Liu Yiyi faintly had a sense of crisis, that is, Song Xusheng didn't need himself anymore.

At first, it was ten days and half a month, and then it was a month, and Song Xusheng didn't mean to quarrel with her. Liu Yiyi thought, do you want me to come to you? Ignore him, and in this way, I don't feel that there is nothing that life can't get by. Forming this situation, Liu Yiyi had doubts in her heart, and under the temptation of doubts, she seemed to unconsciously touch his body with her hands after turning off the lights, and he yawned and said, "I'm too tired today." "Sometimes it just doesn't react. This made Liu Yiyi feel humiliated, is she really so unattractive? This question stopped him, and after he asked, he had a kind of inferiority, as if he really didn't have the right to bother him, which made him too embarrassed.

The doubts in Liu Yiyi's heart are getting bigger and bigger, and it is becoming more and more difficult to suppress the desire to explore. One day, when Song Xusheng yawned again and said "tired", Liu Yiyi rushed out and said, "Where did you do what with whom are so tired?" This sentence has been suppressed in my heart for a long time, and I don't want to say it, it doesn't mean anything. But now that it's been said, there needs to be an answer. Song Xusheng detailed what he did today and what he did, so he was tired. Who is Ke Liu Yiyi? Wasn't Qin Yixing tired back then? Pepsi is riddled with everything, that's really tiring, but no matter how tired he is, he can't stop his passion for performance. He once said that if you are so tired that you can't even do this, what is the point of being tired? Thinking like this, Liu Yiyi snorted and said, "What else have you done?" Song Xusheng said: "I didn't do anything, you must say what I did and what I did?" Liu Yiyi seemed to be sure and said: "If you recall it again, your memory is not so bad." Saying this, it was as if she had really seen what he had done, and some images in her mind came and went in the waves. Song Xusheng said: "My memory is not so bad, you want me to remember the things that didn't happen, isn't that a trick?" Now the police can't turn down thieves. Liu Yiyi felt that his death was actually the best way, anyway, he didn't see it, and he couldn't come up with anything to prove that he was lying. She said: "I didn't expect you to learn so cunning, Song Xusheng. Song Xusheng said: "Am I a cunning person? And he said, "I'm not cunning, how can I do business with others?" Liu Yiyi said: "Don't bring the cunning of the business to your home. Song Xusheng said: "No." And he said, "I must say so, and that is not the first time I have done so." Liu Yiyi felt that the blood on her body coagulated in an instant, and then it quickly flowed, surging and surging, she said, "What do you mean?" Song Xusheng said, "What do you mean?" I don't know, someone knows. Liu Yiyi pulled his body over in the dark and said, "You make it clear, have you done anything sorry for you now?" Song Xusheng broke away from her hand, turned his body to the side and turned his back to her and said, "Just because you haven't done it now doesn't mean that you have never done it." ”

Liu Yiyi calmed down, this is a kind of cold heart calm, making herself feel terrible. She said justifiably, "I haven't done anything to be sorry for you." "It's not true, but it doesn't matter, he doesn't know that it doesn't exist. And he said, "In what year and month will it take for you to turn over your old account?" You give me a deadline. Besides, are you a blank slate when you come to me? Song Xusheng said: "So, it only means so much to come together, and the meaning is almost consumed." Liu Yiyi said: "It's not interesting, then why are you chasing me so hard, aren't you harming me for the rest of my life?" Song Xusheng said: "I was so dull back then. Besides, I'm going to get married anyway. And he said, "I am a countryman, but I am not a country head, and I don't care so much about the state of material things." But what about the heart? Don't care? After all these years, where is your heart? Say it yourself! Where is the heart? Where is it? I don't know where, maybe in memory, it's not with me anyway, am I so dull! Liu Yiyi was taken aback, she didn't expect Song Xusheng to be able to tell the essence of the matter so accurately. She stubbornly said, "Who doesn't have a heart? To say that you don't have a heart is that you don't have a heart. Song Xusheng yawned and said, "Say whatever you want, I'm tired, go to sleep." Liu Yiyi felt uneasy. Indeed, when I got together with him, I didn't do it wholeheartedly, but I just got married when I had to get married. When a man is married, he does not know where his heart is. If you have had such complicated experiences and memories, how can you be wholehearted? Since you don't have your whole heart, how can you make the other party ignorant? Since they are aware and aware, how can they trust each other and establish family affection? Family affection is a feeling of integration that transcends the game. Otherwise, how can you not play your own little abacus? The husband and wife have the mentality of making small calculations, and they feel that they have suffered a loss when they wash the dishes a few times, and this marriage basically exists in name only. Since he exists in name only, can he still be asked to be true to himself? Do you have the right to ask for this? Thinking like this, she felt that it was not without reason for Song Xusheng to go outside to find others. In the dark, Liu Yiyi listened to Song Xusheng's sleeping snort, and her teeth itched with hatred. He can sleep, he can actually sleep! She wanted to get up and turn on the light to walk around the room, and she wanted to turn on the TV to watch, but after hesitating for a long time, she held back, sighed, and the voice echoed in the darkness. How to think of where to find someone, and fall into his arms and weep bitterly! But where to find this person? Alas, patience is a woman's fate, and women have endured it this way for thousands of years!

