Chapter 161: Grieving Du Wanling
Lanzhou.
In the three-bedroom house left by He Weiguo, Du Wanling was busy cooking alone. In the huge house, except for the occasional sound of some spatulas colliding, there was no noise, and it seemed to be alone, perhaps she had long been accustomed to this lonely atmosphere.
With a "bang", the spatula fell to the ground, echoing in the empty living room for a long time.
He Yi'an, who was full of grief, just made a beginning, and it was self-evident what kind of reaction Du Wanling would have when she heard the bad news.
"Sister-in-law Xiulan, why is your life so bad, you just boiled up a little hope, and you are about to fall into such a situation!" At this moment, Du Wanling was holding on to the stove, and she was already in full swing, and she was overwhelmed with grief. The body trembled involuntarily, as if she was going to collapse to the ground in the next moment, He Yi'an stepped forward in a panic and helped her sit down.
How can you not be sad?
The sisters who have helped each other for half a lifetime are the same brothers and sisters who have come through the ups and downs before life and death, and the Jinlan contract that has been hard for ten years, it has long become an obsession that does not need words to maintain, but is always integrated into the bone marrow.
Those who know me say that I am worried, and those who do not know me say what I want.
Even Li Xiulan's resolute parting of ways did not make Du Wanling resentful.
She knows Li Xiulan, and she is ashamed of Li Xiulan.
This kind of sisterly affection with blossoming and blossoming did not get a good ending, which is undoubtedly a big pity for Du Wanling. She, like He Yi'an, is also silently waiting, hoping that the broken strings will continue one day.
But now all the waiting has come to naught, and regrets are destined to be companions for a lifetime.
Looking at her mother's haggard and vicissitudes of life, she has been eroded by too much worry and sorrow in the passage of time, and has long lost her once pure and elegant demeanor. And at this moment, he was ruthlessly impacted by this sudden sad news, and became even more pale and gray-haired, dull and dull.
Gently rubbing the back of his mother's hand, He Yi'an looked ashamed and muttered: "Mom, I have decided, my godmother is like this, and I will go back to Ganquan after graduation." ”
Du Wanling's fingers trembled slightly, and after a period of silence, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, looked at He Yi'an melancholy, and asked, "Are you...... Are you really decided? ”
"Yes!"
He Yi'an nodded gloomily, both sides were mothers who were difficult to leave, but Li Xiulan was even more anxious for her return. He looked at Du Wanling apprehensively and said earnestly, "Now is the time when they need me the most. I didn't get my godmother's forgiveness, but at least I was able to give my strength, and I didn't want to leave regrets. ”
"Hey!"
Du Wanling sighed, lowered her eyebrows lonely, and there was a little sadness between her eyebrows: "But...... But your dad won't agree. ”
He Yi'an frowned, obviously not thinking too much about He Weiguo's attitude: "I can't take care of it so much, whether my father agrees or opposes it, it is imperative for me to return to Ganquan." ”
"Hey, over the years, you two fathers and sons have been in trouble because of this matter, I'm worried that he will react aggressively because of your arbitrariness, and Mom really doesn't know how to help you then."
Du Wanling grabbed He Yi'an's cold hand and hesitated for a long time before she confided with difficulty: "You don't know, your father and I ...... Ay! ”
He Yi'an drooped his head, bit his lips tightly, his palms were sweaty and cold, and he said suddenly: "Mom, I know, you and my dad have already divorced!" ”
"You!"
Du Wanling's fingers couldn't help trembling, her face turned pale, and her panicked eyes stared at her son in a daze.
He Yi'an raised his head with a look of shame: "I'm sorry, Mom, I also accidentally saw your divorce certificate...... I know that Dad didn't want to affect his career, so he kept it a secret. ”
"So you already knew!"
Du Wanling sat back dejectedly, and the bitterness and sadness on her face became a little stronger. As He Yi'an said, the husband and wife had officially dispersed a few years ago.
This is actually an inevitable result!
Between husband and wife, what they are most afraid of is not contradictions and quarrels, but ideological differences. Emotional noise is only the epidermis, and the mentality of not being able to be communile is the most deadly. This is like a peanut that was originally squeezed into water and oil, and even if it is reluctantly mixed together, it can only become two separate individuals.
The emotions of husband and wife, once they return from the noise of quarrels to silence, have basically reached the end of love, and they can't help it.
The reason why it is kept secret from the outside world is probably because of He Weiguo's selfishness.
It is a critical period when the career is rising, and the failure of the marriage will bring some unfavorable factors. He is good at calculation, and he will definitely not ruin his good future because of this "flaw".
If the heart of fame and fortune is intoxicated to a certain extent, it will not be far from losing heart.
He Yi'an, who knew the current situation of his parents, pursed his lips and looked solemn: "Mom, no matter how Dad stops me, this time I will stick to my own ideas." I can't be a son, I can't even be a godson! ”
That's quite decisive!
In the dim room, Du Wanling was silent, closed her eyes and breathed many times, before she slowly quieted down her painful and anxious heart, and said with a melancholy face: "Yi'an, on the multiple-choice questions like family affection and morality, my mother can't help you choose, you can only make your own decisions." Mom just hopes that you don't regret the choices you made today, even if the road of life in the future is twists and turns, you can't regret it! ”
Du Wanling's words seemed to have another meaning in them, as if it was inconvenient to say. No one can control the future, and the current difficulties of the Cheng family will never be temporary, and will only become heavier in the future. As a person who has come over, as a mother, it is necessary for her to remind this young son who only dreams in the ivory tower, has not yet fledgling, and dares to fight the end of the sword world with only one blood, and has the right to make a preliminary advice.
He Yi'an thought that he understood, he gritted his teeth gently, and his words fell like a hammer: "Mom, I know, I don't regret it!" ”
At this point, it is useless to persuade more. Du Wanling sighed secretly and said bitterly: "That's it, I'll go back to see your godmother first, after so many years, I want to see but have no shame to meet, I have never had a taste in my heart." ”
He Yi'an stepped forward and said eagerly: "Then I'll go too!" ”
"And what about your studies?"
"It's okay Mom, I'm busy working on papers all this time, and I can squeeze out time. If I don't take a look at my godmother with my own eyes, I really can't rest assured. ”
Du Wanling lowered her eyebrows and thought for a while, nodded and agreed: "Okay then!" By the way, you go and take the passbook at home, keep some necessary for life, and take out the rest! ”
He Yi'an pursed his lips, a little stunned: "Mom! ”
Du Wanling's face was bitter, and she said quietly: "Now what they need is not only spiritual comfort, but also financial help." That's all I can do right now! ”
"Well, thank you, Mom!"
He Yi'an's eyes turned red slightly, this thank you is not only for her mother's open-mindedness, but also on behalf of Cheng Jiangshui's gratitude.
Du Wanling stretched out her hand, gently rubbed He Yi'an's handsome and gloomy cheeks, and smiled bitterly: "Thank you!" Mom is also a grateful person, in this regard, Mom is no worse than you! ”
"yes, I see." He Yi'an lowered his head sadly......