Chapter 155: The Sorrow of Weeping Blood
The next day, it was still light.
The door of the inpatient department had just opened, and Li Xiumei and Qu Dashi rushed in in a hurry. It was already midnight after receiving Cheng Jia'an's message, and the two of them who were shocked by the bad news were in a mess, so they hurriedly entrusted their daughter to a neighbor to take care of them, and they whipped and set up a mule to travel all night without resting.
Panic, grief, doubt, and speculation gathered in her heart, Li Xiumei climbed behind the car and didn't know how many times she cried, and the anxious Qu Dashi almost drove the mule cart into the gutter several times. It wasn't until dawn that I rushed to the city, and I couldn't wait to ask about the location of the intensive care ward.
"Comrade, can you tell me where the intensive care unit is?" Li Xiumei, whose sideburns were scattered, anxiously stopped a nurse and asked.
"Room 404 on the third floor."
Li Xiumei ran away in an instant, and Qu Dashi behind him hurriedly said: "Oh thank you, Xiumei, you wait for me......"
Asking all the way, the two stumbled to the intensive care ward, and suddenly saw their sister lying on the hospital bed, dying, and all their worries in the night's rush had come true. Li Xiulan suddenly felt that the sky was spinning, and she pounced on it sadly, shouting and screaming: "Sister! Sister! Why are you like this! ”
Qu Dashi, a simple man, slowly stepped forward with a sad face, and choked up: "Sister Xiulan! ”
Cheng Jia'an, who had been lying on his stomach in front of the hospital bed, was awakened, standing on the side with a haggard face, sad and isolated. Listening to the sad crying of my younger siblings, I felt even more guilty in my heart. In the current situation, how did he explain to his wife's mother's family, his lips trembled for a long time and said: "Xiumei, Dashi, you ...... Don't get too excited! ”
Hearing this, Li Xiulan, who was crying bitterly on the bed, suddenly raised her head, stepped forward madly and beat Cheng Jia'an's chest, venting her boundless resentment: "Cheng Jia'an! Why do you take care of my sister, you say, why did my sister suddenly become like this? Didn't you say you would take good care of my sister for the rest of my life? ”
Letting Li Xiumei beat hysterically, Cheng Jia'an stood still like a log, as if this was the only way to make his guilty heart feel better, and he blamed himself painfully in his mouth: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! ”
Qu Dashi, who was a little sensible, pulled his wife and blocked her behind him, and then faced Cheng Jia'an, the man who had once trusted Li Xiulan to his hands, with a gloomy face.
He was a little patient, gritted his teeth and asked, "Brother-in-law, tell me, what's going on?" Sister Xiulan, why is it like this! ”
Why? Why exactly?
If you think about it, can you get rid of it?
The Son does not teach the Father's fault! To whom can the blame be shifted for educational failures?
His beloved son did not teach, but he was hungry and ate poison, and now this word is truly sealed on his head. pinched his nose again and again, and gave expectations after beating and scolding again and again, but the final result was something back!
At this moment, all the hidden dangers caused by Cheng Jianghai's neglect of discipline completely broke out, and huge grief and resentment filled the entire family.
Cheng Jia'an dragged his hair stiffly, squatted down in pain, and whispered sadly: "It's my fault, it's all my fault!" ”
In the next time, Cheng Jia'an, whose face was withered, tearfully explained the matter, and Li Xiumei and Qu Dashi retreated in horror.
Everyone knows that Cheng Jianghai is stubborn, but who would have thought that he would be so stubborn!
is naughty and mischievous on weekdays, which in the subconscious of the two, they will only think that it is the nature of young children, but they can't believe that he would make such an irreparable mistake.
If naughty is by nature, then what is stealing!
"You mean Jiang Hai he...... He went to steal? This! How is this possible? Li Xiumei's eyes widened.
Even Qu Dashi, who has always loved and maintained Cheng Jianghai, couldn't help but feel sad and angry at this time: "This is unbelievable, how could Jiang Hai do such a thing!" This kid, he ...... Ay! ”
Li Xiumei burst into tears, covered her mouth and said sadly: "What a sin! ”
Cheng Jia'an hung his head lonely and said with remorse: "Until now, I can't believe that Jiang Hai will become like this, but the facts are there!" Xiulan also ...... because she couldn't accept this reality Hey, it's all my fault, if it weren't for my negligence, Jiang Hai wouldn't have come to this point, and Xiulan wouldn't have ......"
Watching Cheng Jia'an pound on his skull in pain, falling into deep self-blame and guilt, the two of them suddenly realized that they had wrongly blamed him.
Li Xiumei pursed her lips and said guiltily: "Brother-in-law, I blame you by mistake...... So what's the situation with my sister now? ”
Cheng Jia'an looked at Li Xiulan beside him worriedly, his eyebrows were full of sadness, and he said sadly: "I am also a doctor, Xiulan's current condition, I am afraid it will be difficult to recover to the past, I am afraid that it will be ...... I'm afraid ......"
