It can't be, it can't be. Liu Yiyi knew that she had no choice, but she still put this question in her heart and thought about it for a long time, but the conclusion was still impossible. Is there any woman in the world who doesn't want her husband to be prosperous? Is it possible to want him to be developed, and to have him settled? Like many women, Ms. Liu was stumped by the question. Besides, if a man finally finds a way out, and if you want to cut it off, will he agree? Even if he divorces, he can't agree to it!

Thinking like this, Liu Yiyi really hopes that Song Xusheng is an outlier among men, and everyone else puts the girl on his lap to drink flower wine, but he never does it. And those nonsense things, he never did. She knew that her idea was ridiculous, but she couldn't help but think so, otherwise how could she think about it? Divorced? The thought jumped out of my mind, startled me, and immediately dismissed it. What should I do if I get divorced, what should I do with Qinqin? Who can guarantee that a man will be better? Also, where do you go to find another man? After denying it, Liu Yiyi felt humiliated. Thinking back to how proud I was back then, I couldn't swallow the slightest grievance, but in the flow of time, in Xia Weikai, Qin Yixing, and Song Xusheng, it was unconsciously worn away little by little. A woman, can you say back then? She sat at the dresser and stared at herself in the mirror for a long time, like a stranger. This is no longer Liu Yiyi of the past, and she has to accept it if she is not convinced. Tears poured out, and the image in the mirror was blurred, it was not me, but a friend I hadn't seen for many years. The tide of time surged up and down, and many familiar figures appeared in the mirror, really, calling to themselves in the depths of the long years, fixing their eyes, and disappearing.

So, so recognized? This thought flashed in Liu Yiyi's heart, and she immediately denied it. The trapped beast is still fighting, not to mention my Liu Yiyi? What to do? She wanted to discuss it with Miao Xiaohui, picked up the microphone, and put it down heavily. A woman, she can't hold her man, this is not a glorious thing, except to show that she is not attractive, what else can it say? She can't afford to lose this face, she really can't talk about it. How many women in the world endure in pain! It can only be fought alone, this is a woman's war against a man, and it is also a woman's war against the whole world. Yes, this is war, the same cruelty, the same life and death. How many women in the world are fighting alone and cruelly on this invisible front! Liu Yiyi opened and closed her lips at the image in the mirror, as if she wanted to read out a declaration of war, and bit her lower lip tightly, frowned, squinted her eyes, and bit hard, swearing not to give up without biting blood. Suddenly, she let go of her teeth and smiled gloomily at the shadow in the mirror.

That night, it was almost twelve o'clock when Song Xusheng came home, and when he entered the door, he saw Liu Yiyi still watching TV in the living room, and said while changing cotton slippers: "Why haven't you slept yet?" Then he said to himself, "I went to tea with them." Suddenly found that Qinqin was asleep on the sofa, and said in surprise: "Why is Qinqin sleeping here!" Liu Yiyi glanced at him and continued to watch TV. Song Xusheng said: "On such a cold day, who is responsible for freezing it?" And he said, "What about Aunt Su?" Why didn't she greet Qinqin and sleep well! "I'm going to knock on Aunt Su's door. Liu Yiyi stopped him and said, "Qinqin sits here and refuses to sleep, you must wait for Dad to come back." Song Xusheng sighed a few times, shook his head and said, "What do you mean?" Liu Yiyi said: "It's her who refuses to sleep, you ask her tomorrow." Song Xusheng hugged Qinqin and went to the bedroom and said, "I've never seen such a ruthless person!" Liu Yiyi turned off the TV and followed: "I've never seen such a ruthless person!" Song Xusheng undressed Qinqin, covered the quilt and said, "My Qinqin is only so big," the little finger of his left hand was cocked and gestured, "A few tender bones, you toss her!" Liu Yiyi said: "Do you still know how many tender bones she has?" She's so big, when did she see her dad? In the morning she went to kindergarten and you were still snoring, and at night she slept and you haven't come back, and the family is not even as good as a hotel! In addition to sleeping in the hotel, it is normal to not come back to eat at home, and when you come back to eat on the day of the goose feather snow in August of which year, you have to inform Aunt Su to grab a few more handfuls of rice, which is like a home? Song Xusheng said: "It's not me alone, it's all like this." They slept there playing cards at the hotel, and I'm back. Liu Yiyi nodded and said, "It's good in the hotel, there are women knocking on the door and calling in the middle of the night." How can being a groom every day be unattractive? Song Xusheng said: "That's them, I didn't, I'm back." Liu Yiyi said: "Then you are a good man in a hundred, others make mistakes, you will never make mistakes, you will not pay attention to her when you cross your chest and twist your waist in front of you." You're back, but is your heart back? You're back, and so are the bacteria. ”

