Chapter Twenty-Six: I'm Not Worthy of You
Hearing Li Cheng's words, Lu Man's heart still sank, maybe she was hurt by the previous relationship, and she didn't dare to ask for anything more, but she was silent and didn't speak, she kept looking out the window quietly, and didn't say a word.
She naturally knew Li Cheng's thoughts, the days when she was blind and bullied after her car accident was the darkest time she had in the Huo family, but at that time, she was hopeful, immersed in the role of Huo Shiyuan's wife, unable to extricate herself, ignoring all the bad, until she realized the reality until her hope was broken by Huo Shiyuan's own hands.
At the beginning, she tried her best to escape from the Huo family because she was treated by Li Cheng, and in the end, with his help, she made more progress in medical skills step by step, and also cured her eyes, and had everything she has now.
A man does such a thing to a woman, and any woman will be moved, but she can only live up to his heart again and again.
The man was too attentive to her help and care, although he had vaguely mentioned it several times before, at that time, she had not divorced Huo Shiyuan, so she had always been in a state of determination, and Li Cheng never forced her, but silently helped her behind her back.
How could she pretend not to know such a gesture?
Not to mention that she is now a divorced second-married woman, and she is not worthy of such an excellent man with superb medical skills, Huo Shiyuan's existence is like her calamity, and it is a gap that she cannot overcome for the time being.
Back then, she spent all her strength and affection to love him, but in the end, she had nothing, and that heart was already full of holes.
She didn't dare, she was afraid, and even felt that she was no longer qualified to love or be loved.
The existence of that man has become a lingering shadow in Lu Man's life.
Even if he is divorced now, his obsession with men has gradually been let go, but he still can't escape the fate of being played with at the beginning.
After being silent for a long time, Lu Man looked up at Li Cheng, for men, her heart was full of gratitude, but she had no love, she knew his feelings for her, but she couldn't give him the slightest response and hope, so she could only hook her lips indifferently.
"Senior brother, he and I have divorced, I am not worthy of you, you deserve better."
Hearing this, Li Cheng consciously frowned, his hand holding the steering wheel tightened and tightened, and there was a trace of distress in his eyes when he looked at Lu Man.
"Manman, let him pass the past, in fact, it's good that you're divorced, after all, it's a relief for you."
Hearing this, Lu Man sneered, as if laughing at himself, "It's indeed a relief, after all, it's just my self-inflicted sentimentality." ”
Hearing Lu Man say this, Li Cheng's face suddenly darkened, and in the next second, his expression became extremely serious.
"Manman, there are more people in this world, you don't need to be depressed for an unworthy person, you are so good, you deserve better people to take care of you."
His tone was extremely serious, patiently persuading Lu Man to put it down, as if he was saying that Huo Shiyuan was the one who was not worthy of Lu Man.
Then, his expression became extremely solemn.
"It's not your fault that you divorced him, it's entirely because he doesn't deserve you at all."
After knowing Li Cheng for so many years, she still knows Li Cheng very well, she knows that he has always been gentle and cautious in his words and deeds, but when Huo Shiyuan is mentioned, the man's brows are still instinctively frowned, as if he is disgusted, and his words are full of dissatisfaction.
"Hmm."
Lu Man didn't plan to discuss this topic with him again, but nodded in response, her eyes swept gratefully over the man's face, but she ignored the intense and burning love in his eyes when he looked at her.
There was silence for a moment, then he turned to look out the window.
Although she knew Li Cheng's thoughts, and he was always comforting and admonishing her in front of her, she didn't dare to promise him anything except medical matters.
Because she knows that the pride she used to be has been trampled and shattered by another man, and she no longer has the courage to fall in love with another person.
The atmosphere in the car became depressed again, and Li Cheng didn't speak, he knew that Lu Man had scruples in his heart, and he could only choose to protect her silently.
He has unusual patience and caution in dealing with Lu Man, he is afraid that once he is impulsive, not only will he not be able to accompany her silently in the end, but will let the two of them go farther and farther, which is the last thing he wants to see.
Because of this, Li Cheng has been silently guarding Lu Man's side for many years, but he still doesn't have the courage to take that step.
This should be what others say, the more a man cares about a woman, the more cowardly he behaves in front of her!
Li Cheng sighed softly in his heart, although as a top clinical medical student at home and abroad, he had never been so timid in the face of difficult medical problems in the medical field.
However, for Lu Man, he has never had the courage to pierce it.
The car quickly drove to the highway, and seeing the vehicles shuttling back and forth, Li Cheng's hand holding the steering wheel tightened and tightened.
After thinking for a while, he still couldn't bear the doubts in his heart after all, and spoke in a deep voice.
"It's a long time, but seriously, you see that you are now the number one psychologist in the hospital, and your future must be very good, and you have divorced Huo Shiyuan now, you still have to marry in the future, you can't be alone for the rest of your life!"
Glancing at Lu Man, Li Cheng mustered up the courage to pretend to be calm and asked.
Hearing this, the corners of Lu Man's mouth hooked a wry smile, and he looked out of the car window indifferently.
Now she is only twenty-five years old, but the light and breezy appearance she smiled just now is like an old man who has gone through the vicissitudes of time, her eyes are full of endless sadness and desolation, as if she has already looked down on life.
Li Cheng took in the changes in Lu Man's expression, and saw the corner of Lu Man's mouth tearing up a trace of an astringent and bitter smile, and the pity in his heart was even worse, he didn't know what she had experienced in those three years of married life.
He and she have known each other for many years, she used to be the proud daughter of the sky, with an enviable family background, noble birth, parents and brothers regarded as the pearl of the palm of the hand, but in just a few years, the once proud and free girl became so sad.
She smiled indifferently and hooked her lips.
"I think it's better to forget it, in the future, I just want to do something valuable, conduct in-depth research in the medical field, and as for the rest, everything is as it is."
Hearing this, Li Cheng was stunned for a moment, and then a trace of deep loss crossed his eyes.