"I've got my phone, where are you?" Yan Xiao answered the phone and asked out loud.

Hearing the sound of a vehicle honking on the other end of the phone, Huo Zexi's voice was a little far away, probably pressing the speakerphone, "Arrive at the school gate soon, have you come out?" ”

"You wait for me, I'll come out right away."

Hanging up the phone, Xiao Jia looked at Yan Xiao's tired face, and was a little worried: "Are you too tired?" I have to go to school and work again. ”

Yan Xiao shook his head, he didn't know how to talk about it for a while, he thought about it and perfunctory: "It's okay, I'll go first, see you tomorrow."

Even Xiao Jia saw that her state was wrong, and she definitely couldn't escape Huo Zexi's eyes, she took a deep breath, walked halfway to the cold drink shop and bought a glass of lemonade, and accidentally saw someone.

It's her former president of the anime club.,A senior otaku.。

The president also saw her at a glance and walked over: "Hey, Yan Xiao? It's been a long time since I've seen you! ”

"I've probably been busy lately." Yan Xiao smiled and took the lemonade handed over by the clerk.

When the president saw the water on Yan Xiao's mobile phone, he turned his head and said to the clerk, "Let's settle the bill together." ”

didn't shirk it, Yan Xiao smiled: "Thank you, president."

"Thanks for what? You said that I finally went downstairs and actually met you, is it a legendary fate? The president said with a smile.

After saying a few more words, Yan Xiao glanced at the time, and estimated that Dr. Huo had already arrived at the door, and wanted to say goodbye: "President, then I'll go first, there is still something to do."

"Hmm... Hey, where are you going? The president suddenly stopped her again.

Yan Xiao said: "I have been living outside for the past few days, and now I am out of school."

"I'm also out of school to find friends for dinner, let's go together." The president stood up as he spoke, saying goodbye to the owner of the cold drink shop.

The president talked about the recent situation of the club, and Yan Xiao occasionally talked and laughed, saying that he would help him promote it when he was not busy for a while.

As soon as he walked out of the school gate, he suddenly broke into a motorcycle, the door was very narrow, the motorcycle did not slow down, Yan Xiao was looking down to take the mobile phone to see if there was an incoming call, and the motorcycle suddenly passed by Yan Xiao.

The president grabbed Yan Xiao's shoulders and walked in front of him, and then scolded the motorcycle owner: "I, do you have long eyes?" He lowered his head and asked Yan Xiao, "Is there anything wrong?" ”

His hand was still on her shoulder, Yan Xiao was a little uncomfortable, and smiled: "Thank you, I'm fine." ”

When she looked up, she saw Huo Zexi's car parked on the side of the boulevard, his window slowly closed.

"President, then I'll go first!" Yan Xiao said and waved to the president and crossed the road.

After getting into the car, Yan Xiao explained about his mobile phone, Huo Zexi listened lightly, and unexpectedly spoke: "The person who just came out with you is a classmate?" ”

Yan Xiaodun for two seconds, "is the president of the animation club, and he is a good person." ”

"Good for you?" He looked straight ahead, and the car drove slowly and quickly.

What do you mean?

I don't know if it's suspicious, Yan Xiao felt that there was something else in his words, and suddenly thought of whether he had just seen the president pull himself, and said a little anxiously: "Don't you think about it?" Just now, he was afraid that a car next to him would hit me, so he pulled me. ”

Before she asked anything, she looked inexplicably anxious, Huo Zexi glanced at her, half teasing: "There is no silver here?" ”

I couldn't hold back any longer, Yan Xiao's suppressed worries and worries all day were finally on the verge of being uncontrollable, she suddenly became emotional, and her voice raised: "Why do you doubt me like this?" What am I saying wrong? ”

He gradually raised his eyebrows: "What are you suddenly making trouble?" ”

I haven't been so depressed for a long time, Yan Xiao only felt that her heart was blocked, and she said: "Yes, everything is me making trouble, my words are wrong, your words are the truth, you are an adult and I am a child, do you want to hear such words?" ”

Braked sharply at a turn, the car was parked on the side of the road, Huo Zexi frowned and looked over, "What's wrong with you today?" ”

Yan Xiao only felt that a self-deprecating emotion seeped out from the bottom of her heart was faintly spreading, and she spoke without warning: "Do you know that Wei Xinzhu has returned to China?" ”

Only the dim street lamps on the side of the road are silently watching, quiet, soft, like the most sincere lovers.

The air was also compressed and solidified, and after a while, Huo Zexi's frowning brows relaxed little by little, and his face became expressionless, and his voice was slightly low: "Why do you mention her?" ”

"I can't mention her?"

"You're making trouble!"

Yan Xiao finally couldn't help it, all her suspicions were found, and she asked, "Then why do you want to put her usual stomach medicine at home?" ”

He looked at Yan Xiao with unreasonable eyes and laughed: "Just because of this? Are you angry? ”

"And the last time I confessed, why did you interrupt me when I mentioned my ex-girlfriend? Why can't I compare with her? Do you simply think I'm incomparable? ”

Yan Xiao questioned repeatedly, and at the end he almost choked up, almost shouting.