Song Xusheng didn't make a sound, just sneered. Liu Yiyi said: "Step on your sore feet!" Song Xusheng said: "If you think about love, you can think about it, ** and Bush can't care." Imagination is rich, and you can think more vividly. Liu Yiyi snorted and said, "I can be sure that life is much richer than my imagination." Song Xusheng said: "What don't you know? You know everything. Is life really much richer than my imagination, to think that I am really that dull? Don't say I didn't do anything bad, and I didn't feel so sorry for you if I did something bad. Liu Yiyi was stunned, and immediately realized the malicious hint in it, and reached out to push Song Xusheng, but he pushed him the bed, almost pressing the qinqin. She propped her hands on the edge of the bed, her body went soft, she softened, and sat on the floor and cried: "You hurt people! You are so careful that you said it earlier, and you didn't say it until today, you are not harmful? Besides, you're a blank slate? Song Xusheng said: "There are some things that I just suffocate in my heart, and find a balance between myself and myself, but you can't still ask others to treat you as a saint, right?" There are some things I don't want to think about, I don't want to say, and you force me to think about it. Liu Yi crouched on the edge of the bed and cried: "He harms people." He harms people! Song Xusheng said: "Then first of all, you hurt yourself." After a while, he came and touched her head again and said, "It's so late, I heard everything upstairs and downstairs." He lifted her up and lay her on the bed. Liu Yiyi was groggy, and her clothes were lying in the quilt. Song Xusheng said: "Sleeping in a jacket? "Help her undress. Liu Yiyi was softly at his mercy, and in a trance remembered a certain moment in the past, it was also a winter night, he fell asleep on the bed with his clothes, Qin Yixing came, helped him undress, and let him fiddle with his limbs weakly. Shrunk in the quilt, Liu Yiyi recalled vigorously, that night, what did you do later? I should have done it, but I can't remember it. Many memories overlapped, beating, sparkling, blurred in the depths of the brain, and finally faded.

The next night, Song Xusheng came back at ten o'clock and said at the door: "I'll be back!" Seeing that Qinqin was still asleep on the sofa, he immediately lowered his face, kicked the door of the small room where Aunt Su lived, and shouted, "You are also so ruthless? Aunt Su opened the door and came out, her eyes glancing at Liu Yiyi: "I, I...... She, she, I'm ......" Song Xusheng said: "Hold Qinqin and go to bed!" Aunt Su walked to the sofa and said to Liu Yiyi, "Then I'll still hug it, he wants me to hug it." He patted him gently and took him away. Song Xusheng said: "This is the flesh that fell from your own body, how hard are you touching your heart?" Liu Yiyi chuckled and said, "The person who wants to touch it is not me." I guarded her after work, it's been a few years, I haven't seen a movie, I haven't danced much, I still have to touch my heart! Did I do something that made a home not feel like a home? Song Xusheng shook his head again and again and sighed and said, "Here it is again, here it is again." Alas, alas. ”

The next day, Song Xusheng came back early. Aunt Su said to Qinqin: "Dad came back for dinner, and he didn't beat his rice." Song Xusheng said, "I'll eat below." Liu Yiyi said: "Aunt Su, do you see any other good dishes?" "Opened the fridge to find food. Qinqin is watching TV and talking about the 12 zodiac signs. Song Xusheng clamped the qin between his knees, and the two of them counted the zodiac signs one by one with their fingers. Qinqin said: "I belong to the dragon, good, swim in the sky, my father belongs to the pig, not good, babble and scream." Daddy, why do you want to be a pig? Song Xusheng said: "Grandparents want their father to be a pig." Qinqin said, "Is that because you and my mother want me to be a dragon?" I was born to my mother, so how can I have a father? Song Xusheng said: "Look at the little frog, there are also frog fathers and frog mothers. Qinqin frowned and wondered what was going on, Song Xusheng picked her up and said, "It's so big, you still have to be hugged by your father, is it ugly?" She said, "It's not ugly, it's beautiful." Song Xusheng laughed and said, "My daughter is a little dragon girl." "Pierce her face with your beard. Qinqin said: "It smells like a dried toad." And he said, "I am a dragon, and my father is a pig." Daddy, you're screaming. Song Xusheng pouted and learned to cry a pig, and Qinqin said: "It seems, it seems, that's how it is called." ”

