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"So your name is Zhixi? The name of the real beauty, the gurgling stream, the clear fragrance and the Zhizhi. Jiang Xiaohan handed her the packaged milk tea, "Does your head still hurt?" "Thank you", Liu Zhixi stared into his eyes, her gaze was like an arrow, hitting him in the heart. She tried to find the things that were hidden in his heart. He was a little embarrassed by Liu Zhixi, Liu Zhixi knew that he had misunderstood, and hurriedly retracted his gaze, like a fisherman on the beach who withdrew his net, but found that there was a colorful clownfish in the net.
"Zhixi, have you ordered lunch?" Ye Zi pushed the door in, she wore a long shirt today, with a pair of ultra-short jeans, and played with "missing underwear", a faint smell of Dior perfume, silently burrowing into Liu Zhixi's nose. Jiang Xiaohan smiled, greeted Ye Zi gentlemanly, and turned to leave. His back, like a wall, propped up the precarious atrium, but Liu Zhixi knew that this kind of support would not last long, and the crumbling house would eventually collapse and fall.
"Senior Sister Ye, have you ever had such an experience, you obviously love someone very much, and he loves you, but you can't be together? You want to forget him and distance yourself from him, but your heart hurts like being torn apart? When they were eating fried rice cakes at the sushi restaurant, Liu Zhixi had been in a haunted spirit, and Ye Zi had already noticed her strangeness, but she didn't ask too much.
"Zhixi, this world is too big, and there are many things we can't do. You are so entangled, your heart is very painful, try to make your life easier", Ye Zi tucked the broken hair next to his ear, picked up a ball of salmon sushi with silver metal chopsticks, and chewed slowly. "Senior Sister Ye, I also want to be as free and carefree as others. However, fate always plays a joke on me", Liu Zhixi frowned. "Then you just treat all the encounters as pranks, and then smile with relief", the corners of Ye Zi's mouth were raised beautifully, and a charming smile was hooked, "Zhixi, you have to understand that as long as you don't covet a person's good, you don't have to bear his badness." This is true of people, and so is life. ”
"Leaves!" After they finished lunch, they walked back to the classroom, the midsummer wind with the boiling heat, covering their faces and bodies, even if they applied sunscreen and played the parasol, they still had a damp hot sweat, sweat quickly moistened the thin summer clothes, and the occurrence of sweat on the forehead was also stuck to the door of the head. Luo Run got out of the cab of a black Audi A8, wearing black Gucci sunglasses, standing on the side of the road with a graceful demeanor, and many girls secretly looked back at him. Unbeknownst to him, he leaned against the car, enjoying the sunbathing that the girls feared not to be in a hurry.
His complexion was not as white and tender as the small fresh meat that is now popular, but a healthy buckwheat color, and he saw Ye Zi and Liu Zhixi from a distance, nodded warmly and cordially, and waved his hand to greet Ye Zi. With a smile in her eyes, Ye Zi stepped forward, and Luo Run naturally took her hand and put it in his palm. Before Liu Zhixi could react, Ye Zi said with a happy face, "Zhixi, Luo Run confessed to me." Liu Zhixi tried to suppress her consternation, she remembered that Xin Chenxi loved Ye Zi like that, they were two little guesses, childhood sweethearts, but he couldn't keep this love. Maybe the feelings, really only you and me, there is no first come, first come.
Liu Zhixi's heart was full of gloom, but there was a voice in her heart, which gradually became clear from vague, from faint to intense, like heavy rain and torrents. She frantically ran back to the dormitory, dialed Leng Jiang's phone, the fingers of the button kept shaking, the phone was dialed, one, two, three, but no one answered, the "beep" sound stopped abruptly, her heart was beating wildly, as if to jump out of the heart, the phone was hung up by the other party, and an indifferent female voice came, "I'm sorry, the phone you dialed is on the phone, please dial again later." Liu Zhixi slumped down in her chair, and her voice became like a tiny floater again.
On the occasion of the Qixi Festival, in ancient times, there was a Cowherd and Weaver Girl Magpie Bridge to meet, and now Mr. Luo Run is happy and has a good fate, and specially gave everyone an afternoon off. Liu Zhixi was grinding in the classroom, she didn't know where she should go, Yao Yao and Fu Hongtao went to Lijiang for a trip, Luo Cheng and Liu Yulin had dinner together, Su Huai was alone, but she couldn't give him hope anymore, and she couldn't warm his heart with her own heart, because then he would be like a frog in warm water, gradually losing his vitality.
"Liu Zhixi, how are you going to spend today?" She was blowing the cool air conditioner in the classroom, watching "Sherlock", Xin Chenxi suddenly pushed the door in and asked. "yes, there's another lone one here!" She thought to herself, and couldn't help but cheer a little in her heart, glad that there was still a fallen person at the end of the world.
