But if she really doesn't want to, refuses to give any hope, he may force her too.

He is not so good, he can not desire her because of her reluctance, and respect her to go and stay.

Forcing is not as pleasant as two loves, but compared to losing, at least she is alive by his side, always his, rather than becoming his unattainable dreams and extravagant thoughts.

"Actually, you never wanted to be my princess all the time, did you? I used to think that even if you didn't want to befriend me, at least you would always be my princess, and you would live with me as if you were a guest, because I was the best place for you,"

He smiled bitterly: "But now that I know the secret of you, and know that you are not the original Chu Huan, I also know that you are not a person who is at ease with what happens, and I also understand that you are just temporarily forced to stay in the palace, right?" ”

Chu Huan nodded, and said very calmly: "Yes, I never wanted to stay here forever, to be a woman in the deep palace, that is not the way I should go,"

After a pause, she raised her eyes to look at him and sneered: "I told you at the beginning that I wanted to practice medicine to help the world, and that is the value and meaning of my life, but you said that I am already your princess, that is not what I should think." ”

Jing Xuan was a little anxious: "But then I ......"

Chu Huan interrupted him, and continued: "Later, you agreed, let me write a good pharmacopoeia, and I am willing to use my medical skills to benefit the people of the world, and let my medical name spread to the world, but Jing Xuan, what I want to do, what I want, why do you want to agree?" ”

Jing Xuan was dumbfounded for a moment by her rhetorical question.

He couldn't answer her question.

Because it is true that she is not one of those women who need to be attached to men, what she wants and wants to do, she can do it on her own, she has the ability to definitely settle down.

He could let her rely on and rely on, but she didn't need it.

He was dumbfounded for a moment, looked at the position of her abdomen, and asked in a dumb voice, "What about the child?" You want to leave me, what about the child? ”

Chu Huan snorted lightly: "I didn't plan to give birth to a child in the first place, have you forgotten?" ”

He didn't forget.

When she knew that she had a child, the first thing she thought about was to leave the child behind without him knowing.

She even had the medicine ready.

After that, he didn't let her have an abortion, and the two of them were in a stalemate for a long time because of this matter, and she was reluctantly willing to keep the child.

He thought that if he left the child, she would miss him more or less.

Chu Huan said: "The existence of this child is not what I want, it caught me off guard, I don't want to go through the pain of giving birth, and I don't want to be stumped by the child, so I didn't want to give birth to him at the beginning, not just because of you." ”

She looked down at her slightly convex abdomen, and said: "Now I want it, not because of you, it's because I softened my heart and chose to compromise with the motherhood in my bones, for me, this is just my child, it has nothing to do with you but it has nothing to do with it, if I want to go, I will take him." ”

Hearing this, Jing Xuan immediately changed color and said hurriedly: "Don't you think about it!" ”

He stared at her closely, his eyes resolute and his tone was cold: "You and the child, don't want to leave me, Chu Huan, you know my ability, I won't let you go, you can't go, if you are willing to stay, it will be good, if you are unwilling, I will not let you go." ”

Chu Huan raised his eyebrows in surprise: "You want to force me?" ”

Jing Xuan gritted his teeth: "If you don't want to, I can only forcibly leave you behind, and I can only do this, after all, you don't want to leave me." ”

Chu Huan smiled, but his eyes were filled with coldness: "Then I will kill you." ”

Jing Xuan froze.

Chu Huan's fierce gaze was opposite to him, and his words were solemn: "Jing Xuan, if you really dare to force me, I will kill you, even if it is to pay for your life, I don't care, I have died once, although I want to live, but I am not afraid of death, but I don't want to live better than death." ”

Jing Xuan's breath stagnated, and his voice was hoarse: "Staying by my side, for you, is life worse than death?" ”

Chu Huan stood up, raised his head and looked at him, and said loudly: "But anything that is not the way I want to live is better than death." ”

Her eyes and her words pierced his heart like a knife, making him feel painful.

Breathing hurts.

The wound also hurt.

He covered his wounds, couldn't help but clasp the edge of the table with one hand, gritted his teeth and inhaled, unable to hide the pain.

Chu Huan frowned when he saw this, and then opened his eyes and said lightly: "If the injury is not healed, go back to recuperate, there is no need to do these futile things with the injury, only you are the one who is injured, and no one cares." ”

Jing Xuan endured the discomfort, gritted his teeth at her and said: "The matter between us is not over yet, Chu Huan, it is impossible for me to let you and the child leave me, since you are not willing to force it, I always have a way to make you willing." ”

Chu Huan said: "How can I be willing? Just like when you forced me to keep the children, did you threaten me with my mother? You should know that I am not really Chu Huan, in order to repay the favor, I will want to protect them, but I will not live for them, you can't threaten me with them forever. ”

Jing Xuan laughed at himself, and there was vague anger and paranoia between his eyebrows: "Who knows? Maybe if I really forcibly keep you by my side, even if I die in your hands, and I won't let go, will you really kill me? ”

Chu Huan was stunned and looked at him without speaking.

Jing Xuan didn't say anything more, shook his head with a wry smile, and then turned around and left slowly.

Chu Huan looked at his back, his brows furrowed even tighter.

