looked at Cheng Jianghai crying heart-rending after learning the truth, but Li Dongming beside him had nothing to do but accompany him silently. Cheng Jianghai's miserable appearance made him feel worried, so he could only wait for Cheng Jianghai to finish venting, and then step forward to slowly comfort.

But what he didn't expect was that just after a while, Cheng Jianghai's sad and hysterical crying stopped abruptly, as if he had been suddenly choked by his throat, and suddenly went from extremely sad to extremely quiet, which was weird and abnormal.

Li Dongming's heart trembled, took a step forward, and asked in a panic: "Cheng Jianghai, what's wrong with you?" ”

After a period of silence, Cheng Jianghai slowly raised his head, his tear-stained cheeks were filled with a kind of bleakness and gray that did not match his age, and there was a creepy calm in his thin lips: "Brother policeman, I'm the worst and worst child in the world, right?" ”

Li Dongming's eyes widened and he was speechless: "Uh, you ......"

………

Cheng Jia'an, who looked depressed, came to the police station with high spirits, entered the office hall, and asked the police with a trembling voice.

"Comrade, can you help me find Officer Li Dongming?"

"Oh, Dongming, the second room on the left."

"Oh, thank you."

In the huge police station, Cheng Jia'an only knew Li Dongming. As a flat-headed ordinary person, he rarely intersects with the police on weekdays, and in fact, he can't wait to insulate himself from this place, and now he is completely helpless.

According to the guidance of the police, Cheng Jia'an came to Li Dongming's office with stiff steps, knocked on the door, and Li Dongming, who was sitting at the desk and was pondering, saw Cheng Jia'an coming, and hurriedly beckoned to sit down, and said with concern: "It's Uncle Cheng, how is Aunt Li's situation?" ”

Cheng Jia'an nodded lonely: "It's still like that!" ”

Li Dongming pursed his lips and said with relief: "Well, Uncle Cheng, don't be too anxious, maybe it will get better slowly!" ”

"Well, thank you!"

Looking at the Cheng family's requiem, Li Dongming was also entangled in his heart for a while, Cheng Jianghai was still locked inside, and the state was ......

Out of his duty as a policeman, he hesitated for a long time before saying, "Uncle Cheng, let me tell you about Jiang Hai's handling of the situation...... Originally, his behavior was an attempted theft and a violation of the criminal law. But he is still too young to be sentenced and sent to a juvenile correctional facility. So...... The institute can only inform your guardian and the school of the situation. Oh yes! We have already arrested the two ruffians who instigated him to commit crimes, and Jiang Hai can only be taken back by his guardian to educate him. You see......"

"I see!"

Hearing what Li Dongming meant, Cheng Jia'an nodded with a little peace of mind, stood up, and thanked with a tired face: "Thank you, thanks to you this time, I don't know how to thank you." ”

"No, no, I'm a police officer, and that's what we're doing."

Li Dongming hurriedly waved his hand, took out a document and said, "Uncle Cheng, you sign this, and I will take you to lead Cheng Jianghai." ”

Cheng Jia'an agreed, and his trembling hands scribbled on the case file for a while, which was probably the most difficult signing in his life.

Li Dongming put away the documents, thought about it for a while, frowned and said hesitantly: "Uncle Cheng, I want to give you a wake-up call first." Cheng Jianghai, huh...... Cheng Jianghai's mood is a little strange! ”

"Strange? He...... What happened to him? Cheng Jia'an asked with drooping eyelids.

Regarding Cheng Jianghai's situation, Li Dongming really couldn't explain it clearly, and sighed: "Hey, I don't understand it either, I'll take you to take a look!" ”

After speaking, Li Dongming took Cheng Jia'an to the detention room, and saw Cheng Jianghai's chapped lips and curled up in a corner of the room with a demented expression, Li Dongming pursed his lips and explained: "At first, he could still cry and cry, shouting to find Aunt Li. I revealed a little bit about the situation, and he became like this. It's been more than a day, he doesn't eat, drink, or make a sound, and I'm afraid he's mentally stimulated......"

Seeing Cheng Jia'an frowning and staring at Cheng Jianghai without saying a word, Li Dongming said worriedly: "Uncle Cheng, take it back and talk about it well, don't leave any problems behind!" ”

"Well, I see, thank you!"

Cheng Jia'an agreed, turned his head to look at his son curled up in the corner, and said coldly: "Cheng Jianghai, go back with me......"

