And so it went for another two years.

Thinking of those days that have passed, Liu Yiyi has an unbelievable feeling. Can it be so fast? It seems that before he has time to taste and taste, time has slipped by year after year, like a thief, no, faster than a thief. Alas, the age is here, you have to believe it if you don't believe it. Nothing can hit a woman's pride and self-confidence more than time, and it makes Liu Yiyi feel the heaviness and pain of life. This also made Liu Yiyi feel the benefits of getting married, at least she didn't have to feel heavier oppression and anxiety like those older young women, every month or week that passed.

On the established track of life, time is without a trace. It's not really that there are no traces, the qin grows day by day, and this is the trace. Also, the stock market has experienced a long bear market, the company has laid off a large number of employees, it is not easy to keep this job, almost no salary, customers are in a bad mood, have a big temper, and can't get their wages on time but have to pay for their smiling faces, this kind of depressed days have finally survived, which is also a trace.

There are still some changes, no matter how Liu Yiyi resists, it still happens irresistibly, that is, his body. Fine wrinkles began to appear at the corners of the eyes, especially when you laughed. Liu Yiyi studied in the mirror countless times, and she didn't dare to smile so casually in front of others. The texture and luster of the skin on the face also proves that time is indeed passing. There is no high-end brand of skincare that has not been used, it is the highest priority expenditure in life, but it is still impossible to resist the calm and stubborn pace of time. In addition, the body is gradually showing signs of full relaxation, and the cheeks, neck, chest, small stomach, and buttocks are quietly changing. In particular, the breasts, as if to prove their merits as a mother, were irretrievably relaxed. Liu Yiyi has not stopped bodybuilding in the past two years, but she still can't resist the calm and stubborn pace of time. She knew that this resistance had a doomed ending, which determined the tragedy of a woman's life, but she still fought stubbornly. It would be nice to be able to postpone this tragic process for a year, even if for a few months. Sometimes she wants to relax and ask herself, why does a woman have to follow the standards set by society, which is actually the eyes of men? She wants to rebel, break this vision, win freedom and liberation, in order to relieve the anxiety in her heart. But she also knew that such a rebellion was pointless. Once she saw a young female host talking about age on TV, saying that "there is little beauty, old beauty is old", "wrinkles are where laughter goes", and she was inspired and relieved for a while. But less than a day later, I was discouraged again. She didn't want that "old beauty", she didn't want to, she didn't want to, the farther away from it the better. Perhaps, there will really be a day when I will rely on a kind of hypocritical and helpless chic self-comfort, but the later this day comes, the better. Women all over the world have a common goal, for this goal, thousands of people do not hesitate to risk disfigurement and even their lives, spending hundreds of thousands of dollars to plastic surgery liposuction, that kind of resolute spirit is really moving, how can they be exceptional? When she saw a news on TV that a girl in Fujian Province had surgery to cut off her calf bone and connect an artificial bone in order to increase her height, she was greatly shocked and understood the girl very well. Beauty has such a high value and is so worth pursuing, what is it compared to your own efforts?

Liu Yiyi said to Song Xusheng many times: "Others say that I can't see my real age, thinking that I am not yet thirty years old, and they all call me a big beauty." She was a little aggrieved when she said this, as if she had to prove something to him, but she still couldn't help but say it. Song Xusheng said: "That's yes, that's yes, that's true." "That's it. The specific evaluations that Liu Yiyi was looking forward to, how her skin was, and what her figure was, didn't have it. Liu Yiyi bought Shiseido for a while, and asked Song Xusheng, "Do you see any changes on my face?" Song Xusheng said, "Today the newspaper said ......," she interrupted and said, "I don't want to discuss the newspaper with him." He said, "Much better, indeed." "No more follow-up. This made Liu Yiyi both worried and light. Song Xusheng is not so sensitive to beauty and cares so much, which slightly relieves her anxiety; But he was so indifferent to whether he was beautiful or not, which made her very disappointed. After thinking about it, I think it's better for Song Xusheng to be sluggish, otherwise, how can he face such a successful man as time goes by?