After Jing Xuan left, Chu Huan lost the mind to continue compiling the pharmacopoeia, and his heart couldn't calm down, so he couldn't figure out those complex medical pharmacology.

She sat down and thought about it for a long time before she instructed Wang Shu, who was standing silently on the side after Jing Xuan left: "Go and talk to Fuxi, make arrangements, I want to go back to Chu's house." ”

Wang Shu sighed, looked at the sky outside, and said worriedly: "But it's afternoon, the sun is about to set, the princess will go back now, but she can't come back in time, it's better to ...... tomorrow."

Chu Huan interrupted her: "If I don't go back to the palace tonight, I'll go back to Chu's house to live for a few days." ”

Wang Shu was surprised: "What? Can...... But Your Highness is there......"

"Let Fu Xi go to report, just say that I will go back to live temporarily, and he will have to let him if he doesn't let me."

Wang Shu saw Chu Huan's tough attitude, so he had to hurry up.

Fu Xi went to report to Jing Xuan that Chu Huan wanted to go back to Chu's house to live temporarily, I thought that Jing Xuan would not be willing, but I didn't expect Jing Xuan to listen, and after being silent for a while, he actually agreed.

In this way, Fu Xi hurriedly asked someone to prepare the car, and then packed up his things for Chu Huan, and went back to live instead of coming back on a trip, there were a lot of things to bring.

So, in the evening, Chu Huan's car stopped in front of Chu's house.

Xian personally came out to pick up people: "Why did you come back at this time?" It's all going down this day, how can I get back in time for a while? ”

Chu Huan said: "So don't go back, I'll come back to stay with you for a few days." ”

Hearing this, Xian was shocked.

Seeing that she wanted to ask, Chu Huan said: "If there is anything to go in, let's talk about it, you can't stand at the door and say no?" ”

Xian had no choice but to resist the urge to ask, waited for Chu Huan to enter the mansion, and returned to the Lan Courtyard.

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Night, in the palace.

The queen was thinking about things irritably, and Lin Qiao suddenly hurried in from outside.

Without waiting for the queen to ask, Lin Qiao said: "Niangniang, there is news from outside the palace, that Chu Huan went back to Chu's house to live." ”

The queen looked up in surprise and asked, "She went back to Chu's house to live?" Seriously? What's going on? ”

"What's going on can't be found out for a while, I only know that Chu Huan left the Ming Wang's Mansion before sunset, went back to the Chu family, and brought some luggage and belongings, and the people who stayed in the Chu family tonight, did not return to the Ming Wangfu, and the people who were placed in the Chu family said that according to the Xian family's arrangement, she should live in the Chu family for a few days."

The queen was even more surprised. 、

"This is a good thing, no matter what the reason is, as long as Chu Huan stays in the Ming Palace, it is difficult to kill her and the child in her womb, and now that she has gone to the Chu family, it will be much easier!"

She couldn't hide her excitement: "Okay, Bengong can't think of a chance to kill her, and I thought that I have to wait until His Majesty's birthday to find a chance, but now that she has sent the opportunity herself, Bengong can't miss it!" ”

If Chu Huan had been in the palace, she really wouldn't have had a chance to do anything to Chu Huan.

So in fact, even if Jing Xuan didn't tolerate Chu Huan, she would find a way to get the emperor to lift the grounding punishment for Chu Huan, she wanted the emperor to punish Chu Huan, but it had to be a heavy punishment.

The punishment that can't cause damage to Chu Huan and the child is meaningless.

It is impossible for her to let Chu Huan be trapped in the Ming Wangfu all the time and give birth to the child safely.

Lin Qiao reminded: "But Niangniang, although she left the Ming Palace, the Ming King also sent someone to secretly follow her to protect her, and it is still not good to do anything to her." ”

The queen said: "That's not the same, the Ming Wangfu is controlled by Jing Xuan like an iron bucket, plus she is pregnant, Jing Xuan is even more cautious, but if you go to the Chu family, Jing Xuan will protect it well, in the end it is the Chu family, the defense cannot be foolproof, and it will be much easier to do it." ”

Lin Qiao said: "What Niangniang said is, that ......"

The queen's eyebrows were cold, and her murderous intent could not be hidden, and she ordered: "It's time to contact the Heavenly Enemy Sect to discuss this matter, you go and arrange it personally, you must handle this matter well, and you must not leave a trace." ”

"Yes."

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At night, Chu Huan and Xian slept together.

The mother and daughter were lying on the bed, and Xian sighed: "For many years, our mother and daughter have not slept together, and the last time was before you were sent away when you were young, when you were taken back to be married, Deng's mother and daughter have been sending people to stare at you, I want to sleep with you, and I can't say anything considerate." ”

Chu Huan just smiled, didn't know what to say, just looked up, a little trance.

Xian Shi looked at her sideways, and said worriedly: "Huan'er, you should know, you went back to the Chu family to live today, and when you look outside, I'm afraid that you and King Ming won't be able to get by, you hurt him and were disgusted by him, and you were driven back, what are you doing?" Are you coming back to live despite all this? ”

asked before, Chu Huan said that he was just bored and came back to live with her for a few days.

But now, Xiang Xian still can't help but want to ask again.