Huo Zexi listened to her announce, leaned against the back of the seat, and sighed tiredly.

Yan Xiao clenched her fingers, feeling that her mind was chaotic like a dream, and she felt that she seemed to be unusually awake, but looking at his already tired expression, she suddenly felt extremely frustrated.

The coming and going cars whistled by a gust of wind and whistled past him, and it was a long time before he re-drove the car, his eyebrows silent, as if he didn't want to speak.

There was no response, Yan Xiao stopped talking, and there was only the sound of the wind along the way, raging by the window.

Until they reached his house, neither of them said a word.

Yan Xiao finished taking a shower and was about to go back to the room, but suddenly saw Huo Zexi standing at the end of the corridor.

Without the lights on, he stood in the darkness, vaguely visible, leaning against the wall, quietly watching her, waiting outside her room.

Yan Xiao didn't stop, and wanted to walk into the room from him, but was suddenly pulled by him: "Let's talk." ”

She was stunned for a moment, then nodded slowly.

Walking into the living room and sitting on the sofa, it looks like watching TV with him on a regular night.

Yan Xiao didn't know the bottom of his heart, sat next to him, and waited for him to speak.

"After hearing so much about you, I realized that you used to have a lot to say about me, and I want to know what is making you feel emotionally disturbed today." His voice was still calm, and he looked at Yan Xiao seriously.

Yan Xiao lowered his eyes slightly, unable to answer.

"Because when I was out of school..."

"It's not." Yan Xiao interrupted.

He spoke quietly for a long time: "What's that?" ”

Yan Xiao bitten, and his voice unconsciously became lower: "Didn't you let go of Wei Xinzhu?" ”

The topic went around and still couldn't put this question around, Huo Zexi paused for a second and asked, "So it's because of her?" ”

Yan Xiao said: "Before, Huo Pingguo said that you haven't been in love for so long because of her. ”

"If I say no, do you believe her or me?"

"Do you really like me?" Yan Xiao didn't answer the rhetorical question,

Huo Zexi looked at her with a tired expression.

He sighed and said slowly: "You keep asking me why I like you, it's actually nothing complicated, I feel very relaxed when I get along with you, it's very simple, it's a feeling I haven't had in a long time..."

When he said this, his words suddenly stopped, and Yan Xiao's heart moved slightly, afraid that his words would stop again.

He bowed his head for a moment, then continued: "I thought I was past the age of vigor, but if you think that bland means that you don't like you, then I have no way to prove it. ”

Yan Xiao looked at him definitely: "Then do you want to say that now I make you feel very tired?" ”

"If you keep being like this, I'm tired." He replied in a deep voice.

Yan Xiao raised his head, snorted, and said, "I remember before, you said, 'Then try', but now I try, are you disappointed?" ”

She said, without waiting for Huo Zexi to answer, she added: "Actually, I never thought that I would go down with you, if I stop here, I also feel good." ”

I never thought I'd go on...

Huo Zexi's eyes gradually turned cold, "It means that you have already thought about breaking up?" ”

Yan Xiao was already overwhelmed, "Maybe." ”

He stood up as he spoke, looked at her condescendingly and coldly, as if he remembered something, and suddenly smiled: "So you are not serious at all, and it is also false to like three years?" ”

Yan Xiao held his forehead with his hand and did not speak.

Her silence completely angered Huo Zexi, and there was restrained anger in his voice: "Then have you had enough?" ”

Yan Xiao's eyes were hot, and he tried his best to hold back his tears: "Enough fun!" Then break up! ”

The breath held in her cavity poured out with these words, and she covered her eyes after speaking, and couldn't hold back her tears anymore.

Why does quarreling make people lose all their senses, as if the more unscrupulous they are, the more they can hurt themselves and sting the other party, as if they can win this war.

Huo Zexi was stunned for a while, as if he couldn't understand, and frowned: "What did you say?" ”

Yan Xiao wiped away her tears: "Since you are already very tired, then break up!" ”

The weather was sweltering, the city was slowly heating up in a huge steamer, and Yan Xiao vaguely heard an extremely heavy thunder outside.

There was only Yan Xiaoqi's voice in the air, as if a century had passed, Huo Zexi's voice was hoarse, and he spoke: "I know..."

He walked into the bedroom and slammed the door, leaving Yan Xiao alone in the living room, her tears seemed to be bursting, and she couldn't hold it back.

I don't know how to describe that feeling, it's like being abandoned by the whole world, but it's clear that the person who chooses to abandon first is her.

Self-esteem was preserved, but at the cost of not being retained at all.

Reason was eaten by all emotions, Yan Xiao heard the moment he closed the door hard, she was suddenly so sad that she wanted to leave, and as soon as the thought arose, she had already walked to the entrance, and before she had time to change her shoes, she hurriedly ran out of his house.