Liu Yiyi didn't know if Song Xusheng was really dull, so when she went to the mall, she pointed and said, "This girl has a good figure, good looks, fair complexion, and decent clothes. Song Xusheng always said: "Yes, yes. I won't say it, I don't seem to be interested, but I occasionally commented on one or two sentences, but it was very in place, which made Liu Yiyi very confused. Once when I went to a shopping mall, there was a very beautiful girl wearing a sling belly, and Liu Yiyi couldn't help but take a few more looks. looked at Song Xusheng again, and squinted his eyes from time to time to glance at the girl, which was the piece of belly that was exposed. Liu Yiyi said: "If you peek at others, you have to peek openly, and if you stare at them like that, everyone will be angry." Song Xusheng said: "Who is staring? And he said, "Why can't you see her navel?" It's so wide," he said, gesturing his left palm over his lower abdomen, "Is the belly button above or below?" It's really weird. Liu Yiyi said: "Where is it your business!" Song Xusheng laughed twice, and said a little shyly: "It's really strange." Liu Yiyi said: "Of course it's on it." Song Xusheng gestured again and said: "On it, if it is so long, it will not be exposed soon...... That, that, isn't that almost showing your beard? Liu Yiyi said: "Why are you so interested? Song Xusheng said: "Curious, curious, I really can't figure it out." Another time the two sat on the bed watching TV and saw Zhu Jun's interview with a movie star who was a smash hit in "Art Life". Liu Yiyi said: "She was really brilliant when she first came out! Song Xusheng said: "Now I can only look at the back." Liu Yiyi didn't expect him to be able to say such a good sentence, saying: "You still have a lot of feelings for women!" Song Xusheng said: "I'm not that old yet, am I? Don't feel it anymore? "Liu Yiyi wants to say, why don't you feel how much you feel for me? The words rushed to my throat, but I swallowed it anyway. She sighed in her heart, alas, she didn't dare to take herself as a discussion object.

Another time, in the midst of lingering, Liu Yiyi said to Song Xusheng: "I feel that my chest is a little bit less stiff, should I go for a minor breast augmentation surgery?" Song Xusheng said: "Is there anyone else looking at you here?" Show me no need. I know it's filled with plastic, what's the point? Liu Yiyi said: "Who showed you!" I'm looking a little more comfortable myself. Song Xusheng said: "Then it is even more unnecessary. What woman in the world takes that risk and suffers that for the sake of showing herself? If you don't want to show it to others, forget it. Liu Yiyi said: "Where do I have this other person? Song Xusheng said: "You don't, you don't, I believe you don't." If you don't, why bother? He said "no" so surely, which made Liu Yiyi panic. She said: "No, no, no one came to harass me, it was that I didn't accept the harassment of those people. Song Xusheng said: "Is there really anyone who comes to harass you? Liu Yiyi said: "I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to sleep." "I made up two stories of being harassed. Song Xusheng leaned back, looked at her carefully, and said, "Is it?" Is it? Immediately he said, "Yes, yes." Liu Yiyi said: "How dare I tell you that you are so fierce?" "She's really been subjected to some minor harassment before, on the bus, in the office, in the mall. The men's hands seemed to touch her body inadvertently, and her face sank, and the men pretended not to see it, and walked over. But in the past few years, such things have rarely happened, and she has wondered if the men in the world have become better. In the past, when I had a difficult place to beg a man, I could just be coquettish, but now I can't do it, that tone, that body language, I can't use it as a weapon anymore. It also made her understand that the world of men is gradually closing itself off. When the girls in the company talked about their experiences of being harassed, she felt that they were exaggerating the description, and there was also a kind of jealousy in her heart: "What kind of sass? Isn't it just a few years younger? This jealousy has become the driving force for her crazy pursuit of youth and beauty, and she will not hesitate to spend as much money as she wants.