Hearing his father's voice, Cheng Jianghai seemed to have broken free from a distant nightmare, raised his heavy head embarrassedly, looked at Cheng Jia'an with blank eyes, and his lips trembled for a long time, and then he cried and whispered: "Dad! ”

This call, like a scorching spark, suddenly fell into the gasoline barrel, instantly igniting Cheng Jia'an's long-suppressed fire of grief and anger. He bit his lip stubbornly, his face turned pale, and his voice was hoarse: "Don't say anything, go back with me!" ”

Out of the police station, there was not a word between father and son on the way, like two zombies that had lost their souls, and like two lone wolves wandering on the Gobi.

Cheng Jia'an staggered on his front feet, and Cheng Jianghai Nuonuo followed.

The only thing that is the same is that both of them have a strong sadness on their foreheads.

Pushing open the door, a lonely cold wind blew from the inside out, Cheng Jia'an looked at the empty house, and couldn't help but feel sad. He stood in place in a demented state, as if he was still waiting for his wife to come out of the back room, and smiled and asked, "Dad, you're back!" ”

The emptiness in front of you is like a cold sharp knife piercing your heart, making you feel pain but you can't scream any sound.

Coincidentally, Cheng Jianghai's blank voice came from behind him at this moment: "Dad, I want to go see Mom!" ”

Suddenly, Cheng Jia'an suddenly turned around, and a slap with anger, sorrow, and heartache slapped him.

This slap no longer slapped his ass like before, but slapped Cheng Jianghai's little face full of stains, making him unable to control the swing of his body and staggering against the wall.

At this moment, Cheng Jia'an's face was as hideous as it had never been, and his kind and gentle face disappeared cleanly, leaving only anger and hatred, and he yelled hysterically: "Look at her? Why are you going to see her? What else do you want to her off at? Do you still have a mom? ”

"Poof".

This may be the first time that Cheng Jianghai has taken the initiative to kneel in front of his father. He dragged his father's cold hand and kept whipping his face, but the stinging pain in his cheeks couldn't hide the grief in his heart, tears covered his cheeks, and the mournful cry was inspiring: "Dad, you hit me, you hit me, I know it's wrong, I really know it's wrong!" ”

"Know it's wrong? Hehe, it's late! ”

Cheng Jia'an suddenly pulled out his wrist and let out a burst of pathetic mockery. He took two steps back, his face was blue, and he looked at Cheng Jianghai who was crying silently in front of him, revealing a deep sense of disappointment: "Jianghai, you remember for me, your mother has reached this point today, it is all your fault, you are an unfilial son!" You haven't given us hope, what you have brought to this family is disappointment again and again, and finally despair, despair! Do you know? ”

Cheng Jianghai knelt and took a step forward, once again pulled his father's trouser leg sadly, and pleaded silently: "Dad! I was wrong, I was wrong! ”

"No, it's not you who is wrong, it's me!"

Cheng Jia'an shook his head lonely, and let out a faint sigh, his vicissitudes of life showed exhaustion and exhaustion: "It's I, the father, who didn't teach you well, always looking at you young, thinking that you will be sensible when you are older." Hey, just deceive yourself over and over again! We get used to you and protect you, and in the end we get this retribution! I now know what is the fault of the son not godfather, it is my mistake, it is my mistake! ”

Listening to his father's self-blame for beating his chest over and over again, crying blood and regretting himself, Cheng Jianghai choked back tears and muttered a promise: "Dad, I will change, I will change!" ”

I've heard enough of this, and I'm tired of hearing it.

Such promises are less valuable and less trustworthy than littered everywhere.

Or perhaps this casual promise is more odious than a lie!

This made Cheng Jia'an disgusted, and waved his hand desperately to stop: "Don't say it again, I've heard this countless times, and I don't want to hear it anymore." Cheng Jianghai, you listen to me clearly! This home has been ruined by you, so you can make trouble as much as you want in the future! ”

Cheng Jia'an said this dishearteningly, and he said everything in despair.

There are two final meanings expressed: one is that this family is no longer what it used to be, and it is caused by your Cheng Jianghai's arbitrary willfulness, this is hatred!

The other is that no one will restrain you in the future, and you can do whatever you want! It's abandoned!

No one will excuse you for your youth anymore, and no one will give you the slightest hope for your ignorance and stubbornness. This hatred and abandonment is enough to throw Cheng Jianghai from under the glaciers in the Arctic into the abyss of the Antarctic, and sound the most thorough alarm bell in his life.

It can't be said that Cheng Jia'an really gave up Cheng Jianghai, this is impossible, after all, it is his own flesh and blood, how can he really give up if he says he will give up.

This may be his indignation after extreme disappointment, and this may be his helplessness after exhaustion. In short, at this moment, he is no longer able and unable to educate and guide Cheng Jianghai positively.