At this moment, Cheng Jiangshui's soft heart was touched, and the love that was frozen because of his resentment against Cheng Jianghai seemed to be quietly thawed at this time. The love of care for the little brother slowly grew again.

If there is anyone in this family who can give a trace of warmth and comfort to Cheng Jianghai's young heart on the verge of death in this critical period, so as to prevent him from embarking on the road of schizophrenia and even distorted personality, then only Cheng Jiangshui.

And it's the only one.

This is because she has a maternal trait, and she is more patient and loving than Cheng Jia'an and Cheng Jianghe.

Everyone else can give up, but she can't!

She promised her mother that as long as she was there, home would be there!

Isn't Cheng Jianghai just a member of the family?

This is also the biggest reason why Cheng Jianghai is still deeply grateful to his sister when he recalls it many years later.

In other words, if he hadn't seen his sister, his heart would have died in that cold night.

On this night, after Cheng Jiangshui wiped his mother's face, he gently came to the hut where Cheng Jianghai was, and watched Cheng Jianghai turn his back through the crack in the door, as if he was bowing his head to do his homework, but his shoulders were still twitching slightly from time to time......

What that means, Cheng Jiangshui knows very well.

Hearing the sound behind him, Cheng Jianghai secretly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Cheng Jiangshui's face was bitter, he sighed gloomily, sat down behind Cheng Jianghai gently, and said softly: "Jianghai, is it okay to talk to my sister?" ”

After a while, Cheng Jianghai put down his pen and turned around slowly, but he still drooped his head, not daring to look at his sister, or not wanting his sister to see his red and swollen eyes.

Looking at Cheng Jianghai's sad expression, Cheng Jiangshui no longer adhered to the same resentful and indifferent tone as his family.

Maybe she has thought through at this moment, if she has to impose all the blame for her mother's illness on this stubborn little brother, it seems too extreme and unkind.

What's more, my mother is seriously ill in bed, and this family can no longer withstand the impact of any changes. Based on this, a heart-to-heart conversation with the younger brother is imminent. Even Cheng Jiangshui's clean and elegant face really looked a little haggard, so he could only cheer up and face Cheng Jianghai gently.

"Sister has been back for a few days, and I haven't talked to you well, don't blame sister, sister also has resentment in her heart! I still can't believe that my brother would become what he is today, and you can't blame everyone for treating you like that, it's really that you have disappointed and saddened the people who care about you. ”

My sister's soft voice was like a sweet spring, slowly moistening Cheng Jianghai's already dry and broken heart, and the heart-wrenching wounds became much more relaxed.

I forgot how long it was, and once again I heard my family members speak softly to me instead of being angry, even punching and kicking each other.

In an instant, the sense of abandonment, isolation, and neglect in his heart was quietly replaced by a sense of grievance that was lonely and helpless after deep remorse.

At this moment, Cheng Jianghai was speechless, and he didn't know what to say, his body was sluggish and motionless, and he didn't even make a nasal sound of sobbing, only tears dripped down his knees.

Cheng Jiangshui's heart ached, and his bright starry eyes were filled with water vapor. She stretched out her hand and rubbed her little brother's lowered head, just like in the years of the group, sobbing: "Wrong is wrong, even if you regret it a thousand times or ten thousand times now, it is impossible to wake up your mother, this is the price you have to pay." I don't know if Mom will wake up one day, but I know that Mom definitely doesn't want to see you like this, and she doesn't want her own favorite little son to be wrong! ”

When this sentence came out, Cheng Jianghai could no longer hold back the grievances in his heart, and roared in a sad voice: "Sister! ”

Cheng Jiangshui leaned forward a little, held Cheng Jianghai's sad face, gently wiped his more and more tears, looked at him lovingly with the same teary eyes, and choked up: "Jiang Hai, anyone in this world can give up on you, but you can't give up yourself." Promise my sister, change it now, change it for the better, really change it, will it be done? ”

Cheng Jianghai suddenly plunged into Cheng Jiangshui's arms and cried out loud unscrupulously. The protracted pain was vented out of the floodgates that suddenly opened, and his precarious, scorched spiritual world finally ushered in a moist spring rain.

"Sister, I'll change, I'll change! I beg you, don't ignore me, don't leave me alone, woo woo woo ......"

"I'll change, I'll change!"

This familiar statement, followed by a prayer of sorrow for heaven and earth, now sounds very different.

This may be Cheng Jianghai's heartfelt words after his enlightenment, and this promise is the only sister who still takes care of herself, and her sincerity does not contain any impurities.

Cheng Jiangshui understood and was convinced, and her tearful eyes revealed a sadness, and also showed a trace of relief. gently stroked Cheng Jianghai's head, and responded sadly: "No, no, how could my sister not want Jiang Hai, my sister still wants to see the day when Jiang Hai is improved!" ”

Cheng Jianghai's tears gushed out even more: "Woo woo...... I changed it, I will change it! My sister believes in me, I will definitely change for the better! Woohoo......"

Cheng Jiangshui choked back tears and said with a smile: "Well, my sister believes in you, my sister believes in you!" ”

That night, Cheng Jianghai slept with tears in his eyes and slept relatively peacefully.

did not cover the nest over his head, like a chick hiding from fear in the night, curled up and shivering; There are no nightmares to wake up screaming in the middle of the night and find yourself covered in cold sweat......

It was probably the most restful night he'd slept in days.

The days are repeated, like an alarm clock, always ticking clockwise, grid by grid. Turn it once, then return to the original point and repeat the same trajectory again.

"Jiang Shui, Dad went to work!"

"Alas, Dad, don't worry, I'll boil the water and wash my mother's face for a while."

"Well, your mother will give it to you, I'm relieved!"

On this day, Cheng Jianghai went to school early in the morning, Cheng Jiangshui was busy in the corridor, and Cheng Jiaan was packing up and preparing to go to work. At this time, Du Wanling and He Yi'an appeared in front of the Cheng family's father and daughter as if falling from the sky.

"Brother Jia'an!" Du Wanling's voice sounded with a hint of trembling.

"Godfather!" This is the voice that He Yi'an made in a whimper.

The father and daughter raised their heads at the same time and looked at the two in surprise.

"Aunt Wanling, Brother Yi'an!"