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Liu Zhixi's long hair was lifted by the wind, exuding a faint smell of perfume, and Xin's mother held her hand for a long time. She knew that her time was short, and if she could take a closer look, she would try to imprint it in her mind. The time to depart was approaching, the Xin family's parents slowly walked to the gate, Liu Zhixi and Xin Chenxi snuggled together, waving goodbye to them. Xin's mother looked back reluctantly, she couldn't bear to turn around like that, she was afraid that every time she left, it might become a farewell.
After the Xin family's parents returned, Liu Zhixi took the initiative to distance herself from Xin Chenxi, and they walked side by side at the station, like two parallel lines. They walked silently along the riverside, looking at the pair in front of them from a distance, clinging to each other and whispering in a low voice. Liu Zhixi's hand touched the pocket of her jeans, which contained a small hard object, which was a jade ring, which was secretly stuffed to her by Xin's mother.
She refused to accept it, Xin's mother's eyes were like a dam bursting the embankment, "Zhixi, Auntie, I really like you, I hope you can tie the knot with Xi'er." Auntie knows that you are still young, and I may not be able to wait for the day of your wedding. However, you have fulfilled the last long-cherished wish of a terminally ill person. No matter what happens to you in the future, in my heart, you are a member of our Xin family. Liu Zhixi touched the ring, and Xin's mother's sentence "In my heart, you are a member of our Xin family" kept replaying in her mind, and she felt guilty, moved, and warm.
The gentle wind, from one end of the river to the other, with the damp and fresh smell of the river, gradually permeated the wharf and the grass, like a hand, stirring people's hearts. The girl in front turned her head slightly, and her side face was so familiar, it was a leaf. Liu Zhixi subconsciously wanted Xin Chenxi to divert his gaze, so he opened his mouth and pretended to chat unintentionally, trying to divert his attention, but Xin Chenxi saw the leaves keenly. Luo Run hugged Ye Zi affectionately, and the two talked and laughed, but they didn't notice that there were two heartbroken people standing behind them.
Back in the apartment, there was Ye Zi's packed luggage in the living room, she had already decided to move out, Luo Run found a house for Ye Zi in his family's community. Ye Zi hadn't come back yet, Xin Chenxi was sitting in the dark living room, without turning on the light, and Liu Zhixi was silently reciting the text in her room. After a while, she heard the sound of the door closing, and she thought it was Ye Zi who had returned, and hurriedly walked out of the room to say goodbye to her. As a result, it was still dark in the empty living room, and no one was there, so quiet that Liu Zhixi could hear her breathing. A man suddenly hugged her from behind, and she jumped away like an electric shock, feeling a familiar breath, it was a leaf. And Xin Chenxi has disappeared.
"Zhixi", Ye Zi seems to have drunk a lot of wine, his eyes are blurry and flashing, in the black night, like a shining gem. "Zhixi, today, I officially broke up with him", Ye Zi's voice was rarely hoarse, "Today, I also officially accepted Luo Run." Liu Zhixi stroked her face, "Senior Sister Ye, whoever you love, you should choose." "Love? What qualifications do I have to talk about love? Ye Zi smiled dismally, raised his head and looked at the ceiling, "It's really interesting, I broke up with love today, and I immediately fell in love." Liu Zhixi saw such a leaf for the first time, and was secretly surprised, "Senior Sister Ye, if you can't choose love, then choose a happy and comfortable life, and to be tolerant of yourself is to forgive others." ”
Liu Zhixi got up and turned on the chandelier, and the soft light immediately sprinkled the living room, like the fragrance of jasmine, spreading in all directions in the room. Ye Zi was draped in long hair, squatting on the ground, her face was full of tears, Liu Zhixi leaned down and pulled her up, and the jade ring accidentally fell out of her pants pocket. Liu Zhixi was about to reach out to pick it up, but Ye Zi picked up the ring first, she looked at the ring, the green jade was inlaid on the gold ring, and the light was reflecting bright colors. Ye Zihu glanced at Liu Zhixi suspiciously, "This is the ring of the Xin family, why are you here?" ”
Liu Zhixi opened her mouth, and just as she was about to explain, Ye Zi smiled sadly, "I'm leaving, someone has to take over, do you say?" "Senior Sister Ye, it's not like this...... Liu Zhixi couldn't argue, "Don't say it, I don't have the qualifications or reason to ask about your affairs." I have to go, Luo Run is still waiting for me. I wish you happiness and an early birth of your precious son. Ye Zi easily stroked his messy long hair, elegantly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with the tips of his fingers, and dragged his suitcase downstairs. Liu Zhixi listened to the sound of high heels that were gradually moving away, and felt that every time she clicked, it seemed to be pierced in her heart.
"Zhixi, the sky of Lijiang, is so beautiful. Its red brick houses, winding paths, glittering rivers, and boat lights lit at night all tell me stories from time to time. I like to listen to the shouts of the vendors along the street, I like to listen to the gentle singing of the girls in the bar, I like its glow and beauty, I wish that time could stay at this moment, the beautiful scenery and the people I love are within reach. Liu Zhixi was walking alone on the way back to the apartment when she received a message from Yao Yao, in which she smiled brightly and enthusiastically, like a girl who did not know anything about the world.
