I listened intently, and I kind of didn't believe that these things could happen to her. She used to be the beauty god in my heart, and I was the driving force to learn and move forward. The goddess would have such dirty thoughts and dirty things, and I was shocked that I began not to regret losing contact with her......

When she sighed, I hurried to take a sip of beer. I will not comfort people, today my former goddess speaks in front of me about her past, speechless above her head.

Her story continues:

Then we had another time, at his house. I was a little out of control, and gradually had the idea of dropping out of school, and gradually walked away from you. I didn't dare to tell you the truth, so I had to distance myself from you, but why didn't you realize it?

The difference is that the boy and you were both admitted to college, and you both became college students, and I happened to have a serious illness, and gradually everyone was not heard. I gave it to him for the first time in my life, and I feel a little wronged when I think about it, because it doesn't seem to have the vigorous love written in the book, and there is no such unforgettable experience.

I've done odd jobs, washed dishes, brushed toilets, worked as a nanny, set up a stall, and I didn't do a good job, and I almost lost my life. Later, I met a man, he had a job, but he was a little older, and in the end he didn't know which nerve he was wrong to marry that man. Maybe it's fate, I deserve it. At first, I thought it was good, and the people were very honest.

But I soon found out that he had other women, and that marrying me was just a cover-up. By chance, I caught him in bed, and I divorced him on the basis of that incident. Later, I worked hard in this city, met a few business people, and there was a Korean boss who was very attentive to me, and I wanted to dismiss the idea of being with him several times, but I couldn't resist the temptation, a woman was alone, and she needed a shoulder too much. I was overjoyed to meet you, but unfortunately you are no longer ...... to me

I went to South Korea with him, and who would have thought that he would lie to me, he was a wanderer in South Korea Chinese......

The memories are clear and vague, the people are clear, the feelings are vague, and it seems that there is no man who has really fascinated me. I lost my first boy, and all I was obsessed with was curiosity and sex.

There seems to be something in my body, I don't know what it is, I long for it, it seems to be calling me at any time, but we can't always meet, it's like we're across a river, and it's out of reach. I tried to reach the other side in my own way, but I didn't succeed once, always at the last moment, a dizziness, and all my efforts were scrapped at once.

Later, I simply divorced again, and I was quite comfortable living alone. It's already like this anyway, there's nothing to be sorry about.

I just feel sorry for you, whether you forgive me or not, I'll forgive me. You don't dislike me, do you?

I looked at Liu Haiyan with indescribable feelings. I took a sip of beer and pressed the helplessness and sympathy in my heart. "How can I dislike you, no matter what, I am a good friend and good neighbor who grew up together. Everyone's outlook on life and values are different, and their pursuit of life is different. ”

"Can I still be friends with you?"

"Of course, we are."

"Would you like to get along with me, then?"

"Not now, isn't it?" I don't know what Liu Haiyan is asking, so I can only answer her like this.

When paying the bill, Liu Haiyan was not too stubborn, she said to give enough face to the man, and she would compensate me in the future.

Who was her second man and why he lied to her, I didn't ask again, and she didn't say.