Since then, the two have been a little uncomfortable together, and they are still the same as before on the surface, but there is a clear sense of separation in their hearts. But no matter what, life still has to go on, you can't just say divorce! Liu Yiyi sent a message of reconciliation, asked Song Xusheng what food he wanted to eat, and told Aunt Su to buy it, and asked Qinqin if she would like to go to the riverside to play, and asked her to call her father to go with her. Song Xusheng accepted this information, but when he slept at night, he still fell asleep, which made Liu Yiyi have no chance to send a certain message, and he was ashamed that he had the idea of sending a message.

Realizing that she was marginalized, Liu Yiyi couldn't swallow this breath. This is not only a question of whether a woman needs a man's moisture, but also whether she has charm and value. I am only thirty-five years old, and I don't want to quit the life stage of being a woman, otherwise, how will I live in the future? She was going to resist, to rebel like crazy. She went to buy Shiseido moisturizer to rub her face, and then bought a plumping cream and rubbed it on her chest every day. Calisthenics has been practiced for so many years, once or twice a week, and now it has increased to four. She had a kind of madness when she danced, as if she was angry with someone. This is a woman's struggle against fate, but she also knows that no matter how much she uses top brands, the wrinkles and hidden spots on her face cannot be erased, no matter how much she dances, the fat on her body cannot be eliminated, and it is impossible to imagine that her breasts will become round and straight. A woman can't be young and beautiful forever, no matter how much she fights, otherwise there will be no old woman. is not young or beautiful, where is her value? A man looks at a woman like this, she can't resist, and women all over China and the world can't resist. Liu Yiyi felt sadness, and this sadness became the motivation for her resistance. To delay the process, even if it is a year, even if it is a month, even if it is a day.

Liu Yiyi felt that her efforts had a little effect, and couldn't help but ask Song Xusheng: "Do you think I've been in better spirits lately?" Song Xusheng nodded again and again: "Yes, yes." Then he asked, "What's better?" Song Xusheng said: "Everywhere, everywhere." Liu Yiyi said: "Where is it more obvious? Song Xusheng said: "I said it everywhere, on my face, on my body. Liu Yiyi still wanted to ask, but seeing that he was not very interested, he had to forget it.

One night, the two leaned on the head of the bed and watched TV, which was a love series. Song Xusheng didn't want to watch it, Liu Yiyi had to watch it, he had to follow it. Watching TV, Liu Yiyi said: "Are you like the husband on TV, you are not interested in me anymore?" Song Xusheng said: "Ah, ah, it's here again, are you tired, it's all old husbands and wives." Liu Yiyi said: "Do you really feel that old? Song Xusheng patted his head and said, "Look at the white hair." Liu Yiyi said: "Do you really think I'm that old?" Song Xusheng said: "No, who said this?" Who? Then he sighed and said, "Shall we talk about something else?" Liu Yiyi said: "Do you think we look like a couple in their thirties now?" Song Xusheng said: "I'm so tired, so many things every day, I'm too tired." Do you think Boss Yan's money is so easy to get? Liu Yiyi said: "What am I going to do with so much money? Tired like a dead dog at home, what's the point of being tired? Song Xusheng said: "I can't help myself, I can't help myself." Liu Yiyi said: "I'm afraid you're not just so tired from work, right?" She stared at his face to see how he reacted. Song Xusheng said: "No, no. Where? Liu Yiyi couldn't see anything from his demeanor, and said, "I didn't expect him to learn to be cunning too." "I secretly thought in my heart, I can't say that there is no no, there is no one, whether there is one, it must be confirmed. Liu Yiyi felt a strong temptation, and she couldn't resist this temptation.