Hearing Cheng Jia'an's words and stop, Li Xiumei took a step forward and said eagerly: "I'm afraid what is it?" You say! ”
"I'm afraid I'm going to be paralyzed in bed in the future......"
A sentence rang in the ears of the two like a morning bell and a dusk drum, Li Xiumei was so shocked that she couldn't speak, Qu Dashi's eyes were full of dead ashes, and she said in a trembling voice: "This...... Isn't that hopeless? ”
"There is little hope...... Cheng Jia'an hung his head in frustration, his heart like ashes. Continued, looking at Li Xiulan, who was like a sculpture, there was a resolute look in her deeply attached eyes: "But even if there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up." ”
"Sister, why did you make such a fuss with such a decent person! This day is just better, you haven't enjoyed any blessings, this god is really eyeless! ”
The sad Li Xiumei lay on her sister's side, the tears of the spring fell on the white sheets, and after a while, she was wet, and her mind was full of warm pictures of her and her sister's youth.
In those most difficult days, it was my sister who pulled her hand since she was a child, always sheltering under her fragile wings, not allowing herself to experience a trace of wind and rain. What kind of hardship is that my sister stands up and endures alone, and she explains it in her words of educating Cheng Jiangshui.
The eldest daughter must be like the eldest daughter!
Yes, as the eldest daughter of the family, Li Xiulan has done a very conscientious job in her life.
Along the way, she fought unrelentingly, for herself, for her younger siblings, and even more so that she did not submit to the fiddling of fate, which led to their rich life.
But as a mother, you can't say that she is a failure.
She just hasn't been able to do as much as her eldest daughter, or she hasn't been able to see the perfect ending she wants.
This is a pity, and the regret lies in the neglect of Cheng Jianghai.
"Xiumei, don't cry yet." Qu Dashi stepped forward to comfort his wife, turned his head and asked Cheng Jia'an sadly: "Brother-in-law, what are you going to do next?" ”
This may be the most urgent problem at the moment, Cheng Jia'an said sadly: "The attending doctor also said that there is no good way to put it in the hospital, and I will prepare to take Xiulan back when the wound is better." The medical expenses here are too expensive to hold. ”
Qu Dashi's heart was sad, and he frowned and said, "But if you take it back, who will take care of your sister?" Don't you still have to go to work? ”
Talking about this problem, Cheng Jia'an felt pain and helplessness, stroked his forehead in frustration and said, "I don't know what to do now." ”
Qu Dashi frowned and thought for a while, and immediately said: "Then let Xiumei take care of it first, it's easier for her to take care of as a woman!" ”
At this moment, Cheng Jia'an really couldn't think of any other way, he said to Li Xiumei guiltily: "Xiumei, for the time being...... I'll bother you for the time being. ”
"This is my sister, I should do it!"
Li Xiumei wiped her tears, responded without hesitation, and then said sadly: "Brother-in-law, you better go and see Jiang Hai, even if you are angry, you can't leave the child at the police station, if my sister knows, she will not bear it." ”
Qu Dashi also stepped forward to persuade: "Yes, it's been almost two days, and I don't know how the police station will deal with this matter, we can't be on fire at both ends." ”
"Hey!"
Cheng Jia'an sighed deeply and struggled to stand up with his hands. For more than a day, he didn't get a drop of water, and when he suddenly stood up at this moment, he felt tired and dizzy, and he bothered his body and said: "Your sister has an accident, I really can't take care of it, here you help me watch it first, I'll go to the police station now." ”
Li Xiumei took a step forward, pursed her lips, and struggled for a long time before saying, "Brother-in-law, don't be too angry when you see Jiang Hai, say it well." ”
"Hmm!" Cheng Jia'an nodded coldly, Li Xiumei was worried that she would beat Cheng Jianghai in a hurry.
But is it useful to beat him up at this time? If you beat it, Li Xiulan will be able to wake up!
If he beats him, he will be able to change his ways?
Besides, at this time, I am already exhausted, where is there any excess strength!
Cheng Jia'an beat his chest here and blamed himself, and Cheng Jianghai in the police station suddenly realized after listening to Li Dongming's announcement, "It turns out that the sky will really fall!" ”
As Li Dongming said, it's late!
The final outcome of his wanton, perverse, violent, ignorant and stubborn behavior must not only be paid by himself, but also his mother's life.
At this moment, he not only lost a warm umbrella, but also lost the most cherished thing in his life - maternal love.
This is a kind of desperate remorse, like a crazy mudslide, and like a surging evil wave, which instantly drowned this childish heart.
In the past, crying may have been a labor pain concentrated under the flesh and skin, but the crying at this time is a desperate pain like prying bones and digging out the marrow, and the two are very different.
"Mom, Mom! I was wrong, I was wrong, mom ......"
In the sorrow of crying blood, Cheng Jianghai's mistake at this moment may be a mistake from the bottom of his heart, but ...... But there was no more......