"Zhixi, can you do me a favor?" He suddenly omitted her last name, and at first glance, she was not used to it, "Senior Xin, what's wrong?" Xin Chenxi's face was covered with tired wind and frost, and there was a faint loneliness in his eyes, but his voice was still steady and soothing. Zhixi, my parents are coming today, they heard that I have a girlfriend, and they have to show them it. You, if, if you don't have an appointment today, can you ......" Xin Chenxi was a little embarrassed and hesitant, carefully observing Liu Zhixi's expression and reaction, if she only showed displeasure or embarrassment, he would keep silent and not say a word.
"Oh, that's it", Liu Zhixi frowned, in the past twenty years, she has never been in a relationship, and she has never been someone else's girlfriend, "Okay, okay". "Really? Thank you so much! Xin Chenxi's eyes instantly shone brightly, and he expressed his gratitude again and again. Liu Zhixi walked into the bathroom, looked at the mirror from the bag she carried, took out her lip gloss, applied it to her lips, and rubbed some foundation on her face.
Liu Zhixi and Xin Chenxi walked slowly towards the apartment, and saw Xin Chenxi's parents coming towards them, the two of them were separated by a distance, but they immediately approached next to each other, and held hands, looking like a sweet little couple in love. Mother Xin's face was a little pale, but her expression was very pleased, and Father Xin was carefully supporting her on the side. "Uncle and aunt, hello, my name is Liu Zhixi." Liu Zhixi stepped forward, took Xin's mother's hand, and took over Xin's father. When she passed by Father Xin, he didn't know why, maybe he was too sad, maybe he was too excited, he was shocked, but soon, he covered up the past perfectly, and before everyone could react, he showed a kind smile.
Xin's mother's hand was wet and cold, but she held Liu Zhixi tightly, and she whispered to Liu Zhixi the story of Xin Chenxi's childhood. Although she herself is seriously ill and endures great pressure and pain, she does not have the slightest resentment and mania, and it can be seen that she is a very qualified and cultivated woman.
They were a group of four and walked back to the apartment, where the room had been cleaned and neatly furnished. After a long journey, Xin's mother was physically exhausted, so Xin Chenxi helped her back to the bedroom to rest. Liu Zhixi was holding a fruit knife in her hand and was peeling navel oranges for Father Xin, who looked at her secretly for a while, and a layer of fog slowly filled her eyes. Liu Zhixi handed him the orange, but he didn't immediately reach out to take it, but sobbed, with tears in his eyes, "Child", he said in a low voice, "Child, what are the names of your parents?" Am I, might know them? ”
Liu Zhixi raised her head, looked at each other, and found that he was instantly flustered, she had some doubts, but she didn't think much about it, and said without thinking: "My father's name is Liu Yi, and my mother's name is Chang Hong." "Didn't your mother change her name?" Father Xin continued to ask, but his tone was very light, more indifferent than the fog in his eyes. "Yes, she hasn't changed her name. Unfortunately, my parents, when I was five years old, they passed away in a car accident. "Child, you have worked hard, but don't worry, the Xin family is your home, and we will never let you be wronged again." Father Xin's voice was not loud, but it was extremely sure and confident.
Xin's father and mother live in a four-star hotel in the city, and they seem to be very satisfied with Liu Zhixi and praise her. Especially Xin's mother, it seems that she is very eager for another woman to be able to enter Xin Chenxi's life, she dedicates her love, she hopes that after she leaves, Xin Chenxi can also feel a gentle and fiery love from women. She loves Xin Chenxi, she also loves Liu Zhixi, although it is only a short meeting and getting along, she has already transferred her love for her son to Liu Zhixi, and she eagerly hopes that they can blossom and bear fruit as soon as possible.
In the middle of the night, Liu Zhixi tossed and turned, everything during the day was vivid, in Xin's father and Xin's mother, she felt the care and care of her relatives, and she even had a momentary illusion, hoping that everything was not acting, but a real fact. She has never been in love for 20 years, and the first time she celebrated Valentine's Day on Qixi Festival, it was to play someone else's girlfriend, Liu Zhixi smiled dumbly and laughed at herself. Suddenly, she heard the key open and the sobs she tried to suppress.
Liu Zhixi gently opened the door and saw a shadow in the dark living room, lying on the coffee table, her shoulders twitching. She took a closer look, and it was the leaves. "Zhixi", Ye Zi raised her head and saw her, the night was so dark, as if tomorrow would never come, "Zhixi, I am such a sinner!" Liu Zhixi stepped forward, hugged Ye Zi, gently combed her soft hair with her slender fingers, and pressed her shoulder, a kind of power passed from Liu Zhixi's hand to Ye Zi's heart, "Senior Sister Ye Zi, have you forgotten what you told me?" As long as you don't covet the good of this world, you don't have to suffer its badness. ”