260: Another kind of openness and honesty.
Chu Huan was writing the second volume of the pharmacopoeia, when he heard someone coming in, he thought it was to scare them, and ignored them.
It was Wang Shu who saluted, and she looked up when she heard Wang Shuxiao's voice.
Seeing Jing Xuan, she was stunned, and continued to write with her eyes down.
Seeing her attitude, Jing Xuan's face was gloomy with loss in her heart, and her face, which looked a little sickly, became more and more lacking.
After taking a deep breath to stabilize his mind, he motioned for Wang Shu to retreat, then lightly covered the wound on his waist and abdomen with his hand, walked slowly, stood in front of the table opposite her, and looked at her.
She continued to write, ignoring him.
Jing Xuan looked at her as she concentrated on compiling the pharmacopoeia, and her feelings were extremely complicated.
It wasn't a complete confirmation before, but now, he confirmed.
Aunt Liu woke up, and under Dongqing's questioning, she told her what happened that night.
In order to make room for Feng Yuran, she went to the place where Chu Huan was held that night, and took advantage of Chu Huan's coma to cover Chu Huan in her sleep.
She said that she confirmed that Chu Huan was out of breath at that time.
Therefore, what Chu Huan said is true.
The original Chu Huan is dead, and now this one was born by possession, but I don't know where it came from, who it used to be.
Such a bizarre and strange thing happened around him, and he couldn't believe it
Her height is a superb medical skill, presumably she used to know, she made it up like that before, and pulled out a mysterious master out of nothing, but he believed it.
Unexpectedly, it was all fake.
He stood and looked at her, she sat and wrote, and there was a silent stalemate for a long time before he asked softly, "What were you like before?" What is it called? ”
Chu Huan paused, and then said lightly: "It has nothing to do with you." ”
Jing Xuan froze for a moment.
He whispered, "I want to know, tell me, okay?" ”
Chu Huan thought about it, then looked up at him and said, "Just this face, this name." ”
Jing Xuan frowned, obviously thinking she was perfunctory.
Seeing that he didn't believe it, Chu Huan said coldly: "Do you think I attached myself to her by accident?" Naturally, I have some relationship with her, so there is such an opportunity, and she and I do look the same, and we have the same name. ”
Jing Xuan thought about it, but he also believed it.
Indeed, if there is no relationship in the dark, it really can't be explained.
I just don't know what kind of reason caused such a fate.
He asked again, "What about you...... How did you die before? ”
Chu Huan: "......"
She didn't have the face to say.
Someone jumped off a building and stoned to death, to be honest, she really couldn't say it.
It's outrageous.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, and that she looked like she couldn't say anything, he looked like he looked at it and asked, "Yes...... Killed? ”
Chu Huan: "...... Can you hope for me to be better? Am I the kind of person you are? I make enemies with people everywhere, I am such a powerful doctor, I have saved so many people, and it is too late for others to please me, who will harm me? ”
Jing Xuan: "......"
Then not.
It's just that it's rare for her to choke with him like this, but she has seen a vivid appearance on her face for a long time.
Chu Huan was a little annoyed with himself, he really couldn't hold his breath, what did he do with him so much?
She had a cold face and ordered the eviction: "Don't ask again, I don't want to talk too much nonsense with you, if you have nothing else to do, leave quickly, I'm not happy to see you, you should know." ”
Jing Xuan was a little disappointed, and said softly: "But I want to see you, I want to think very much, if it weren't for the previous injury, I would have come to you a long time ago." ”
Chu Huan put down his pen, looked up at him for a long time, and sneered: "What are you looking for me to do?" I hurt you, but you want to come to me, what? Want to ask the teacher for sin? Or do you want to accuse me of being too ruthless? ”
Jing Xuan looked at her solemnly and said: "I failed to let you take revenge, you should hurt me, you are right, if you block other people's cause and effect, you have to bear other people's cause and effect, this is retribution, I don't blame you, and I can't blame you." ”
Chu Huan looked at him indifferently and didn't speak.
Jing Xuan was a little inexplicable, but before he could ask, she said:
"Jing Xuan, it's not that I stabbed you, and the grudge between me and Liu Shuang was offset, I stabbed you just because you sent her away and blocked my way to revenge, but this kind of thing can not be offset by stabbing and bleeding."
She pouted with a playful and cold smile: "You'd better really hide Liu Shuang all the time and protect her, otherwise as long as there is a chance, I will still kill her, this matter, only when she dies, can it really be offended." ”
Jing Xuan opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but under her gaze, it seemed that everything was in vain.
He closed his eyes and nodded, "...... I know. ”
Chu Huan nodded: "It's good if you have a number in your heart." ”
As she spoke, she picked up her pen again, intending to continue writing her stuff.
Jing Xuan clenched her fists slightly, and couldn't help but ask her, "Then you...... Do you blame me? ”
Chu Huan didn't raise his head, and said lightly: "I stabbed you, there is nothing to blame you for this matter, in fact, I don't can't understand that I want to protect Liu Shuang, since she is your mother's person, and she has taken care of you for many years, it is just human nature for you to protect your shortcomings, I just can't agree, for me, right and wrong are very important, and it is also very important to distinguish grievances,"
She looked up at him and commented: "Jing Xuan, you are too selfish. ”
Jing Xuan's face turned a little paler.
She said he was selfish......
She didn't like him like that.
Can......
He asked bitterly: "So, you are still the same, you don't want to give me your heart, you don't want to be with me, right?" ”
Chu Huan pondered for a moment and said to him seriously: "This matter is not just because of your style of acting and personality, I told you, I have no intention of the love between men and women, no matter what kind of you are, I will not like it." ”
Her voice was so calm that she was almost indifferent.
Jing Xuan gritted his teeth, his eyes were a little red, and he said in a dumb voice: "But I don't want to give up on you, Chu Huan, I have lived for twenty-five years, and I have only liked you as a woman, I don't want to let go, I don't want to lose you." ”
Chu Huan sighed and said: "But that's your business, Jing Xuan, not all likes should have a result, I don't like you, I can't force me to accept you because you have affection for me, I'm not that great, and what you should want is not these." ”
Truly.
What he wanted was not to force her to accept him and reluctantly stay by his side.