TV station has an acquaintance surnamed Qin who has a trolley, and the other ten, you go to find it, do you think it is so easy to get married?" ”

The wedding was completed before the New Year. Yan Fulin found ten floats for Song Xusheng, a fleet of twelve cars in total, which made Liu Yiyi feel very face-saving. Two days before the wedding, Qin Yixing drove downstairs to the securities business department and called Liu Yiyi down. It was raining lightly, Liu Yiyi was standing next to the car with an umbrella, Qin Yixing stretched out his hand from the car and gave Liu Yiyi a bag of money, saying, "Eight thousand eight." He also said, "The day after tomorrow, I will come to see you in your wedding dress, and I won't go in for dinner." Liu Yiyi was about to cry while holding the money, and said: "You see that I really got married like this, I feel so bitter!" And he said, "I don't care about anything, I see through it, but I don't know what is wrong with me." Five years, think about it, five years! Qin Yixing said: "I'm going to be a bride, still crying?" Liu Yiyi said: "After work, you can take me to the hotel!" This is the real last time. Qin Yixing said, "Is that good?" You're going to be a bride. Neither of them spoke. Liu Yiyi watched the water on the umbrella drop on the roof of the car, drop by drop, drop by drop, and the water droplets slid down from the roof of the car and dripped on the back of Qin Yixing's hand. Liu Yiyi stared at his hand resting on the car window, what a familiar pair of hands! She suddenly said, "Then I'll go up." Without waiting for him to answer, he turned the umbrella around, and the water droplets flew out diagonally. She tilted her umbrella down, blocking her view, and turned to leave.

On the day of the wedding, Qin Yixing came, and several of Liu Yiyi's classmates were in his car and sent to the hotel. He didn't get out of the car, he stretched out a hand outside the car and waved it faintly at Liu Yiyi, Liu Yiyi gently lifted his white-gloved hand, lifted it again, and finally didn't lift it, and hung down. Upstairs, Liu Yiyi stood side by side with flowers and Song Xusheng at the door of the restaurant to greet the guests, she looked at the people coming up from the stairs, hoping for Qin Yixing, but afraid of Qin Yixing, and finally didn't see him come up. At twelve o'clock, the wedding began, and when the master of ceremonies asked the groom to carry the bride on stage, many ribbons flew towards Liu Yiyi. Liu Yiyi closed her eyes and thought, if Qin Yixing went up with her, would she feel different? Finally, the wedding was over, and the guests dispersed. Liu Yiyi and Song Xusheng returned home, and the two counted the gift money on the bed. Song Xusheng said: "The one who sent the most is Yan Fulin, eight hundred and eight!" I actually have a better relationship with him, which is also a classmate. Liu Yiyi said: "Eight hundred eight, he is really a friend." Song Xusheng said: "Otherwise, I should try it at him, and he promised to give me five percent of the shares." He wanted to develop an eco-friendly wall paint, which was just the right dish for my job. Liu Yiyi didn't make a sound, and Song Xusheng said: "The consumption in the unit is also poor." And he said, "Eight hundred and eight, what about money, and what about righteousness." Liu Yiyi said: "Eight hundred and eight, it's really a lot of money!" ”

Some classmates came in the evening, and after a long time, they gradually dispersed, and finally Miao Xiaohui also left. Song Xusheng cleaned up the house, and Liu Yiyi leaned on the sofa to watch TV. Seeing that Song Xusheng had almost cleaned up, Liu Yiyi said, "I want to go out and take a breath." Song Xusheng supported his waist with his hands and gasped and said, "You're not tired?" Glancing back at the bedroom, "Rest early?" Liu Yiyi turned her eyes to the TV and said, "Walking is the best rest." ”

Walking into the courtyard, Song Xusheng grabbed Liu Yiyi's hand, clenched it tightly and said: "From now on, I won't go out to eat a boxed lunch, I may have eaten a few barrels of water and oil over the years." It's good, it's good. Liu Yiyi said: "Then I don't have to walk alone, I have worn out a few pairs of shoes for walking alone over the years." Song Xusheng said: "You see I'm almost thirty years old, and you're not so young, when will I give birth to my son as soon as possible." Liu Yiyi said: "Who is so stupid? Have a son as soon as you get married! Song Xusheng said: "Miao Xiaohui, isn't it? She's stupid? Liu Yiyi said: "She got married when her son came." Another finger tapped a few times on Song Xusheng's forehead and said, "This country head is a country head, and it is still a country head after so many years in the city." Everyone else said that he was going to hairdressing, and he opened his mouth to shave his head, shave his head. ”