Liu Zhixi turned on the energy-saving lamp in the living room, Xin Chenxi squatted on the ground, a few empty beer bottles scattered next to him, and the smell of alcohol came from the room. She silently picked up the garbage on the ground, cleaned up the living room, and then picked up the drunk Xin Chenxi, "Senior Xin, we live for ourselves, not to prove it to anyone." ”
Xin Chenxi's face was flushed, his eyes were confused, and he muttered, "But, I really love her, why is this happening?" Doesn't she love me? She said she didn't have feelings for me, but her eyes were lying. Is there a person in the heart, even if the mouth does not say it, the heart can feel it clearly. Liu Zhixi threw the last beer bottle into the trash can accurately, drawing a beautiful arc in the air, Xin Chenxi looked at Liu Zhixi blankly, "Senior Xin, since your heart can feel it, follow your own feelings." ”
Luo Run and Ye Zi have become well-known talents and beauties in I SHOW, Luo Run is still polite, Ye Zi is gentle and lovely, they often appear hand in hand, and the happiness on their faces makes others extremely envious. Luo Cheng returned to the dormitory, and Liu Zhixi also moved back immediately, without Ye Zi, it was inevitable that she and Xin Chenxi would be embarrassed to be alone, not to mention that Ye Zi had already misunderstood her.
In I SHOW, Ye Zi, as a class teaching assistant, still cared for Liu Zhixi, corrected her pronunciation, pointed out her shortcomings, gave her reasonable advice, and took good care of her in life. However, Liu Zhixi can sensitively see the trace of entangled indifference in her smile, and can find the unfamiliar distance in her cold and warm tone.
Liu Zhixi really wants to restore her previous good relationship, but unfortunately she doesn't have a chance, because Ye Zi has never been alienated from her, so there is no reason for her low profile and compromise, she can't take the initiative to show favor with her anxiety and suspicion, it will make people feel incredible, and she can't beg for forgiveness, because she hasn't done anything wrong, and Ye Zi has never resented her.
"Tachibana! It's been a long time! Liu Zhixi dragged her luggage back to the dormitory, and before the door opened, Luo Tang jumped out from behind the door and gave her a big hug. The two of them talked eagerly, as if they wanted to tell each other what they had seen and heard during a summer vacation. "Zhixi, Liu Yulin took me to his hometown of Zhoushan during the summer vacation, where the sea is as blue as the sky, the seabirds flying by are brave and resolute, and the golden sand is warm and delicate, but unfortunately, I didn't pick up any intact shells. Liu Yulin told me that the beautiful shells were picked up by the locals, who made them into various decorations and sold them. There was a slight loss in Luo Tang's voice, but it quickly turned into a cheerful tone.
"Liu Yulin bought me a lot of shell ornaments, as well as a transparent coral, when I saw this coral, I thought of the love between us, just like it, white and flawless, spotless." Luo Cheng took out a string of shell bracelets from the cabinet and handed it to Liu Zhixi with joy, "Zhixi, I specially left the most beautiful and beautiful string for you." Liu Zhixi smiled and took the bracelet and put it on her hand, the hard shell made her skin have a slight dull pain, like some beautiful things that had passed, always touched her unexpectedly, rubbed warm sparks between the skin, and lit up the eyes of the years. Her heart shone with a little ripple, overflowing with a tide of gratitude.
The best friend hadn't seen each other for dozens of days, and lying in bed at night, the two excitedly shared their joys and sorrows. "Xiao Tang, my best friend, has left me", Liu Zhixi said in a choked voice, but tried not to break the cordial and harmonious atmosphere. "Zhixi, in fact, I also liked a person before, he was excellent in character and learning, handsome and excellent, I liked him crazy at that time, I liked him so much that I didn't think about tea and food, and I couldn't sleep well, but he was good to me, just good to ordinary people. I vowed to be admitted to the same university as him, and he was named on the gold list, but I was named Sun Shan. The day we left, he smiled and said goodbye to me, and I waved goodbye to him with tears in my eyes. But I knew that we would never see each other again, and I went to another place to repeat my studies, and there was no contact with each other again. Luo Tang's voice was very low, and he whispered, as if he was whispering.
"However, the cinnabar mole in the bottom of my heart is an eternal scar. I met a person who had the same name as him, and he was named Wei Jianxu. I met him, not the same person, but it was enough to make me desperate. Liu Zhixi listened silently, "Little orange, that fate is the most beautiful arrangement in fate, but what is the most beautiful?" Is it the man's handsome face, outstanding talent, or prominent status? I think the best thing is that you love him, and he loves you. Luo Cheng couldn't help but applaud: "Zhixi, I really admire your insight and unique insights. ”
Liu Zhixi smiled indifferently, "I really envy you." Simple happiness every day, as if you never have to worry, as if all the good things have come to you. "Zhixi", Luo Tang coughed lightly, "Actually, some things are not as simple as they seem on the surface. Liu Zhixi responded suspiciously, Luo Tang's quiet and steady breathing came into her ears, it seemed that Luo Tang had fallen asleep, Liu Zhixi smiled slightly, turned over, and fell asleep.