Over the years, in her occasional spare time, she has not thought about Lao Lu, Meng Ying, and Sixth Brother, worrying about their safety and their whereabouts.

After the founding of the People's Republic of China, she herself settled down and finally had the conditions to find her former comrades-in-arms, but unfortunately, after searching for many years, she couldn't find any news from anyone.

In the words of the poem my father read when I was a child, it is "the upper and the poorer and the lower yellow spring, and the two places are gone." ”

In those days, information was so easy to block, human life was so cheap, and those of them hidden inside the enemy were like sharp and hidden sharp knives, killing the enemy invisibly, but it was also easy to break, and it was too common to disappear silently.

She knows all this, but she is unwilling, unwilling to let these people who walk hand in hand in the dark disappear into her life completely.

Cheng Zhen'er, this Northeast girl who gnawed on ice and snow in the ice, climbed over the Shanhaiguan, and sneaked thousands of miles under the sharp knife of the Japanese invaders, was stimulated to the stubbornness in her bones, she thought, it's a big deal to find her own life, if she lives for thirty years, she will look for thirty years. She lived forty years, and she sought forty years. With so many comrades, she doesn't believe that everyone has passed without a trace.

Speaking of geese, geese fly every year, and winter goes to spring. Within a few years, the new China was built from a ruin, and their generation was in full swing to work, happily glad that they had seen this scene and participated in all this.

Cheng Zhen'er is the same, but because of this, she also misses those comrades-in-arms in her memory even more, what about them?

Are they okay? Even humble, are you still alive?

But some things are so annoying, the comrades on this dark line have not been found yet, but the trouble is to find her Cheng Zhen'er.

After working at the grassroots level for so many years, she has also heard that some leaders in the army who have delayed their youth because of the war are not so "people's democracy" and are despised. But she is a twenty-six or seventeen-year-old girl, and she never thought that there would be a "arranged marriage" for her by the deputy division commander who had nothing to do, which was still semi-compulsory.

This made Cheng Zhener unbearable, she investigated again, okay, this guy still had a wife and a son in the countryside before, under the banner of "anti-feudal arrangement", relying on the cadres of the village committee of his family to force people to divorce, which is even more annoying that people are still serving him in his hometown.

I'm sorry, my aunt and grandmother don't exert power, you really don't think I'm an old revolutionist/life!

She was afraid that something would change later, so she went to the bastard deputy division commander's hometown on a Sunday, found his weather-covered "ex-wife" and two and a half children, and gave full play to her years of special diligence experience, and made people cry without a few words, so that people willingly followed her to the bastard deputy division commander's top boss, the local garrison commander, and explained it to 1510.

Sure enough, the old-fashioned but also very class-level emotional commander was furious, and with a stroke of the pen, he demoted this person to the regiment commander, because his marriage was divorced and it was difficult to handle it - forcing remarriage is now also illegal. But one yard is one yard, if you dare to harass Xiao Cheng and destroy the image of the army, believe it or not, Lao Tzu will let you take off your military uniform.

Since then, Cheng Zhen'er has inexplicably got the nickname "Tiger's Ass" in the army and in the locality, and she is disgusted and more and more cold when everyone jokes too much.

Together with the eldest sister who has always been more reasonable in the department, she persuaded her, "Xiao Cheng, you don't look down on that kind of person, we all understand." But this man should marry and the woman should marry, you are not young, you can't have no plan, it will only harm yourself. ”

Zhen'er only smiled and didn't say anything, she had a plan, and she was determined to do it, and she would rather not marry for the rest of her life than follow it. Just like the pious liberation soldiers, they will never abandon their comrades.

Even if the years change, the sun and the moon turn, the beauty is white, and the world is turned upside down.

However, a large-scale censorship came, which was intended to search for a large number of spies, bandits, bullies, and reactionaries, which was misrepresented by the fanatical masses and some local cadres.

Soon, Cheng Zhen'er, a female cadre who was born in a revolutionary/life-threatening family and had no record of being arrested, couldn't explain why she didn't report to the liberated area of western Hubei on time as instructed, and why she walked from Shancheng to the liberated area of Shandong for nearly a year (at that time, almost all the railways were occupied by the Kuomintang, and people had to disguise it, why do you say?). He was insisted that he was "suspected of rebellion", and was tied with hemp rope and thrown in the firewood room.

And among them, the head of the regiment who suffered a big loss back then made great efforts, she knew that if there was no accident, she would be waiting for her death, and she felt extremely desolate in her heart.

The sixth brother is right, the incomprehension of her own people is more unacceptable than the enemy's guns, but what can she do, there is nowhere to talk about desolation, and there are no tears to return to people.

There is no one to tell about endless grievances.

Maybe it's because people are about to die, and her consciousness is always extraordinarily clear, she sat in a distracted frame for a day, not caring about the bad environment at all, thinking about the past eventful years.

One day, she was horrified to find that in just five or six years, she began to forget the appearance of the sixth brother, whether he was a red phoenix or a round apricot eye, and the mole on the left or right side of the face? She wasn't even sure!

In her mind, the deepest impression turned out to be his majestic appearance in a green military uniform, why is this so, is this an illusion after experiencing chaos, or is it a sincere and moving love?

Could it be that what I love is just a false sense of security, not the sixth brother as a person?

No, it must not be like this. Cheng Zhen'er had a splitting headache, she didn't dare to think about it, but she couldn't control herself.

Before she could figure it out, she was taken away by the prison administrators.

Surprisingly, in a bright office at their destination, waiting for her was a middle-aged cadre with gold-rimmed glasses.

He gently invited Zhen'er to sit down, and even poured a cup of hot water before he began to say: "Comrade Cheng Zhen'er, you have been wronged, and after repeated verification by the organization, there is a suicide note from a revolutionary martyr, which can prove that you were indeed unable to reach the liberated area of western Hubei because of the assassination of the agents of the Central Union, and had to accept the instructions of Comrade "Yuhuan" in the Sichuan-Chongqing region and transfer north to the Shandong Revolution/Life Base Area. ”

"At the same time, according to the location you provided, the graves of the martyrs who escorted you have also been found, which proves that what you said is true. And according to the calculation of time, it does take you that long to walk to Shandong. So you have been cleared of suspicion, this time you are suffering, you take a break first, and the organization will rearrange your work. ”

Routinely ask for referral tickets, monthly passes, and tips.