Chapter 162: The Sad Reality
Let's talk about the other side, he resolutely drove Cheng Jianghe away. Cheng Jiangshui tried to stabilize his mind, and made a phone call without delay, told Gong Yulan about the situation at home, and begged her to deal with the problem of suspension of pay in the group.
After solving these external trivialities, the next step is to take care of the mother wholeheartedly.
As a doctor, she knew very well that her mother's condition would be a long and arduous journey. Self-sacrifice is inevitable, and many things can become bumpy and tortuous.
Such as their own marriage!
Even with her mother's nod, she had no time to take care of these at this time, and she could only choose the latter in terms of feelings and filial piety.
In a vegetative state like Li Xiulan, the daily nutrients basically need to be instilled with catheters, massage and pressure of urine and urine, regular drug injections, and physical massage to prevent muscle atrophy...... There are so many things, how can you do this without certain professional medical skills!
Fortunately, there is Cheng Jiangshui in this family, which is also a blessing in misfortune.
The medicine can't be stopped, and even if you don't lie in the hospital, the money consumed is too much for this ordinary family to bear.
The opinions of the whole family are very consistent, even if they knock the marrow and sprinkle the ointment, they can't give up, and everyone firmly believes that as long as they persist, there will be miracles.
In the middle of the city, next to the Bell and Drum Tower, is the city's only postal savings office.
Cheng Jiangshui rushed over early in the morning, took out his passbook and handed it to the salesman, which contained the salary he had saved in the past six or seven years.
"Comrade, I'll take the money!"
"Okay, how much do you take?"
"Well, take them all out!" Cheng Jiangshui did not hesitate at all.
Out of the savings bank, and then looked down at the infinite close to zero number on the passbook, she frowned slightly, and didn't care about the melancholy sigh, rode on the car and rushed to the hospital, the medicine that should be bought, but not a single one can be left behind.
Before leaving, Cheng Jiangshui also made a detailed classification registration, which is a habit of the profession and can effectively save expenses.
I bought a week's supply, a whole big cardboard box. You can't buy too much, and there is no refrigerated storage equipment at home, and after a long time, the effect of the medicine is gone. In the future, I am destined to be a frequent customer of the pharmacy, and it is a big deal to communicate frequently. She laboriously strapped the medicine equipment to the back of her bicycle and staggered home.
When he entered the door, he rushed into the back room as soon as possible, and saw that his mother was still lying still, without any abnormality, so he wiped the fine sweat on his forehead and sighed. Then Liu Mei'er sank slightly, and there was an unconcealable sadness between her eyebrows.
Sighing, he turned around, put the medicines in place one by one, and began to prepare for his mother's routine feeding and infusion.
As if she didn't want Li Xiulan to see her sad appearance, Cheng Jiangshui turned her face with a smile that she had worked hard to build.
"Mom, I'm back, are you in a hurry?"
Looking at Li Xiulan, who was indifferent on the bed, Cheng Jiangshui lightly opened her red lips, as if she was chatting with her mother on weekdays, soft and soft, not in a hurry, but the trace of sadness at the corner of her eyebrows couldn't be hidden.
"Mom, I'll give you an infusion right now, okay? Your daughter's level of infusion is very high, I practiced it all when I was in the group, and it didn't hurt at all. Well! If it hurts, you can talk to me......"
Before he could say a few words, Cheng Jiangshui was choked by his own words, and his tears were like autumn rain on the eaves, dripping continuously.
Knowing that her mother would not wake up so easily, even if hope was a luxury that could never be obtained, she had to maintain this state of chatter, try her best to awaken her mother's silent nerves, and tell her the existence of home, love, and persistence, so as not to feel endless loneliness in the dark world.
Quietly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, then sterilized the needle, prepared the medicine, forced a smile again, and smeared alcohol on Li Xiulan's loose skin: "Okay! Come on, Mom, I'll disinfect you first...... Do you know that the injection needs to be disinfected first, does it feel cold and swishing? If we get an injection, this disease will get better quickly, and maybe you will wake up in a while. ”
Cheng Jiangshui gently pushed the liquid medicine in the needle tube, and gently massaged it next to the injection site with a cotton ball, as if he was worried that his mother was in pain, and his mouth was still broken.
"When you wake up, you can see your daughter, I'm grown up and taller now...... They all said, I look like you, like when you first arrived at the group...... Mom, do you want to see it? If you want to see it, you can open your eyes......"
It was originally a pretending to be happy, and the further it was said, the more sad it became. In the end, Cheng Jiangshui couldn't help it, hurriedly pulled out the needle, turned around and came to the outhouse, suddenly leaned against the cold wall, covered his mouth and nose to prevent himself from crying, and squatted on the ground in grief, and the tears that slipped gradually wet his clothes......
In the sanatorium, Cheng Jia'an came to the laundry room where Li Xiulan worked in a disgraced manner, which was completely a subconscious behavior of him.
On weekdays, he would sneak here from time to time, help Li Xiulan put on bed sheets, fold quilt covers, and say two warm and private words, and then watched Li Xiulan break red neck, a burst of anger, and he laughed stupidly on the side.
In that case, the monotonous working hours will also become fast.
In front of me, a woman in the laundry room was busy. Cheng Jia'an blinked, and in a trance, he seemed to see his wife's back, and took a few steps forward stupidly. The back turned around, and it was clearly an extremely unfamiliar face.
"Uh, comrade, who are you looking for?"
Cheng Jia'an's cheeks turned pale, and his frowning brows were covered with a gray of disappointment: "Ah, it's okay, it's okay!" ”
The Cheng family turned around, dragging heavy footsteps and slowly moving back, and Hu Yanling, who was in charge of logistics, came in front.
When she saw the lonely and lonely Cheng Jia'an, Hu Yanling frowned, she seemed to be able to understand Cheng Jia'an's inner feelings, and a trace of compassion couldn't help but rise in her heart.
"It's Dr. Cheng! You've come here ......."
Cheng Jia'an raised his head, perked up a little, and said tiredly: "Oh, it's Director Hu." Nothing, I'm just stopping by to see ......."
Looking back at the busy figure in the laundry room, Hu Yanling showed a hint of shame, and stepped forward to explain awkwardly: "Doctor Cheng, I hope you can understand, Comrade Xiulan is sick, but the work in the laundry room can't be stopped, so we can only find another person." ”
Cheng Jia'an nodded gloomily, and said with a sad face: "Oh, it's okay, it's okay, I can figure it out." ”
"The leaders of the hospital have held a meeting to study it, and we haven't moved the Xiulan establishment, and we are still our employees, and we will also pay the corresponding basic salary, but the other welfare bonuses are gone." Hu Yanling smashed her mouth and said sincerely: "This, this is also the greatest strength that our sanatorium can do." ”
Cheng Jia'an showed a little gratitude on his face, the unit was already benevolent and righteous to be able to do this part, and basically treated it according to the treatment of sick retirement, which was regarded as helping from the other side.
"I know, thank you to the leaders of the hospital, and thank you Director Hu!"
"Hey!" Hu Yanling sighed a few times in succession, and comforted melancholy: "Take good care of Xiulan, such a good comrade, hey......"
Hu Yanling shook her head and left, Cheng Jia'an turned her head slowly, still moving forward with heavy steps, her heart was shrouded in deep sorrow and sorrow.
All the way forward, all the way sad......