Song Xusheng stayed at home for a few nights, and the more he stayed, the more irritable he became, jumping up and down, and doing nothing right. He looked at the newspaper and threw it on the floor a few minutes later and said, "I'll be back later tomorrow." Liu Yiyi glanced at Qinqin, who was sitting on the floor and building blocks, and said, "Whatever you want, who can still lock you up?" Song Xusheng said: "You see I'm used to drinking tea with friends at night, they call me every day, and I sent a message just now." Liu Yiyi said: "Friends are more important than home, then you can go." He glanced at Qinqin again. Song Xusheng showed her his mobile phone and said, "Look, they sent a letter to me to go." Liu Yiyi twisted her head away and said, "Who knows who called you?" Maybe it's a goblin. Song Xusheng shook his head helplessly: "Where did the goblin come from?" Do I have that charm? Liu Yiyi said: "There are still few goblins now? It doesn't matter if you don't have anything, it doesn't matter if you're old, it doesn't matter if you're married, it doesn't matter if you're not in good health, as long as you have money, only money can't get around. Song Xusheng said: "You haven't been a goblin, how do you know everything?" Seeing that Liu Yiyi's expression changed, she immediately said, "My money has been handed over." Liu Yiyi said: "I don't know what fraction it is?" Song Xusheng said: "In the future, it's good if you have a temper against me, don't persecute others, she is not a hostage." Liu Yiyi said: "Who took whom hostage?" It's her own who has to wait for her father to come back. Then he said to Qinqin: "Qinqin, you refuse to sleep by yourself, and you have to wait for your father to come back, right?" Qinqin looked up and said, "Yes, I want Dad." Song Xusheng lowered his head and shook his head: "The training is very good." ”

After going back and forth at home a few times, Song Xusheng sat down on the sofa. At this time, the landline bell rang, and Song Xusheng grabbed the microphone: "Oh, Boss Yan, drink tea?" Ask Madame for instructions. He hung up and said, "Yan Fulin asked me to go over for tea." Liu Yiyi felt that the rhythm of his phone call was wrong, and his demeanor was a little strange, so he became suspicious, took his eyes off the TV, looked at Song Xusheng, and thought, play smart with me? Do you know who I am? Song Xusheng glanced at Liu Yiyi, his expression was a little unnatural, the movements of his hands and feet and the tone of his voice were a little jerky, and people who were not familiar with him couldn't see it. He turned his face to watch TV, asked Liu Yiyi about the relationship between the characters on TV, and one hand seemed to move to the landline unintentionally. Liu Yiyi seemed to look at the hand unintentionally, so he stopped his hand next to the landline, and tapped his fingers on the coffee table to take it back. Liu Yiyi had the pleasure of staring at the thief and seeing how he performed, and suddenly turned her head several times to watch the performance of that hand. Repeated several times, Liu Yiyi said: "Give Miao Xiaohui a call, I haven't been in touch for a long time." Song Xusheng stretched out his hand to grab the microphone, immediately retracted it, stretched it out again and said, "I'll help you dial." Liu Yiyi quickly grabbed the microphone and said, "I'll dial it myself." I checked the caller ID, and the last one was Song Xusheng's mobile phone number. She smiled and said, "Call yourself? Haven't deleted it yet? I still have my phone in my pants pocket! Song Xusheng said with a bitter face: "I really want to go out and breathe." Liu Yiyi said: "Some people, I don't know how he is tired of staying with his family? Staying at home is going to jail, going out and breathing! Isn't it enough to go out all day? There really really are goblins waiting for you. Song Xusheng said: "There are no goblins, it's true that you want to go out and breathe." Liu Yiyi said: "I think someone is waiting for you, and she won't be able to sleep if she doesn't see you tonight." Song Xusheng said: "There are no people, and I am used to chatting with friends at night." Liu Yiyi stretched out her hand and said, "Give me your phone, if there is no message for half an hour, then there is no goblin." Song Xusheng immediately handed over the mobile phone and said: "Okay, if there is no goblin, don't care about me so much in the future, getting married is the same as going to prison, so why should I get married?" Liu Yiyi said: "Men are as selfish as you? Touch it when you want to, and someone has to give birth to a child for you, and you don't want to spend a little time, all the good things in the world are taken up by you! And he said, "What are you looking for me for, you love liberty so much?" I didn't come to chase you back then, so it's better not to even give birth to Qinqin, you will be freer. "After twenty minutes, there was no message coming in on the phone. Liu Yiyi said: "I'm too lazy to watch it." Hand the phone to Song Xusheng. Song Xusheng said: "Say it. I'll keep it for you tonight. Liu Yiyi threw her phone on the sofa and said, "No one gave me storage fees." ”

In the next few days, Liu Yiyi quietly launched a discussion among the female shareholders in the big house: How much freedom does a man give him? One said, "As long as he remembers to come back at night and remembers that there is someone waiting for him at home, that's fine." Another said: "He really wants to spend it, so he has to let him find a young lady to spend it, that's the case, as long as he doesn't find a lover and doesn't threaten the family, he is a good man." There are so many temptations outside, you want him to be unmoved, that's not practical. Liu Yiyi said: "You all think so! Several people said in unison, "What if you can't think about it?" Liu Yiyi thought: "Speaking of which, Song Xusheng is already a good man, let him go!" ”